I screamed and felt tears of complete terror pour down my face.
I ran.
I wasn’t even sure where I was running to; I just let my legs carry me away from the nightmare that my life had become. I heard heavy paws running after me as I sprinted up the stairs, knowing it was Grayson on my heels.
I panicked and ran into the first room I came across.
That room just so happened to be the one I had first woken up in with him.
I slammed the door shut and locked it. I backed away from it.
It took precisely one second for something hard and large to start pounding against the door.
I sobbed as the entire room shook. I continued to step backward until I felt my back meet the window on the other side of the room. I slid down, hugging my knees to my chest.
He’s trying to break down the door.
Oh my God. This is how I die.
The door shuddered like it was seconds away from splintering. In the middle of the pounding, the door handle jiggled.
I suddenly heard Kyle’s voice.
“Luna, let him in! He’s not going to hurt you!”
There was no way in hell I would do that. And by the looks of it, I didn’t have to let Grayson in. He would do that all on his own. Any second now, the door would come crashing down.
And then I would be at his mercy.
Then, just like that, the door exploded away from its hinges and flew into the room, sliding a few feet across the floor. Grayson came charging in and his eyes immediately connected with mine. I whimpered, hugging my body tighter, as if it would hide me from the horsesized wolf in front of me.
He approached me in a regal way, his chest puffed out and his head held high.
When he was only a foot in front of me, he let out a low growl and bared his teeth. “He’s trying to assert his dominance over you as you have denied his possession of you. He wants you to submit to him,” Kyle said, standing in the doorway, his eyes wide as he watched us.
“I-I—” I said, trying to speak over my panic.
“Luna, just do what he wants. You will not like the outcome if you do not.”
I looked into the wolf’s terrifying, pitch-black eyes, and he bared his teeth once more. I slowly nodded my head, knowing that it would not be smart to upset the animal any more than I already had.
I looked at Kyle. “How do I submit?”
“You must bare your neck to him.”
When I gave him a confused look, he tilted his head to the side and pulled the collar of his shirt down to reveal his collarbone.
“Like this. It shows you trust him and submit to his higher rank over you.” Well, that was the last thing I wanted to do. But I knew I didn’t have another choice —not if I wanted to get out of this situation alive.
I nodded.
I slowly brought a shaky hand up to the collar of my shirt and pulled it down to reveal my collarbone. Then I tilted my head to the side.
A purr-like noise came from the wolf’s chest in appreciation. He leaned forward and placed his nose on my neck, right where he’d bit me when he was human.
He huffed and then ran his tongue up and down my neck.
At first, I leaned away from him, not liking the fact that an animal was licking me.
But then I felt sparks moving over my body, originating from the spot.
I felt my head tilting to give Grayson better access, almost as if my body was moving out of instinct. I whimpered at the conflicting feelings running through my system. He licked my jugular, and a sob built up in my chest.
“Do not be scared, Luna,” Kyle said from his spot in the doorway.
“Alpha would never hurt you.”
Grayson froze and turned to face Kyle. He snapped his teeth at him and crouched low to the ground, approaching him slowly and threateningly. Kyle raised his hands in surrender and turned to me.
“Alpha would like me to leave.”
He backed out of the room as Grayson got closer and closer, growling and snarling at him. Panic shot through my chest. Kyle couldn’t leave. Then I’d be alone with the giant, livid wolf that wanted to kill me.
“No, Kyle, please don’t leave. You can’t leave me alone with him. Please, please don’t leave.” More tears ran down my cheeks. Grayson looked back at me, his eyes softening a bit.
He let out a quiet bark.
“I can’t stay. It is not in my nature to disobey him. And he really wants me to leave,”
Kyle explained, retreating. “He believes I am a threat to you in your overwhelmed state.”
I had no clue how Kyle knew these things, but he seemed so sure of himself and so calm, even though Grayson seemed about ready to murder him.
Grayson growled again, and Kyle took another step back.
“No, Kyle,” I said frantically, my voice breaking. “Don’t leave me. Please.”
He gave me a sympathetic look. “He won’t hurt you, I promise.” I sobbed. I was scared out of my mind.
Kyle glanced at me once more before saying, “I’m sorry,” and left the room.
Leaving me alone with Grayson.
1. AlienationBELLEI fell asleep on the bathroom floor that night. It was a bit demeaning to sleep on the cold, marble floor, but I couldn’t bring myself to leave. I didn’t want to face Grayson. I groaned in pain when I awoke, then rolled over and sat up so that my aching back was against the cabinets. I sighed when I finally stood and saw what I looked like in the mirror. My hair was going in every direction, and tear stains streaked my face and neck. I’d spent most of the night silently crying, not wanting Grayson to hear me but also not being able to stop myself from replaying what had happened between us. I didn’t know what I had done to deserve all of his harsh words. It took me awhile, but I finally worked up the courage to leave the bathroom. I felt terrible after last night. What hurt the most, though, was that I knew he was partially right. I was his mate. I was supposed to be okay with him touching me. Wasn’t I? Take the time you need… His earlier words repeated
1. Sinister ShiftBELLESometime during the middle of the night, I was awoken by the feeling of fiery kisses on my neck. My eyes flew open immediately and I gasped, recognizing the familiar sparks. “Grayson?” I asked into the darkness, reaching out for him. “Mm-hmm?” he asked as he continued his kissing and gripped my waist. I blinked as my eyes adjusted to the light. My heart soared when I realized that he seemed to be in a better mood than the last time I’d seen him. He seemed to have found his old passion for physical contact with me. I sighed in relief. I guess he was just stressed earlier. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his lips to mine for a deep kiss that chased all the tension out of my body. After a few minutes, I pulled away to try to catch my breath, and Grayson returned to kissing my neck. I tried shoving him away from me playfully so that I could see him and talk to him, but he just growled loudly and snapped his teeth at me. Okay… Suddenly,
1. Cold AwakeningBELLEI woke up the next morning feeling cold and groggy. I hadn’t slept well. After Grayson had left with his shocking news, I’d taken a shower and put on the ‘pajamas’ he’d given me. Then I’d sat on the bed for a couple of hours, waiting for him to come back, worried out of my mind. I didn’t know anything about vampires, and, although Grayson had promised he would be okay, I couldn’t control my anxiety. I’d stayed up as long as I could before the jet lag had gotten the best of me, forcing me into a restless sleep. Once awake, I had rolled over to snuggle closer to Grayson, only to find that he wasn’t in bed. He didn’t have his arms wrapped around me—wasn’t caressing my face, my back… Playing with my hair. I frowned and sat up. This was the first time since I’d met him that I hadn’t woken up with him by my side. It didn’t feel right. My anxiety immediately spiked as the events from last night came back to me. Grayson never came back. I got out of bed an
1. Scent of PossessionBELLE I let out the biggest yawn of my entire life as Grayson and I walked up the stairs. I leaned heavily against him, letting him lead us to his room. He chuckled and swiftly lifted me into his arms. I sighed happily and nuzzled into his chest. I felt his lips on my head. “I feel like two human newlyweds as I carry you off to our honeymoon,” Grayson said. I laughed, “Yeah, it really feels like that.” “Well, this is the beginning of our new life, so it might as well be our honeymoon.” The only difference was that newlyweds knew that they were going to be together forever.Who knows if Grayson will really always want me? The thought of Grayson getting tired of me and not wanting me in his life anymore made me suddenly sick to my stomach. Who would’ve thought… Only a few days ago, I was plotting to get away from the man holding me, and now I was panicking over whether we would be together forever. As we came to a set of wooden doors, Grayson sto
1. Becoming LunaBELLEAs we turned off the path that had led us through the Minnesota wilderness, and onto a long pebbled driveway that would take us to Grayson’s home, it felt like there was a bundle of nerves sitting at the bottom of my stomach like a rock. It was the middle of the night, so I knew that I probably wouldn’t have to meet many people tonight, but I was still nervous. I was about to start my new life in my new home with a man I had only met a few weeks ago but somehow loved. If that wasn’t enough, I was supposed to help him lead with no experience of leadership. I mean, I barely knew anything about werewolves, and now I was about to become ‘luna’ of an entire pack. How did that make sense? We were sitting in the back of a car that he had left at the airport. Grayson, always knowing when I was feeling uneasy, wrapped a comforting arm around me and gently pulled me to him. He rubbed his nose against the side of my head. “What’s bothering you, baby?” I shrugge
1. Change of HeartBELLEI sat on the bed late in the afternoon, watching Grayson pack up our hotel room as we prepared to go home. We would board our flight tonight around midnight Paris time. I had tried to help, but he’d just growled at me and told me to sit down. Tired from our adventure-filled day, I hadn’t bothered arguing. We’d spent the day seeing everything there was to see in Paris, and it had been absolutely amazing. My face hurt from smiling so much. I was still smiling as I watched Grayson move around the room, glancing at me every once in a while and smiling back at me. Everything about him was perfect. I couldn’t help but admire the way his body moved and how his large muscles flexed. He was breathtaking; it was hard to believe that a guy like him would want a girl like me. “Grayson?” I asked him hesitantly. He looked at me with a raised eyebrow. “Please don’t be mad,” I said as I wrung my hands. He turned to me fully. “Okay, now you’ve really got my attent