Grayson started speaking hesitantly. “Well.. I should probably… I guess I’ll start with my eyes.”
I nodded, urging him to go on.
“My eyes turn black when I lose control. And it usually has something to do with you.” “With me? What do you mean?” I asked.
He licked his lips.
“Usually, I have amazing control. In fact, I haven’t lost control in years. Not since puberty. But ever since you’ve come into my life, things have changed. You bring out my strongest emotions.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“It usually comes from one of two emotions. One is anger. Like when I found that man on the plane was harassing you—”
“He wasn’t harassing me,” I interrupted. “All he had done was—” Grayson’s hands gripped my hips tightly.
“Belle, do not say another word. You do not want to argue with me on this matter.
The protectiveness and possessiveness I feel for you are overwhelming.” I began to shrink in on myself, not liking his words.
“What’s the other emotion?” I whispered.
He brought his fingers to his temples, massaging them for a moment, then looked at me with a pained expression.
“It’s when… Well, it happens when I… When I—”
“It happens when he’s turned on. When he’s feeling a little frisky. When he wants to put his dick in your—”
“Kyle, that’s enough!” Grayson’s booming voice interrupted.
Kyle was now at the bottom of the stairs, smiling widely at both of us. He shrugged.
“Just trying to make it easier on ya, Alpha.”
Grayson growled as I quickly scrambled out of his lap, trying to put as much distance between us as possible.
“Is that true?” I asked once we had the table between us.
“Your eyes turn black when you’re mad or when—”
“Yes, when I’m attracted to you. I wish Kyle had put it in nicer words, but what he says is true.”
I shook my head. “I get why they turn black… But… How is that even possible? This is crazy!”
Grayson stood and crossed his arms over his chest. He didn’t say anything. I don’t think he liked being called crazy.
I let out a shaky breath. “Why am I here? What do you want with me?”
His shoulders sagged as he watched me. “Belle,” he breathed out. “I wish I could take your fear away.”
“You’re the cause of my fear,” I spat, not even totally convinced of my own words.
Hurt flashed in his eyes and then a deep growl came from his chest.
I took another step back. “Can I please go home? Will you let me go?”
“No.” His voice came out sharp, leaving no room for argument. “I am not letting you go. You are mine.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, beginning to feel extremely frustrated. “I am not yours! I am nobody’s but my own!”
I watched as his eyes slowly darkened. I knew that this time it wasn’t because of lust. It couldn’t be. And if what he’d told me was true, then his eyes were turning black out of…anger.
“Your eyes…,” I said.
“You’ve upset him,” Kyle said, coming toward us. “He doesn’t like you denying his possession of you.”
“But I’m not his possession!” I shouted stubbornly.
Grayson’s chest began to heave, and his entire body shook.
I took another step away from him, my back meeting the kitchen island.
“Luna, do not say another word,” Kyle said. “His wolf is becoming extremely upset.” “His wolf?”
Grayson let out another low growl.
Kyle looked at Grayson and nodded. “That is something that he would like to explain to you himself, Luna.” I shook my head.
“Explain what to me? I don’t understand! And stop calling me ‘Luna’! My name is Belle!” Grayson began seething, moving his head around as if there was a kink in his neck. Kyle turned to me. I must have looked completely terrified because his expression softened, like he was trying not to freak me out.
“You should touch him. You need to calm him down,” he said.
“I am not doing that! I am not touching that lunatic!” I heard snapping, and my eyes went to Grayson.
His face wrinkled into an expression of pain as his entire body convulsed forward. He bent down, and his shoulder blades snapped and jutted upward as his rib cage broke and pushed out against the skin on the other side of his body. Dark fur sprouted from his arms and neck, and he yelled out in pain.
I screamed as he crouched low to the ground, watching as his body contorted and morphed into something else. The sight before me became even more gruesome and horrifying as Grayson let out another yell of pain that turned into a loud growl.
In my state of complete shock and terror, I searched the kitchen frantically for a way out— realizing that Grayson’s body was blocking both the front door and the window leading to the fire escape. I ran to where Kyle was standing and grabbed his shoulders.
“Kyle, we have to get out of here! Please, we have to run!”
Kyle shook his head. “You cannot touch me, Luna,” he said as he brushed my hands off of him. “Alpha will not be happy if he sees you touching me.” Okay, so he’s officially a lost cause.
I looked back at what used to be Grayson just in time to see his nose elongate and turn black.
He was now on all fours, with his ears pointing up like a dog’s, and his jaw snapping upward into his newly pointed nose.
His clothes lay around him in shreds—his entire body had grown to be twice his regular size.
For a moment, time seemed to stand still.
Kyle and I didn’t dare to move or make a sound. I held my breath, my heart pounding so hard that I could feel it in my chest. And then the thing that used to be Grayson moved.
It looked at me and I gasped.
It was an enormous wolf.
Grayson had turned into a wolf.
1. AlienationBELLEI fell asleep on the bathroom floor that night. It was a bit demeaning to sleep on the cold, marble floor, but I couldn’t bring myself to leave. I didn’t want to face Grayson. I groaned in pain when I awoke, then rolled over and sat up so that my aching back was against the cabinets. I sighed when I finally stood and saw what I looked like in the mirror. My hair was going in every direction, and tear stains streaked my face and neck. I’d spent most of the night silently crying, not wanting Grayson to hear me but also not being able to stop myself from replaying what had happened between us. I didn’t know what I had done to deserve all of his harsh words. It took me awhile, but I finally worked up the courage to leave the bathroom. I felt terrible after last night. What hurt the most, though, was that I knew he was partially right. I was his mate. I was supposed to be okay with him touching me. Wasn’t I? Take the time you need… His earlier words repeated
1. Sinister ShiftBELLESometime during the middle of the night, I was awoken by the feeling of fiery kisses on my neck. My eyes flew open immediately and I gasped, recognizing the familiar sparks. “Grayson?” I asked into the darkness, reaching out for him. “Mm-hmm?” he asked as he continued his kissing and gripped my waist. I blinked as my eyes adjusted to the light. My heart soared when I realized that he seemed to be in a better mood than the last time I’d seen him. He seemed to have found his old passion for physical contact with me. I sighed in relief. I guess he was just stressed earlier. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his lips to mine for a deep kiss that chased all the tension out of my body. After a few minutes, I pulled away to try to catch my breath, and Grayson returned to kissing my neck. I tried shoving him away from me playfully so that I could see him and talk to him, but he just growled loudly and snapped his teeth at me. Okay… Suddenly,
1. Cold AwakeningBELLEI woke up the next morning feeling cold and groggy. I hadn’t slept well. After Grayson had left with his shocking news, I’d taken a shower and put on the ‘pajamas’ he’d given me. Then I’d sat on the bed for a couple of hours, waiting for him to come back, worried out of my mind. I didn’t know anything about vampires, and, although Grayson had promised he would be okay, I couldn’t control my anxiety. I’d stayed up as long as I could before the jet lag had gotten the best of me, forcing me into a restless sleep. Once awake, I had rolled over to snuggle closer to Grayson, only to find that he wasn’t in bed. He didn’t have his arms wrapped around me—wasn’t caressing my face, my back… Playing with my hair. I frowned and sat up. This was the first time since I’d met him that I hadn’t woken up with him by my side. It didn’t feel right. My anxiety immediately spiked as the events from last night came back to me. Grayson never came back. I got out of bed an
1. Scent of PossessionBELLE I let out the biggest yawn of my entire life as Grayson and I walked up the stairs. I leaned heavily against him, letting him lead us to his room. He chuckled and swiftly lifted me into his arms. I sighed happily and nuzzled into his chest. I felt his lips on my head. “I feel like two human newlyweds as I carry you off to our honeymoon,” Grayson said. I laughed, “Yeah, it really feels like that.” “Well, this is the beginning of our new life, so it might as well be our honeymoon.” The only difference was that newlyweds knew that they were going to be together forever.Who knows if Grayson will really always want me? The thought of Grayson getting tired of me and not wanting me in his life anymore made me suddenly sick to my stomach. Who would’ve thought… Only a few days ago, I was plotting to get away from the man holding me, and now I was panicking over whether we would be together forever. As we came to a set of wooden doors, Grayson sto
1. Becoming LunaBELLEAs we turned off the path that had led us through the Minnesota wilderness, and onto a long pebbled driveway that would take us to Grayson’s home, it felt like there was a bundle of nerves sitting at the bottom of my stomach like a rock. It was the middle of the night, so I knew that I probably wouldn’t have to meet many people tonight, but I was still nervous. I was about to start my new life in my new home with a man I had only met a few weeks ago but somehow loved. If that wasn’t enough, I was supposed to help him lead with no experience of leadership. I mean, I barely knew anything about werewolves, and now I was about to become ‘luna’ of an entire pack. How did that make sense? We were sitting in the back of a car that he had left at the airport. Grayson, always knowing when I was feeling uneasy, wrapped a comforting arm around me and gently pulled me to him. He rubbed his nose against the side of my head. “What’s bothering you, baby?” I shrugge
1. Change of HeartBELLEI sat on the bed late in the afternoon, watching Grayson pack up our hotel room as we prepared to go home. We would board our flight tonight around midnight Paris time. I had tried to help, but he’d just growled at me and told me to sit down. Tired from our adventure-filled day, I hadn’t bothered arguing. We’d spent the day seeing everything there was to see in Paris, and it had been absolutely amazing. My face hurt from smiling so much. I was still smiling as I watched Grayson move around the room, glancing at me every once in a while and smiling back at me. Everything about him was perfect. I couldn’t help but admire the way his body moved and how his large muscles flexed. He was breathtaking; it was hard to believe that a guy like him would want a girl like me. “Grayson?” I asked him hesitantly. He looked at me with a raised eyebrow. “Please don’t be mad,” I said as I wrung my hands. He turned to me fully. “Okay, now you’ve really got my attent