His amazing eyes seemed black at the lack of light. A sharp pain squeezed my heart, as I knew what I was going to say. The intensity of his stare almost prevented my words from rolling out.
“I think it is better if you keep your distance from me. I don’t think I am what you need,” I exhaled and bent my head down.
He lifted my chin and calmly responded, surprising me. “And how do you know what I need, Amy? I think I need only you.”
Then his lips crashed into mine. I was aroused and felt like crying at the same time. He had such a huge impact on me. The fact that I said to him that I don’t want him, and he still persisted in being with me...it made me overemotional.
“Jay?” I breathed between our passionate kisses.
I made a few more moves, pressing my core on his twitching erection, applying my moisture on him. He just stared at me, as he was afraid to move. His face was so serious, so tortured and concentrated on me - it made me smile.“Are you sure?” Jason asked me with a changed voice.I nodded and finally let it slide slowly in me. With closed eyes, I enjoyed the feeling of being filled by him. He began to moved under me, deeper and faster. Moaning, we lost track of time for a while.“Do you have a favorite position?” he exhaled, pulling me back to reality. “I want us to come together in your favorite position.”“Doggy,” I said, almost ready to come undone again.Without coming out of
“You know, I am the opposite of you. The guy I was video-chatting the other day,” her pink cheeks gave in how uncomfortable she felt by remembering this, “he is married.”I gaped at her. I might date random guys, take them as a challenge, but I was not a homewrecker. It was another rule of my blog.“I would never guess you would do that, Anna,” I said, and my lips turned into a thin line.“Well, it is not like I am the reason his family will fall apart. He hates it there. They no longer love each other, and he promised that he will leave her soon,” she nodded her head as she was convincing herself too. “He was planning this before he met me, and the thing between us evolved so fast, he can no longer wait.”She m
“Niceee!” Billy grinned at our group, gathered around the table. “Now let your Joker pick the game, okay?”A moment of silence fell upon us, and I could feel my heart pumping so hard, I glanced around to see if anyone could hear it. The pressure was about to kill me.“I am sorry, I just don’t have a partner…” Olive raised from her chair and began walking, but Billy caught her arm and offered her one of his brightest smiles.“Okay, I can switch things a bit. If you guys agree, we can play a game with no couples. I have something steamy in mind,” our “Joker” wiggled his eyebrows.“Sounds interesting to me,” Jason stated and jealousy gripped my heart.
I got up, then I boldly sat on Jason’s lap with my legs on both his sides. I could feel he was already hard from the dirty game we were playing. His hands moved on both my tights, starting from my knees and stopping at my butt. It gave me the courage that he wasn’t going to reject me in front of all the people. I lifted his chin to make him look at my face instead of my breasts, no matter the fact his nose was almost touching my bra, barely covered with the transparent dress. Then I slowly traced his lower lip with my tongue, and his erection twitched under me. A wicket smile appeared on me before I allowed our mouths to join in an intense kiss. I inhaled his scent and pressed my bottom to him, enjoying his tongue in my mouth. I knew this was forbidden, and it made it even sweeter. I knew this was public, and it made it even more thrilling. My wild side thoug
I felt overwhelmed by the fact he wanted to talk with me after our fight near the lake, and after he made out with Stacy in front of me. Walking with my head bend to my sneakers, I reached the table in the corner and plopped on the two-people sofa. Jason took his place across from me, and his eyes stared into mine. “I am begging you to give me a chance, give US a chance!” his voice caressed my ears and frightened my heart at the same time. I sighed, looking away. My brain was blocked, unable to give him an answer. “You are such a mystery,” he continued. “I can swear you are into me, but you just refuse to be mine. What are you hiding, Amy? Is there another man? Are you keeping him in secret from your friends too? Because Anna and Stacy said you must be single.” My he
Jason helped me get to his car, leading me and supporting my steps until my body was rested on the front seat of his BMV. Drunk or not, I had to admit how impressive the lights in the fancy automobile seemed at nighttime. The smell of leather and a new car entertained my tipsy mind until Jason started the engine and drove off.“I am supposed to invite you to a typical teen party at Anna’s apartment… just instead of highschoolers, there would be college kids,” I wrinkled my forehead at the last and added. “ Which is even worse, I guess.”“So, a raging party with drunk people like you?” he smirked, and I groaned. “How can I miss that?”“You and Liam could come...or you can skip our crowded amateur gathering,” I stated and averted my attention to
Jason began hastily moving his hand, and I placed my jacket in my lap in a futile try to hide what was going on. I bent my head in my back seat and closed my eyes. Pressing my bottom lip between my teeth, I had to concentrate to avoid my moans being heard by the people around.When I was almost done and all my body was tightened like a string, he removed his hand.“What are you...?” I began, but then I was at a complete loss when I saw him intentionally throwing his empty juice cup at my feet.Leaning to get it, he took a little too long to kiss my ankle and make a line with his tongue up to my knee. I looked around, but no one really paid attention to us. Swiftly, he dipped his head under my jacket and my skirt and sucked on my pearl for a short moment.
I felt a lump stuck in my throat. My wishes were different from my actions. My own rules, my own beliefs, were standing in the way of this relationship. I stayed silent for a moment, with my head bent towards my heels. I shivered, feeling the cold on my skin, as the wind waved my hair in slow motion.“I guess... I am,” I sighed and looked up at him.His warmth and his perfume comforted me when he enveloped me in his arms. The tight hug was short, as he moved just a little to let our lips touch in a playful, passionate kiss. I could sense his positive emotions, but my heart couldn’t enjoy this moment fully. I had to figure this out. If I was going to have a boyfriend, my blog had to stop existing. I had to delete it and hide it ever existed. Then, I had to find a job before I run out of money.&ldqu