LOGINI wanted to please him and make him happy. More than that, I wanted to do it for myself. I enjoy the feeling of allowing Jayden complete control and I trust him enough to do so.Everything was going great, it really was. Yet when I was left alone, with my senses taken away and my body lost in pleasure, I fell into my memories. Memories from years ago which I desperately locked away. That does not seem to have worked as they resurfaced, and I had to use my safe word because of it.The memory was from the first time my father allowed his friends to use me, to make me service them. I was held down against my will and my father cut my clothing off me. When I screamed and pleaded, he threatened to cut my dick off. I was only thirteen, yet I was forced to suck these men until they released. I was forced to allow them to use my body, to force whatever foreign objects they wished into me for hours.I am not sure why this memory surfaced; I trust Jayden more than anything. I know he would neve
He remembered to eat slow, glancing to Jayden when he heard the male's phone go off. A look of annoyance flashed on his face when it kept going off after he ignored it."Give me just a moment, pet." He sighed heavily as he stood, placing a hand on Ethan's head as he exited. He could hear the male talking from the other room."Yes, I am coming in. I know. Look, my boyfriend had a scare and-""Honestly, I do not care if they arrived early. I gave them a set time for the meeting, and they decided to come early. I don't care if that is rude. Tell them I will be there in an hour." Jayden returned with a low huff after hanging up the phone, eating his food quickly."Are you okay?" Ethan asked quietly, reaching out to lightly grasp his hand. He only received a small smile and a nod."Eat so we can go, please. I have a client who is early for a meeting, and they expect to be seen now." His voice was gentle but laced with annoyance. Ethan knew it was not directed at him, simply leaning forward
"I am going to clean up. Can we sleep after that?" Ethan murmured, pressing a light kiss to his chest."Of course." Jayden nodded, smiling at him as the younger male stood and disappeared to the bathroom.When Ethan returned, Jayden had already cleaned the sheets for them and replaced it all with fresh covers.The male disappeared to clean up himself and Ethan snuggled into the blankets with a low sigh. As Jayden returned, he held his arms out for him which caused the older male to chuckle softly.He laid beside him, tugging him flush to his chest and tangling their legs together."Rest, love." He murmured, pressing a kiss to Ethan's head. That was all the male needed to hear, falling into sleep almost immediately.When Ethan woke, he found Jayden was wound around him. Their legs were tangled together, and the older male had his face nuzzled into Ethan's neck."Hmm." Ethan released a soft groan, pressing a light kiss to Jayden's head before beginning to untangle himself."Morning." Ja
He did not think he would ever get enough of the male. He loved being filled by him, but more so, he loved being in his presence. He felt safe, and above all things, he felt loved."Jayden.."The sound of his name leaving Ethan's lips caused Jayden to groan softly, his fingers gently rubbing the male's hips."You feel so good, Ethan." He whispered as he helped the male to lift and lower himself. Ethan moved at a slow pace, seeming to only want to enjoy being close to Jayden. The older male allowed him to, understanding the comfort Ethan was seeking in the slow movements."I love you."The soft breath in Ethan's ear caused him to moan softly, his arms tightening around Jayden's neck. The words caused him to tighten around the male, his body seeming to respond to them which caused Jayden to groan quietly."You like being told that?" The older male let out a breathy chuckle before he softly kissed the male's cheek."I love you so much. As a lover and as a pet." It had the same affect on
"I apologize, are you looking to play dominant again, love?" Jayden raised an eyebrow, smirking as Ethan's cheeks flushed with color at the question.Though to his surprise, the male leaned down and pressed his lips to his cheek before whispering softly in his ear."I would like to ride you, sir." He whispered before pulling back. As he stared down at Jayden, the older male picked up on the nerves racing behind his eyes. He was not sure if it was nerves from the memory that had scared him, or from his suggestion."If that is what you want, my love, then take it." Jayden murmured, his hands sliding up the shirt to grasp Ethan's hips and gently squeeze the bare skin. It would be different for him; he never allowed his submissives to be on top in any way, shape, or form. Not even on his command, he did not allow them to ride him. It put him in a position he felt made him vulnerable. Yet he understood Ethan's need to be on top, his need to feel he had control of the situation."Though you
"I worry about you, Ethan. Your past, all the things your father did to you and let others do to you. It's a lot and I worry about the affect it has had on you." Jayden admitted softly as he eyed him for a moment before gently nuzzling his back. He hesitated before he reached into one of the small compartments of the tv, grasping the tv remote which he used to turn the tv on. He turned it on Disney, something simply he thought Ethan might be able to relax to."I am doing much better now. Especially with you by my side. If I ever...if anything like that happens again, please do not blame yourself. I swear to you, you are not at fault." He said quietly, studying Jayden for a moment before he allowed himself to relax. Jayden seemed content with that answer, nodding as he relaxed in the warm water.The two stayed until the water began to grow cold and Jayden got out first, drying himself before he grabbed a towel from the warmer and held it out to Ethan. The younger male seemed more than
He had red hair with a nice, natural tan.He was wearing a tank top, showing off his tattoo sleeves. Lily, on the other hand, looked to be Hispanic. She was very petite and extremely beautiful. Her outfit was rather reserved compared to what everyone else wore but Blair did not seem bothered by it.
Ethan watched Jayden standing outside the car, frowning slightly. Had he done something to make him stop? Was there something he did wrong that the male did not like? Jayden finally got in, starting the car before he drove off. They road in silence for a few moments before Ethan spoke."Did I do so
He demanded, feeling rather confused. Mr. Moore, as his father called him, raised an eyebrow."Has your father not spoken to you about our deal?" He questioned and his father intercepted quickly before he could respond."Ethan does not take many interests in the decisions I make for him." The older
"Come on, slut. Take it like a man at least." Tears pricked at the corner of Ethan's eyes as he knelt on his knees. The wood of the floor dug into his skin and he dug his fingers into his fist. The male behind him was pushing his fingers into his ass, twisting them, and spreading them. He was not e







