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Bruises on the face and neck appeared in the morning. I didn’t even try to disguise them especially, firstly, because it was unrealistically painful to touch them, and secondly, why? They were still there and no tonalka could change this.

I took a shower, washed and styled my hair, put on makeup exactly the same as yesterday, but decided to dress in white.

Yesterday I did not think about how my behavior could affect Alyosha, so at the breakfast that he traditionally brought to my room, I looked at him intently, but if he received a reprimand, then it was not visible from him.

I caught his eye as I took the pills. He heard my conversation with Boris and now he knew for sure what caused the changes in me. I had to change further and remember all my life, but for now I could only rely on those pieces that I already remembered.

For example, about that wolf with a scar on his face. Face, mad... He was a piece of the puzzle, I'd definitely come across him before, and all his mocking manneri