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“Thank you for making out time to be here, I’m Ruth,” An elegant looking woman, dressed in a Navy blue, off-shouldered maxi dress, stripped with gold lines on the burst that matches the gold studs earrings revealed under her long box braids and the gold bracelet on her left wrist, introduces as she welcome me into her sitting room, pointing to the couch for me to sit “I was thrilled when my friend called me to inform me about your coming,” she sit comfortably facing me “before then, I was frustrated.”Mrs. Adebanjo had filled me in a little on the personality and need of her friend, Ruth. And while Mrs Adebanjo is away on a trip with her family, I'm really in need of a substitute job so, it's imperative I make a good impression here today.“I had trouble getting a good babysitter so I called my friend who recommended you to me.”“I’m sorry you had to go through the trouble.” I say, smiling“Thank you again Eno.”“You’re welcome.” I reply.“I have a company dinner to attend next week Friday with my husband and I am hoping that you can watch my kids while we are out,” She request. From the look on her face, I can tell that the dinner is a very important one.I nod and starts to say “I’ll—“ But I'm distracted by the engine of a car driving in. I watch Ruth glance through the window to see whose car it is.“My husband is back please, give me a minute.” She say politely then exit the sitting room to go welcome her husband.I take my time to admire the painted white parlor adorned with polished brown furniture. The oval shaped center table in front of me is a detailed piece of art made with shiny brown glass with flower design on it, which stands on a light brown, furry center rug. The living room is too large, that it has two separate chair arrangements. The first, which I'm seated in, has a magnificent milk and coffee brown coloured, 7 seaters sofa Facing a novel TV stand with polished brown wall unit. On one end of the stand, I can see a white flowers vase holding a bouquet of flowers and on the other end, a small picture frame of the lovely couple, which I paid little attention to.The second chair arrangements is having a black love-seat sofa set close to the wall, two black arm chair and an abstract coffee table at the middle. I also notice the beautiful crystal chandelier hanging at the center of the living room and white floating shelves with different colors of artificial flowers on them which leads to the dining area. Wow, so this is what being rich feels like. If I put price on everything i see in this room, the estimation I'll get will be enough to settle ten generations.My eyes survey in awe then, it found a family photo hanging on the wall in front of where I'm seated, I observe it is an enlarge family photo. I easily can spot Ruth, her husband sitting while their four children, a girl and three boys, stands behind their parents, smiling beautifully. The girl looks very much older than my daughter and the boy beside her looks seventeen. But the other two boys are still very young.I smile admiring the beautiful family, that’s when it dawn on me. Instantly, I jump up, shocked, taking another close look at the family photo.Gaping fixedly at it when I hear the front door whacking open then Ruth voice echoes in my astound mind “I’m sorry I kept you waiting.” She apologize.I turn around to see her and there he is, standing before me was my confirmation from the photo I studied.I feel my heart throbbing fast, my feet turning numb and my eyes, wide enough to contain his image.“Do my eyes deceive me?” I wonder as the room turns smaller and smaller, suffocating me in it.“Eno, meet my husband.” She introducesI can hear me screaming in my head but my mouth opens up saying nothing. Tears forms in my eyes.I gaze at confuse Ruth “So this is the family you abandoned me? ” I blurt, tears blurring my vision and escaping down my cheeks.“What?” Ruth sound, even more perplexed. Looking at her husband, then at me “You two know each other?”All those years from the village, the pain, the stigma, the wait. Everything came flooding my head, breaking me into smaller pieces. Ubong, the man that took my pride and left me with the price to pay alone. Feeding me with false hope and dream crowned with fake love. That man who after promising me forever, abandoned me to suffer alone in the village and ran to the city to build his perfect family in a perfect house. And now, before my eyes is that man, Ubong.Ubong stands speechless, staring at me in bewilderment.I hope and pray every day never to run into Ubong, this is the Universe’s way of telling me that is inevitable.“I’m sorry Ruth, I can’t work for you.” I utter in my now shaking voice. Picking my purse on the couch, I add “I’m truly sorry, I’ll call Mrs. Adebanjo and apologize.” before leaving the room hastily.I can hear them arguing from inside but what do I care? All I can think about now is getting out of here.I stand at the end of the street, heavy. Fighting back the tears was the most difficult part. All the memories I had of Ubong, all the pain I went through, it is all coming back to me.My chest ache so much I can barely breathe. I am scared of myself right now; I hurt so much I’m scared of what I might do.I take out my phone and dial Omoh’s number. I know I shouldn’t bother her right now but I did.“Babe,” I called the moment she picked“Hey, what ’sup?” she asks in her cheerful tone, a tone I definitely ignored.“Please, where are you?” I ask instead.“I’m on my way home. Are you home?”“Not yet” I reply, trying hard to sound alright but failed.“Are you sure you are ok?” She suspects quickly.“We’ll talk when I get home.” I say, ending the call. If you ask me, I think I am a bit relieved that I won’t be alone at home. With my state of mind, I can't predict what I might do next.******UNWANA p. o. vI want to be like my mom when I grow up. Looking at her as we walk out of the airport, holding the hands of her husband, my father and holding me on my shoulder while we enter into the limousine sent from the GREG RESORT to pick us up to our new house in California. She I my role model, she’s strong, focus and has a good eye for men. I like my dad, Mr. Adewale Rotimi Smith far more than uncle Chidi, my mom’s ex. My mother had a sad beginning and now she is laughing at last and has also made me laugh.Now I don’t have to continue at command secondary school anymore, daddy said I will finish my education here. I’ll miss my friends but please, I’ll make new ones.I almost forgot, I’ll soon be a big sister. #smiles#The End
*****My heart beats faster and my legs wiggles weakly. The silent treatment is killing me slowly and I find my self saying;“Please Wale, can I at least see you one last time.” I plead, still standing by the door.Yet, he says nothing. I turn and rest my back on the door while I squat down “I’m sorry I didn’t fully trust you. I’m sorry I compared you to the past men in my life, I’m sorry I gave you the impression that I didn’t love you, I’m sorry I doubted your love.” I speak, fighting the tears wrestling to pour “Ever since Ubong left me with Unwana, my daughter, in my womb, Living had been very hard. Some days when the humiliation grew worst, I attempt aborting my child and every time, I failed. If not for my Parent’s undying love, who knows if I would have been alive today.” I converse as tears floods my eyes and my beating heart threatens to stop.“I hated Ubong with my life, then a day came, I gave birth to my Bright star and from the first day I laid eyes on her, I found hope.
********I get down from the Taxi in front of Wale's gate then, I pay the driver before he drives off. I stand a while facing the large, black gate while trying to rehearse what to say when i go in and see him.“Uhm, uhm,” I clear my throat “Your sister is worried about you so she ask me to check on you to see how you are doing.” No, it doesn’t sound right, why should I be the one Tessy sends.I try another one “Baby, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have held back that kind of important part of my life from you.” That’s if I get the opportunity to speak.“Honey, you can hate me all you want but I will not leave here until you forgive me or at least hear me out.” How pitiful. He can as well call the police on my ass and they will just bundle me out.“Uh,” I sigh “Darling remember the fun time we had, remember you said you don’t care what circumstances have to offer, as far as you have me.” Ah, I’m so desperate.“Calling him all the sweet pet name in the world’s list doesn’t guarantee me earning
********It’s been two weeks since I last heard from Wale, he also has been avoiding my calls. And right now, I’m so worried about him, what a twist. First, men leave me when I tell them about my other half and when I thought concealing that information was best, I lose the love of my life.Life is good, fair, unbalanced and cruel at the same time and I just stand alone at the receiving end. Is there even an atom of love left somewhere for me?I can feel my head spinning out of control, my eyes bulging out and I look so tired.I stare at the lecturer without hearing a word of what he’s saying and the harder I stare, the more the face of the lecturer turns into the face of Wale. I’m losing my mind.“Are you ok.” Jude's voice brings me back to class the moment the lecturer left the classroom.“Yes, I’m fine. Just having a little headache.” I say, using my left hand to rub my head. My head had start to hurt from much thinking and I feel miserable. I just need to lay on my bed and cry but
*******Wale Laughs suspiciously at my expression.“Eno, is this you?” She asks on her feet, taking a good look at me to be sure with an identical surprise expression as mine.“Yes, it’s me.” i laugh, not trying to contain my surprise.She makes her way to where I stand and hugs me warmly “I can’t believe this. So you are the Eno my brother has been talking about.” She remarks, ending the hug and looking at me again “I know only one Eno which is you but I never suspected he was talking about the one I know.”“Miss Adeyemi, I’m as stun as you are.” I say smiling.“The title. Please, call my Tessy.” She tells me, taking my hands “Come, sit, I’m so happy to see you.”“Thanks.” I reply following her to the executive booth.It will sound weird calling Miss Adeyemi, Tessy. She and I have become closer in school and she has helped me a lot to become one of the best at school. As a nutritionist, her advice has placed me on the right track.“Meet my fiancé, Gabriel.” She introduce me to the ha
******Omoh and I stayed home all afternoon watching into the badlands with a bowl of popcorn in-between us. And at the end of the seventh episode of the first season, she turns to me and says “I believe you haven’t told him yet.” Reducing the volume of my T.V set.“Told him what?” I ask as if unacquainted with what she’s talking about.“Eno!” She calls out.“What?”“You know he has the right to know.” She declares, with worrying look on he pretty face.“I know and I will tell him.” I tell her “I plan on telling him tonight.” “You are going on a date with him tonight, and you are supposed to meet his sister too. When will you have the time to tell him?”Omoh is right; I may not have the time to tell him. I might be carried away, who knows. I don’t know how to answer her question; I just need to ponder on how to create a right opportunity.“Why haven’t you told him before now?” She asks again.I return my gaze to Omoh “I wanted to be sure. I don’t want to bring another man into my da
*****What can make a girl happier than being with a guy she loves? Wale indeed, is the best boyfriend ever.I’m not saying I regret my previous boyfriends, no, what I’m saying is, they have taught me the different perception of relationships.It’s been a month since Wale and I have been dating, he’s been so caring, loving, possessive, romantic, and Jealous even. I love the fact that he is this way, it make me feel less alone. He makes me laugh always, he hates my genre of movies, he loves singing in the shower and he respects me a lot and that’s my best part.Unlike the previous men in my life, Wale professes his love for me at any given opportunity, he kisses me every time we see no matter the place, he calls me and show up when he says he will. He always keeps to his word.A part of me feels that he’s just being the way he is because our relationship is still fresh. I know it is wrong to compare him with the past men in my life but a part of me still cautions me to be careful, tha
******“You are homely, that’s one attribute I look forward to see in my woman.” Wale compliments, spreading himself comfortably on the couch.And instead of being happy, I only get more confused. “Your woman!” I repeat quite ridiculously.He sniggers “You still haven’t given me an answer to my question.” Wale says. This time, adjusting himself on the couch and facing me fully with his eyes hooded eyes locking me strongly in my position.“What question?” I ask, baffle. Pretending not to recall. But I remember vividly of the night in his car, in front of my house when he asked me if he was my type of man. But the question I failed to ask him was, if he wasn't my type, will he be willing to change for me?He exhales deeply “Eno, I know you know what I mean. Is that why you ignore my calls?” I hear is question come out with an air of depression.“You are getting me more confused here.” I tell him instead.“The last time you said you are not my type of woman but then, and even now I’m ask
*******I stand speechless in front Wale while my brain makes effort to suggest what I should say. In the meantime, I stare at his dimpled smile still dumbfounded. Unexpectedly, he places his right hand on my arm, moving it lightly. Feeling the chills down my spine, I quickly move back, putting a fine distance between us.He smiles widely, aware of reason for resisting his touch “Are you shy?” He inquires.“No, I’m sweaty.” I reply with a good enough excuse.I watch him laugh hysterically, enjoying himself. I won't lie, I like the sound of his laughter but I manage my composure and tell him plainly “I need to get out of this sweaty cloths, I’m not comfortable in it.” I can’t say for certain what I’m not comfortable in anymore. Is it really the sweaty clothes or his piercing stare.“I’ll wait.” He finally says.“You’ll wait, where?” I puff.“My car is very comfortable.” wearing a serious face, he tells me.“Is he planning on waiting in his car? I thought he will leave, why isn’t he l