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Today is what they call visiting day at Unwanaâs school, it occurs every last Sunday of every month. I never miss anyone, and I don't plan on missing this one. I won't lie, days like this are usually filled with mix feelings. I'm ecstatic about seeing my daughter and when the visiting day is over, and she's heading back to her dormitory, I feel heart collapse in despair.I wake up early as 5am to prepare all I will take along with me, putting in mind all the things I know my daughter will needI sit on one of the couch n my living to set aside her provision which where; one big tin of Milo and peak milk, one pack of cube sugar, one big cornflakes, golden morn, and a bottle of her favorite drink, Tasty Time blackcurrant. I found a neat nylon which was big enough to contain the seven cups of garri I turned into it, I tie the end tightly to secure the garri from pouring out and then, set it aside also. I instantly recall the bottle of roasted groundnut I bought the previous day, I rush to the dinning table to pick it up and then, set it down with the rest. Since This phase is settle, I move on to the next.I stroll into the bedroom and straight to my wardrobe, I take out a pair f neatly folded school uniform shirt, day-wear and Sunday-white which I collected from my tailor yesterday. And also, the new set underwear I bought from Agboju market, last Sunday.Unwana never stopped nagging on how her uniforms and underwear were stolen from her, Even though I'm convinced most of them were misplaced out of her carelessness, I still have to get her new ones.I take them all to the living room and arrange them inside a strong, medium-size sac with hard zip. I thought of going along with the new sandals Mrs. Adebanjo bought for her but then, I realized she will be entering a new class soon and she will need new stuff too so, I drop the sandals back into my wardrobe.I quickly rush into the kitchen that is now engulf in the sweet smell of jellof rice that I'm cooking. I take the clean hand towel that is hanging on the kitchen cabinet, using it to carefully uncover the pot and releasing the hot steam. I gently use the serving wooden spoon to give a little stir before turning off the fire.I take out two pack of Happy-hour drink, A sealed bowl of home-made cookies and another of peanuts which I baked the night before. I them all to the living room and arrange them delicately inside the bag.Unwana loves to take her food back to her dormitory I guess to eat with er friends so, I dish the rice into two small food-flasks, one that she will take to her dorm and the other one she will eat on the visiting ground. Then, I put on each flask two fried turkey before locking them tightly.I stand the food flasks in a portable bag that I will hold in my hand during the journey. Letting out a gentle sigh, I inspect the bags one last time to make sure I've put in everything. Knowing that I'm unable to prepare the pepper meat as promised bothered me, owing to having little cash left and by my calculations, I still need to set aside some pocket money for her. I plan to just tell I forgot and will make it up to herIt's 7:50am on my wall clock, I dash into my room, undress and hurry into the bath room..I had known what I would wear today in my head since yesterday it was a casual, green flowered dress made in a lightweight fabric that is soft to the skin. It is the first dress I notice hanging among the others In my wardrobe. I take it out, slip into it and adorn my pretty face with a light make-up.Before leaving the house, I glance at the clock and I'm happy i made good time. I lock the front door behind me, watching my steps as I carefully transport the heavy bag down the stairs. I usually take a tricycle going to Alakija, then I thought I should just use a bike to Navy gate instead.âOkada!â I call out, halting a commercial bike on sight.âMadam, morning oo!â He greets.âAbeg I dey go Navy gate.â I inform him in pidgin English.âOya na, enter.â He offers, trying to collect the heavy bag from me.âNo worry, I go holâam.â I hold back the bag âHow much?â I ask.âMadam na two hundred naira.â He announces.âWatin happen? All the money wey you no make since the beginning of this week, na for my head you wan make am abi? No be hundred naira una dey collect?â I inquire loudly âSomething wey no far sef, I no blame you, na mumu una dey like.â I complain harshly.âAh Madam, no be fight na, oya, enter.â He agrees finally to take me for my price âYou hold change?â he asks.âEhâ I reply as I get on the bike.I must have been rude speaking to the bike man but if you donât speak that way, they will take you for nuts, âFor Lagos, everybody eye dey shuk oo so, person gaz wise up.â I voice within me.I get down from the bike at the gate and hurry through it to the barrackâs park at the gate which is situated opposite the Nigerian Navy Secondary. I take another bike to senior rate mess, there, a straight bus is made available to take us to comand secondary school at ipaja.But getting there, I realize I am the first person to arrive; Iâm even earlier than the Navy wives living in the barracks whose children are in the school.******UNWANA p. o. vI want to be like my mom when I grow up. Looking at her as we walk out of the airport, holding the hands of her husband, my father and holding me on my shoulder while we enter into the limousine sent from the GREG RESORT to pick us up to our new house in California. She I my role model, sheâs strong, focus and has a good eye for men. I like my dad, Mr. Adewale Rotimi Smith far more than uncle Chidi, my momâs ex. My mother had a sad beginning and now she is laughing at last and has also made me laugh.Now I donât have to continue at command secondary school anymore, daddy said I will finish my education here. Iâll miss my friends but please, Iâll make new ones.I almost forgot, Iâll soon be a big sister. #smiles#The End
*****My heart beats faster and my legs wiggles weakly. The silent treatment is killing me slowly and I find my self saying;âPlease Wale, can I at least see you one last time.â I plead, still standing by the door.Yet, he says nothing. I turn and rest my back on the door while I squat down âIâm sorry I didnât fully trust you. Iâm sorry I compared you to the past men in my life, Iâm sorry I gave you the impression that I didnât love you, Iâm sorry I doubted your love.â I speak, fighting the tears wrestling to pour âEver since Ubong left me with Unwana, my daughter, in my womb, Living had been very hard. Some days when the humiliation grew worst, I attempt aborting my child and every time, I failed. If not for my Parentâs undying love, who knows if I would have been alive today.â I converse as tears floods my eyes and my beating heart threatens to stop.âI hated Ubong with my life, then a day came, I gave birth to my Bright star and from the first day I laid eyes on her, I found hope.
********I get down from the Taxi in front of Wale's gate then, I pay the driver before he drives off. I stand a while facing the large, black gate while trying to rehearse what to say when i go in and see him.âUhm, uhm,â I clear my throat âYour sister is worried about you so she ask me to check on you to see how you are doing.â No, it doesnât sound right, why should I be the one Tessy sends.I try another one âBaby, Iâm sorry, I shouldnât have held back that kind of important part of my life from you.â Thatâs if I get the opportunity to speak.âHoney, you can hate me all you want but I will not leave here until you forgive me or at least hear me out.â How pitiful. He can as well call the police on my ass and they will just bundle me out.âUh,â I sigh âDarling remember the fun time we had, remember you said you donât care what circumstances have to offer, as far as you have me.â Ah, Iâm so desperate.âCalling him all the sweet pet name in the worldâs list doesnât guarantee me earning
********Itâs been two weeks since I last heard from Wale, he also has been avoiding my calls. And right now, Iâm so worried about him, what a twist. First, men leave me when I tell them about my other half and when I thought concealing that information was best, I lose the love of my life.Life is good, fair, unbalanced and cruel at the same time and I just stand alone at the receiving end. Is there even an atom of love left somewhere for me?I can feel my head spinning out of control, my eyes bulging out and I look so tired.I stare at the lecturer without hearing a word of what heâs saying and the harder I stare, the more the face of the lecturer turns into the face of Wale. Iâm losing my mind.âAre you ok.â Jude's voice brings me back to class the moment the lecturer left the classroom.âYes, Iâm fine. Just having a little headache.â I say, using my left hand to rub my head. My head had start to hurt from much thinking and I feel miserable. I just need to lay on my bed and cry but
*******Wale Laughs suspiciously at my expression.âEno, is this you?â She asks on her feet, taking a good look at me to be sure with an identical surprise expression as mine.âYes, itâs me.â i laugh, not trying to contain my surprise.She makes her way to where I stand and hugs me warmly âI canât believe this. So you are the Eno my brother has been talking about.â She remarks, ending the hug and looking at me again âI know only one Eno which is you but I never suspected he was talking about the one I know.ââMiss Adeyemi, Iâm as stun as you are.â I say smiling.âThe title. Please, call my Tessy.â She tells me, taking my hands âCome, sit, Iâm so happy to see you.ââThanks.â I reply following her to the executive booth.It will sound weird calling Miss Adeyemi, Tessy. She and I have become closer in school and she has helped me a lot to become one of the best at school. As a nutritionist, her advice has placed me on the right track.âMeet my fiancĂ©, Gabriel.â She introduce me to the ha
******Omoh and I stayed home all afternoon watching into the badlands with a bowl of popcorn in-between us. And at the end of the seventh episode of the first season, she turns to me and says âI believe you havenât told him yet.â Reducing the volume of my T.V set.âTold him what?â I ask as if unacquainted with what sheâs talking about.âEno!â She calls out.âWhat?ââYou know he has the right to know.â She declares, with worrying look on he pretty face.âI know and I will tell him.â I tell her âI plan on telling him tonight.â âYou are going on a date with him tonight, and you are supposed to meet his sister too. When will you have the time to tell him?âOmoh is right; I may not have the time to tell him. I might be carried away, who knows. I donât know how to answer her question; I just need to ponder on how to create a right opportunity.âWhy havenât you told him before now?â She asks again.I return my gaze to Omoh âI wanted to be sure. I donât want to bring another man into my da