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The buses are already at the mess but the drivers arenât, yet. So, I sit on a bench in front of a closed kiosk waiting for others to arrive.Bit by bit people start to show up, many are carrying bags much heavier than mine. Some are even carrying boxes âAnd here I am, thinking I over packedâ I laugh out a bit.âAh, mama Unwana,â that is what we call every woman with children. We call them mama followed by the name of their first child. The name of my daughter is unwana so, Iâm called mama unwana. âYou done reach?â Mrs. Okolo (mama Chinelo) asks.Seeing mama Chinelo approaching me with the large bag on her head, make me burst out laughing. âYes oo,â I reply âthis one wey you carry Ghana-must-go so, nawa oo, na only Chika get am?â I ask amaze at the size of the bag which is bigger than mine. And Chika happens to be her second child after Chinelo.âMy sister, you know how all this our children dey behave, you go buy one thing today, tomorrow, them go thief am finishâ She complains.I get up from my seated position and help her drop the bag from her head âHmm, tell me about itâ I say, remembering my daughterâs own complaint.âChika called me oo through his guardian, telling me that everything he has was stolen, from his books to his sandals and now we have to buy everything all over again.ââBut na waoo, no be SSS 1 Chika dey?â I quiz, surpriseâSee me oo, yes na, but wattin person go do?â She states, rhetorically.âIt is wellâ thatâs all I can say to it all.A strident voice announces the names of the people who paid to get inside the bus one after the other. And as soon as I heard my name, I hurry into the bus and find a comfortably seat by the window. When the man was done calling the names, the bus driver starts the engine and takes off*********We pull into the school premises at 11:15 AM but the student are not allowed out to the visiting ground until 12:30pm so, we enter the school auditorium where we all had to attend the P.T.A meeting.Soon after a long discussion, argument and suggestion, the meeting finally comes to a close and all parents troop to the second gate of the school, waiting for the student to match out. If anything, orderliness is a model feature of this school. Inspite of their population, all students are made to line up on a straight file and match through the second gate into the visiting ground. The soldiers mounting at strategic points, strictly supervises the line, making sure that no one breaks the line.I know Unwana knows where the Navy Town bus usually park but I like standing at the second gate checking for her.âUnwana!â I yell, thrilled, as I catch sight of her.My little angle sprints through the crowd and into my arms. âBaby, how are you?â I ask, not releasing her from my tight embrace.âMommy, Iâm better now seeing you.â She replies, melting my heart. I have so missed my little girl.âSee how sharp you are looking.â I complements, disengaging the hug and having a good look at her. I notice how lean Unwana has become, her beautiful brown eyes has sunk into her eye socket, her chubby cheeks has disappeared and her collar bone are now so visible and her skin looks darker and dry. What have they done to my daughter? I give her a hopeful smile and hug her again.âI try, mom,â she replies âMy school mother also helped me wash and iron my white.ââThatâs reminds me, how is she, senior Idowu?ââSheâs fine mom.ââOk, come we have to hurry before your food gets cold.â I hasten her. I can see her literally dancing on hearing food.âMommy, is Uncle Chidi here with you? He promised.â She looks around me in search of him.âEmm,â I hesitate a bit, clearing my throat. I donât want to tell her that we broke up especially now that she is already growing fund of him. She will know eventually but not now.âHe couldnât make it.â I continue with my hand runs through her unkempt hair âYou need to cut this your hair oo, its bushyâ I say diverting the topic, quickly.She smiles and take my hand in hers. âI miss you mom.â Hearing those word makes me so happy. Does she know how much I miss her too? She held my hand in hers and we walk towards the bus together.PIDGIN ENGLISHOkada!- - - - - - - - - - Bike!Abeg I dey go⌠- - - - - - - Please, Iâm going to...Oya na- - - - - - - - - - OkNo worry, I go holâam- - - - - - - donât worry, I will hold itWatin happen? All the money wey you no makesince the beginning of this week, na for my head you wan make am abi? No be fifty naira una dey collect? - - - (What happen? all the money you could not acquire since the week began, is it from me you want to acquire them? Is it not fifty naira you all charge?)Something wey no far sef, I no blame you, na mumu una dey like- - - (The place is not far, you all love blind Followers)no be fight na, oya, enter- - - - - - (we are not fighting, ok, get on)For Lagos, everybody eye dey shuk oo so, person gaz wiseup - - - - - - (in lagos, one have to be careful)You done reach?- - - - - - - - you are here already?Wey- - - - - - - - - - thatnawa oo, na only Chika get am?- - - - - - hmm, is this for Chika alone?dey behave, you go buy one thing today, tomorrow them go thief am finish- - - - -always behave, you will buy one thing today and tomorrow it will be stolen.Na wa oo, no be ss1 Chika dey- - - - - - shocking, is he not in SSS 1?See me oo, yes na, but wattin person go do?- - - - - yes but what can I do?******UNWANA p. o. vI want to be like my mom when I grow up. Looking at her as we walk out of the airport, holding the hands of her husband, my father and holding me on my shoulder while we enter into the limousine sent from the GREG RESORT to pick us up to our new house in California. She I my role model, sheâs strong, focus and has a good eye for men. I like my dad, Mr. Adewale Rotimi Smith far more than uncle Chidi, my momâs ex. My mother had a sad beginning and now she is laughing at last and has also made me laugh.Now I donât have to continue at command secondary school anymore, daddy said I will finish my education here. Iâll miss my friends but please, Iâll make new ones.I almost forgot, Iâll soon be a big sister. #smiles#The End
*****My heart beats faster and my legs wiggles weakly. The silent treatment is killing me slowly and I find my self saying;âPlease Wale, can I at least see you one last time.â I plead, still standing by the door.Yet, he says nothing. I turn and rest my back on the door while I squat down âIâm sorry I didnât fully trust you. Iâm sorry I compared you to the past men in my life, Iâm sorry I gave you the impression that I didnât love you, Iâm sorry I doubted your love.â I speak, fighting the tears wrestling to pour âEver since Ubong left me with Unwana, my daughter, in my womb, Living had been very hard. Some days when the humiliation grew worst, I attempt aborting my child and every time, I failed. If not for my Parentâs undying love, who knows if I would have been alive today.â I converse as tears floods my eyes and my beating heart threatens to stop.âI hated Ubong with my life, then a day came, I gave birth to my Bright star and from the first day I laid eyes on her, I found hope.
********I get down from the Taxi in front of Wale's gate then, I pay the driver before he drives off. I stand a while facing the large, black gate while trying to rehearse what to say when i go in and see him.âUhm, uhm,â I clear my throat âYour sister is worried about you so she ask me to check on you to see how you are doing.â No, it doesnât sound right, why should I be the one Tessy sends.I try another one âBaby, Iâm sorry, I shouldnât have held back that kind of important part of my life from you.â Thatâs if I get the opportunity to speak.âHoney, you can hate me all you want but I will not leave here until you forgive me or at least hear me out.â How pitiful. He can as well call the police on my ass and they will just bundle me out.âUh,â I sigh âDarling remember the fun time we had, remember you said you donât care what circumstances have to offer, as far as you have me.â Ah, Iâm so desperate.âCalling him all the sweet pet name in the worldâs list doesnât guarantee me earning
********Itâs been two weeks since I last heard from Wale, he also has been avoiding my calls. And right now, Iâm so worried about him, what a twist. First, men leave me when I tell them about my other half and when I thought concealing that information was best, I lose the love of my life.Life is good, fair, unbalanced and cruel at the same time and I just stand alone at the receiving end. Is there even an atom of love left somewhere for me?I can feel my head spinning out of control, my eyes bulging out and I look so tired.I stare at the lecturer without hearing a word of what heâs saying and the harder I stare, the more the face of the lecturer turns into the face of Wale. Iâm losing my mind.âAre you ok.â Jude's voice brings me back to class the moment the lecturer left the classroom.âYes, Iâm fine. Just having a little headache.â I say, using my left hand to rub my head. My head had start to hurt from much thinking and I feel miserable. I just need to lay on my bed and cry but
*******Wale Laughs suspiciously at my expression.âEno, is this you?â She asks on her feet, taking a good look at me to be sure with an identical surprise expression as mine.âYes, itâs me.â i laugh, not trying to contain my surprise.She makes her way to where I stand and hugs me warmly âI canât believe this. So you are the Eno my brother has been talking about.â She remarks, ending the hug and looking at me again âI know only one Eno which is you but I never suspected he was talking about the one I know.ââMiss Adeyemi, Iâm as stun as you are.â I say smiling.âThe title. Please, call my Tessy.â She tells me, taking my hands âCome, sit, Iâm so happy to see you.ââThanks.â I reply following her to the executive booth.It will sound weird calling Miss Adeyemi, Tessy. She and I have become closer in school and she has helped me a lot to become one of the best at school. As a nutritionist, her advice has placed me on the right track.âMeet my fiancĂŠ, Gabriel.â She introduce me to the ha
******Omoh and I stayed home all afternoon watching into the badlands with a bowl of popcorn in-between us. And at the end of the seventh episode of the first season, she turns to me and says âI believe you havenât told him yet.â Reducing the volume of my T.V set.âTold him what?â I ask as if unacquainted with what sheâs talking about.âEno!â She calls out.âWhat?ââYou know he has the right to know.â She declares, with worrying look on he pretty face.âI know and I will tell him.â I tell her âI plan on telling him tonight.â âYou are going on a date with him tonight, and you are supposed to meet his sister too. When will you have the time to tell him?âOmoh is right; I may not have the time to tell him. I might be carried away, who knows. I donât know how to answer her question; I just need to ponder on how to create a right opportunity.âWhy havenât you told him before now?â She asks again.I return my gaze to Omoh âI wanted to be sure. I donât want to bring another man into my da