LOGIN“Typical gold-digger!”
That was the first thing that flew out of Mrs. Lestari’s mouth this morning. Her tone was sharp, cutting, like a whip cracking across bare skin. The usually quiet house was now heavy with tension.
Aurelia stayed silent. Her head bowed, her eyes fixed on the floor. She knew those words weren’t just an angry outburst, but a judgment she had feared long before this moment.
“Graduate school? A master’s degree? You’ve barely been in this house and you already want to continue your studies? What’s next, huh? A car? An apartment? A vacation overseas?”
Mrs. Lestari’s voice rose, and the maid who had been carrying tea, quickly backed out of the dining room. Gian sat at the far end of the table, staring into his cup. He didn’t say a single word.
“I’m not asking for anything except permission, Ma’am,” Aurelia replied softly, barely audible. “I just want to chase my dream. I was accepted even before this marriage happened.”
“Oh, of course! Exactly what I expected. You accepted this marriage to smooth out your little plans. You marry Gian, then ride on the Alvaro name!”
Aurelia bit her lip. Her eyes burned, but she refused to let tears fall.
“I never intended to take advantage of anyone,” she whispered.
“Nonsense! You think I’m stupid? You planned all of this, didn’t you? A girl from a messed-up family who suddenly gets lucky enough to enter this household. And now you want to go to school—using whose money? Your husband’s? The Alvaro family’s?!”
Mrs. Lestari shot a glance at her son.
“Gian, look! This is what your impulsive decision got us. I regret that you married her! I regret having her as my daughter-in-law!”Gian didn’t respond. But his shoulders tightened.
He remained silent, fingers wrapped around a small spoon he never used. His eyes stayed fixed on his now-cold drink.
Mrs. Lestari abruptly stood from her chair.
“That’s it. My head is throbbing. I’m leaving. A social gathering is far better than listening to a manipulative woman like you whining about wanting an education.”Her footsteps echoed on the marble floor. Moments later, the front door slammed shut. Silence fell over the dining room, leaving only two people, husband and wife, who barely even knew each other.
Aurelia stayed by the table. Her eyes were red, but dry. She took a deep breath and slowly moved her chair closer toward Gian.
“I don’t want to argue. But I won’t give up on my dream just because someone thinks I’m greedy,” she said.
Gian finally looked up. His gaze was flat, but not empty. Something flickered beneath the surface.
“I’m willing to work hard in this house. I can clean, tidy the rooms, mop the floors, do the laundry. I’m even learning how to cook,” Aurelia continued. “I don’t want to live off anyone’s pity. I just want… a chance. Please.”
Still no response. Gian only stared at her, unreadable.
Aurelia exhaled shakily.
“I’ll take care of this entire house without the maids. I’ll wake up early, sweep the yard, wash the clothes, whatever it takes, as long as I can continue my studies.”Gian straightened in his seat and stood. But he didn’t say a word. He simply walked toward his study.
Aurelia followed, stopping only when the cold, distant man shut the door firmly in her face.
By late afternoon, she was standing at the doorway of his study—lined with bookshelves and warm lighting, watching her husband’s broad back. Solid. Unreadable. Like a wall she still couldn’t break. She smiled faintly when she noticed he hadn’t locked the room this time.
“Gian… I mean it. I’ll do anything.”
He halted near his desk, not turning around. His shoulders stiffened, matching the tension in the hand gripping a folded letter—contents unknown.
“Anything,” Aurelia repeated. “Give me a condition. Any condition.”
When he finally turned, Gian no longer looked expressionless.
Something stormed behind his eyes. Not anger, not disappointment—something more tangled, laced with shock he didn’t voice. His jaw clenched so tightly the muscle stood out. A vein in his neck pulsed, as if he were holding back something on the verge of breaking loose.
His face flushed, not in embarrassment, but like someone battling his own rising turmoil.
Aurelia froze. The air between them grew heavy, thick with an invisible, suffocating tension. The ticking clock on the wall suddenly sounded unbearably loud.
Then, with slow but deliberate steps, Gian moved closer. His stare cut through her, as if trying to look past her words and into the truth hidden beneath them.
They were only inches apart now. And from that tightly clenched jaw, he finally spoke—quiet, flat, but hitting straight to her core.
“You’re sure you’ll do anything?”
Aurelia nodded quickly, her lashes trembling. That small gesture alone made Gian smile, one with meaning she couldn’t yet decipher.
The drive home from the boutique felt unusually long and quiet. Gian could clearly sense the drastic shift in the atmosphere. Aurelia, who normally filled the car with comments about the traffic or plans for dinner, was now completely silent.“Are you really feeling dizzy, sweetheart?” Gian asked carefully, breaking the silence when they stopped at a red light. “Or was there something wrong with the dress? If you don't like it, we can always find—”“I’m fine,” Aurelia interrupted softly, keeping her eyes closed. “I’m just... suddenly tired. I’m going to sleep for a bit, okay? Wake me when we get home.”She turned her face toward the window, her back slightly angled away from Gian.Gian sighed.He knew exactly when Aurelia was actually asleep and when she was pretending to be. The slight furrow between her brows and the tension in her shoulders told him his wife was hiding somet
A week passed in a forced calm. Aurelia followed the doctor’s orders and cut back on her activities. Her laptop stayed closed more often than not. She spent most of her days reading books about childbirth and taking afternoon naps. But beneath that calm exterior, her mind was still racing between two worlds: her thesis deadline and the preparations for the seven-month pregnancy celebration.After some intense negotiations between Gian and Mrs. Lestari, they finally agreed on a celebration that would be simple but respectable. That meant the guest list was still bigger than Aurelia had hoped, but at least there would be no garden-party decoration vendors.That morning, they were scheduled for a dress fitting. Mrs. Lestari had recommended her favorite kebaya boutique, which also provided coordinated outfits for family events.“I don't know, honey. I think the kaftan we bought the other day would be enough,” Aurelia complained as she struggled to match her sandals.“Mom already made the
A comfortable silence settled over the room for a few moments. The only sounds were the soft rustling of the wind outside the window and the steady beat of Gian’s heart beneath Aurelia’s ear.She closed her eyes, allowing herself to sink into this rare sense of security.In this room, she wasn’t a researcher racing against a deadline or an anxious mother-to-be. She was simply Lia, a woman who had just allowed herself to indulge in a long-held fantasy with the man she loved.“He’s awake,” Gian suddenly whispered, his voice low and amused.Aurelia lifted her head slightly. “Who?”Gian smiled and looked down at her belly.“Our little guy. He’s probably wondering why his house was shaking so much a few minutes ago.”Right on cue, Aurelia felt it.A strong kick, followed by another little protest from inside her belly, as if their baby wanted to join the conversation.
That morning, Aurelia’s parents’ home on the outskirts of town felt like a warm embrace from her childhood. The rich aroma of freshly brewed Indonesian coffee and bananas just pulled from the frying pan filled the living room, where Aurelia sat on the couch with her mother.Sunlight streamed through the large windows, illuminating their faces and adding to the cozy atmosphere. At seven months pregnant, with her belly growing more prominent by the day, Aurelia felt comfortable being back in the home where she had grown up, even if only for a few hours.“Yes, Mom. My mother-in-law is planning to have a seven-month pregnancy celebration too,” Aurelia said, taking a sip of the warm tea her mother had prepared. She smiled as she remembered Mrs. Lestari’s excitement while planning the event.Mrs. Mirna nodded enthusiastically, her eyes lighting up. “I bet it’s going to be a big celebration, right?” the middle-aged woman guessed as she peeled an apple for Aurelia. “Gian’s family is known for
Aurelia and Gian walked into the dining room with bright smiles, their fingers intertwined. Aurelia wore a loose floral dress that made her look fresh and radiant, while Gian, dressed in a simple T-shirt and shorts, looked more relaxed than usual. Their soft laughter still lingered from their intimate morning together in the bedroom, filling the room with a warm, happy atmosphere as they took their seats at the dining table.Mrs. Lestari, who was arranging plates of scrambled eggs and sliced fruit, turned around and broke into a wide smile when she saw them.“Look at that. The happy couple,” she said, her eyes sparkling with pride. “What did I tell you? Yoga is good for you. Just look at Aurelia. You’re positively glowing.”Aurelia smiled, her cheeks turning slightly pink. She pulled out a chair and sat beside Gian, automatically reaching for the glass of orange juice that had already been prepared for her.“Yes, Mom. T
“Sweetheart?”Gian’s voice was hoarse with sleep as he slowly blinked his heavy eyes open.Soft morning light slipped through the gaps in the curtains, bathing their bedroom in a warm golden glow. He could feel Aurelia’s warmth beside him, her breathing slow and steady, like a lullaby that was gradually fading away.Aurelia answered with a quiet murmur, barely audible, but enough to make Gian smile.He opened his eyes fully and found his wife looking peaceful, her slightly messy hair falling across part of her cheek.This morning felt different somehow. There was a softness in the air, as though the outside world had finally given them a brief break from the chaos of her thesis, her pregnancy, and all the pressure that had haunted them the previous week.Suddenly, Gian felt a gentle touch against his chest.Aurelia’s fingers brushed lightly across his bare chest, tracing invisible patterns.“
Gian moved toward Aurelia slowly, almost soundless, closing the small distance between them. His warm breath brushed her face, and it felt like the room itself was shrinking around them.Aurelia swallowed hard. Her body went stiff, her instincts firing off warnings.“What do you want me to do?” she
“I want to ask you something,” Gian said quietly, though his voice carried an unmistakable firmness. “Who exactly were you trying to please?”Aurelia froze. Her lips parted, but no sound came out.Madam Lestari folded her arms even tighter across her chest. “Certainly not me, Gian,” she snapped.Si
Gian didn’t answer. Only a long, heavy silence filled the room, swallowing whatever courage Aurelia had left. She shut her eyes, desperately hoping for an explanation—anything. But all she heard was the faint rustle of fabric as Gian shifted on the sofa.Minutes passed before a voice finally broke
Aurelia didn’t sleep a single second. Her eyes stayed fixed on the ceiling, the cracks forming strange shapes, like a spiderweb slowly tightening around her. She felt trapped, and today that web was pulling her straight into the center of her ruin.Devina’s last words echoed in her skull like a cur







