I am in love—deeply in love—with the impossible Adrian Ashton. Or, should I say, the broken Andy?Days have gone by since the day we went to that charity event. Despite the disturbing, contradicting emotions of seeing my ex in the most unexpected place, I came home enthusiastic that day because my sweet, handsome crush, Andy, had promised that we would talk about the kissing that has become addictive to both of us. I was so eager to know why he kisses me every day with so much passion. I was ecstatic about understanding his true feelings for me. Finally, I would know what he really wants from me. On getting home, Andy became distant. He did not want to talk. We did not even have coffee together that day. He went directly to his office, and when I went to ask him if we could talk, all I got was the annoying "I am busy" response. He did not even look at me. He did not care to ask what I wanted to say. He did not even tell me that we would talk later. No. He just dismissed me by burying
"W.h.a.t?" I stammer, feeling confused. "Turn around," she asserts. What the heck is she up to? I do as she asks, albeit with dismay, and I meet with the only person I was hiding from. Right in front of me stands my tormentor, my.... What the hell is he doing here? Did this bitch friend of mine set me up? Did...I turn to look at my phone in my hands, and wow! Just wow! My friend hung up on me a long time ago. Ooh, I will kill that bitch friend of mine! How dare she? She better... "So you want to forget me, huh? Can you?" So he was listening to our conversation? Shit! I did not want this. Damn you, Rita!All the same, I think it's high time I show him what Tania Marie Lawson is made of. How dare he challenge me? Is he enjoying toying with me this way? Is he taking pleasure in torturing me with these stupid kisses of his? I hear his footsteps getting closer, and I stand up to face him this time around with all my guards on. I won't be swayed by his sweet, cold talks or anythi
"Hey, princess! Have the kids upset you again?" I ask Angel before letting her walk to class, kneeling with one knee to match her height. "No, Auntie Ania. They were even forced to apologize to me by the teacher. They even want to be my friends, but I don't want to befriend them." She answers with her sweet voice. I am so addicted to this kid. I love her like she was mine. "Listen, princess. If someone wrongs you and then later apologizes for their mistakes, you should forgive them, okay? It's not good to stay mad at someone even after apologizing. However, nobody should force you to be friends with them if you do not want to. You choose your friends, but it is not wrong for them to want to be your friends either. They learned their lesson, okay?" "Yes, auntie Ania. I will consider that." "Good. Hug me." She falls into my hands, and we hug. "Okay, go to class now. I love you, baby." "I love you too, auntie." She runs off to class, and I walk back to the car where Mark is waiting,
"Listen, Tania. I won't refute that I feel something for you. I do feel something. I like you. I like that you are getting along well with Angel. I admire your nobility and your openness. You are an excellent girl. But, you see, every affair requires an essential thing called trust. Without trust, there is nothing, and that's something I don't have. I cannot trust you again. I have nothing to offer you." I was about to ask myself if it is practical to love someone you cannot trust, but then I recall that he said "like.". He just likes me. He likes me, which is why he has been kissing me so passionately. He likes me so much, and that is why he was so angry last night because I did not let him kiss me. Wow! I like his fucking way of liking! I take my maced... whatever tea and start taking huge sips to calm myself. He takes his tea too, and we drink in silence. Through the corner of my eyes, I can see him stealing glances at me once in a while, but I do not care to look at him. It is o
He could not have expected that. I am sorry, Andy, but you are driving me insane. I can be anything you want me to be. Your little bitch. Your naughty little girl. Your crazy maid. Anything, Andy. I move my finger in and out, and he starts sucking it. There Andy. I like that. Just keep going. His eyes are not leaving mine, and I don't even want to blink. "You are becoming naughty, and it's not good for you." He says this, licking his lips after I pull out my finger. "I am not done yet." I say it with a wicked smirk. "What?" I unbuckled his belt. Let's see if you can still resist me, Andy. I don't care if I regret this later. I unbutton the trouser and pull down the zipper, pushing the trouser down, and it falls to his feet. He is thunderstruck to the point that he has gone mute. I go down slowly on one knee and playfully squeeze his balls, which are already hard, just like his member. He squirms. I pull down the boxer, and it falls on top of his trousers. His member ceremonious
"Is she so heavy? We can lie to her at the back." Andy speaks after noticing that Angel fell asleep in my arms. "No. I'm fine. I think she has gained weight of late, though." I remarked, shifting my gaze to him. This tiger is going to have me on his bed tonight. I wonder what he has in mind. I am having goosebumps already, but I think I can trust him. "Why wouldn't she? You feed her like you are feeding an elephant." Andy says, chuckling. "And I am not apologizing for that. As long as she has the appetite, let her eat." "I'm not whining either." "It sounded like you were." "I am sorry if it came out that way. I am glad that you are taking good care of my precious girl. She looks big for real." He says this, sloping his hand to caress the back of his daughter. After a minute, his hand falls on mine, and he rests it there, intertwining our fingers. "Thank you." He says it with a smile on his face. "You don't have to thank me. I'm just doing my job." I mumble to him. "Still. Thank
He stares at me, his eyes glowing. That fear in them is gone now. I pull him slowly to myself, my eyes making him aware of my intentions, and I kiss him. This is the best day of my life. I feel like I have just been born again in the arms of this man. I feel like the heavens are rejoicing with me. As our lips touch and our tongues explore our mouths, I can't help the excitement I am feeling inside. My heart is throbbing with ecstasy. It's like I have the whole world in the palm of my hands. Today I am not kissing my boss. Today I am not kissing someone who doesn't know how he feels. He is not Andy, who didn't want to admit his feelings for me. I am kissing the sweet lips of someone who just confessed that he loves me as much as I love him. He loves me, and that makes this kiss so different and perfect from the rest. This kiss is rightfully deserved by these two souls who love each other. We pulled away when we fell short of breath. "You want to change into something more comfortabl
Andy strolls to the kitchen, his whiff being the first thing to announce his arrival. I don't turn to meet him because I am involved in arranging the cups on the tray for breakfast. He encircles his arms around my stomach from behind, giving me a peck on the neck. This has been blathering on for weeks now, and I am fascinated by what we have. He has been passionate but respectful all the same. He has opened up to me a lot, and I suppose this has done him a lot of good. This is all that I wished for. For him to be unrestricted with me. For him to entrust his secrets to me. He hasn't said a word about him being entirely ready, but I know we are making progress. He is a man of few to no words, but I can point it out from his eyes and the way he behaves with me lately. I can sense that he is gradually getting out of the cage he has been living in for four years now. I am mesmerised by how sweet and childish he acts with me at times. Those times, he just hugs me out of the blue. Those ti