My blood was spilling, but it had filled me with enough adrenaline to push the wolf off of me. I was now towering over it, my hand curled in a fist as I punched the snout and the face until I could hear the cracks of bones.
When the face of the wolf was bloodied and unrecognizable, I got off and found myself sitting up against a tree with my teeth gritted in pain. I placed a hand over my chest, putting pressure on the wound and waiting for it to heal.
“You’re in the danger zone,” Aera said from behind me, causing me to jump in fear at being caught out of the blue.
“Here.” She handed me a bottle and encouraged me to open it and place it on my wound. “It’ll help you heal faster.”
The sting that came with the liquid made me grunt as loudly as I could manage without being caught by one of the attacking wolves. Even though I tried to keep my screams under wraps, Aera slapped a palm over my mouth to keep me quiet.
True to Aera’s words, the wound closed up faster than it was doing before, and I was ready to move. She gave me a pat on the shoulder. “There are people behind you. You don’t have to worry about a thing.”
“I trust you,” I said to her with a nod as I rushed over to my target.
I headed forward and ran as fast as I could, blending with the shadows and hiding whenever I heard or saw someone. It was late, so there were fewer people walking around than there would have been if it we had arrived earlier. I was thankful to the Moon Goddess and Gray for that.
It was only when I was hiding behind another tree that I realized that I had no idea what the alpha’s house looked like.
It would only be a waste of time to run back to Gray and ask him what the Alpha’s house looked like, so I settled for standing behind the tree and looking at all the houses in the way to figure out which one of them would most likely belong to an alpha.
My eyes zoned in on a house in the midst of the others. It was not a hard house to miss, seeing as it was larger than the others. That was most likely where the alpha lived.
I walked on, getting closer to the house until I was right in front of it. But before I could find a place to hide, the front door opened and brought four men with it. They all stopped in their tracks, looking at me as I stared back like a deer in front of its hunters.
None of them looked like what I would expect an alpha to look like, so I decided to settle for the relieving thought that none of them was the alpha.
“Who are you and what do you want?” one of them asked, causing my heart rate to pick up once again. It didn’t matter if the alpha was not among them. These people would kill me at the slightest suspicion that I wasn’t one of them.
“I need to the see the Alpha,” I said in a tone that I forced to make it seem like I was a pack member. If they had not discovered that I was a rogue just yet, then I had a high chance of escaping this. “It’s very urgent. I have a message that needs to be delivered to him in person.”
They all shared looks with each other before the second one said, “I’m sure this can wait until tomorrow. He’s asleep. We can’t go in to wake him up over something minor.”
That was what it took for me to know that this was the alpha’s house. I almost laughed at the irony of it. The alpha of the pack was asleep, without the slightest idea that his people were out there being attacked and killed. Not even these guards standing in front of me had a hintabout it. Just how weak were their senses?
“I said it’s urgent! Please, just let me in. I won’t even spend—”
“I don’t remember seeing you in this pack, ever,” the first one said, walking closer. My muscles clenched once again. “Who are you?What family do you come from, and what’s your pack house number?”
I didn’t know they had numbers for their pack houses. It had to have been something that even Gray didn’t know about because he had never mentioned it. What were the odds that they would know the house whose number I would call as a lie?
“Well, what’s the matter?” he asked, towering over me now with a stone cold look on his face. “Don’t remember your pack house number all of a sudden?”
As soon as he mentioned the possibility of it, the others held out their weapons and got ready to hear what I would say to confirm the fact that I wasn’t a pack member. They were eager to get some action, and it was obvious. I was a prey in this situation.
“Of course I’m a member of the pack,” I answered with a small chuckle, almost sinking into myself as he started to sniff me.
The guard took a dagger out of where he had sheathed it and placed the tip against my chin, a fiery look in his eyes serving as a warning for me to not continue wasting his time.
“Pack house number…now,” he ordered.
“Twelve,” I said in a low whisper, my voice not even making its way past his ears. I was pretty sure the guards behind him couldn’t hear me.
“A true pack member would know that we have no pack house numbers,” he said. “And that disgusting scent on you that follows you everywhere, you can’t possibly hide it. That’s the scent that only rogues have. You’re a rogue!”
“What are you talking about?” I asked as I took steps backward. I shook my head in denial, even though it was obvious that they had found out about me from the way they all glared at me and walked in my direction. “I’m not a rogue.”“Why do you smell like one then?” the guard asked back, taking thedagger out of where he had kept it and pointing it in my direction. “Who are you and where did you come from?”Running would do me no good. It didn’t take too good of a head on my neck to figure out that I couldn’t outrun these guards. But they were now starting to stand around me as if forming a circle around me as if to stop me from running away.“I just need to talk to the Alpha,” I voiced again. “There’s no need for you to make this complicated. You don’t want to have to do something you’ll regret. We don’t have to make this harder than it already is.”The guard with the dagger lunged at me, pressing the blade of the dagger against my neck as he grabbed me by the hair.“What do you reall
“Who are you?” Alpha Darius questioned, his eyes narrowed at me as he didn’t acknowledge the warrior who was still standing at the door in a panicked state.All I could do was lay there with nothing to say but a lot to say at the same time. What was the Moon Goddess thinking, pairing me in a mate bond with the man who had killed my brother?On one hand, I was livid. My brother’s murderer was right there, in front of me, and all I wanted to do was grab him by the neck and strangle him until the life would drain from his eyes. On the other hand, he was my mate, and that was the only thing I knew. The proximity between us was more than enough for me to go feral, but I knew I couldn’t.“ Just let me go, and I’ll explain everything,” I said as calmly as I could manage, hoping that the distinct scent that made me known as a rogue would not give me away. He probably had not realized it because of the mate bond. He most likely had another scent of me embedded in his brain.“I will only ask th
A loud gasp escaped from my lips as I took in deep breaths of air. My lungs felt as if I had been doused in hot water and was breathing in it the whole time my eyes were closed.I’d just woken up from a nightmare where I was the mate of an alphawhom I was supposed to kill after he did the same to my brother, and my mate stabbed me with my own knife. But as I looked around at the strangely familiar room I sat in, I stared to wonder if it had been a nightmare after all.“You’re awake.” I jumped when I heard his prickling voice say to me when he walked in through the door.It was not a nightmare. From the feelings stirring up in my chest, I realized that I was truly mated to this man who had stabbed me.I pushed myself against the headboard in my attempt to stay away from him as I asked, “What did you do? That knife… It’s a lethal knife, especially to werewolves. What did you do to keep me alive?”“That’s something I should be asking you. Do you seriously think I wanted you to survive th
“You’re sentencing me to death?” I asked, not sure if he even heard me as I had lost my voice.“You’re a rogue. If I had let you stay for any longer without doing anything, I would be dead by now because you were sent to kill me. You don’t walk into a pack and try to kill the alpha of the pack without facing the consequences.”“That was before I knew you were my mate. You killed my brother. You took my best friend away. You deserve to die more than I do because your attack on us was unprovoked.” I knew my words were not helping me. If anything, he would only get angrier.With a scoff, Darius shook his head. “You don’t understand anything, do you? For every single rogue that’s roaming out there, there’s one more person in danger. Your kind killed my parents.”I stayed silent. I was not going to exchange more words with him. It wouldn’t go anywhere.“When do you plan to execute me?” I asked after a moment of silence.He looked at me with slightly raised brows as if he was shocked at my
As soon as Alpha Darius was out of the door, I was on my feet to determine what my next steps would be.“Okay,” I whispered to myself as I looked through the window. The path right below was almost deserted. Whoever walked by was not paying any mind to the house with everyone on their way to the festival.If there was anything I remembered about festivals, they started right after the alpha addressed the pack. There would be loud cheers to signal that they had started.“Patience, Zara,” I told myself in a whisper as I walked toward the door and placed an ear over it.If I focused hard enough, I would hear the heartbeats of everyone standing out there.One.Two.There was no third one. There were just two guards out there. For a moment, I thought it was a trap. Perhaps Darius had caught on to the fact that I wanted to escape, and he was baiting me to make me think I could do it.But even though I didn’t know him much, I knew that he wouldn’t do something like that. Especially on a spec
“You’re hurting me,” I said to the man.As if considering it for a moment, his eyes narrowed and he soon asked. “If I let you go, are you going to run again?”“No. Just get off,” I said, and he finally let go of my hands as he rolled over and stood, offering me his hand to help me get up.Stubbornly, I picked myself up from the floor without his help. “This was a big mistake. I’m not your mate. Maybe the Moon Goddess is having some sort of…bad night. I mean, it’s the night of a festival. She has to be tired.”He folded his arms as he examined me. “I don’t think there’s ever been a mistake of that kind ever recorded. Are you a member of this pack? You don’t have the same scent they do.”From his words, I quickly understood that this man was not a member of the pack. Perhaps he was there to celebrate with the hosting pack.“You don’t have to know any of that. I’ll just be on my way,” I told him, turning around in my attempt to escape. This was going to put a whole dent on my plan to esc
“I found her first. She’s my mate,” Darius said, surprising me. I could tell it was the unspoken competition he had with his brother getting to him.“You were just about to have her killed in front of your pack members for entertainment,” Aeron said to his brother. “Don’t tell me all of a sudden, you don’t want her out of your sight. Are you that threatened by me?”Darius didn’t say anything in response. He only tightened the grip he had on my hand.“Since she’s not very important to you, I suggest you hand her over to me. I’ll take her off your hands, and no blood has to be spilled,” Aeron added.“I haven’t rejected her,” Darius argued. “And if I was the first person she was connected to, it only means I’m her rightful mate. Reject her.”“I don’t belong to either of you,” I finally managed to speak up. “It would be better if you both reject me. I’ll be on my way, and this won’t have to be anything bigger than it already is.”“Are you serious right now?” Darius scoffed. “You really ex
“You can carry on with the festival,” Darius said to his pack members, more in a tone that told them that if they didn’t, there would be consequences.“How do you think you’re going to keep me locked up in your pack until he returns and possibly wages war against you?” I asked him with my arms crossed after everyone turned around and pretended like they weren’t worried.“It seems my guards weren’t as competent as I gave them credit for. You will be under my watch for the next few days. I want to see what my brother intends to do. You make an attempt to escape one more time, I won’t care what my brother threatens me with and you’ll find yourself in a less than honorable grave.”From the way he was looking at me, I could tell that he wasn’t bluffing. It didn’t take away the curiosity that I held on to.“Why didn’t you just give me up? You could have made me his problem instead of having me stay here. You don’t need me,” I said.“You have no right to know what I’m thinking. You’re coming
I had asked Aeron about three times what he meant when he said Darius wouldn’t be coming for me at all. He didn’t give me an answer. I was shown to my personal bedroom, which was just as big as the one back in Darius’s house.“I have nothing to wear,” I said to him, finding something to set my eyes on so I wouldn’t look at him. I settled on the white curtains that swayed with the night breeze.“I knew that. I made plans before I left. There are clothes tailored to you in the closet. You don’t have to worry. Take a shower, join me for dinner if you’d like,” he said.I heard his footsteps retreat and the door close before I got the courage to leave. The first place I went was the closet, opening the doors and finding rows and rows of clothing. They all looked so…perfect. Not too big for me, but not too tight as well.I found a pair of white shorts and a matching shirt that I could sleep in, setting them down on the bed.“What’s in it for him?” I asked, wondering what Aeron could possibl
“Thank you,” I said to the guards as they all got back up and faced forward. Aeron took my hand and led me into the pack.“Do they bow to every single guest they have at the border?” I asked Aeron, my eyes narrowed. “Maybe you orchestrated that so I would think you’re going to treat me right.”Aeron replied with a chuckle. “You really put yourself on such a high pedestal. Do you seriously see me telling my guards to bow to you and go on one knee when you finally arrive? Perhaps we had a number of rehearsals as well.”I felt heat creeping up my cheeks at the mockery. What was I thinking accusing him of doing something like that? Of course he wouldn’t.“They heard from their alpha that you’re my mate, so they’re giving you the same respect they would give me. That’s all there is to it,” he said.I nodded, refusing to look at him as shame enveloped me. “I’m sorry. I was just… I don’t exactly trust you. You walked into your brother’s pack and took me away without his permission, so you’re
“What are you doing here?” I asked, the horror obvious in the tone of my voice as I took steps back and almost knocked myself down my tripping on the edge of the bed.His hands were in his pocket as he gave me a cool look, almost like I didn’t need any reason to react that way toward him.“You sent your people here to attack me,” I reminded him, just in case his memory had not refreshed up to that moment to speed things up. “How did you even get in here? Darius said he was never going to give you permission.”“You and Darius must have gotten along very well. I’m jealous.” He placed a hand over his chest and faked a hurt look. “And I didn’t send my people to attack you. I told them to bring you home.”“You told them they could be forceful if I didn’t want to come with them,” I said with a frown.“I told them to be forceful if anything stopped them from bringing you. I was referring to the useless guards at the borders.” He finally stepped into the room, and I could feel my heart going
On the first day, I didn’t think it was a big deal. After all, there had been a sighting of him.“Has he come back?” I asked the same guard as I saw him the next day. “If you know where he is, you can just tell me about it. Even if he’s out of the pack and somewhere else—”“I already told you, he went out yesterday.” This time, the guard sounded agitated. It felt like I was being a bother now. I shrank into myself in shame at how desperate I seemed.“This wouldn’t be the first time he’s gone out and hasn’t returned in days. He might even be out for up to a week,” the guard added. “I highly suggest you wait patiently.”I took his words to heart, but it didn’t exactly give me the best assurance. On the third day, I started to feel extremely uneasy. I knew the guard had told me this was normal, but it didn’t mean I could just sit and accept it. Something was wrong. I couldn’t place a finger on it.Ignoring the words of the mysterious woman I had met under the tree to stay indoors, I walk
I was torn between disappointment and relief when I woke up to an empty bed the next morning. I was disappointed because I didn’t think he would walk away from this so easily and so fast. Then again, that was all the proof I needed to know that I shouldn’t take things too far with him.“Good morning,” Ella, the woman who always came in with my food, greeted as she joined me that morning with a tray of food as usual.“Have you seen Alpha Darius this morning?” I asked.“Not really,” she answered with a shake of her head. “Maybe he’s out hunting. I’m sure he’s close.”I nodded as she set the tray down on the bedside table and walked away, never indulging in whatever curiosities she might have.I sighed as I forced myself to dig through my food. I wanted to convince myself that I didn’t care. I tried not to think about him or why he hadn’t even thought to check up on me, but I failed.When the sun was high up in the sky at noon, I walked out of the room and headed over to his office. I kn
“Zara,” Darius called, looking more surprised than I had expected him to be about something like this. “I don’t think you understand what you’re talking about.”I chuckled without mirth. “I do know what I’m talking about, Darius. You know this is going to work. Your brother will figure out that I chose you over him, and he’ll take a step back. Maybe not for a long time, but enough for us to figure out why this is happening in the first place.”“You just got attacked. You’re not in a right place right now. You just want to take it all out on Aeron, and I understand your frustration. It’s just—”“I’m not you, Darius. I’m not here making decisions just because I’m scorned and I hope it’ll upset your brother. I want this to be over. I’m in the middle of everything, just in case you didn’t realize.”He sighed in defeat and nodded.“But just in case you still want to think about it before going any further, we can talk about it tomorrow. How’s that?”“Fine.” I shrugged, knowing that tomorro
“Help! I’m being attacked!” I yelled as soon as I had the opening to use my voice, causing one of the attackers to hold my mouth closed so hard that I feared my jaw was going to break.I kicked and scratched and punched, trying to find my way out of this situation as the second attacker grabbed my legs and hoisted me off the ground. They both started to head to the border in a hurry.I groaned against the arm that was clamped against my mouth as hot tears rolled down my cheeks.“Can you stop making all that fuss? If you do anything stupid, I’ll make sure to kill you and tell Alpha Aeron that we couldn’t get you. Would that be better?” The one holding my legs threatened.For a moment, I stopped struggling. I could almost feel bruises forming from where he held my legs tightly.One moment, I was trapped in the middle of them both with them carrying me out of the pack and left with nothing to do but to think about my own despair. The next moment, I was falling to the ground with a loud t
“What are you talking about?” I shook my head as I stopped pacing in the middle of Darius’s room. My eyes were narrowed and focused on him. He wasn’t serious. He couldn’t be.“Aeron is a horrible person. You might not see it because he’s putting up a front, but you’ll find out soon enough. Just in case you didn’t know, I won’t be granting him permission to come into my pack again. The next time you see him, he’ll probably be dead from trying to wage war against me.”“No. That’s not… What is this all about? Just because you and your brother have some sort of difference between you that you can’t settle doesn’t mean I have to be in the middle of it,” I protested.“And when my brother is dead,” he continued as if I had said nothing, “you’ll have no other option than to complete the mate bond with me as there’s no other person. I have no intention of forging you.”“This is ridiculous. I’m not going to do anything with you. Not even if Aeron dies,” I said, wanting to mean every word but I
“You can carry on with the festival,” Darius said to his pack members, more in a tone that told them that if they didn’t, there would be consequences.“How do you think you’re going to keep me locked up in your pack until he returns and possibly wages war against you?” I asked him with my arms crossed after everyone turned around and pretended like they weren’t worried.“It seems my guards weren’t as competent as I gave them credit for. You will be under my watch for the next few days. I want to see what my brother intends to do. You make an attempt to escape one more time, I won’t care what my brother threatens me with and you’ll find yourself in a less than honorable grave.”From the way he was looking at me, I could tell that he wasn’t bluffing. It didn’t take away the curiosity that I held on to.“Why didn’t you just give me up? You could have made me his problem instead of having me stay here. You don’t need me,” I said.“You have no right to know what I’m thinking. You’re coming