“What are you talking about?” I asked as I took steps backward. I shook my head in denial, even though it was obvious that they had found out about me from the way they all glared at me and walked in my direction. “I’m not a rogue.”
“Why do you smell like one then?” the guard asked back, taking thedagger out of where he had kept it and pointing it in my direction. “Who are you and where did you come from?”
Running would do me no good. It didn’t take too good of a head on my neck to figure out that I couldn’t outrun these guards. But they were now starting to stand around me as if forming a circle around me as if to stop me from running away.
“I just need to talk to the Alpha,” I voiced again. “There’s no need for you to make this complicated. You don’t want to have to do something you’ll regret. We don’t have to make this harder than it already is.”
The guard with the dagger lunged at me, pressing the blade of the dagger against my neck as he grabbed me by the hair.
“What do you really want?” he snapped at me. “What is your mission? And what’s in that bag? Did you bring something to harm the Alpha with? Are you alone? Is there an informant working with you from the inside?”
He reached for my bag, taking a hold of it and pulling it. I grabbed it back, tugging it toward me. I was thankful for the fact that I had slung it over my shoulders in a cross method, which made it hard for him to get a full hold of it.
“And what are you idiots doing just looking at me? Get the bag from her!” he yelled at the other men, who quickly jumped to action and started to grab the bag. Two of them dragged my hands away from the bag so that I would lose my hold on it.
“No! Let go of me!” I knew that making a ruckus and creating so much noise was something that I didn’t want in that situation since I knew that everyone in that pack would not hesitate to pick the guards over the rogue.
“Argh!” one of them yelped when I resorted to stepping on his foot aggressively. I bent over to bite another. In response, the third one slapped me on the face. I was thrown off balance, causing me to fall to the ground with the bag being cut off my shoulders with so muchforce that I was convinced my shoulder was dislocated.
“It’s a knife!” the guard who caught a hold of the bag announced as he grabbed the knife from the bag.
I crawled backward as they all started to approach me with blazing looks of rage in their eyes. If I could do something in that moment, I would turn back the hands of time and reject every single attempt to get me to be the one to kill the alpha. It didn’t matter how many words Gray would say to convince me.
“What did you come here for?” the first guard started to drill me. “You better start talking right now before we start to use this knife on you. Why did you insist on seeing the alpha? Did you come here to kill him? Are you here alone, or are there other dirty rogues waiting around for you? Open your mouth and speak right now as we have no patience or will to keep you alive!”
“I didn’t come here to harm anyone. That’s my defence weapon. I am not a rogue,” I answered, the words sounding tingly and fully in my mouth. I was staring death straight in the face, and I still made the choice to tell an obvious lie which seemed to fuel his anger.
As the guard rushed for me in an attempt to attack, something whizzed right past me and made a plunging sound as it struck his throat—a knife. I didn’t get the chance to react when the other guards fell to the ground as knives came out of nowhere and hit them either in lethal points in the neck or chest until they were all dead.
I froze for a moment as I stared at them all in disbelief before finally finding the strength to stand up. “Is anyone out there?” I asked, my voice breaking and mending on its own from mixed feelings.
I looked around to see my fellow rogues—Aera included—hiding behind trees and bushes. “Go in. We’re right behind you,” Aera encouraged me with a smile that was enough to replenish my lost resolve.
I smiled at them before I grabbed the knife to put it back in the bag. I ran into the house and made my way up the stairs as soon as I set my eyes on them.
I stood in the hall, bag clutched in my hands, as I wondered which of the doors down the hall belonged to the alpha.
I couldn’t possibly open each and every door, walking in to check out who was in each of the rooms. I would get caught easily that way. Plus, I didn’t even have the slightest idea what the Alpha looked like.
I decided that it was a mistake, shaking my head as I started to turn around when the hairs on my body rose to reach out for the empty air.
A sweet scent hit me straight in the nostrils, filling my senses and paralyzing me. The scent reminded me of rare, dry wood found on a rainy day, bathed in sweet wild berries.
I turned my head in the direction where the scent was coming from, and I walked toward the door without giving it much of a thought. I grabbed onto the doorknob and pushed the door open.
“Oh…” I breathed. There was simply a man laying in a huge bed, his eyes closed peacefully in sleep.
I stepped into the room, walking over to the bed with my face in a frown. Now standing by the man on the bed, I stared down at the smooth and fine lines of his face. I didn’t know how long I stood there, my mission thrown back into the recesses of my mind as I took note of his features.
I bent over to take an even closer look. I hadn’t noticed the shirt on the ground that I had stepped on, which slid on the ground and threw me forward.
“Whoa!” I gasped and yelped as the man on the bed woke up and grabbed me by both arms, turning to pin me down on the bed with an alarmed look on his face.
“Who are…” he trailed off as we made eye contact, and I immediately felt the knot form in my stomach. “…you?”
I couldn’t testify to how long we stayed there, staring at each other in shock as we let the Moon Goddess write our fates. I was suddenly aware of everything about the man on top of me—the fast rate of his heart, the way his eyes studied mine with equal curiosity.
This was my mate.
“You’re…” I said, my voice nowhere to be found as it was as silent as the air in the room.
Someone soon barged into the room with his eyes wide open in alarm.
“Alpha Darius, we’re under a rogue attack!”
I looked from the man who stood in the doorway to the man on top of me who he had referred to as Alpha Darius, and then it clicked.
The Alpha that I had the duty of killing was my mate.
“I’m pregnant, Zara.”I stared at Deirdre with my mouth wide open. It hit me hard that I had stolen the chance for a father to see his son and for a son to grow up with his father by killing Tyrell.“What…” I trailed off, backing away with tears brimming in my eyes. “Oh, goddess. I can’t believe this.”“You took him away before he even found out that I was carrying our child, Zara,” she told me, taking the knife that was already lodged in my heart and twisting it to hurt me even more.“I didn’t know you were—”“What difference would it have made if you knew I was pregnant, Zara?” She cut me off. “Would you have done anything different if you knew? Would you have sacrificed your own family for mine?”She was right. I couldn’t have possibly let Darius die in Tyrell’s place. They were a family, but so were we.“I completely understand what you feel, Deirdre. I lost my mate when I was having his child too.” I took a deep breath and stepped forward, taking her hands in mine. “But I’m not g
“Welcome, welcome,” Deirdre said as Aaron and I were escorted into the living room of her pack. She had a faint smile on her face, but I realized just how distant and not genuine it was.“Thank you,” I replied with a smile of my own as my bags were taken up to an assigned bedroom, leaving just the two of us.Deirdre and I stood there for a long moment, staring at each other. I didn’t know how to start saying what I wanted to say, and I could tell she felt the same way.Finally, I decided to break the silence between us: “It’s a good thing that you agreed for me to come here. I was thinking of how I would end up building an alliance with you after everything that happened.”She scoffed in response. “You do know, Zara, that if you want me to be an ally to you, you have to convince me and tell me why that’ll benefit me. Everything you’ve told me so far hasn’t convinced me just yet.”“Have you not been convinced because you didn’t see what I was saying on your own, or are you still blinde
“We’re not going to spy on Deirdre the way we planned anymore,” I said to Darius as he walked into the bedroom with food he made for me as promised.“And why’s that?” He asked, cocking his head at me. “You have something else planned?”I sat there for a moment as I recalled everything I had been told by Aeron in my dream. Then, I turned to Darius and said, “If we’re going to spy on them, I want her to know that we’re there.”As expected, Darius frowned at my idea and immediately shook his head in disapproval.“That’s never going to work. How do you expect Deirdre to allow us spy on her pack? You wouldn’t do that, and we already have a strained relationship with her anyway.”I nodded. “I know exactly where we stand with her, Darius. But I also didn’t say she would know that we were spying. She would simply know that someone from our pack is in hers. I’ll write a letter to her and ask for her permission for a visit. An official one.”Darius still didn’t look satisfied with the idea. “An
Every doubt I had about Deirdre had just been proven by Darius telling me that her pack had witches in them, but I had to be completely sure about it.“How do you know this?” I asked him.“It was Tyrell. A group of witches had been attacked and chased out of their coven by rogues. They had nowhere else to go, so they came over to Tyrell’s pack. We all tried to talk him out of it, but he didn’t listen. He said he would take them under his wing as long as they didn’t cause trouble.”“So, there’s a chance that they’re still here?” I asked him, raising my brows.“A big chance. If Tyrell wanted them to leave, he would have consulted the rest of us to let us know that. The witches must still be here.”I stood in place with my eyes wandering as far as they could reach. It was something Gray had instilled in me, and I had been with it ever since. Every place I looked, I would have to find a potential place to hide so that nobody would spot me.When I was done pointing out all the places in my
I never thought I’d see the day you’d both walk into my pack willingly after everything that’s happened between us,” Deirdre said as she watched me and Darius approach her, accompanied by two of her soldiers.There was a smile on her face that she tried so hard to make friendly, but I could see the strain behind it and how hard it was for her to put it up.“Well we’re here,” Darius said in response. “And we have questions for you. This won’t take much of your time, unless you want it to.”“I don’t want a second wasted in discourse when I can be out there on my own,” she replied as she gestured for the soldiers to leave. They did in an instant, leaving all three of us in her throne room.“There have been rather strange attacks, and the vampires were attacked just hours ago,” I said, going straight to the point.As soon as she heard it, she titled her head at us and smirked. “And what does that have to do with me? Why are you telling me this?”“The werewolves who attacked them have powe
There was blood everywhere, bodies on top of them. I didn’t know which was which. There were humans, vampires, werewolves, and even witches dead on the ground.“Nobody is safe. How is that the first instance?” I asked as I turned to the goddess. She looked back at me with a sad face as she showed me the second image.“This is how it’s going to be,” she explained as I saw the number of dead people in the second image she was showing me and was trying to differentiate between that and the first one she had shown me.“People will die. A lot of people. And it doesn’t even matter if it’s one group of people. Werewolves will die just as much as humans will. But you have the chance to make those bodies on the ground less and less if you make the right decision.”“How?” I asked as I turned away from the image in front of me, unable to stomach it for even another second. “How am I supposed to make this work? How do I sacrifice people’s lives when I don’t even know which instance my decision is