“Who are you?” Alpha Darius questioned, his eyes narrowed at me as he didn’t acknowledge the warrior who was still standing at the door in a panicked state.
All I could do was lay there with nothing to say but a lot to say at the same time. What was the Moon Goddess thinking, pairing me in a mate bond with the man who had killed my brother?
On one hand, I was livid. My brother’s murderer was right there, in front of me, and all I wanted to do was grab him by the neck and strangle him until the life would drain from his eyes. On the other hand, he was my mate, and that was the only thing I knew. The proximity between us was more than enough for me to go feral, but I knew I couldn’t.
“ Just let me go, and I’ll explain everything,” I said as calmly as I could manage, hoping that the distinct scent that made me known as a rogue would not give me away. He probably had not realized it because of the mate bond. He most likely had another scent of me embedded in his brain.
“I will only ask this one more time as I hate repeating myself—who are you?” he asked again, getting off of me this time. The angry look on his face was not missed on me. “I know every single member of my pack, and I have never seen you before.”
Before I could say anything, the warrior who had come to warn him started to sniff so loudly that it was enough to distract even Alpha Darius.
“What are you doing?” Alpha Darius demanded from him.
“Alpha Darius!” the soldier called out with alarm in his voice. “You have to get away from her. She’s a rogue! I don’t know how she’s managing to conceal her scent from you, but it’s all over the room.”
I shot him a glare, hoping that looks could kill this once. From the way Alpha Darius turned to look at me, I was suddenly snapped back to reality and reminded that this was the man who had attacked us and killed my brother.
I started to struggle in an attempt to get away from the room, but he held me in place. If anything, it only made me struggle even more. Now, it was fight or flight, and I was attempting to do both.
“Get away from me!” I ordered, my words doing nothing to stop him from slamming me into the wall behind me to make sure I didn’t go anywhere.
“She’s the one who killed all the guards in front of the house. I believe she’s the one who was sent here to kill you, Alpha,” the soldier said, approaching us with a small dagger aimed at me. “Admit it—your mission here is to kill him.”
I started to struggle again, the bag that was slung over my shoulder snapping and falling to the ground to gain attention.
“Stay right there!” Alpha Darius yelled at me in such a compelling tone as he slammed me against the wall once again, my feet were glued to the ground.
He stared at me, and I stared back at him. We each had the same look of surprise on our faces, me because I was wondering how he managed to keep me in place with just a command and him… I wasn’t exactly sure what he was surprised about. He had said those words with intention, which meant that he knew that he could do it.
“We have to talk about this,” I said in an attempt to distract him from the bag that had fallen to the floor. “We’re mates, remember? We have to talk about the mate bond and how this affects—”
“You’re mated to…” the warrior trailed off, his eyes widened in shock.
“There are warriors out there risking their lives for the sake of this pack. I believe you have informed me on what you’re to inform me about. Get out,” Alpha Darius snapped at the warrior.
The warrior glared at me, turning around to leave after a moment of reluctance. I didn’t feel relieved about being left alone in that room with my brother’s killer.
“We really don’t have to make this awkward. We can talk once this is all over—after the fight between the rogues and your pack.”
My breath hitched in my throat as he slowly bent over to grab the bag, unzipping it open, his brows raised as he pulled the knife out of the bag with what resembled a scowl on his face.
“Is he right? Were you sent here to kill me?” he asked, staring at the knife with a look that only made me want to sink into the wall behind me, never to be seen again. “Are you seriously a rogue?”
I looked between him and the door as I wondered just how fast I would have to be to get out of there. Unfortunately, he caught my eye movement extremely fast and warned, “The moment you take a step in an attempt to get out of this room, I will take nothing into account. I’ll simply kill you.”
There was no need to overanalyze his words to know that he was telling the truth.
There was now a lie at the tip of my tongue, but something was holding me back from telling that lie. I had no idea what it was, but it held my tongue like a cat. I opened my mouth, but all he got in response was a deep, shaky breath.
He pulled the knife out of its sheath, pressing the silver tip against my throat. The coldness of it caused me to gasp and shiver, my hand grasping his so tightly that I feared I would hurt him.
“I asked you a question,” he reminded. “Are you a rogue who was sent here to kill me? Make me repeat myself one more time and you’ll regret it.”
There was silence, but just enough for me to tell myself that it was of no use.
“Yes,” I admitted with a low voice.
“Yes, what?” he questioned. The knife was now pressing even harder against my skin. I could feel the sizzling heat of the silver against my skin. The wolfsbane was now having an effect on me as my eyes watered.
“I’m a rogue. You killed my brother, and you brought my best friend over to your pack. We never did anything to you. It’s completely unfair for you to attack us when all we have done is exist on our own! Being outcasts doesn’t put us in the position to get hunted.”
I let out a sigh of relief when the knife was taken away from my skin.
Once again, I glanced at the door. All I had to do was—
I let out a loud gasp as a sharp pain tore through my chest, as if a million claws were trying to take my heart out. As I looked down to see what had just happened, my knees buckled and caused me to fall to the floor.
“You…” I wheezed from lack of breath as I raised my head to look at the man the Moon Goddess had cursed me with as a mate.
He had stabbed me with the knife.
“I’m pregnant, Zara.”I stared at Deirdre with my mouth wide open. It hit me hard that I had stolen the chance for a father to see his son and for a son to grow up with his father by killing Tyrell.“What…” I trailed off, backing away with tears brimming in my eyes. “Oh, goddess. I can’t believe this.”“You took him away before he even found out that I was carrying our child, Zara,” she told me, taking the knife that was already lodged in my heart and twisting it to hurt me even more.“I didn’t know you were—”“What difference would it have made if you knew I was pregnant, Zara?” She cut me off. “Would you have done anything different if you knew? Would you have sacrificed your own family for mine?”She was right. I couldn’t have possibly let Darius die in Tyrell’s place. They were a family, but so were we.“I completely understand what you feel, Deirdre. I lost my mate when I was having his child too.” I took a deep breath and stepped forward, taking her hands in mine. “But I’m not g
“Welcome, welcome,” Deirdre said as Aaron and I were escorted into the living room of her pack. She had a faint smile on her face, but I realized just how distant and not genuine it was.“Thank you,” I replied with a smile of my own as my bags were taken up to an assigned bedroom, leaving just the two of us.Deirdre and I stood there for a long moment, staring at each other. I didn’t know how to start saying what I wanted to say, and I could tell she felt the same way.Finally, I decided to break the silence between us: “It’s a good thing that you agreed for me to come here. I was thinking of how I would end up building an alliance with you after everything that happened.”She scoffed in response. “You do know, Zara, that if you want me to be an ally to you, you have to convince me and tell me why that’ll benefit me. Everything you’ve told me so far hasn’t convinced me just yet.”“Have you not been convinced because you didn’t see what I was saying on your own, or are you still blinde
“We’re not going to spy on Deirdre the way we planned anymore,” I said to Darius as he walked into the bedroom with food he made for me as promised.“And why’s that?” He asked, cocking his head at me. “You have something else planned?”I sat there for a moment as I recalled everything I had been told by Aeron in my dream. Then, I turned to Darius and said, “If we’re going to spy on them, I want her to know that we’re there.”As expected, Darius frowned at my idea and immediately shook his head in disapproval.“That’s never going to work. How do you expect Deirdre to allow us spy on her pack? You wouldn’t do that, and we already have a strained relationship with her anyway.”I nodded. “I know exactly where we stand with her, Darius. But I also didn’t say she would know that we were spying. She would simply know that someone from our pack is in hers. I’ll write a letter to her and ask for her permission for a visit. An official one.”Darius still didn’t look satisfied with the idea. “An
Every doubt I had about Deirdre had just been proven by Darius telling me that her pack had witches in them, but I had to be completely sure about it.“How do you know this?” I asked him.“It was Tyrell. A group of witches had been attacked and chased out of their coven by rogues. They had nowhere else to go, so they came over to Tyrell’s pack. We all tried to talk him out of it, but he didn’t listen. He said he would take them under his wing as long as they didn’t cause trouble.”“So, there’s a chance that they’re still here?” I asked him, raising my brows.“A big chance. If Tyrell wanted them to leave, he would have consulted the rest of us to let us know that. The witches must still be here.”I stood in place with my eyes wandering as far as they could reach. It was something Gray had instilled in me, and I had been with it ever since. Every place I looked, I would have to find a potential place to hide so that nobody would spot me.When I was done pointing out all the places in my
I never thought I’d see the day you’d both walk into my pack willingly after everything that’s happened between us,” Deirdre said as she watched me and Darius approach her, accompanied by two of her soldiers.There was a smile on her face that she tried so hard to make friendly, but I could see the strain behind it and how hard it was for her to put it up.“Well we’re here,” Darius said in response. “And we have questions for you. This won’t take much of your time, unless you want it to.”“I don’t want a second wasted in discourse when I can be out there on my own,” she replied as she gestured for the soldiers to leave. They did in an instant, leaving all three of us in her throne room.“There have been rather strange attacks, and the vampires were attacked just hours ago,” I said, going straight to the point.As soon as she heard it, she titled her head at us and smirked. “And what does that have to do with me? Why are you telling me this?”“The werewolves who attacked them have powe
There was blood everywhere, bodies on top of them. I didn’t know which was which. There were humans, vampires, werewolves, and even witches dead on the ground.“Nobody is safe. How is that the first instance?” I asked as I turned to the goddess. She looked back at me with a sad face as she showed me the second image.“This is how it’s going to be,” she explained as I saw the number of dead people in the second image she was showing me and was trying to differentiate between that and the first one she had shown me.“People will die. A lot of people. And it doesn’t even matter if it’s one group of people. Werewolves will die just as much as humans will. But you have the chance to make those bodies on the ground less and less if you make the right decision.”“How?” I asked as I turned away from the image in front of me, unable to stomach it for even another second. “How am I supposed to make this work? How do I sacrifice people’s lives when I don’t even know which instance my decision is