Mag-log inALEXANDER
I was rendered speechless as I stared at my father in disbelief. I couldn’t remember the last time he’d spoken to me. Even when I tried to start a conversation or ask for an audience, I was turned away, and Jezebel would force me to kneel for hours.If I didn’t constantly hear him speaking to everyone around me—everyone except me—I wouldn’t have remembered the sound of his voice.
“She refused to—” Jezebel began, but my father cut her off sharply. “I’m not interested. Get her a new dress and make sure she looks good. Tonight is the bonding night, and she can’t appear worse than the others. She might be lucky enough to get a mate.”
I stiffened. For a moment, I’d thought he might be showing me a sliver of humanity—kindness, even—but his words made it clear. This wasn’t compassion. He was thinking about what he could gain if I bonded tonight. He was already anticipating my bride price.
“You may leave,” Jezebel said, though her eyes burned with reluctance.
I didn’t waste a second in that suffocating room. As I slipped out, I could still hear their voices behind the door. It wasn’t until we headed toward the open center of the castle that I understood what they’d been discussing. I glanced down at the beautiful dress I’d been given, and a quiet thrill rose in my chest. I hadn’t worn anything new in years.
Everyone else was excited about bonding night. I wasn’t. I was excited about the dress.
I couldn’t stop smiling, checking it again and again, careful not to let my hands brush the fabric in case I stained it.
Then I heard Jezebel’s voice, sweet and smug. “Tracy, your father and I changed the pack’s policy just for you. We want everyone in the castle to witness the most beautiful girl in the pack bond with the Alpha. I want them to know the Luna is my daughter. I want them to bow their heads and worship you—not only because you’ll be Luna, but because they’re lucky a beautiful lady like you agreed to accept them.”
Her words made me swallow hard. I looked at Tracy. She was beaming—she loved praise more than anything. With a practiced softness, she said, “Oh, Mother…”
But Jezebel only smiled wider. “Don’t be humble. You’re the envy of the Moon Goddess.”
I didn’t realize I’d stopped walking until Jezebel snapped, “Walk faster, cursed child!”
I jolted out of my daze and hurried after them.
We reached the castle square, where the women, men, and children of the pack had already gathered. The moment we arrived, those who recognized my stepmother, Jezebel, stepped forward and began talking to her. Others crowded around Tracy, showering her with compliments, while I was left standing alone.
Everyone buzzed with excitement, chatting and glancing up at the dark clouds gathering overhead, as if waiting for something to happen.
I wanted to look at the sky too, to feel included, but my eyes drifted to the pool at the center of the square. Damon and Tracy stood beside it, watching two fish swim lazily in circles. They smiled at each other—so effortless, so certain. They really were in love.
I took a small step forward, hoping to blend into the crowd, but before I could take another, a kick slammed into me. I staggered, lost my balance, and hit the ground hard, landing on my butt.
When I looked up, Martin was lowering his leg, his face twisted in disgust. His friends stood behind him, staring at me with open hatred. No one in the pack despised me more than Martin. He always took out his bitterness on me—especially because Tracy would never return his feelings.
He snorted. “The fat thing thinks she can stand with the noblemen and noblewomen of the pack.”
That was enough to remind me of my place. I didn’t try to approach again. I retreated to a pillar and gripped it tightly, afraid someone might decide to kick me again just for breathing near them.
Then the elders appeared on the balcony of the Moon Goddess temple, overlooking the crowd. Among them, my father stood out the most.
The other elders wore stern, unreadable expressions, their faces set in stone. But my father’s eyes shone with pride. His shoulders were squared, his posture tall, and his smile stretched wide.
He was convinced Tracy would become the Luna of the pack. Years ago, a seer had told him a Luna would rise from his household—and that prophecy had made his confidence untouchable.
The castle’s center suddenly brightened. I looked up just in time to see the full moon reveal itself overhead. I turned away, refusing to hope. I’d never expected to have a mate—if I ever bonded to anyone, I was sure he’d reject me… or hate me until it killed me.
Then a wave of joyful gasps swept through the arena.
I looked back and saw Alpha Damon standing beneath a beam of moonlight, as if the moon itself had chosen him.
And then—light flared around me.
My mind blanked. My body went rigid with shock. The entire arena fell into a deafening silence, so complete I could hear the hard swallow in my own throat.
“Mate!”
The growl snapped through the quiet. Trembling, I turned toward the sound—and there he was. Alpha Damon stared straight at me, his eyes already bleeding into red. Something deep and undeniable pulled tight between us, a connection so real my skin prickled and my body reacted to his gaze.
“Impossible!” Tracy’s scream tore through the air, sharp enough to sting.
My heart stumbled.
I looked at her just as she bolted for the gate. I blinked, confused—because I couldn’t bring myself to answer the question pounding in my head.
Was I Alpha Damon’s mate?
ALEXANDERChris looked troubled, like someone who had just lost his favorite toy. While I was still trying to figure out why, he suddenly asked, “Did you run off to have a meal with Peter?”My lips twitched at the accusation. Taking a deep breath, I asked slowly, word by word, “What do you take me for?”Chris stared at me in silence for a moment before speaking in a low voice. “Take a look at this.”He pulled out his phone and showed me the screen. The moment I saw the photo, I froze in surprise. It looked as though Peter and I were sharing some intimate moment over a meal.Whoever took the picture had done an excellent job—perfect angle, perfect timing. For a second, I wondered if Chris had actually hired someone to follow me around.Seeing the expression on my face, he seemed to guess my thoughts at once.“I didn’t,” he said quickly. “Someone else did.”I drew in a deep breath. If he had been behind it, I would have been furious. Looking straight at him, I explained, “I was eating w
ALEXANDERMy head started buzzing the moment I looked at Damon and Chris. They were both glaring daggers at each other, and I swallowed the lump in my throat uneasily.“I just got back from exercising. I’m going to my room to take a shower,” I said, quickly escaping the tense situation.I took my time bathing and changing. But when I returned to the dining hall, I was shocked to see that both of them were still sitting exactly as I had left them. Neither of them had touched their food.A headache throbbed instantly at my temples.Chris lifted his head and looked at me. “Sit. Let’s eat. I made your favorite.”From across the table, Damon shot back angrily, “I was the one making breakfast for us before you decided to eat on your own. Why are you being so unreasonable, Chris?”Chris only spared Damon a glance before turning back to me, his eyes full of hope.“Let’s eat, baby,” he said softly.I looked from Chris to Damon, and in that moment, I realized that choosing either of them would
ALEXANDERThe tension in the air was palpable. I quickly got to my feet and walked toward the door, intending to stop Chris from entering the room.A hand gripped my wrist. I turned to face Damon, whose expression was gloomy, his eyes filled with reluctance.“I still have so many things to say to you,” Damon said in a low voice.I shook my head. “We’ll talk about it some other time.”At that, Damon reluctantly let go of my hand. I walked toward Chris, who had already turned around and stormed outside the house.When I opened the front door, I found Chris leaning against his parked car, looking furious.“You want to forgive the man who humiliated you, tortured you, and stripped you of all human dignity? The man who treated you like a sex toy? And you still forgive him? This is unbelievable, Alexander!” Chris lamented, his face tight with frustration and his eyes clouded with unhappiness.I looked at him in confusion for a moment. Chris was the one who had suggested Damon come and live
ALEXANDERI gave him an askance look.“Why are you giving me flowers?”His face fell, and he replied unhappily, “I know I hurt you, Alex, but you can’t hold it against me for the rest of our lives. I am deeply sorry. I wish I hadn’t made those mistakes, but it’s already done. All I’m asking from you is a second chance—a second chance to make things right. This gift comes from my heart and my sincere apology.”He placed the bouquet of flowers on the couch, then rose to his feet and walked away. I watched his retreating back thoughtfully. After he disappeared from sight, I reached for the flowers and sniffed them.Then I set them aside.I caught the smell of cigarette smoke in the air, and I walked to the backyard to find Damon smoking. I was surprised; I had never seen him smoke before. This was the first time.“You picked up a smoking habit,” I said softly.He didn’t look back. “When the whole world is against you, and you’ve made so many mistakes, you can’t help but pick up some bad
ALEXANDERFor a moment, I fell silent. From Chris’s voice, I knew he was going to give in to whatever request Peter made. I turned to Peter.He looked at me with a knowing smile.“I’ll bring you home soon,” Chris said before hanging up.Peter took back his phone, looked at me, and shook his head. “I don’t know how you did it, but you managed to conquer both Chris’s and Damon’s hearts. Are you going to end up with one of them?”I turned away without bothering to answer, but Peter refused to give up.“I can’t wait to see them at each other’s throats, trying to kill each other over you. I’ll just fold my arms and watch with a smile,” he said.I shut my eyes, but Peter didn’t stop talking. He kept going, while I squeezed my eyes tighter and completely ignored him.At some point, I fell asleep.When I opened my eyes again, it was already dusk. I looked toward the door and saw Peter leaning against the wall, his hands in his pockets.He grinned. “You look really pretty when you’re asleep.”
ALEXANDERWhen I stepped into the kitchen, Peter followed close behind, still wearing that smug expression.“What do you love about Chris?” he asked. “I don’t see anything likable about that guy. He’s always moody.”I pursed my lips and refused to answer.Peter glanced around the kitchen before turning back to me. “So? How is it? Better than Chris’s kitchen?”The corner of my lips twitched.“Why do you compare everything to Chris?” I asked.Peter smiled. “I can’t help it. I want you to know that I’m better than him.”I stared at him for a moment before deciding to tell him the truth.“I don’t care whether you’re better than him or not. I could never love you, Peter—”He cut me off immediately. “We can take it slow. I’m not in a hurry. If not today, then two years from now, or ten. I can wait a lifetime.”At that moment, I realized Peter was hopelessly thick-headed. Talking to him was a waste of breath, so I stopped trying. I focused on cooking and ignored him completely.After I finis
ALEXANDERSlowly, I descended the staircase and saw my father climbing up. He didn’t say a word as he walked past me, and I lowered my gaze.I tightened my grip on my gown. After seeing the disgust in the maids’ eyes when they finished preparing me, all the confidence and excitement I had felt abou
ALEXANDERI sat trembling in my chair, unable to believe my ears when my father said, “Alexander is also my daughter. She deserves to eat at the same table with us. You should let go of your anger so we can eat.”Shock washed over me. For years, I had lived under this roof like a stranger to him, s
ALEXANDERI could feel Jezebel’s intense gaze burning into me. My hands shook, and sweat slid down my skin as her voice tore through the air.“You’ll suffer,” she screamed. “I will make you suffer. Every day of your life will be hell.”I kept my eyes pinned to my toes.My shoes were ruined—holes ga
ALEXANDERWhen I was expecting the worst, I heard Alpha Damon say, “I am not going to reject Alexander Gideon as my mate.”I didn’t know whether to feel happy or relieved, but I knew one thing for sure—I was grinning. I didn’t care what the Elders said after that.My mind ran ahead of me, painting







