Kylee lowered her eyes. Suddenly everything about Price was endearing, from his spiky brown hair to his light-brown eyelashes to his fidgeting feet. She made him nervous? The thought brought a delighted smile to her lips.
He coughed. “Yeah, okay, you can laugh.”
Her eyes shot up. “No, no, I’m not laughing at you. I understand better than you think, actually. I get nervous too, right?” She gave what she hoped was a sincere smile. “I’d love to go. It would be nice to have a friend. I deserve that, right?”
He cocked his head and peered at her. “Yeah. Yeah, you do.”
Something in his eyes was so serious, so tender, that Kylee felt like he was seeing an intimate part of her. She pulled her shirt tighter around her as if to block his laser eyes.
“I better get inside,” she whispered, more because she didn’t know what else to say than that she wanted to leave him.
“Me, too.” Price shouldered his towel. “I’ll see you later.” He lifted a hand in a gesture that might have been a wave.
“Later,” Kylee echoed. She backed away toward the house, not tearing her eyes from Price until he went inside.
Kylee’s ears perked up at the sound of Price’s front door banging shut. She’d become very familiar with it over the past week, and now she could recognize the sound from almost anywhere in the house. She dropped her pencil, leaving the math homework half-finished.
“I think I’ll check on the chickens,” she told her mother. She hurried outside before her mother questioned her.
Every day after school, Price came outside to get the mail. Kylee skipped the chickens and hurried toward his yard.
He stood at the mailbox, flipping through a pile of envelopes.
“Hi,” Kylee called, striding across the yard as fast as she could without looking anxious. It wasn’t easy to hurdle the waist-high weeds.
He looked up and flashed her a grin. “How do you always know when I’m here?”
“I hear you come outside?” she suggested, trying to ignore the burning that crept up her neck. I’ve memorized your routine. Duh.
“Yeah?” He gave her that probing look of his. “You must have excellent hearing.”
“Or you’re just loud,” she teased.
“Yeah, must be it,” Price said.
Kylee nodded at the mail in his hands. “Anything good?”
“Here? No, just junk for my dad.” He shoved the mail under one arm.
“Nothing from your old friends?”
He shrugged. “Nobody writes letters anymore.”
“Oh.” Kylee nodded. “Do you still talk to them?”
Something like disappointment went across his face. “I get messages sometimes, but they’re pretty generic.” He shrugged. “I guess that’s life.”
“Yeah.” Kylee walked beside him. “That’s what happened to me when I quit going to school. It was like I died or something.”
He shot an undecipherable look at her. “How odd.”
“I know, right? But I’ve got you now.” My one and only friend. She had the sudden urge to touch him. She started to reach for his hand, then thought better of it and withdrew. She hoped she didn’t botch this.
“You’ve got me,” he murmured.
The front door opened, and Lisa came out. “Anything for me?” she called, running over to Price and scooping the mail away from him.
“Just junk for Dad.” He shoved his hands in his pockets.
“Oh, well.”
“Hi, Lisa,” Kylee said, expecting no response.
Lisa didn’t disappoint her. She took Price’s hand and started dragging him to the house. “I need help with the noodles. I think I overcooked them.”
Price groaned. “Again? I’m tired of being the guinea pig while you learn to cook.”
“Don’t you know how to cook?” Kylee asked. “Why does your little sister have to do it?”
“Hey, I’m doing a good job,” Lisa said. “Next time you can cook.”
“Okay, you’re right,” Price said, laughing. He avoided Kylee’s eyes. “Just keep making your mac and cheese.”
She was the outsider again. Every time Lisa came along, Price went back to ignoring her. “Your sister doesn’t like me, does she?”
Price spared her a glance, his eyes squinched up and tight. He looked back at his sister. “Lisa, go inside. I’ll be there in a minute.”
“No way. There’s no time. The noodles will be ruined.”
“Lisa, I—”
“Forget it,” Kylee interrupted. “I’ll just go home.”
She willed herself to be angry and indignant as she walked away, but all she felt was disappointment.
That friendship was short-lived.
For two days Kylee didn’t talk to Price. She didn’t try to meet up with him when the bus came or when he walked the dog or got the mail.
She about died of boredom.
She hadn’t realized, or at least not in a cohesive thought, how much Price brightened her dull and predictable life. All they did was meet up for a few minutes here and there. Yet it meant something to her.
So much so that she nearly gave in on Thursday. If he’d gotten off the bus with the other kids, she might have talked to him. But he didn’t.
She was thus both surprised and pleased on Friday to see Price waiting at her mailbox when she went out after dinner. She looked back toward the dining room. No faces showed through the window, yet her heart rate picked up anyway.
“What are you doing here?” she hissed. She rubbed the tips of her fingers against sweaty palms.
He blinked, those molasses-colored lashes closing over his light brown eyes. “Are you afraid of something?”
“Haven’t you heard anything I’ve said about my stepdad? No way will he be okay with you talking to me.”
“Maybe he won’t see me.”
“Yeah, if we’re lucky.” Kylee lifted her chin and let her tone frost over. “You should go back to your house. You know, where you can pretend I don’t exist.”
Kylee jerked on the mailbox, angry when the lid jammed.“Need help?”“I got it.” She gritted her teeth and pried it open on the third pull.“Hey, don’t be like that. I don’t pretend you don’t exist.”She whirled to face Price, jaw tightening. “Yes, you do! As soon as your sister appears, you stop talking to me! I know she ignores me, which is rude enough, but you, too? Can’t you just tell her we’re friends?”His face reddened, and Kylee interpreted his answer for him.“No,” she said. “Okay. I get it. Fine.” She swiveled around.“Wait, Kylee, please, listen.” Price paraded in front of her, holding his hands out with the palms facing her. “Don’t stop talking to me
Kylee lowered her eyes. Suddenly everything about Price was endearing, from his spiky brown hair to his light-brown eyelashes to his fidgeting feet. She made him nervous? The thought brought a delighted smile to her lips.He coughed. “Yeah, okay, you can laugh.”Her eyes shot up. “No, no, I’m not laughing at you. I understand better than you think, actually. I get nervous too, right?” She gave what she hoped was a sincere smile. “I’d love to go. It would be nice to have a friend. I deserve that, right?”He cocked his head and peered at her. “Yeah. Yeah, you do.”Something in his eyes was so serious, so tender, that Kylee felt like he was seeing an intimate part of her. She pulled her shirt tighter around her as if to block his laser eyes.“I better get inside,” she w
Price blinked at Kylee and twirled one hand. “I can’t ask them to take you. I mean, it’s not my car. It’s kind of rude.”Kylee took a step back from the fence, her shoulders hunching forward as she deflated. “You just don’t want your friends to know you talked to me.”“No,” he said. “It’s not that.”“Who’s picking you up? Michael? Amy?” Of the twelve hundred students at Kellam High, only a small handful lived in this part of town. Whoever he was going with had to be a friend of hers. “Forget it. Tell everyone hi for me.”She turned on her heel and stomped toward the house.“Kylee,” Price called after her.He remembered her name. In spite of her anger and hurt, a spark of triumph flared in her c
Kylee had just finished taking the clothes off the line when it started to rain.“Dang it,” she muttered. She hadn’t been fast enough to beat the downpour. She clutched the laundry basket of clothes to her chest and ran for the front door. The rain came in at an angle, slamming into the sagging porch steps. She lifted one arm over her head, though it did little to shield her from the onslaught of water.“Hurry!”“Come on, Lisa, it’s pouring!”Kylee paused on the porch and watched the kids from the bus run toward their houses. Amy squealed and laughed, holding her notebook above her like a shield, her backpack bouncing behind her. Michael howled and charged through the rain as fast as he could. Price tugged on Lisa’s hand, trying to get her out of the puddles.
“What? No, no, of course not!” Price exclaimed. “You think I’m rich, huh? Because my dad drives a hot car and our house is bigger than yours. So?”“Then what is your problem with me?” Kylee pressed her lips together, not about to let him off easy.“I don’t know.” He gestured toward her house. There were no windows in the back, and it wasn’t visible from here in the forest. “I guess I was afraid.”“Of my stepfather? Because of the fighting?”“Everything, I guess. You. Your house.”Kylee pictured her old rundown house. Ugly, unkempt, yes, but not scary. “What do people say about us?”He avoided her eyes. “Nothing.”“You’re lying.”
She ran for the front door and let herself out. The night air pricked her skin, cooling her face where tears streamed down. She flew down the crumbling porch and ran into the forest behind the house.Kylee knew the path with her eyes closed, which was good because the moon was just a sliver, too small to shine any light through the network of tree branches sheltering the woods. Her bare feet ran over the smoothed dirt, littered with pine needles and leaves.There it was. A large oak tree had fallen down years ago, and sometime after that the forest animals had hollowed it out. Kylee knelt down and crept into the empty space. She pressed her back against it and wrapped her arms around her knees. In the safe solitude of her tree, she allowed herself to bawl.“I can’t take it anymore,” she sobbed. “I’m getting out of here.” She had to flee. She could