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The Unwanted
Huling Na-update : 2021-05-20
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Jane Samantha Valdez, in her young self, left her family for selfish reasons. For her, trust can't easily gain for she was betrayed by her childhood friends. She made regretful decisions because of love, a love she always wanted to feel. She feels unwanted. She feels no one loves her. But what if she meet a guy that will mend the broken soul inside her and fix her life—her unwanted life?
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Prologue
After years that I'm with him, he still love his best friend. His first love.
Now, I'm infront of him. Infront of the man I love and the man I only want to be with for the rest of my life.
'Zaine'
His name lingered in my mind. He keep running inside my head as if he can't get out anymore. He's finding himself a way to escape. But why can't I do that to him?
He almost asked those word yet I stopped him. He is so naive.
"Are you inl—"
"Yes! I am inlove with you! I love you!"
That's the time when I confess my love to him, for the first time in my life. He just looked at my direction and mumbled my name.
"Jane..."
"I know, Zaine. You don't love me," I faked a smile. "You will never love me and I'm sorry... i-if I fell for you..." I didn't expected that he will hug me despit of my confession earlier. After all the revelation I thought was right. But it's all a lie.
I know, she's your loved one. We are not destined for each other. She's that perfect that even though she left you, you are still waiting for her. To be withol her.
Your first love.
Why did I fell inlove with you? After years, you're still the one?
He left without saying goodbye. Without explanations to why he run away again. But this is all my fault.
Just because I loved you, I want you to be happy with her now.
I will let you go now, Zaine.
I will do everthing just to. Make things right, even my soul will the only price for it.
"Sorry."
Those words were remained blurry as if I can't understand a thing. Those words were like knives that stabbed me for a thousand times. Thise words are killing me as I felt my heart torn into tiny pieces. I can't understand myself. Eventhough I wanted to be with you. I just couldn't, because you love her and I'm kust the other option. The second choice whenever she's not with you.
Why do I always coming back to you, Zaine? Why do I need to suffer from those things eventhough it's clear that I am not the one you love?
I'm selfish and that's because I'm just in love with you.
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The Unwanted Epilogue - Zaine
Zaine’s POVI looked at the woman who was walking towards me. She was wearing a nurse uniform with a stethoscope on her neck. As she smiles brightly, I can see to her that she’s happy.I smiled. I can’t help but to admire her beauty. Those pinkish lips, her long wavy hair, her captivating eyes and her good personality. She has it all. The brain and the beauty, but what I really admire about her is her kindness and humbleness as she act and speak towards people.“ You’ve waited, huh?” she smiled. She put the stethoscope inside her big bag. I was just staring at her yet I can’t stopped smiling as I was looking at the woman I waited for so long.“ Zaine? You okay?” she asked. That was the moment I kissed her cheeks. She blushed as I gave distance to her. That blushing of her made her pretty and cute at the same time.“ Yeah…” I mumbled, staring at her. “ You’re beauti
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I can’t believe what he just said. I was blinking numerous times just to sink that all in as my heart pounded so much. I can’t utter a word right now and was just staring at him, also confused to what I just heard.“ D-did you just confessed too?” I asked as I was stuttering to even say a word.He nodded. I felt his hand intertwined with mine that made my heart pounded even more. My heart was beating so fast.“ I know it’s still early but let me be with you,” he said. “ Let me be with you.” He repeated.“ Zaine…”“ I am willing to wait. At least now, I have the assurance that we have the same feelings.”I stared at him. I got his point. I want to be with him too and confessing it right now may change something in between us. But some things are bothering me that it I can’t decide right away.“ Are you willing to wait until our graduation?
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“ Hey.”I look outside just to see Ethan. He was smiling at us with a back pack clang on his left shoulder. I nodded at Zaine who was seriously looking at me as his eyebrows are furrowed.“ You can’t remember her but surely your heart will identify her.” I said to him before I went out leaving him inside. I smiled at Ethan when I made a way towards him.“ What’s with that expression?”“ He still can’t remember Cheska…”“ Is that really the problem?” he stared at me.“ No, but it still hurts when someone you like see you into another person,” I smiled sadly at him.“ I’ll talk to him.” I can see the worry on his eyes as he look at me.“ No need.”“ Let’s go?” I heard Zaine’s voice and he looked at us.“ What’s the prob, guys? ”“ Nothin
Huling Na-update : 2021-05-10The Unwanted Chapter 47
Zaine pick me up when Monday came. He has those bright face as he stares at me. I give him a smile.“ This is your new condo?” he asked as he looked at the building behind me. I simply nodded.“ Why didn’t you tell me that you will moved. I will give you a helping hand,” he said that made me chuckle.“ Even I got surprised too. It was a gift from my brother.”“ Why would he gave you a gift?”“ It was my birthday yesterday,” I simply smiled at him and went inside first in his car. He immediately followed and went to the driver’s seat with a shock face.“ Why didn’t you tell me?”“ I told you I am busy.” I answer him that made him frown.“ I thought you would just watch some Kdrama or the season 4 of attack in titan?”“ Wait how did you know that?” I ask referring to my favorite movie.“ Tsk, answer my question first.”“ I want to be alone when it’s my birthday. Even my siblings didn’t want to disturb me on my special d
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It felt surreal that someone is fighting for you and knowing that he understands you more than anyone else. I didn't expect him to say that to them. I was left astonished by what he said and all I can do is to look at him with mixed emotions I am still wanting to stop.But I guess I can't. It just gotten worst because of what he just said. All of the words were as if a reminder to me that he really cares even though his memories were lost as for the moment.He was just seriously looking at them. He was standing but I can feel that he still respect whoever's in this gatherings.“ I gotta go, thank for the dinner.” Zaine said. I was about to stood up but he stopped me.“ They need you here. I will call you later.”I didn't respond. All I did was to look at his eyes who's full of confusion and disappointed. He never hide those emotions.“ Sorry. I didn't know.”“ It's not your fault.”
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“ I don’t know.” What will I do to enlighten him about the fact that he maybe looking for Cheska? He can’t just take the trip without anyone with him. He can’t be really felt the contentment. The answers to his questions will never give it to him unless someone will really give him that.“ Let’s plan it after the school year.” I smiled to assured him that. He slightly smiled, a cheeky one which made him cute.“ Okay, I’ll take note of that.”He drove to our village. I am still living to them yet Zaine insisted that he will live in his condo from now on. He doesn’t want to be with his mother anymore. I know he despise his mother, he told me that when we’re in the hospital, but he just can’t enumerate the reason. He can’t remember it.I hope Zaine will remember as soon as possible as this set up will hurt him when that time will come. He is mad at me. I remember his face with so much furiousness that night that it can’t be easily erase in my mind. I
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