It has been a while since I was inside Mark's room. When I was little, I would have wanted to go snowboarding and for him to tutor me was Mark, and as a heavy sleeper, it would take more than thirty minutes to wake his ass up.I looked around and saw nothing had changed, making me reminisce.Mark came back with a different shirt as he closed the door.I felt his stare on me, giving me an uneasy feeling that it has to do something.I swallowed hard.Mark pulled his chair from the desk and sat beside me as I sat on his bed. "Lily, is there something you want to tell me?"Was it a question or a command? I couldn't tell. But the sound of his tone sounded severe. If he knew about the baby, I'm so screwed.I exhaled sharply and then swallowed. "Did Hannah tell you-""Yes, Hannah told me," his voice bellowed as he stood up, almost frightening me. "Lily, when were you going to tell me? You told Hannah and not me!""I'm sorry, but Hannah knew even if I didn't tell her." I lowered my eyes away
Still, in Birdie's arms, she hums a lullaby as she used to whenever I cried or was sick since I was a kid. It always helps. Her sweet voice can be the best soother for my nerves."Grandma?" I sniffled and croaked out to her."Mmh?"Grandma was brushing my hair as she hummed. "You're not mad at me?"She stopped humming and positioned me to sit in front of her. "How could I be mad at you?""Because-" I looked away and bit my lower lip."Oh, pumpkin," Birdie gently brought my face in front of hers as I saw her soft eyes. "I completely understand. I was in your position, you know?" She chuckled."But, you hate men who would leave the women and the baby. You detest them, and I know how much you loathe those types of men. You would lecture single pregnant women never to let a man use them as a tool. You hated those types because of -" I reasoned, catching a breath and expecting to see Birdie's face twisted, but it wasn't."Lily, sweetie," Birdie sighed and brushed my hair back. "I act like
Thanksgiving is over, and it's the third week of December were the craziest holiday starts because Christmas is almost here, and three weeks ago, I had a date at the mall, Christmas shopping with Grant.My heart shattered once more since I let Liam go, but it was for the best. Back from the break and back to school could have been more comfortable. As I hang out with Effie and Logan, Liam is there with his arms wrapped around another girl. I am urged to run, but I stand my ground and act like it is nothing. Seeing him with another girl broke my heart, but I had to erase my bad and sometimes good times with him.I hugged my books against my chest while watching Effie talk about her shopping fiasco. Her grandfather gave her a black card to go out and shop; Effie first objected because she didn't want to use his money. She was not judging but wanted to use what she had earned. Odin pressured her and used whatever she wanted to buy, so she gave in and went shopping last weekend and bought
After a while, Sam and Grant talked while Clark and I walked to the restroom but stopped by the entrance. We were in the hall with each person passing by until there wear no more."Lily, what's going on?" Clark suddenly asks, his arms crossed over his chest, staring at me.I looked away and pursed my lips. "Nothing is wrong," I said. "Why do you ask?""I asked because you were so in love with Liam, and suddenly you are dating someone who isn't Liam. What happened during Thanksgiving?""Nothing." I was baffled and then sighed. "Liam and I had our difference and decided to drift apart.""What about the engagement? I specifically remembered that you and Liam are-""Fake.""What?" Clark's voice was stern."The fiancé with Liam was all a fake, an act to get me out of my prior engagement with Kareem. Odin planned it out and with Liam's proposal that our relationship is nothing but an act."Clark pinched the bridge of his nose where his nice frame was pushed up. "So, all this time, you and L
It's hard to let go of someone you love when that person has to be my lab partner today.Bio sucks, all my AP classes suck, but I needed the credit. AP Biology is the worst, and my partner had food poisoning. So, Mrs. Granger had me pair up with the one person I wanted to avoid at all costs, and he felt the same.Liam was alone too, and his partner was Chase Abbott, who was absent too with an unknown excuse.So, sarcastically today is my lucky day.I'm so fucked.Luckily, though, today's lab is the last day dissecting a frog. This class has been nothing but a butchering class instead because all we ever did through this year was dissecting from cats, pigs, and rats - which I almost threw up every time the insides were shown. I had to excuse myself to puke out in the restroom and return as if I had a weak stomach. In truth, I have a living being making me feel like this.It's almost a week before the cruise, and I'm having second thoughts. Ever since Grant learned about everything invo
Sydney sighed. "Well, the cat is out of the bag. Thanks, Lily."I bit my lips. "I-I'm sorry.""Liam, I'm a guy. But I'm gay, but I also like girls, so I'm bisexual. Why do you think I tried to get close to you, Lily."My face flushed as I remembered his encounters and how much he flirted with me when I first joined the club. I thought he was being nice.Liam stayed silent until he managed to speak. "But your name is Sydney, and your boobs are real...right?""My parents named me Sydney because I was conceived in Sydney, Australia. Although it sounds like a girl, they gave me the name. And as for my boobs, transplant." Sydney cupped her breast. "Took me years to pay off the operation. Just waiting for the next."Liam gagged and cleared his throat, not wanting to be discriminating and disgusted, until he covered his mouth. "Give me a second." Then dash to the nearest restroom.""Sydney, I'm sorry." I looked down. "I didn't mean to yell out your secret. I just-""Don't get so worked up ab
"How do you like your steak?"I snapped my eyes up at Dad and frowned once he smiled."Finally, got your attention," he said. "I was beginning to think you have become deaf. What is the matter, Lily-pad? Ever since we arrived at the mall, you've been dozing off in La La Land, which I want to watch again because of Ryan Gosling."I inwardly rolled my eyes.Yesterday, Dad decided for us to have a mother-daughter bond. It was a good idea. I can buy things for the cruise, but instead, we stop at The Children's Place to shop for baby stuff before the arrival of my child in six months or less, and dad wants to be prepared.Papa has already made one of the rooms we use for storage into a nursery room for the baby. He started working on it two days ago, constructing it, removing all unnecessary things and will begin the painting soon.I only agreed to go because of shopping for the cruise, but we are here looking at newborn onesies."Oh my god, this one is cute," Dad held up a blue onesie wit
The wait is here. I stared in awe at the massive cruise ship, and I'll spend my time there for one week. I let my arms wide open and smelled the ocean breeze. Although it's not refreshing, I didn't care. After I told Grant everything about the fake marriage with Liam, I didn't tell him who set up this outfit. Grant was understanding but also worried that I'd be hurt, and I had to spend one week with my fake fiancé in front of my grandparents. I reassured him nothing wrong would happen. Liam and I had an agreement. So, right after school was done for winter break, Liam and I would have to fly to Miami to get on our cruise. As I said my goodbyes to my parents, Dad bawling his eyes out once again, Papa had to comfort him. Then he set his sights on Liam once he arrived with Effie and Logan in the car and shot baleful glares at him as a warning. Arriving at the LAX airport, I said my goodbyes to Effie, giving her a tight hug and a light one to Logan. Liam did the same, kissing my best f