Introduction

They say cherish the memories of your love one's that have died but remembering everything about that person and then you realizing that it's only memories and you won't be able to make more memories with them is the worst form of toture. It only makes you miserable.

I once had a beautiful and peacefull life that wasn't full of death and misery. I was ready to start a family with the love of my life but unfortunately the universe didn't agree with it. Fate had decided to take him and our unborn baby away from me. I lost my mother and baby sister. My older brother Alessandro was killed on his way home. The only people I have left in my dark and misrebale life is my dear father, twin brother and little brother. Since everything happened it has already been 7 years and I became a knew person, I even myself don't recognise. A cold hearted and ruthless person known a Sophia Romano by the outside people but also known as Khaalida to my people.When I was seven years old I was kidnapped and was an experiment for some people. I still don't know what they have done to me, what kind of experiments they did but since that day my father found me in that warehouse I was different, I felt different.

7 years after I was found in that warehouse I tried to kill myself multiple times but something wouldn't let me die. It felt as if something dark took over my body and I wasn't Sophia anymore. I told my father about it and he wanted to see for himself so my dear father shot me, in my abdomen and just stood there, staring at me as I blead out on our kitchen floor. I can still remember how much pain I was how I laid there as my life drained from my eyes.. I can still remeber , how I died and woke up after a few minutes. My father looked at me and smiled that evil smile of his. Since that day everything changed. So we decided what ever was taking over my body when I am near death or is sappose to die to call it Khaalida, not we it was basically my little brother Lucas who came uo with it after he done his own research. For the past few years I learned how to control it. Now I can control it when and where I want Khaalida to appear but when I give her control I can do stuff I never thought I could do.

I made a vowe to myself to never fall in love again because it is only a weakness in our world and the craziest thing is I fell in love with the King of the underworld and the mafia boss of the Italian mafia. What I didn't know was that everything I thought I knew my whole life, was a lie. My whole life was a lie.