LOGINLilith's POV
The sound of running water fills everywhere, echoing in the bathroom.
Steam fills the air until it's almost heavy and thick, the scent of expensive jasmine clogging my nostrils…the kind my mother loved.
But no matter how much perfume is poured, it still can't reduce the bitter, metallic stench of blood at the back of my nostrils….my mother's blood.
At this moment, I feel empty, as though my consciousness has floated elsewhere, staring down at the maids as they mindlessly scrubbed the hell out of my skin.
They don't even try to be gentle just keep scrubbing my legs so hard, the skin bruises, turning bright red.
And each time they scrub the spot where her blood touched me earlier, I subconsciously flinched, the urge to scream out until I can't anymore rise. But unfortunately, my throat feels tight, as though I swallowed broken glass.
I just gaze lifelessly at the mirror, my eyes lingering on the black diamonds choker. It still sits right on my neck; a wicked reminder that I don't belong to myself anymore, but to three devils.
“st…stop” I whisper, my voice cracking and raw. “I..I can wash myself, please”
The head maid frowns, not bothering to look at me as she pours a thick, gold oil on my shoulders. “You're wanted perfect by the Triad, Lilith” she says, her eyes hardening. “And we received orders to make sure you're….perfect” she then grabs another bottle of oil. “Your mother's dead. Don't ruin your already swollen face with more tears”
Just then, the senior maids finally let go of me, walking out to go get my supposed wedding clothes. But one maid stays behind. She's wearing a surgical mask and a cap that hides her face.
I press my knees towards my chest, trembling in the corner of the huge marble tub. But suddenly, the girl locks the heavy door behind her. I flinch, my heart almost jumping into my throat.
But when she pulls her mask down, my eyes widen in shock.
My best friend, Sloane. What the hell was she doing here?
Sl…Sloane?” I say, almost yelling. The sob lingering in my chest finally breaks out. It's messy and loud. I run out of the water without any care, wrapping a towel around my body.
“Oh, goddess, Sloane…you…you saw everything that happened. They….those devils, they killed my mother! Help me get out of here, Jax….”
“He's gone, Lilith” Sloane says in a calm tone which almost scares me, gripping my shoulders steadily. “Jax is halfway to the border as we speak with a bag full of cash. And there's no ‘escaping’ here for you. At least not through the door”
I stumble, the world spinning. “Jax…he…he really left me?”
She doesn't reply, just reaches for her pocket and pulls out a tiny bottle. Inside is a dark, glittering liquid that swirls like oil mixed with something else I can't fathom.
“This is Nightshade Marrow” she says in a low whisper, placing the cold bottle in my palm.
“Smear it across your lips. The second their skin touches yours, they'll be dead. It would look like a heart attack, like they died from extreme excitement”
A frown forms on my forehead as I look at the bottle, my hands trembling so hard, I almost dropped the glass. “I…I'm not a killer, Sloane. I can't”
Sloane frowns, digging her skin into my skin, her eyes burning with rage. “They fucking killed your mother right in your eyes! And they'll use you like an animal until you start thinking you're one, Lilith! Do you want to spend your life as a sex doll for those three devils, huh?! Kiss them! Kill them! Do it for your mother”
Before I can say another thing, she lets me go and slips out just as the other maids are about to come in.
The older maids dressed me in a white silk held together by thin gold chains. It's so transparent I might as well go in naked.
After that, I'm led to the main room.
I'm standing in front of the mirror, my heart beating violently. I stare at the poison. Just then, I hear heavy feets approaching the door…. it's them, the Triad.
With shaking fingers, I open the bottle in a hurry and rub the liquid over my lips, then discard it in a hidden corner. My lips now look unnaturally swollen and red….like a doll made for a funeral.
The big doors open. Malakai, Vane, and Roman walk in. They took off their jackets. Their shirts are open, sleeves rolled up. They look like animals ready to eat.
"Leave us," Malakai says. The maids leave fast. Malakai looks at me. He tilts his head, noticing something. I'm not crying. I'm just standing there, quiet.
Roman walks over, touching the bed. "Look," he says with a mean smile. "She stopped crying. She almost looks... like she wants us here."
Vane goes to the door. Click. The lock sounds like a gunshot
The doors creak open. Malakai, Vane, and Roman walk in. They took off their jackets, their shirts open, sleeves rolled up. They look like animals ready to eat.
"Leave us," Malakai says. The maids leave fast. Malakai looks at me. He tilts his head, noticing something. I'm not crying, I'm just standing there, quiet.
Roman walks over, touching the bed. "Look," he says with a mean smile. "She stopped crying. She almost looks... like she wants us here."
Vane goes to the door. One Click. The lock sounds like a gunshot.
Malakai walks to the bed. He lifts my chin, makes me look at him. My heart is beating loudly. My lips are tingling, It's a weird, numb feeling. Sloane never told me what it would do to me.
Malakai leans down. His face is so close that I smell the woodsy scent on his skin.
Just then, he suddenly stops, his nostrils flares.
"You smell different tonight, Lilith," he says. His thumb touches my lip, picks up some oil. "Sweet. Like flowers at a funeral."
He stares at his thumb, then back at my wide, terrified eyes.
Slowly, he raises his thumb to his own tongue.
The vortex didn't just spit us out. It tried to kill us on the way down.We hit the ground so hard my teeth rattled in my skull, and the impact sent me sliding across sand that glowed this weird violet color under a sky with two moons hanging in it like someone's bad dream. I was coughing before I even stopped moving, dust coating my throat and my lungs screaming for air that tasted like copper and something sweet I couldn't name. My hands were already moving though, patting down my chest, my legs, checking for holes or blood or anything missing because the last thing I remembered was the mainframe exploding and Lilith screaming my name and Ronan grabbing the toddler and Vane throwing himself over the twins and then nothing but white light and the feeling of being ripped apart molecule by molecule."Everyone alive?!" I roared, kicking away a chunk of debris that looked like it used to be part of a wall. My voice came out rough and broken, but it was loud enough. I reached down and gra
The crystal cathedral shattered into a thousand pieces of light as ten versions of my mate came charging through the rubble, and I swear to every god in every dimension, my heart stopped beating for a full three seconds.Ten Malakais. Ten identical, corrupted, starlight-infested copies of the man I loved, all moving in perfect synchronization like some kind of nightmare choreography. Their heavy broadswords caught the flickering light of the dying crystal pillars, and their red eyes, so familiar and so horrifyingly wrong, locked onto us with murderous intent.But our real Kai? He didn't flinch. He didn't even take a step back. Instead, he planted his feet on the cracking crystal floor and let out a roar that literally shattered the windows above us. The sound vibrated through my chest, through my bones, through the very bedrock of the Outer Void itself, and I watched the corrupted duplicates hesitate for just a fraction of a second.That was all we needed."Get behind me, Queen!" Kai
The cathedral doors didn't just open. They exploded inward like someone had strapped dynamite to them and lit the fuse with pure spite. Stone fragments flew past my head and I ducked behind a broken pillar, my heart hammering so hard I could feel it in my throat. Dust and debris clouded everything, and for a second I couldn't see anything except shadows and wreckage.Then he stepped through the smoke.I felt my blood turn to ice.It was Kai. Same height, same broad shoulders, same scar cutting through his left eyebrow that I'd traced with my fingers a hundred times. Same broadsword resting on his shoulder like it weighed nothing. But his scent hit me a second later and I almost gagged. It was wrong. So wrong. Like someone had taken everything good about Kai and soaked it in gasoline and rotten candy. That toxic, sugary rot of the Outer Void clung to him like a second skin."Look at this pathetic little family reunion," the duplicate said, stepping over the rubble with a casualness tha
The monitor screen flashed red.UPLOAD FAILED. FILE DELETED.I watched those words blink once, twice, and then Ronan's body went completely still on the altar. No rise and fall of his chest. No twitch in his fingers. Just flat, dead silence.The datalink cable that had been connected to his spine melted into useless slag, dripping hot metal onto the crystal floor with a sickening sizzle.I didn't scream. I didn't cry. I didn't fall to my knees and beg some invisible god to reverse what I was seeing.I reared back and punched straight through the main console.The glass shattered. The screens died. A million glowing pieces of shrapnel exploded outward like I'd just detonated a bomb, and honestly, maybe I had. My knuckles split open, blood running down my wrist, but I didn't feel it. I couldn't feel anything except the roaring in my skull that kept saying the same thing over and over.They're not gone. They're not gone. They're not fucking gone."Kai, stop!" Vane grabbed my arm from beh
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The First Sire's head exploded in a shower of black ichor and ancient bone fragments, and I watched it happen through the scope of my rifle with absolutely zero satisfaction. Not even a little bit. Not even a flicker of that usual post-kill rush that used to make my hands steady and my breathing even out. Because killing him didn't matter. Killing him didn't fix anything. Killing him was just me pulling a trigger while my nephew's body kept breathing on that obsidian altar like some kind of horrifying puppet.I lowered my rifle and just stood there, frozen, watching Lilith cradle Kai's small body against her chest. His chest was moving. Up and down. Up and down. Regular as clockwork. His lungs were working perfectly. His heart was beating exactly the way a three-year-old's heart should beat. But his eyes were wide open and completely empty, like someone had taken a paintbrush and just wiped away everything that made him him."Don't do that," Vane whispered, and I realized I'd been hol
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