LOGINLogan--
I don't know why, but I didn't expect to be having so much… fun. I knew Emory and I would have chemistry, and I even expected we would get along well together because we're mates. That's how mates work. What I didn't expect was for her to be so funny when I can finally get her to relax enough to think through the instinctive arousal– not that I mind that, either.
When I first caught her heady scent after asking her to dinner, I thought I was going to pass out from all the blood leaving my brain. I can't even think of anything to compare it to, it's just… my new favorite smell. There’s a musky note, along with something sweet and floral– maybe orange blossoms? It makes me want to edge her all day every day, just so I can let that fragrance permeate my skin and hair and nose and every molecule of me– but then I realize everyone else like me would be smelling her, too, and I’m already far too possessive of her for that. It’s hard enough to share her smiles with anyone else. She sweetly said goodbye to the security team on the way out, while I tried hard not to make eye contact. Fortunately, they didn’t say anything to me.
I am, admittedly, struggling to keep my wolf leashed. His idea of a great ice breaker is to pull her into one of these filthy alleys, slam her against a wall, and make out with her. That might work with a she wolf, who could smell our connection as well as I can, but a human requires a lighter touch. Or no touching at all, in the very beginning. Another issue that my wolf is having is that she lives in a less-than-safe part of town. Our mate has to be alive and whole in order to be ours forever. I share this particular issue but obviously there isn’t much I can do about it until I find out who owns her building. If I can get them to sell, I can do an overhaul and make sure she has the best security measures available until we get to know each other well enough to move her in with me. I wonder if Ollie and James would have anything relevant to that project? I’ll have to ask him later.
“So tell me, Emory, are you from the city? You have a Southern accent, so my guess is no.” I wonder how far she lives from her family? I just barely manage to step around a questionable puddle when I look over for her answer.
“I’m actually from North Carolina, out in the boonies. I just felt so stifled, surrounded by cow fields and tractors. I love the options of the city, even if I miss the silence of back home sometimes. The traffic here is nonstop, and I'm sure one day I'll find it comforting like I do hearing the trains back home. The arguing of my neighbors is a little harder to get used to.” So she’s not a fan of her building. Cheap soundproofing is a hallmark of shortcuts taken elsewhere, and Emory deserves better and safer. I bet there's not even a lock on the front door.
“My parents and siblings all still live there– scraping together a living until I ‘make it big’ and bring them all to live with me. I’m not sure we’d all make it if we tried to live together again, though. I remember some legendary fights between my brothers and I, growing up.” Good. She’s staying here. We’ll figure out a guest house for the rest of her family or something along those lines.
“Brothers, plural? How many siblings do you have?” Brothers might be a problem. I have… a bit of a reputation… and I wouldn’t want to hurt them when we’re all just trying to make sure Emory is happy and safe. Best not to go in expecting enemies where I could find allies, though.
“Just three, two brothers and a sister. We alternated– boy, girl, boy, girl– and I’m the second of us. My older brother is Bryan, then me, then Hunter, then the youngest and most spoiled is Elliana. Hunter seems to think that just because he got bigger than me, that makes him my big brother too, but I’ll always remember putting dresses on him when we were little. Do you have siblings?”
Emory--Since I met Logan, he’s starred in my dreams pretty often. It’s even more common with the mind link now– we often even share dreams at night, both of us mentally practicing meetings Logan has set for the next day, or running as his wolf, or finding out that we’re late for one of my exams and also forgot to put on pants. It’s a little disorienting to wake up from a dream and already know Logan’s opinion about it, or to look over in the middle of one and see him in full detail next to me when everyone else is just an indistinct impression of themselves. That being said, we don’t often have sex dreams together. Usually, we go to bed sated or even sore and we manage to make it six to eight entire hours before we’re desperate for each other again.I’m in for a rare treat. I so seldom have sex dreams of Logan, and knowing he’s not home yet to see and critique anything means I’m feeli
Logan--Today was the earliest I was able to get wolves over to pick up the things Emory wanted to keep in her apartment. She assured me it was mostly keepsakes and favorite clothing that she left in her “don’t toss” pile, so imagine my surprise when I find a couple of the pack chuckling to themselves over a box at the front gate. Thinking they’re laughing at pictures of awkward preteen Emory, I steel myself not to laugh as well. I’ve seen a couple of the pictures and they’re not pretty, but they’re adorable in an ugly-duckling kind of way. She grew up to be a swan, so the pictures of her with braces and frizzy hair are almost unbearably endearing. I walk up behind them, unable to see what they’re holding while they’re huddled together like they are. “What’s the joke, gentlem
Emory--This might be the worst idea I’ve ever had. Somehow, I thought I’d just have like a training montage of exercise, then I’d throw a few punches at Hammer’s hands, and then we’d high five while the sweat dripped attractively down the sides of our faces, and I’d know how to fight. I even got myself cute workout clothes– a matching leggings and crop top set, and a hydro flask with not one drop of alcohol in it. I’m even wearing sneakers, for crying out loud. I pulled my hair up in a high pony and fully planned to look dewy and adorable when Logan got home tonight. It’s obvious in hindsight, but none of that is what’s happening. What’s happening is fucking laps. I’m running and choking and possibly dying while Hammer literally runs circles around me for “encouragement”.&nbs
Emory--When Hammer and I arrive back at the pack house, he leads me directly into the sitting room. He gestures at me to sit in my favorite seat– a rich burgundy wingback chair with vintage scrolling in the fabric that’s small enough to allow my feet to touch the floor– and paces in front of me as I settle in. Once I’m still, he pulls a taller chair across the room until it’s directly in front of mine and sits in it backwards. I don’t tell him that sitting like that makes him look like some mutated youth pastor, but I want to. He folds his arms on the back of the chair and studies me for a moment as I try not to fidget. “You know what I need to know. Talk.” I smile sheepishly, unsure where to begin o
Logan--“I haven’t read anything about humans becoming shifters in any of the records of fated mates here. Granted, we don’t have an abundance of records about fated mates, and even those have almost exclusively been between shifters only. We haven’t written much as a species about human-shifter matings because of the subliminal prejudice against humans we carry. We believe them to be lesser in our subconscious, and so why would we write about them? Really, I should do more research on that subject, as well– it’s simply fascinating how the cognitive dissonance of them greatly outnumbering us and being a danger to our existence as a whole contrasts with our instinctive contempt of them when faced with individual subjects. I wonder if…” I can feel my attention drifting as Arthur’s monologue continues down the rabbit trail he’s gained interest in.
Emory--Riding with Hammer and Silverson is more entertaining than I thought it would be. They’re spending the whole drive talking about security terms and strategies, as well as different classes that can be taken to get better at them. I had no idea Silverson had served in the military as well. I wonder what the percentages look like for humans vs shifters in the armed forces? Do they get together and watch each others’ backs? Or do they mostly ignore each other? I don’t want to interrupt their camaraderie to ask, so I hold onto my questions until the ride back. We arrive at the apartment building and Hammer takes a short second to give me side eye and a quick head shake. “No wonder Logan couldn’t leave you alone here. It’s a shithole.” I’m still figuring out how to articulate offense but also agr







