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Lonely In The World
Lonely In The World
作者: Goldie Lane

Chapter 1

作者: Goldie Lane
Luna Bloom excitedly grabbed my arm.

“Really? Petra, did you really say yes?”

She shook me back and forth forcefully. I could taste blood in my mouth.

I forced myself to swallow the blood.

My mother was shocked as she said in awe, “How strange, our little firecracker is not throwing a tantrum this time.”

My mother hugged Luna and touched the beauty mark underneath her eye.

She sized Luna up and nodded in satisfaction.

Then, she peered at me.

“At least you’re still self-aware.

“Asher graduated from a top university. He’s an excellent, charming young man. He is a match-made in heaven with Luna.

“Tell me, do you really think you deserve to be with Asher?”

Luna tugged on my mother’s sleeve as she blushed.

“Mom, don’t talk about Petra like that…”

My mother finally stopped being mean.

She then wrapped herself around my shoulder with a smile. She touched the tip of my nose.

“Alright, I’m just joking.

“You’re always carefree. I bet you won’t get angry over such trivial matters, right?”

I leaned in my mother’s embrace and tried to greedily enjoy the little bit of warmth left.

All my intimate moments with my mother were very short-lived.

Actually, my mother was right. I would not be angry.

No matter what she said to me, be it comforting words or angry yells, I would treat it like a trophy to be won.

Even if she was taking a jab at me, I would be happy.

Since I was young, I knew that if I did not fight for myself, I would not get anything.

Once, my mother was trying to get Luna to drink some cough syrup.

Luna had frowned and refused to drink. My mother was gently coaxing her.

Suddenly, I really wanted to try the cough syrup.

I only wanted to try it because I wanted to know how it felt to be coaxed and fed by my mother.

Hence, I charged forward and took the cup over and downed the liquid.

However, when I tasted it, I realized that it was merely fruit juice.

I licked my lips and looked up in shock.

Before I could even speak, my mother had slapped me.

I stumbled as my cheek burned.

My mother trembled in rage as she pointed at me with a shaking finger.

“Petra, why are you this naughty?!

“Have I not been feeding you? Why would you snatch this from Luna? How shameless could you be?

“Get out! I don’t want you as a daughter. I won’t depend on you when I’m older!”

My mother prodded my temple and woke me up from my memory.

“Why are you in a daze?”

She frowned and then sounded impatient as she usually did with me.

“Did you not hear anything I just said? In the future, you must maintain a distance from Asher.

“If the cat is out of the bag, I won’t forgive you.”

My throat tensed up when I heard Asher’s name.

I looked down and did not dare to look at Luna, who was walking toward Asher.

Would he recognize me?

He had been my lover for four years. Would he recognize that the young woman standing before him was not me?

Luna took a deep breath and smoothed her dress before she walked toward Asher. She looked up at him.

“Asher…”

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    I stared at my mother’s back and suddenly recalled a winter from years ago. At that time, Luna was having the flu. My mother prepared a ginger shot and fed her by the spoonful. She carefully fed Luna so that no ginger juice would dribble down. I hid behind the door, as I did not dare to go in. I was also having the flu. I found it hard to breathe, and my throat was burning up. However, I did not dare to say anything. I was afraid my mother would lose her patience if I mentioned it. She would scold me and thought I was fighting for her attention. In the end, she finally saw me when she turned around. She was momentarily stunned as she waved me over. I was delighted. I ran over and waited for her to feed me too. However, she passed me the empty bowl and gestured dismissively. “Petra, I can’t leave Luna now. Wash the bowl and refill the kettle on the stove.”I held that bowl and froze. There were still some juices left. I secretly licked it, and it was so sp

  • Lonely In The World   Chapter 9

    On the day of my funeral, it was raining. It rained for the whole day, just like tears that never dried. My mother said my funeral had to be grand. She spent half of her savings on it. Luna did not stop her. She just supported her in the funeral arrangements. Her eyes were swollen, and she was a lot quieter than before. Asher ordered the best coffin, and he chose a good spot in the graveyard with the most sunlight. He said that I was afraid of the cold, and I would always curl up when I slept in the winter. I would only rest well if there was sunlight. Someone asked who Asher was. He stepped forward and told everyone that he was my husband. My mother started crying when she heard that. She turned around to wipe her tears away. All my relatives showed up on the day of my burial. I stood beside my tombstone and looked at my name carved on the marble. Luna stood before my grave. She was holding a bunch of flowers, and she slowly placed them on my grave. She loo

  • Lonely In The World   Chapter 8

    Asher carried me out of the bridal shop. He walked very slowly. Even though he was covered in sweat, he was unwilling to rest. My mother stumbled behind him. Luna supported her so she would not fall over. Luna’s make-up was ruined from her tears. Asher walked and kept staring at my face. “Petra, do you know? I still remember your face when you pass me the love letter. “You were pacing back and forth before the library entrance. You were holding the letter so hard before placing it on my desk. Then, you blushed and ran off.”He suddenly laughed. “When I opened the letter, you hadn’t even written a single word. “You wrote and erased it, and you repeated it so many times. In the end, you chose to not say anything.“I thought to myself, ‘How silly was this young lady?’”I listened as I immersed myself in the same memory. I smiled. As I smiled, I started to cry. He continued walking, and his voice became softer. “Then, you pursued me for an entire semester. “You

  • Lonely In The World   Chapter 7

    Asher kneeled down before me and reached out his hand. He lightly caressed my cold cheeks, and he felt the coldness spreading from his palm to his limbs. He kept tracing my features. The face that he looked at for four years became extremely quiet and unfamiliar. Asher was overwhelmed by immense grief and pain. He felt as though he no longer had any strength in his body. Even on his knees, he was swaying. He stumbled forward, and his forehead landed on my shoulder. Asher’s voice was extremely hoarse. “Silly Petra, why didn’t you tell us that you’re sick? Why did you bear the pain alone?”He held my cold fingers, as if he would be able to warm them up. “You must’ve been suffering all this while!“I’m a horrible person. How could I treat you like that?”He held my hand many times. His hands were a lot warmer than mine during winters. In the library, he would try to warm my hands in his. When it was summer, he did not like to hold my hand because of the hot weathe

  • Lonely In The World   Chapter 6

    My mother launched forward and grabbed the doctor’s sleeve. She begged him.“Doctor, please save my daughter!” I sighed. “Mom, it’s no use. Don’t do this.” I looked at my headstrong mother begging the doctor to save me. I felt an indescribable pain in my heart. When Luna changed into the wedding gown and walked out, it was completely empty in the corridor. She followed the noise and appeared with a smile on her face. “Mom, Asher, what are you doing here?”Luna walked in from the corner and saw the doctor and our crying mother. Asher was standing against the wall. He looked as though he was an empty shell. Luna stopped in her tracks. The smile slowly disappeared from her face. Her throat tightened. “Mom, what’s wrong? What happened? Why are you crying?”My mother hid her face in her hands as she sobbed. She was trembling violently and could not say a single word. Luna turned to look at Asher. Asher looked away and wiped the tears from his eyes. Luna’s fa

  • Lonely In The World   Chapter 5

    My mother walked forward with a pale face as she stared at the scene in disbelief. She wanted to help me up from the floor with her trembling hands.However, I was completely limp, as though I was just a puppet. She could not move me after two attempts. Her voice became high-pitched from anxiousness. “Petra, I’m here. What’s wrong with you?“Don’t be afraid, I’m here.” I did not know why my soul had not disappeared after I died. I stood beside her and helplessly watched the scene. My mother was still shaking me. She sounded more and more anxious. “Petra, open your eyes! Look at me!” She finally realized she could not carry me. She turned around and yelled at Asher. “Call an ambulance! Quick, call it!” It was then Asher came to his senses. He took out his phone. His fingers were trembling so violently he could barely press on the right numbers. After he ended the call, he pushed my mother aside and kneeled down. My mother screamed and started to struggle.

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