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I stared at my mother’s back and suddenly recalled a winter from years ago. At that time, Luna was having the flu. My mother prepared a ginger shot and fed her by the spoonful. She carefully fed Luna so that no ginger juice would dribble down. I hid behind the door, as I did not dare to go in. I was also having the flu. I found it hard to breathe, and my throat was burning up. However, I did not dare to say anything. I was afraid my mother would lose her patience if I mentioned it. She would scold me and thought I was fighting for her attention. In the end, she finally saw me when she turned around. She was momentarily stunned as she waved me over. I was delighted. I ran over and waited for her to feed me too. However, she passed me the empty bowl and gestured dismissively. “Petra, I can’t leave Luna now. Wash the bowl and refill the kettle on the stove.”I held that bowl and froze. There were still some juices left. I secretly licked it, and it was so sp
On the day of my funeral, it was raining. It rained for the whole day, just like tears that never dried. My mother said my funeral had to be grand. She spent half of her savings on it. Luna did not stop her. She just supported her in the funeral arrangements. Her eyes were swollen, and she was a lot quieter than before. Asher ordered the best coffin, and he chose a good spot in the graveyard with the most sunlight. He said that I was afraid of the cold, and I would always curl up when I slept in the winter. I would only rest well if there was sunlight. Someone asked who Asher was. He stepped forward and told everyone that he was my husband. My mother started crying when she heard that. She turned around to wipe her tears away. All my relatives showed up on the day of my burial. I stood beside my tombstone and looked at my name carved on the marble. Luna stood before my grave. She was holding a bunch of flowers, and she slowly placed them on my grave. She loo
Asher carried me out of the bridal shop. He walked very slowly. Even though he was covered in sweat, he was unwilling to rest. My mother stumbled behind him. Luna supported her so she would not fall over. Luna’s make-up was ruined from her tears. Asher walked and kept staring at my face. “Petra, do you know? I still remember your face when you pass me the love letter. “You were pacing back and forth before the library entrance. You were holding the letter so hard before placing it on my desk. Then, you blushed and ran off.”He suddenly laughed. “When I opened the letter, you hadn’t even written a single word. “You wrote and erased it, and you repeated it so many times. In the end, you chose to not say anything.“I thought to myself, ‘How silly was this young lady?’”I listened as I immersed myself in the same memory. I smiled. As I smiled, I started to cry. He continued walking, and his voice became softer. “Then, you pursued me for an entire semester. “You
Asher kneeled down before me and reached out his hand. He lightly caressed my cold cheeks, and he felt the coldness spreading from his palm to his limbs. He kept tracing my features. The face that he looked at for four years became extremely quiet and unfamiliar. Asher was overwhelmed by immense grief and pain. He felt as though he no longer had any strength in his body. Even on his knees, he was swaying. He stumbled forward, and his forehead landed on my shoulder. Asher’s voice was extremely hoarse. “Silly Petra, why didn’t you tell us that you’re sick? Why did you bear the pain alone?”He held my cold fingers, as if he would be able to warm them up. “You must’ve been suffering all this while!“I’m a horrible person. How could I treat you like that?”He held my hand many times. His hands were a lot warmer than mine during winters. In the library, he would try to warm my hands in his. When it was summer, he did not like to hold my hand because of the hot weathe
My mother launched forward and grabbed the doctor’s sleeve. She begged him.“Doctor, please save my daughter!” I sighed. “Mom, it’s no use. Don’t do this.” I looked at my headstrong mother begging the doctor to save me. I felt an indescribable pain in my heart. When Luna changed into the wedding gown and walked out, it was completely empty in the corridor. She followed the noise and appeared with a smile on her face. “Mom, Asher, what are you doing here?”Luna walked in from the corner and saw the doctor and our crying mother. Asher was standing against the wall. He looked as though he was an empty shell. Luna stopped in her tracks. The smile slowly disappeared from her face. Her throat tightened. “Mom, what’s wrong? What happened? Why are you crying?”My mother hid her face in her hands as she sobbed. She was trembling violently and could not say a single word. Luna turned to look at Asher. Asher looked away and wiped the tears from his eyes. Luna’s fa
My mother walked forward with a pale face as she stared at the scene in disbelief. She wanted to help me up from the floor with her trembling hands.However, I was completely limp, as though I was just a puppet. She could not move me after two attempts. Her voice became high-pitched from anxiousness. “Petra, I’m here. What’s wrong with you?“Don’t be afraid, I’m here.” I did not know why my soul had not disappeared after I died. I stood beside her and helplessly watched the scene. My mother was still shaking me. She sounded more and more anxious. “Petra, open your eyes! Look at me!” She finally realized she could not carry me. She turned around and yelled at Asher. “Call an ambulance! Quick, call it!” It was then Asher came to his senses. He took out his phone. His fingers were trembling so violently he could barely press on the right numbers. After he ended the call, he pushed my mother aside and kneeled down. My mother screamed and started to struggle.







