The embarrassment I faced with the flight attendant back there compels me to hide my face throughout the whole day. It was the first time I ever took a flight anywhere, acting paranoid could be an effect of a phobia I guess, turning back was no option. I have come here to study and work and that I will fulfill.
I took my bags finally after numerous checking and walked around the airport aimlessly 'where is the damn door?' I walked from corner to corner, door to another door but all I found was bathrooms or offices, how did I even get there. I tried other glass doors in front of me but I could not find any door that led outside. The crowds here were too much and the airport was large, finding the door has now become a deep search for me.
"Excuse me miss?" I twisted around to find a security guard holding a walki-talki on his hand.
"Yes?" I answered trying not to sound nervous or suspecting. If I acted in a strange manner I could be detained as a suspect 'bubbling feeling don't fail me now' I begged my nerves.
"Can I help you? I've noticed you were roaming the wrong direction for sometime."
'wow they have been watching me since, how come I didn't notice'
'It's technology local girl. Places like this have security cameras. Think of it how will they catch criminals without them, think dumbass'
'oh shut up bossy Lolo before I hurt your back'
'You can't hurt me because I am part of you' shit she is right.
"Are you alright miss?"
I immediately snapped my head towards him. Act cool everything's going to be fine. "W- uh- I-There.." I cleared my throat. "I'm fine."
"Alright. I asked you where are you going to?"
"I..." I drifted again like my tongue has been tied from making out any word.
"Easy, take it slowly. You don't have to worry I am only here to help you." He assured me.
"I know where I am going but- I swear to god I don't want to admit it but I am kind of lost." I said feeling suddenly embarrassed.
He did not burst out laughing as I thought he would, his face was rather serious.
"Who are you looking for?" He asked me.
I put down my bag nervously scratching my neck, I looked around us, a few people with more security guards were at each point. Jesus tell me I did nothing wrong.
"I just needed to exit the airport that's all." I finally answered. I hoped within me he believed how else was I going to lie.
"That's easy follow me." He walked forward only to stop and turn back.
I looked at them suspiciously not quite believing them. It was my first time here in a foreign land and getting arrested is not what I plan for. I honestly don't know if I should trust him or them.
"Urr." I cocked my head to the side it was the way I showed how unsure I am.
"Miss please this way, you are not in trouble."
"And how do I know you are saying the truth?" I questioned him. I could feel the other security guards roll their eyes and make funny noises but I didn't care.
"Is this your first time here?"
"Yes"
"That explains it, I understand you feel nervous, but I promise you Miss there is nothing to be scared of. The way to the main doors is over there." He pointed at the direction he was taking me. Sorry, Mr but you got to lead the way first before I follow.
"Okay, lead the way." I told him. He gladly led the way ensuring I was following of course.
But he was right, he showed me the door I missed but I did not notice. I remembered very well that I passed this exact place multiple times but I never thought there was an entrance.
'I mean look at the large door girl, who wouldn't notice the door everything was of glass very transparent, wow Lorena you're so smart'
"Thank you officers I am so grateful."
"You're welcome Miss."
I moved forward to the door so I could find my ride but I was called back by the same officer.
"Your bag Miss." He said.
"Oh thank you so much, I forgot."
"And we aren't police officers."
"Thank you for the reminder." I smiled which he returned, my eyebrows raised at their own accord surprised he returned the gesture.
"Thank you, have a nice day."
"And you too." He replied.
I did as Glory Winston told me and looked for a man holding a white sign reading Miss Lorena. It wasn't too hard to find him with my name written boldly on a white piece is paper.
"Hi." I greeted the white man with the cardboard paper sign he smiled lightly and opened the back door for me. I felt a bit bad letting him do all the work but I think it was how they worked here, I wasn't used to this kind of gentleness and modern gestures but I liked it.
"Sir what about my bags?" I motioned to my two big bags sitting by my legs. Lifting them was big work for me not to talk of pulling them all the way out of the airport building.
"I will do that." He told me. Based on my upbringing and morals it was rude not to assist when someone was doing you a favor, especially when they are older than you but he assured me it was fine and I can get inside the car.
I stepped into the car and closed the door without his help, I don't want to feel terrible or guilty for letting him do the work 'I really need to get used to the way they live here, but with time I will get used to it, I look out the window enjoying the beautiful view of Paris. I took out my phone to call my mother before my driver came in.
"Hello mom!"
I heard shuffling from the other side I imagined she was looking for a private place to talk, she hates it when people try to listen to her conversation by now everyone at home would know I have left the country and would be pestering my mother for information so I don't blame her.
"My baby girl." She spoke after a while.
"I can see you are trying to avoid annoying neighbours." I chuckled.
"You know me too well baby girl."
"Yes I do."
I watched my driver get in and start the car.
"So are you already there? How beautiful is paris?" I can hear the excitement and happiness bubbling inside of her.
"Paris is great, can I call you back when I have settled in?" I asked her.
"Sure, I'll be waiting don't forget or I'll come myself and smack your butt."
"I won't."
"Bye."
"Bye." I waited for her to hang up before putting my phone out to take pictures. I saw the efil tower and a few traditional houses as he drove, they still live in those?
I think the insides are made to be modern but still retaining the old-fashioned look.
"It's so beautiful here." I accidentally voiced my thoughts.
"Yes it is." My driver answered. I sat uncomfortably thinking of what to say and do, he started a conversation with me what do I say back to get the conversation flowing, maybe I should reply or make a comment whatever.
"Are you a citizen here?" I cringed 'wrong choice' where did that come from? "I meant you don't only work here as a driver?" I tried not to sound dumb and creepy hoping not to make a fool of myself.
"It's okay Miss Lorena, well I am a born citizen of North America but I grew up here in France."
"That's nice. So where are we going to?"
"I am taking you first to your University then we go to your hotel room."
"My hotel room?" My ears perked up at the mention of me having a whole room to myself.
"Yes." I saw him smile from the rearview mirror. At least he wasn't making fun of me.
"You mean to say I have an hotel room of my own?" I asked again, the shock was still in my mind. It sounded so untrue too hard to believe for me. For the first time I will not be sharing a room. This is real royalty something to be cherished.
He chuckled softly at my reaction I am sure he has examined me as a local girl who has never had a room of her own from the way I acted, well I am that girl. If not that I love my family and I don't wish to ever go back to my country 'hopefully' this place is heaven to me.
"Yes and that not all."
"What am I missing?" I pushed for him to answer.
"You'll find out soon when you get there."
"Okay then. But I am already loving this place." I crossed my fingers behind my head and laid back
He laughed so did I. He pulled over in front of a massive building and went to open my door. I quickly stopped him by getting out myself. There was no need for any formalities.
"Thank you but I can walk out myself."
"As you wish Miss Lorena."
"You can call me just Lorena."
"Good."
"Please what's your name?"
"Sid."
"Nice short name. Oops don't get me wrong your name is nice."
"It's okay, so wait by the door someone will escort you inside."
"But my bags?"
"Will still be here, you are meeting someone now then we drive to your hotel."
"Okay. But you are sure I'll see you right here."
"Yes of course, where will I be going?"
"Alright, thank you sir."
"Don't thank me you're welcome."
It was strange to me that I trust my luggage with a complete stranger believing him when he said I was meeting someone here, what if he lied so he could rob me.
I need to be positive with my thoughts if I want to ever make it out here. With that, I stepped on the concrete path and waited for who I don't know. Let's hope she or he is not creepy cause I'm gonna get out of here.
It looked like no one was coming so I decided to head back to the taxi but a brown hair woman was approaching me already. I waited for her to come closer still not letting my guard down.She smiled when she got closer extending her hand to me when she was in reach."Hi Miss Lorena right?"I nod my head in response."Welcome to paris how was your trip?""Manageable?" I responded."Not quite the answer I was expecting." She looked at me but still controlled her manners."It was nice don't get me wrong, just the fear of flying that's all.""Hmm I see. It's normal to get those butterfly feelings when traveling for the first time, and I see you have brought your materials.""Yes ma'am." I shook my backpack slunged on my left shoulder to show I was ready to learn."Well Miss Price unfortunately you are not resuming today.""But I brought my stuffs with me.""Yes I see that, you wi
"Oh, I'm sorry I did not mean to bump into you." I looked up at them to apologise.I heard no word from him aside from the woman who followed him. She went all crazy on me for no reason and I can't understand why. "Watch it loser, you want to smack my man to the ground?" She snapped her voice sounding like crushed powder. "But I said I was sorry, I didn't see him there neither did I see you." I tried to explain without bursting out into unnecessary fights with a stranger. "How can't you see me, with those things for eyes. I am sure you can't afford such luxury in this hotel that's why you squat with your sugar daddy. I mean look at you, your dress is awful." The strange woman gave me an odd look, her eyes judging me. That's when I sparked. God sees I tried to be cautioned, kind, polite, and friendly to this rude woman and her companion but the wig stand has gone too far and I don't think I should be quiet anymore. She has gotten me to lose my pat
Holy sweet Jesus! “Do not panic Lorena, the elevator just stopped for a second you are not dead.” I tell myself. Usually it works but today just feels different as I was on the verge of hyperventilating. “Calm down, it’s not like you are trapped.” I tried to keep my cool but my nerves were far from being cool, I just want to burst out. “Hey-” A strange voice called out, I did not need to look back I just jerked my arm forward and elbowed the person from behind. I tried to use my second arm but it was held by the stranger, out of panic I screamed and thrashed around to get away. “Hold.” He gritted. I did not listen and engaged in a battle of dominance. The stranger and I fought wildly (without direct
"Lorena?" "Lorena?" I heard the telephone beep again followed by Miss Ivy’s concerned voice. I am sure my eyes were bloodshot right now because I barely slept a wink last night. The reason for my sleepless night was the strange package sitting at my door, but why am I getting so paranoid it is not like it was a bomb. Just some meaningless word written on a stupid piece of paper, no big deal right? I tried to convince myself but I don’t feel at all convinced. "Lorena are you there? Are you still in bed by this time?" Miss Ivy spoke from the phone speaker. "Yes ma'am." I whispered softly though it sounded like I was talking to myself. "Lorena are you there?" Her voice sounded strong and alert. "Yes…" I cleared my thr
"Holy, sweet Lord, how-" I stared at him in horror. "Surprise right?" He gave me a cocky grin while I was here feeling confused and crazed. ‘Wasn’t he just in that shop?’ "But- but- you- where- how-" "No need to give your brain a hard time, I am sure you remember me.” I just stare at him, shocked, confused, perplexed and freaked out. I mean he was the same guy I tried to avoid minutes ago, how is he here and where is the stocked fish? “Oh I see I got to remind you, well I am the same hot guy wh-" "I know who you are." I grimaced at him trying to keep my distance. "What I don't understand is how you got here so fast, it is not your car is it?"
I stirred in my sleep, twisting and turning, trying to find a comfortable spot to relax on But every toss and turned I took made my nerves agitated for some odd reason and kept me awake all through. My shoulder hurts badly not to talk of the pain coursing through my veins, it is like little needles piercing my skin. I tried to get comfortable but I couldn’t and I was just like ‘screw everything’ you know, then I sat up from the bouncing blankets I laid on. “Why is this bed too soft and bouncing?” I complained. My eyes were still shut and heavy to open, and I also felt drowsy. "You're awake." Someone exclaimed in the background. It took me a couple of minutes to register the source of the voice and my surroundings because my head still felt foggy. "I'm awake?" I asked myself.
“I thought you said you weren't taking me home." I asked him. He told me he won't take me back to the hotel and gave me a stupid condition that I should tell him my name. Well to hell with him and his money. I guess the only reason he decided to take me back was because I was of no use to him and I stubbornly refused to do as he told me ‘I knew one day the words that come out of my mouth will be useful’ I totally made him regret bringing me to his home, and it worked as I planned. "Well I thought about the meaningful things I have in my life and to keep them intact I need to get rid of the futile one." 'why do I get the feeling he was talking about me' he sure knows how to place a sassy come back. "You're
It has been three days since I last saw the creepy dude stalking me, I swear I hadn’t gotten any good sleep since I saw him and Ivy on the other hand did not relieve me from questions about my disappearance. She did warn me there are things I should comply with since I was a foreigner and I came into the country as a student she tried to update me about the rules and policies I needed to take in other to continue staying in the country. As far as I am concerned I am in love with this country and I don’t plan to leave anytime soon, I know that isn’t possible but what if it is possible. Two more days, just two more days and I will be starting my new life here in Paris, attending college for the first time and being myself in a long time. There is this weird joy and a bit of anxiety that is forming in the pit of my stomach about the happenings since Monday. I mean back home I was so excited about leav