Eric's POV
After the marriage ceremony was completed, I saw Angela going to Erish's bedroom.
Seeing her going into his room, I somehow feel anger in my heart. I felt jealous. But I can't show my frustration to her. Because this is all my fault.
From the beginning, I know that she is in love with Erish, not me. But still, I married her in place of Erish and now even though I married her, the one she thought and known as her husband is Erish, not me.
Only reckoning that I can feel a sharp pain through my heart. I really don't know how I should feel about this marriage.
I married my love, my Angela, But there is no happiness in my heart at all. I just feel a burden. I just feel like I'm a criminal who cheated her with her marriage.
What a disgusting night today!
Today is our first night. My first night with Angela but I don't have the right to touch her. And all she is waiting for in the room is Erish, not for me.
These are all things making my heart suffer more.
I'm just feeling like a joke who can't laugh in his own lines.
Right now I just feel frustrated and helpless. I don't know how I should react to this circumstance anymore. But I could not change this situation. I can not do anything. Because this is what I chose for me and all I did was cheat on her. Cheat her, with my so-called Erish identity.
I know she is waiting for me as Erish is in his room but I don't have the courage to face her again. I already used all my strength to marry her. But I can not go further from this.
After making this decision, I rushed to the bar room and started drinking non-stop. Without caring about anything. Not even my marriage night.
I just wanted to drink until I passed out. I want to remove all the memories of today and make myself feel less guilty. But what surprised me was that even after drinking many bottles, I still remember all the things. I remember her appearance, I remember her gentle smile, I remember how she looked at me, I remember how she reacted when I kissed her forehead. Everything is just crystal clear in my memory.
After tasting many bottles, I don't know how many hours passed. But realizing it's already midnight, I guessed Angela should be already asleep. So, finally I decided to go back to our room. But when I opened the door, I saw Angela was already standing in front of me.
When I came inside, she asked me gently if I was drunk.
Hearing her sweet voice, I just thought in my heart. It would be good if I could hear her sweet voice like this for my whole life.
Just thinking about that made my heart feel warm. Hearing no answer from me she again inquired coming in front of me. and this time I finally noticed what she was wearing.
She changed her bridal dress and wore a red nightgown which is too short and a little visible. I can see her sexy lingerie from above her gown. Her cleavage is half exposed and her dress barely covers her full hips. Her sexy curves could be seen very clearly.
Seeing her appearance, l lightly blushed and my body immediately reacted toward her. I don't want this now. This is too dangerous for her to wear something like this in front of me. I don't want to touch her until I tell her the truth and she accepts me.
A few hours ago I made the decision not to touch her but now I think I made the decision to be impulsive. Only her appearance is enough to make my little member aroused. I was just thinking all this in my mind when my eyes met her gentle eyes which were looking at me innocently and waiting for my answer. It feels like she already realized that I was watching her without taking my eyes off her and this made her feel somehow shy. Her cheeks have already become deep red only from my staring at her.
But I did not utter any words at all and seeing me silent, she came towards me closer and said something in her sweet tone. But I could not understand a single word she said because of my intoxication. I just kept looking at her shaking lips. I was already aroused by her appearance and now closely looked at her cute face and cherry lips for a long time.
I was just lost in words and the next moment I just thought of grabbing her in my arms and kissing her strawberry lips wildly. I want to taste her sweet lips. Her whole appearance just made my thoughts blur.
One second ago I didn't want to touch her but now I want her for myself. I want her in my bed. I want to press her body under me. My all desires, imagination gets wild and wild with every second. It feels like I want to taste her every bit.
But I controlled my inner thoughts and scolded myself. No ! What I'm thinking! This is all wrong. I can't do this to her. I don't want to feel more guilty now.
After making my thoughts clear, I just turned back to the door. But before I could make any move, she grabbed my hand and stopped me. I turned back to look at her.
"Where are you going, Erish? " She asked me with a confused face.
I don't know what to answer, so I just said " I just remembered some important work, so you should just sleep, it's already night." I explain in one breath.
However, hearing me, she became upset and mumbled in an upsetting tone "But Erish this is our first night."
After completing her sentence, she felt silent but her eyes became moist with tears.
When I saw her crying my heartfelt pain and suffering. I feel somehow helpless at this time. I don't want to make her sad on her first night. And finally, I lost my mind when I saw her tears start rolling down her cheeks. Seeing that, my chest tightened and without thinking more, I just hugged her tightly in my arms.
Eric's POV."Angela, please don't cry… " I whispered to her in a gentle tone."Then, Why are you leaving me like this on our first night? " she raised a question in an upset tone.I tried to convince her, "No, it's not like that. I just remembered some work. ""Are you telling me the truth?" She met my eyes and added, "You again started behaving differently. Again you started avoiding me just like you did every time in the past. You are always busy with your work when I was waiting for you to meet just one time. And today on our wedding night you also wanted to leave me alone.""Angela, I…" I wanted to say this is not like that but she continued her word."At first, you didn't kiss me on my lips and now you are leaving me alone for your work. Did you remember your promise or not, I don't know. But I clearly remember that you always told me that our first kiss will be on our wedding day and that's why you never touched me before. But now still at the last moment, you break it. Even aft
CHAPTER- 6 Eric's POV. When I opened the door, I found mom standing in front of me. I sighed in relief to see her and thanked God in my heart that at the right moment mom arrived and stopped me from making a big misstep. Otherwise, I do not know what I would have done. How huge a mistake could I make. "Eric, are you drunk?" Mom's words get me back to my senses and stared at her to answer shortly, "Yeah, little bit." Mom nodded and gave a small smile to me in return. But I guess she has something important to say or else she does not come in this time here. "Mom what happened? Is there anything you want to tell me?" I asked and waited for her to say something. She finally looked at me with a deep gaze. As her forehead knitted to show her tensed expression. Catching a glimpse of her like this my brows arched, forehead frown and I asked again the same question with seriousness "Mom, is everything alright?" I touched her shoulders with my palms. However, hearing my words, she d
Eric's POV"What are you saying, Mom?" I inquired about her words while she almost looked pale. "Yes, that's true, Son. Erish fell in love with someone else…" Her voice shattered at the last sentence and she started sobbing with more misery. Listening to her, I could not restrain my anger any long. I never thought they would hide this big thing from me until now. "If he doesn't love her then why in the first place is he announced to marry Angela?" My forehead veins turned visible at this moment as I continued, "Tell me mom! Why the hell! He needs to do the marriage in the first place, If he doesn't love her?" I touched her shoulders with frustration.Mom stared at me with guilty eyes as there are big reasons behind it. And soon she spoke out, "Because of your father, Eric…Because of your dad, he agreed to do that…" She mumbles the word in a painful tone. "Dad?""What do you mean by dad? Tell me the whole truth Mom," My eyes turned serious. There is something wrong with this whole
Angela's POV. I don't know what happened to him but he started behaving differently. At first, I thought he was just tired and got drunk to relax but when he avoided eye contact and told me that he is going to do some important office work on our first night, I became very upset and it felt like he wanted to avoid me. Only thinking about that, my heartfelt discomfort and wrench. I am waiting for him, getting ready in his room and he wants to leave me alone here and go to work. That makes me feel dreadful. But still, I attempted to ask him with a willing voice, while controlling my sentiments, preventing him from going. However, even when I inquired, he completely ignored my words. Watching his cold behavior towards me, my heart was distressed and filled with sadness… I unexpectedly started to lose my calmness and shrieked with anger and let out my frustration, the long one. To know what is the reason for his behavior like this? Why is he ignoring me? Asking such questions f
Angela's POVThis is the first time he confessed such deep words to me and I'm delighted to hear his love confession like this. I wish deeply in my heart that he could always love me like this in our whole life. I am already in his arms and visualizing all the short of things when he abruptly comes closer to my face and seals my lips with his. As his lips pressed against mine. I feel like there is a flash of lightning run all over my body. My eyes magnified with surprise. This is our first kiss for which I waited for so long and when it's finally happening my mind loses its sense. It feels like, How long…How long I waited for this day. When he finally kisses me, when he finally touches me, when he finally claims my whole body is like this and at this moment I feel like even if I die at this moment, I don't have any objections at all. This is my love for him. His lips are soft, warm, and gentle when he begins kissing me. I closed my eyes and started to feel his soft touch against m
Eric's POVAfter talking to my mom, I went to the bedroom directly but my legs shook in front of the door. I suddenly remembered how I kissed her and it was really awkward for me to face her now. For her this is normal but for me, I really don't know how to feel after what I did…But one thing becomes clear that whenever I see her, she will arouse my inner desires for her and…this is…really bad in this situation when she is unaware of my real identity. This thought made me just helplessly sighed in my heart. This is the first day of our wedding and I have already crossed my line. What will I do in the coming days? I don't know myself…And this is really frustrating me. I can't push like this…I have to find an excuse to stay away from her as soon as possible. After making my mind, I took a long breath and opened the door of the master bedroom but to my surprise, I saw that she was already on the bed and her eyes were closed. This made me sighed in relief seeing her already sleeping
Eric's POV"Good morning Boss." John greeted me respectfully as soon as he saw me coming. "Morning." I nodded my head and went to my cabin. John is my brother's assistant and most trusted man. After coming to the office I found out that my brother accepted many new projects in just a few weeks which he still has not started. And in these few weeks, he didn't attend any business meetings either. Because of this many clients and business associates are angry with him and his neglecting behavior. After fighting with dad, he started neglecting everything, even the company. Seeing all the mess, I sighed in my heart and then called John to come into my cabin. "Yes, Boss, "John came inside with some files. Apart from my parents, John is a person who knows about my identity. "John, send me all the project details which Erish accepted but their work didn't start until now," I said with a serious face. "Boss, this is all the files. I already prepared everything," He put the files in fro
Eric's POVI still remember that day when I first met her. At that time we all were children. I and Erish were playing in the playground when we hear someone's crying voice so louder. We both stopped playing for a moment, listening to the noise of crying and soon we followed the sound direction. When we reached the spot from where the voice was coming from, we noticed that some boys were bullying a little girl. With her appearance, She looked 7 or 8 years old whereas the boys who bullied her looked the same age as us, like 10 to 12 years."Don't grab my hair!" She yelled out loudly to the bunch of boys with all her strength. Her face was red, her eyes looking puffy because of crying and she angrily glared at them full of coldness. Looking at her face anyone could see that she was in pain because one of the boys was still grabbing her hair tightly in his hand. But her eyes were determined to fight back them all alone. Without caring, she will at last hurt. Because all the boys dou