ALL Chapters & Episodes of Love Of Substitute by J.G.DAWN

All Chapters of Love Of Substitute : Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

114 Chapters

Chapter 1Angela's POV.Today is a big day of my life. Because today my childhood dream is going to be fulfilled. This is the day when I am going to be a bride. My love, My Erish's bride. From Angela Brown to Mrs. Angela Brooks. Only taking this name from my lips, I couldn't hold my happiness.Finally, after spending our half-life together we are officially getting married. This is the last day of my single life after taking a vow with him, I will become his wife. Only thinking about that my lips curled up to smile widely.I was already dressed in my beautiful white bridal gown and could see my beautiful reflection in the front of the mirror clearly.My heart is jumping like a child to see myself in a beautiful gown. At least thousands of times, from childhood to the present day, I have imagined myself in a bridal dress. But after seeing myself in real bridal clothes today, I am unable to describe my own feelings.I moved closer to the mirror and touched my own reflection with my

CHAPTER 2

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Eric's POV.I have a wedding with Angela today. But I don't know how to feel about this? I have loved her dearly since childhood but I don't feel fair at all about this wedding. It makes me feel like I'm cheating on her and cheating with her true emotions.She is just a pure-hearted girl and I don't want to hurt her anyway. But I don't have any other choice in my hand.I don't know! How I'm going to handle all the situations from today? And I do not know at all how long I will be able to hide this deep secret from her that the person she is going to marry today is not Erish, but me Eric.I'm feeling so guilty deep inside my heart that I don't know how I'm going to face her today. I'm feeling nervous to face her. What if she realized who I am? That I'm not the one she loves. What if she realized that I'm Eric? I have been thinking about all these possibilities in my heart that suddenly my parents come into the room."Eric, my poor son! I'm sorry! " After coming into the room, my m

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Angela's POV.After the wedding ceremony was completed I went to the Erish's master bedroom which is now my room also. I looked at our bedroom with admiring eyes as the whole room was decorated with different colors of roses and the bed was also decorated with fresh red roses. Seeing all the arrangements I blushed deeply.I don't know how to say that but I waited for this day for many years when I can truly claim him as my husband and I know he also waited for me the same way as I did. This is our first night thinking that my face blooms. Finally, we both are going to start our new journey as husband-wife. Thinking that my smile turned wide and my heart thumped like a drum. With so much excitement, there is still somehow a little nervousness inside me. However, I don't want to hold myself back tonight. I want to make this night memorable for both of us. So, I shortly went to the cupboard and took out my clothes to change my wedding dress into a red short sexy nightgown.First I pu

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Eric's POVAfter the marriage ceremony was completed, I saw Angela going to Erish's bedroom. Seeing her going into his room, I somehow feel anger in my heart. I felt jealous. But I can't show my frustration to her. Because this is all my fault. From the beginning, I know that she is in love with Erish, not me. But still, I married her in place of Erish and now even though I married her, the one she thought and known as her husband is Erish, not me. Only reckoning that I can feel a sharp pain through my heart. I really don't know how I should feel about this marriage. I married my love, my Angela, But there is no happiness in my heart at all. I just feel a burden. I just feel like I'm a criminal who cheated her with her marriage. What a disgusting night today! Today is our first night. My first night with Angela but I don't have the right to touch her. And all she is waiting for in the room is Erish, not for me. These are all things making my heart suffer more.I'm just feeling

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Eric's POV."Angela, please don't cry… " I whispered to her in a gentle tone."Then, Why are you leaving me like this on our first night? " she raised a question in an upset tone.I tried to convince her, "No, it's not like that. I just remembered some work. ""Are you telling me the truth?" She met my eyes and added, "You again started behaving differently. Again you started avoiding me just like you did every time in the past. You are always busy with your work when I was waiting for you to meet just one time. And today on our wedding night you also wanted to leave me alone.""Angela, I…" I wanted to say this is not like that but she continued her word."At first, you didn't kiss me on my lips and now you are leaving me alone for your work. Did you remember your promise or not, I don't know. But I clearly remember that you always told me that our first kiss will be on our wedding day and that's why you never touched me before. But now still at the last moment, you break it. Even aft

Chapter 6

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CHAPTER- 6 Eric's POV. When I opened the door, I found mom standing in front of me. I sighed in relief to see her and thanked God in my heart that at the right moment mom arrived and stopped me from making a big misstep. Otherwise, I do not know what I would have done. How huge a mistake could I make. "Eric, are you drunk?" Mom's words get me back to my senses and stared at her to answer shortly, "Yeah, little bit." Mom nodded and gave a small smile to me in return. But I guess she has something important to say or else she does not come in this time here. "Mom what happened? Is there anything you want to tell me?" I asked and waited for her to say something. She finally looked at me with a deep gaze. As her forehead knitted to show her tensed expression. Catching a glimpse of her like this my brows arched, forehead frown and I asked again the same question with seriousness "Mom, is everything alright?" I touched her shoulders with my palms. However, hearing my words, she d

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Eric's POV"What are you saying, Mom?" I inquired about her words while she almost looked pale. "Yes, that's true, Son. Erish fell in love with someone else…" Her voice shattered at the last sentence and she started sobbing with more misery. Listening to her, I could not restrain my anger any long. I never thought they would hide this big thing from me until now. "If he doesn't love her then why in the first place is he announced to marry Angela?" My forehead veins turned visible at this moment as I continued, "Tell me mom! Why the hell! He needs to do the marriage in the first place, If he doesn't love her?" I touched her shoulders with frustration.Mom stared at me with guilty eyes as there are big reasons behind it. And soon she spoke out, "Because of your father, Eric…Because of your dad, he agreed to do that…" She mumbles the word in a painful tone. "Dad?""What do you mean by dad? Tell me the whole truth Mom," My eyes turned serious. There is something wrong with this whole

Chapter 8

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Angela's POV. I don't know what happened to him but he started behaving differently. At first, I thought he was just tired and got drunk to relax but when he avoided eye contact and told me that he is going to do some important office work on our first night, I became very upset and it felt like he wanted to avoid me. Only thinking about that, my heartfelt discomfort and wrench. I am waiting for him, getting ready in his room and he wants to leave me alone here and go to work. That makes me feel dreadful. But still, I attempted to ask him with a willing voice, while controlling my sentiments, preventing him from going. However, even when I inquired, he completely ignored my words. Watching his cold behavior towards me, my heart was distressed and filled with sadness… I unexpectedly started to lose my calmness and shrieked with anger and let out my frustration, the long one. To know what is the reason for his behavior like this? Why is he ignoring me? Asking such questions f

Chapter 9

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Angela's POVThis is the first time he confessed such deep words to me and I'm delighted to hear his love confession like this. I wish deeply in my heart that he could always love me like this in our whole life. I am already in his arms and visualizing all the short of things when he abruptly comes closer to my face and seals my lips with his. As his lips pressed against mine. I feel like there is a flash of lightning run all over my body. My eyes magnified with surprise. This is our first kiss for which I waited for so long and when it's finally happening my mind loses its sense. It feels like, How long…How long I waited for this day. When he finally kisses me, when he finally touches me, when he finally claims my whole body is like this and at this moment I feel like even if I die at this moment, I don't have any objections at all. This is my love for him. His lips are soft, warm, and gentle when he begins kissing me. I closed my eyes and started to feel his soft touch against m

Chapter 10

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Eric's POVAfter talking to my mom, I went to the bedroom directly but my legs shook in front of the door. I suddenly remembered how I kissed her and it was really awkward for me to face her now. For her this is normal but for me, I really don't know how to feel after what I did…But one thing becomes clear that whenever I see her, she will arouse my inner desires for her and…this is…really bad in this situation when she is unaware of my real identity. This thought made me just helplessly sighed in my heart. This is the first day of our wedding and I have already crossed my line. What will I do in the coming days? I don't know myself…And this is really frustrating me. I can't push like this…I have to find an excuse to stay away from her as soon as possible. After making my mind, I took a long breath and opened the door of the master bedroom but to my surprise, I saw that she was already on the bed and her eyes were closed. This made me sighed in relief seeing her already sleeping

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