Eric's POV.
"Angela, please don't cry… " I whispered to her in a gentle tone.
"Then, Why are you leaving me like this on our first night? " she raised a question in an upset tone.
I tried to convince her, "No, it's not like that. I just remembered some work. "
"Are you telling me the truth?" She met my eyes and added, "You again started behaving differently. Again you started avoiding me just like you did every time in the past. You are always busy with your work when I was waiting for you to meet just one time. And today on our wedding night you also wanted to leave me alone."
"Angela, I…" I wanted to say this is not like that but she continued her word.
"At first, you didn't kiss me on my lips and now you are leaving me alone for your work. Did you remember your promise or not, I don't know. But I clearly remember that you always told me that our first kiss will be on our wedding day and that's why you never touched me before. But now still at the last moment, you break it. Even after that I just thought, you were nervous to kiss me in front of everyone so I didn't think too much but now what? You come just for a second and now want to leave me alone on our first night."
"Did you know how much pain I feel right now? Did you understand my feelings a little bit, Erish?"
My heart tightened to her words.
"Did you understand how heartbroken I feel when you treat me just like this? When you avoid me and my touch. We have both known each other for 14 years but now I feel, I don't know you at all. So, now how should I react or what should I do? Tell me, Erish! What should I do?" She mumbled everything frustratingly and raised her voice.
There is suffocation in her voice and confusion in her eyes. She looked at me with her painful eyes which wanted to ask me what she did wrong so that I'm treating her like this!
Seeing her cold gaze at me like this I feel a sharp pain in my heart. I don't know what happened between her and Erish but for now, she is sad because of me. The way I treat her today. This is her wedding day and it should be special for her but I destroyed everything with my rejection towards her.
I really don't know that she is thinking like this every time and hiding so much pain deep inside her. And now she finally could not hold back anymore after what I said and did, and so, she says everything which she tries to escape from me. Seeing her sad and depressed face, I feel guilty for her. I just felt like a criminal to treat her like this while it is not her fault. I started to blame myself in my heart and my thoughts became a mess.
But when I tried to gather my courage she suddenly raised her voice and said in a worried and shaken tone, " Erish, did you love me anymore?"
Hearing her question my eyes widened with shock and I saw her face which is now turning pale. There is fear in her eyes which I can see clearly. She's passionately waiting for my answer but her body is trembling terribly. I felt so awkward right now that I don't know what to say to her but my silence made her more anxious.
Seeing her distress I bit my lower lip frustratingly and sighed in my heart.
After taking a long breath I announced calmly, holding her hand and looking at her lovely eyes with determination at the same time, "Angela, I'm sorry for making you wait. I'm sorry for my rude behavior towards you but please don't say that I don't love you because you already know that I love you more than anything else. I don't even think about living without you any second. Angela, I can give up myself for you. So don't think like this anymore. My love for you never vanished in this life. My heart always belongs to you. You are the only thing I want in this life. And now you are mine, only mine! Please trust me and my words. Please trust your husband, Angela. Will you? " I explained everything from the bottom of my heart which I could not say as Eric but I can say as Erish.
I don't feel irritated at all even though she thinks of me as Erish because now I have a chance to express my all love for her, the feelings that I held in my heart for many years.
Her eyes became warm and gentle hearing my words and then she smiled gently holding her tears.
She hugged me tightly and said emotionally, "Erish, I love you so much. Please don't leave me!"
Hearing these words, my heart skipped a beat and I just smiled slightly and said in an excited tone hugging her, " l love you too, Angela. I love you too! Please always be mine." At this moment I forgot who I am, I just remembered that she is in my arms and I want to claim her as mine.
This is the magic she did to me that I just want to be selfish one time. I don't want to hold myself for this one night. I want to be her first man. I want to be her first kiss. I know I'm sounding selfish but my heart is overpowering my mind. And I just want to make a sin.
After thinking all this, I just mumbled in my heart, 'Will you forgive me Angela when you know the truth? Can you accept me as Eric? Will you? " My heartfelt pain when I thought about those things but my heart still wants to have her in anyways.
In the next second, I leaned closer to her face. I see her lovely almond eyes which are just looking at me lovingly. Her cheeks become red with blushing hardly. Then I see her red cherry lips which are looking so plummy and it feels like her lips are inviting me to claim them fully.
There is only a few inches gap between our lips. From where I can smell her sweet breath and her sweet aroma from her body. I just took a long breath and inhaled all the fragrance inside me. Seeing my actions she blushed deeply. I just smiled slightly seeing her adorable reaction and then the next second occupied her whole lips. When our lips touch. I feel a different level of sensation in my body which I can not describe in words. Her lips feel to me like just jelly which is so soft and so sweet. It made my cravings bigger and now I want to eat her fully.
Her lips are like alcohol for me, which are filling me with intoxication. Where my one hand started roaming all over her body freely, my other hand was holding her head to deepen our kiss. After continuously kissing her, finally, I entered the tip of my tongue inside her mouth and invaded her.
My sudden action made her excited and she moaned softly under my kiss. My tongue started circling around her mouth and she slowly opened her mouth wide for me. A few seconds later she started taking initiative and copying my moves, she entered the tip of the tongue inside my mouth and started rolling around it. Just like I did. In this way, our tongues are clashing with each other and making a pleasurable noise.
From this point, I can see her red flushed face clearly which makes me more excited. Her beautiful red face now looks so seductive to me. It feels like she is as excited as me and now she wants me to claim her fully.
We both are kissing each other wildly and roughly. It feels like we both are madly in love with each other and now this is our night when we can fully occupy each other.
On this night there are only two people who are hungrily wanting each other to become one. After believing this, I make my moves seductively towards her neck and then suck that area of her. My sudden actions make her moan softly.
Hearing her moans I feel satisfied in my heart and my lips slightly curved. After that, I began to reach for her nightgown when suddenly someone knocked on the door, and with the door's sounds, I came back to reality. My whole thoughts and imagination vanished again. And The second moment, all my intoxication took off at once! It seemed that I was never drunk.
The next second, I immediately distanced myself from Angela and walked to open the door.
CHAPTER- 6 Eric's POV. When I opened the door, I found mom standing in front of me. I sighed in relief to see her and thanked God in my heart that at the right moment mom arrived and stopped me from making a big misstep. Otherwise, I do not know what I would have done. How huge a mistake could I make. "Eric, are you drunk?" Mom's words get me back to my senses and stared at her to answer shortly, "Yeah, little bit." Mom nodded and gave a small smile to me in return. But I guess she has something important to say or else she does not come in this time here. "Mom what happened? Is there anything you want to tell me?" I asked and waited for her to say something. She finally looked at me with a deep gaze. As her forehead knitted to show her tensed expression. Catching a glimpse of her like this my brows arched, forehead frown and I asked again the same question with seriousness "Mom, is everything alright?" I touched her shoulders with my palms. However, hearing my words, she d
Eric's POV"What are you saying, Mom?" I inquired about her words while she almost looked pale. "Yes, that's true, Son. Erish fell in love with someone else…" Her voice shattered at the last sentence and she started sobbing with more misery. Listening to her, I could not restrain my anger any long. I never thought they would hide this big thing from me until now. "If he doesn't love her then why in the first place is he announced to marry Angela?" My forehead veins turned visible at this moment as I continued, "Tell me mom! Why the hell! He needs to do the marriage in the first place, If he doesn't love her?" I touched her shoulders with frustration.Mom stared at me with guilty eyes as there are big reasons behind it. And soon she spoke out, "Because of your father, Eric…Because of your dad, he agreed to do that…" She mumbles the word in a painful tone. "Dad?""What do you mean by dad? Tell me the whole truth Mom," My eyes turned serious. There is something wrong with this whole
Angela's POV. I don't know what happened to him but he started behaving differently. At first, I thought he was just tired and got drunk to relax but when he avoided eye contact and told me that he is going to do some important office work on our first night, I became very upset and it felt like he wanted to avoid me. Only thinking about that, my heartfelt discomfort and wrench. I am waiting for him, getting ready in his room and he wants to leave me alone here and go to work. That makes me feel dreadful. But still, I attempted to ask him with a willing voice, while controlling my sentiments, preventing him from going. However, even when I inquired, he completely ignored my words. Watching his cold behavior towards me, my heart was distressed and filled with sadness… I unexpectedly started to lose my calmness and shrieked with anger and let out my frustration, the long one. To know what is the reason for his behavior like this? Why is he ignoring me? Asking such questions f
Angela's POVThis is the first time he confessed such deep words to me and I'm delighted to hear his love confession like this. I wish deeply in my heart that he could always love me like this in our whole life. I am already in his arms and visualizing all the short of things when he abruptly comes closer to my face and seals my lips with his. As his lips pressed against mine. I feel like there is a flash of lightning run all over my body. My eyes magnified with surprise. This is our first kiss for which I waited for so long and when it's finally happening my mind loses its sense. It feels like, How long…How long I waited for this day. When he finally kisses me, when he finally touches me, when he finally claims my whole body is like this and at this moment I feel like even if I die at this moment, I don't have any objections at all. This is my love for him. His lips are soft, warm, and gentle when he begins kissing me. I closed my eyes and started to feel his soft touch against m
Eric's POVAfter talking to my mom, I went to the bedroom directly but my legs shook in front of the door. I suddenly remembered how I kissed her and it was really awkward for me to face her now. For her this is normal but for me, I really don't know how to feel after what I did…But one thing becomes clear that whenever I see her, she will arouse my inner desires for her and…this is…really bad in this situation when she is unaware of my real identity. This thought made me just helplessly sighed in my heart. This is the first day of our wedding and I have already crossed my line. What will I do in the coming days? I don't know myself…And this is really frustrating me. I can't push like this…I have to find an excuse to stay away from her as soon as possible. After making my mind, I took a long breath and opened the door of the master bedroom but to my surprise, I saw that she was already on the bed and her eyes were closed. This made me sighed in relief seeing her already sleeping
Eric's POV"Good morning Boss." John greeted me respectfully as soon as he saw me coming. "Morning." I nodded my head and went to my cabin. John is my brother's assistant and most trusted man. After coming to the office I found out that my brother accepted many new projects in just a few weeks which he still has not started. And in these few weeks, he didn't attend any business meetings either. Because of this many clients and business associates are angry with him and his neglecting behavior. After fighting with dad, he started neglecting everything, even the company. Seeing all the mess, I sighed in my heart and then called John to come into my cabin. "Yes, Boss, "John came inside with some files. Apart from my parents, John is a person who knows about my identity. "John, send me all the project details which Erish accepted but their work didn't start until now," I said with a serious face. "Boss, this is all the files. I already prepared everything," He put the files in fro
Eric's POVI still remember that day when I first met her. At that time we all were children. I and Erish were playing in the playground when we hear someone's crying voice so louder. We both stopped playing for a moment, listening to the noise of crying and soon we followed the sound direction. When we reached the spot from where the voice was coming from, we noticed that some boys were bullying a little girl. With her appearance, She looked 7 or 8 years old whereas the boys who bullied her looked the same age as us, like 10 to 12 years."Don't grab my hair!" She yelled out loudly to the bunch of boys with all her strength. Her face was red, her eyes looking puffy because of crying and she angrily glared at them full of coldness. Looking at her face anyone could see that she was in pain because one of the boys was still grabbing her hair tightly in his hand. But her eyes were determined to fight back them all alone. Without caring, she will at last hurt. Because all the boys dou
Eric POV."No, I'm not alone, my mom is going to buy me ice cream. She will come back soon with ice cream," She explained with a cute pouting face and glared at me. She is too cute, no doubt. And that moment I just wanted to touch her cute chubby cheeks but I didn't like to show my emotion. So, all I just did, coldly stare at her.From a small age, I don't like to smile, talk to strangers, and get close to girls. I always like to be alone and I don't know when it's become my nature.That's why, now it's harder for me to smile at her or talk to her normally. Or show my gentle smile or words to make her feel easy with me like she felt with Erish.When we both were busy arguing. Erish came in the middle of us and tried to stop both of us. "Please guys, don't argue." We both ended to quite and stop arguing. "Little girl, my brother is just trying to tell you that those boys can come in the future to bully you again so please stay with your mother." He explained my words correctly to h