LOGINI woke up with a start, the remnants of last night's tears drying on my cheeks.
The room was still, sunlight leaking through the thick curtains of the mansion's guest suite.
My body ached from the weight of everything, betrayal, fear and uncertainty.
A knock at the door pulled me out of my thoughts. There was a maid there, her eyes bent low. "Mr. Martini would like you to join him in the dining room." My stomach twisted.
I hadn't seen Marco Martini yet, only heard the stories, the man who moved through the criminal world like a king in a lion's den. And now I was his bride-to-be. I followed the maid in silence, my palms a little sweaty.
When I stepped into the dining room, the air felt heavy. He was already seated, he had his legs spread casually and his was shirt unbuttoned halfway down his chest.
His dark hair was a little scattered like he'd just run his fingers through it, or someone else had. He exuded power without effort, every movement confident and unhurried. His gaze locked on me.
"Ah," he murmured, voice low and velvet-smooth. "My bride finally graces me with her presence." My throat went dry, I sat across from him, tense, uncertain.
I didn't even notice what was on my plate. "We're to be married tomorrow," he said, not asking. Telling.
I swallowed. "Why? What do you even gain from this? He raised a brow, something between amusement and warning flickering in his eyes.
"Rule number one, Emily. Don't ask questions you don't want the answers to."
He dismissed the maids with a flick of his fingers. We were alone now. "You just broke the first rule," he said, voice lowering as he rose from his seat. "Already testing boundaries, are we?"
I stood instinctively, my heart was racing. "I'm not afraid of you," I lied. He smirked, walking slowly around the table toward me. "You should be."
He stopped just inches from me, his presence swallowing up the space between us. I could smell him, something expensive, masculine, and warm.
"But not for the reasons you think," he added, lifting his hand slowly, brushing a knuckle down my jaw.
"You want to hate me," he said, tilting my chin up. "You came in here expecting a monster."
"And you're not?"
He leaned closer, his lips almost brushing mine. "Monsters don't ask before they touch." I stared at him, trembling slightly. "Are you asking?" "No." His breath ghosted over my skin. "I'm waiting for you to beg."
My stomach flipped, heat curling low in my belly. I hated the way my body reacted to him. To this, to the electricity sparking in the air between us. "You don't even know me," I whispered. His eyes darkened.
"That's what makes this interesting." His fingers slid down my arm, slow, deliberate. As if testing, waiting.
"If you want to run," he murmured, "you have five seconds before I stop being polite." I didn't move. His lips brushed my cheek. "That's what I thought."
He grabbed me and pinned me to the table, my hands behind my back. His body pressed against mine. "What are you doing?" I yelled, tears already gathering in my eyes. "You can't rape me, you promised my father you'd treat me-"
"Shut up," he growled, his hand covering my mouth. He raised up my gown, his fingers brushing against my skin. I shivered, a mix of fear and something else coursing through my veins.
He pulled my panties to the side, He spanked my ass, hard. I yelped, more from surprise than pain. "You broke rule number one again." He spanked me again, his hand connecting with my flesh with a loud smack. I could feel my pussy throbbing, my body betraying me.
He moved his hand down, his fingers brushing against my clit. I shivered, a mix of fear and pleasure coursing through me. He teased me, his fingers circling my clit, sending waves of pleasure through my body.
I couldn't help but moan, my body arching against his. "Please," I begged, unsure of what I was begging for.
He chuckled, a low, throaty sound. "Please what, Emily?" He slipped a finger inside me, his thumb still circling my clit. I moaned, my body trembling with need.
He pulled his finger out, his thumb still circling my clit. "Please what Emily," he said, his voice a low growl. "Please stop" I managed to say, despite my body wanting this, it didn't make me feel less cheap.
Did he bring me here to be his sex toy? He pulled his finger out and adjusted my gown. "Get ready, we leave by noon." He said and walked away.
I just lay on the table, tears forming the corner of my eye. I didn't move for a while, I couldn't. The table was cold beneath me, but not colder than the numb ache in my chest.
The silence after Marco's footsteps faded was louder than any scream I could let out. I hated the sting between my thighs.
I hated the heat still lingering on my skin. I hated that I didn't hate it enough. I slid off the edge of the table, adjusting my gown with shaking fingers, my breath catching in my throat.
Was this marriage? Was this punishment? Or something worse, ownership? I stumbled back to my room, avoiding the maids who watched me too closely, their eyes sharp with judgment, or maybe jealousy. I couldn't tell.
The moment the door clicked shut behind me, I crumbled. I wanted to scrub his touch off my skin, I wanted to forget the way his voice made me feel. But mostly, I wanted to understand myself, how could fear and desire exist in the same breath?
How could my body respond when my mind screamed no? I curled up on the bed, pulling the sheets around me like armor.
This mansion, this marriage, this man, none of it belonged to me. Marco Martini had carved himself into my story with brutal precision. I would survive him, I had to, even if it meant losing parts of myself along the way.
Even if it meant becoming a woman I didn't recognize. Because he might own my time, he might own my name. But he would never own my fire.
I'll make sure of that.
JUDI’S POVThe smell of polished marble and fresh lilies filled the living room. It was too quiet for my liking. After months in the hospital, silence made me uneasy. At least in the ward, there was always someone talking, a nurse scolding, or a patient crying. Here, everything was just… perfect as if it was too perfect.I leaned back on the couch, staring at the sunlight pouring through the tall windows. My hand trembled slightly as I reached for the glass of water on the table. The doctors said the tremors would go away with time, but I hated how weak I looked.The door opened behind me. “You shouldn’t sit that way,” a deep voice said.I turned my head sharply, it was Jonathan. What was Marco's right hand man doing here? Now he was the last person I expected to see today. The need to say something back was too much to resist. “I didn’t ask for your opinion,” I snapped, straightening up anyway.He closed the door behind him, calm as ever, his expression unreadable. He was wearing
JUDI’S POVAfter Emily's visit, there was something that made me feel so much better, maybe it was because she had forgiven me or because despite everything, she still cared deeply. The hospital didn’t feel like a cage anymore, I was slowly learning to live here.At first, I hated everything, I didn't want to tell Emily that. I couldn't, I hated the smell of disinfectant, the constant beeping of machines, the white walls that looked too clean, too fake. I hated the way people looked at me too, like I was fragile glass that would break if they spoke too loud.But I guess healing isn’t supposed to be pretty.Every morning, I woke up before dawn. The nurses would make their rounds, and then the therapist would come in. At first, I barely spoke to her. I lied to Emily when I said it was going okay. The therapist would ask questions, and I’d shrug or give one-word answers. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to talk, I just didn’t know how to explain the mess in my head.Guilt, shame, fear, reg
EMILY’S POVI woke up feeling much lighter than I had in weeks.“Good morning sweet.” Marco murmured against my hair. “I have a meeting to attend to in town,” he placed a kiss on my lips. I groaned, “come on, I haven't brushed yet.” “I don't mind, you still taste so good.” he smirked, causing me to hide my face in my hands. The weather was calm when I finally got up from the bed, the kind that made everything look peaceful even if it wasn’t. I sat in the back of the car, staring out the window as the city rolled by. My thoughts were all over the place, but one thing stayed constant, Judi.It was just yesterday she left, but somehow, I felt the need to go check on her. Since she went back to the hospital for therapy, I hadn't exactly heard anything from her. And j knew she'd need all the support she can get. needed to know she was really okay, she said that she'll be string, but it wasn't that easy. The receptionist directed me to the garden after I told her who I was looking for
I broke the kiss and sat down beside him on the couch. "You won’t believe what happened at the café today—" I began, my words tumbling over each other. But before I could finish my sentence, Marco’s deep voice cut through my chatter, his tone low and husky."Hold on," he said, his eyes locking onto mine with an intensity that made my breath catch. He was lounging on the couch, his long legs stretched out, but as he spoke, he sat up, his gaze darkening with a hunger that sent a shiver down my spine. I paused, my heart skipping a beat as he rose to his feet, closing the distance between us in two swift strides."Marco, what—?" I started, but my question was swallowed by his lips crashing against mine. “Why do you tease me, Wife?” He mumbled against my mouth. I wanted to break the kiss and tell him to explain what he meant. But he pulled me closer to him, taking my open mouth as an invitation in. Marco's kiss was fierce and demanding, my hands instinctively tangled in his hair. His t
EMILY’S POVIt had been three weeks since the night Jax had drugged and kidnapped me.These three weeks had been of silence and healing. I learnt to put what had happened and the trauma attached to everything behind me. It was getting easier to breathe without feeling like someone was watching me.Everything slowly started to fall back into place. The house was repaired, Marco had taken out more than half the usual amount of guards, what he did to them. I had no idea. Those left weren’t standing at every corner anymore, and Marco… well, he was much calmer. The tension that used to follow him around like a dark cloud had started to fade. He still worked late, still had that edge in his voice when he spoke to his men, but when he looked at me, I could see something softer.He didn’t talk much about that night, and neither did I. Sometimes in the middle of the night, I’d feel him reach for me, his hand sliding over my waist just to make sure I was still there. And for me, that was more t
The whole station smelled like a mixture of sweat and coffee. I was here just a few nights ago, but it didn't feel like this. I didn't have as much rage in me then. My body felt slightly hot as the rage boiled under my skin.Lucas sat across from me, his hands were cuffed to the table. His face was pale, bruised from his earlier arrest, but his mouth was still as smug as ever. I wanted to wipe that look off him with my fist, but I held myself back. If I did that, I won't achieve what I wanted this afternoon. “You’re telling me,” I said, leaning forward, “you had nothing to do with the explosion outside the church today?”Lucas lifted his eyes lazily. “I told you already, Marco. I’ve been locked up since you brought me in. How the hell could I blow up your car from a jail cell? And moreover, you know I'd never endanger Emily knowingly.”His voice was calm, “hmmmm, but you've done that several times.” “No, that wasn't me… it was you that endangered her! I didn't do anything and I most







