MasukIlana absentmindedly traced her finger around the rim of the glass, her mind someplace else entirely.
Around her, music thrummed loudly. She heard drunken giggles and the bartender repeating orders. She caught on snippets of flirty conversations and hushed whispers of gossips.
“Lana?” Alice's voice shook her out from within her head as she took seat beside her.
“Yes?”
“You okay?”
“Yes, yes, I'm fine. I think I’m going to leave now
“Social battery has reached it's limit?” she asked, grinning at her.
She laughed. “Yes. It goes out pretty quick.”
“You're not drunk, right?” She asked.
Ilana sighed dramatically. “If only I could get drunk so easily.”
“Be grateful for this metabolism. I would kill for it,” Alice said, eyeing her enviously.
Ilana snorted, drowning the rest of her drink.
“Can you get home safely, Lana?” she asked, eyeing Ilana warily
“Yes, of course,” she nodded, then turned to Alice with a teasing glint in her eyes. “Who is it?”
“Your 9 o'clock. The guy in blue,” she grinned.
Ilana finally turned around to face the crowd, staring shamelessly in the direction Alice had mentioned.
She spotted the guy, looking uncomfortable and out of place. He caught her eye and on noticing Alice next to her, gave her an awkward little wave.
“He looks jittery,” Ilana pointed.
“He's just shy.”
“Are you sure he's not some criminal?”
Alice laughed. “He can't be worse than me.”
Ilana considered the answer, not satisfied. “Could be a serial killer. That would be worse than you.”
“I can handle a serial killer,” Alice said, rolling her eyes at Ilana's incessant pestering.
“Okay, then. Don't drink or eat anything he offers. Be on guard and don't get too cozy. Get home immediately after.”
“Okay mom,” she grinned at her.
“Same goes for you too,” she said, then turned to David, the bartender. “Don't serve her any more drinks.
“Alice!” Ilana hissed, trying to push her away.
“I'm serious. No more drinks. You need to get home alone. And if anything feels wrong, call me at once.”
“Anything else?” She asked dryly.
“Be careful,” she grinned, drifting off into the crowd.
“You too,” Ilana mumbled to herself.
She scanned the crowd, looking for a distraction.
The crowd was unattractive at best today. She turned her back to them once again, wondering how this trip had been a complete waste of time and money.
And she hasn't even been able to get drunk properly.
“David, just one last drink, please. I’ll leave you alone after that,” she said, batting her eyelashes at him.
“No,” he replied gruffly, turning her back to her.
“I’m your old customer. Older than Al. I can’t believe you’re going to listen to her and not me,” she grumbled but it was mostly useless debating with David.
He was unbelievably strict when it came to their safety and boring things like right and wrong.
“I listened to Al because she’s right. Go home, Rose.”
Ilana rolled her eyes, snatching up her purse from the counter.
“Let the lady have another drink. On me.” A masculine voice said, settling down on her left.
She turned towards the man, taking a moment to appreciate her luck.
She studied the flirty smile on his face, the wind swept brown hair, which - considering the dry weather of Knoxville - seemed a little too unrealistic. His brown eyes twinkled under the lights, an amused glint in them.
She kept her face impassive, allowing herself to scan himself from top to bottom.
He was dressed in a simple brown button down, paired with cream white jeans. The fashion choice was so uniquely refreshing, it left her a little speechless.
He reeked of money. From the watch on his wrist to the confidence he held himself with. Even the drink in his hand indicated a lot about his background.
Definitely father’s money. Could be ancestral wealth as well. He looked too young, too carefree to be handling something of his own.
She gave him another once over.
The attire hinted at something else entirely. Despite being dragged into whatever business his family did, the monotony of it all still hadn't dimmed his personality. Hadn't snatched the colors from his life.
There was something magnetic about him.
“Do you do that to everyone?” he asked, one eyebrow arched.
“Do what?” she asked innocently, finally meeting his eye, a smile playing on her lips.
“Scan them?”
“Nah, just the attractive ones,” she said softly, her voice meant only for him.
“Ah, I'm flattered,” he grinned, pushing her drink towards her. “So, what did you find?”
She took a slow, grateful sip of her margarita. She loved this rule. How David could stop serving her out of care but when she was in company of strangers, the drinks had to keep coming to keep people engaged.
Those people could be clients or targets or maybe even leads.
None of the staff knew the details of what she did but they knew not to interfere.
She bit back a satisfied sigh as the liquid went down her throat, making her nerves tingle.
“Everything I needed to.”
“Please, do tell,” he said, leaning towards her as if she were going to whisper the secret to him.
She smiled, deciding to play along.
She brought her lips next to his ear, allowing herself a soft exhale. Thoroughly pleased with the way he stiffened, she whispered, “You might have to work a little harder to get the answer.”
“Oh, trust me, I’m willing to put in all the work,” he said, matching her sultry octave.
“Let's go somewhere private,” she said but before she could move, her phone rang.
She bit her lip, fumbling with her purse to pull out her phone.
“I’m sorry but I'll have to take this. It’s my boss,” she grimaced.
“At this time?”
“Yeah, she has no manners.”
The guy snorted, his grin blinding.
Ilana took a few steps back, her eyes still on him. She felt unable to look away from the honey brown of his eyes, the way his lips tilted ever so slightly, making him light up.
“At least tell me your name?” he yelled over the din of the music.
She laughed softly.
“Maybe you’ll never find out,” she yelled out, allowing the crowd to swallow her.
She heard him say something about not believing in never but she was already drifting away.
“Yes, Helene?” She picked the phone after finding a quiet spot.
“He’s got the proof. I’ll send it all to you. Are you up for it now?”
“I’ll have to go through the stuff before I can tell you anything for sure. I’ll call you back in the morning.”
“Okay.”
“Helene?”
“Yes?”
“Is it In and Out or undercover?”
“Undercover.”
Ilana groaned, cutting off the call. She hated undercover missions. Her secret identities had started clashing with her real personality to the point where she wasn’t sure which one of it truly belonged to her.
But if the pay was good and if the case stayed far far away from that depressing morally gray area, she could do it.
Every part of Ilana's body was sore, screaming its protest as she stepped out of the shabby little car she'd rented for this trip.She'd been driving for three days straight, surviving on a few hours of sleep and a shit ton of coffee.She'd stopped at the sign welcoming her to Indianapolis and she'd gotten out of the car, emptying the contents of her stomach behind a nearby tree.This town brought back so many horrible memories and Ilana had found herself trembling like a leaf in the wind the entire car ride, jolts of fear and despair charging through her at every mile.It had been ages yet she was not prepared to be back here. She could have spent her entire life without ever being here but unfortunately for her, her parents still lived in the same small town and the same shabby little hut she'd grown up in.Not her parents - she mentally corrected herself. Using that word for those monsters would be an insult to not only all the shit she'd endured but also to all the parents in the
“Did you get to meet the girl I brought in yesterday?” Helene asked and Ilana could almost feel Helene’s breath fanning the side of her face, could see the way she stood right next to her, her hands on her knees as she crouched slightly to bring herself down to a fifteen year old Ilana’s height.“Yes,” memory Ilana breathed out.She saw the memory so vividly in her mind, she couldn’t understand how she could’ve forgotten it in the first place. She could feel every single thing she’d felt that night.“Do you like her?” Helene asked and Ilana’s grip on her dagger tightened. She remembered forcing herself to stop shaking. This was just a normal conversation. She could hold one conversation without being terrified out of her wits.“Yes. She’s sweet.”Helene hummed a response as Ilana tried to focus on the target in front of her. She wanted Vincent to be back already.“Do you know she’s only two years younger than you?”Ilana turned, catching Helene’s eyes fleetingly before she turned her
Ilana wasn’t sure where she was going but she didn’t stop walking. She was sure she was going to shatter into a million little pieces if she allowed herself to think about everything that had happened in the last hours.She walked through the arena, staring straight ahead without seeing anything. She was like a celebrity in this place so she was used to eyes and whispers following her whenever she visited but today, she didn’t hear anything.She walked straight past some of her coaches and didn’t bother to stop and greet them. She kept walking until she reached the familiar little door at the far end of the hallway.She pounded against the tasteless white of the wood before she turned the knob and entered inside, almost slamming the door behind her.“Ilana!” Vincent said and Ilana almost sank to her knees in relief. “You went by my house?”“Yes,” she whispered, holding onto the back of the chair to keep herself standing. “You weren’t there. The kid told me you were at the arena.”“Are
“What?” Ilana whispered, her mind reeling. Them having everything from her house could really ruin things for her.“Helene,” she gasped, feeling her heart clench up at the thought. “I… my daggers. Most of them were back there.”“Ilana, darling, you messed up. There should be some punishment for that, don’t you think?” Helene asked and her sickly sweet voice made a shiver run down Ilana’s spine.“I can fix it,” she breathed, knowing full well that there was nothing she could do. Not when she’d been spotted.And Helene didn’t even know the extent of the damage Ilana had caused. She’d guessed what could have happened that night but telling her all the details was going to be a lot worse. Ilana suddenly felt the strongest urge to run. Run until her legs gave out from under her and her lungs stopped working.“What about the burner phones and the envelopes?” She asked, her legs feeling a lot weaker than they did before she’d walked in the office.Helene raised an eyebrow and Ilana suddenly
Ilana wasn’t sure how she’d managed to escape in the condition she was. She could have counted on Calix’s shock to buy her a few minutes but even then, navigating her way out of the area she was, surrounded by dozens of guards and maximum security every step of the way. There was a huge chance of her bleeding out before she could have forced her mind to come up with a brilliant situation.But then she’d remembered she had a burner on her. And she’d gathered the last bits of her strength to call Nathan.A huge part of her had expected him to just ditch her as revenge for the way she’d treated him and that was the only thing going on in her mind as she’d managed to get out of the neighborhood undetected.And that had been her last thought before she’d succumbed to the darkness and the pain that seemed to echo in every single part of her body.Now, she stared numbly at the white wall above her, a cool gust of wind making her skin erupt in goosebumps.She wasn’t sure how Nathan had even
“Mr Meyer?” He heard his name being called but everything sounded muffled to him. “Calix?” This one sounded like his father.Calix blinked, forcing himself back to the present.“Yes?”“We need details of what happened tonight. Anything you can tell us that'll help catch the person who attacked your mother,” The detective asked and Calix leaned backward, trying to give himself some room to breathe.The person who attacked his mother?What was he supposed to tell them? That that person was none other than the woman he'd started to fall in love with? That he was the one who'd given her the access to his life and his home?What was he supposed to tell them when he himself hadn't started to believe what he'd seen.He glanced back at his mother, injected with drugs and sleeping pills to battle the wild hysteria that had followed the fight.He wondered how much of it she was going to remember when she woke up.His gaze flitted towards his father, perched at his mother's side, fear and exhau







