Ilana absentmindedly traced her finger around the rim of the glass, her mind someplace else entirely.
Around her, music thrummed loudly. She heard drunken giggles and the bartender repeating orders. She caught on snippets of flirty conversations and hushed whispers of gossips.
“Lana?” Alice's voice shook her out from within her head as she took seat beside her.
“Yes?”
“You okay?”
“Yes, yes, I'm fine. I think I’m going to leave now
“Social battery has reached it's limit?” she asked, grinning at her.
She laughed. “Yes. It goes out pretty quick.”
“You're not drunk, right?” She asked.
Ilana sighed dramatically. “If only I could get drunk so easily.”
“Be grateful for this metabolism. I would kill for it,” Alice said, eyeing her enviously.
Ilana snorted, drowning the rest of her drink.
“Can you get home safely, Lana?” she asked, eyeing Ilana warily
“Yes, of course,” she nodded, then turned to Alice with a teasing glint in her eyes. “Who is it?”
“Your 9 o'clock. The guy in blue,” she grinned.
Ilana finally turned around to face the crowd, staring shamelessly in the direction Alice had mentioned.
She spotted the guy, looking uncomfortable and out of place. He caught her eye and on noticing Alice next to her, gave her an awkward little wave.
“He looks jittery,” Ilana pointed.
“He's just shy.”
“Are you sure he's not some criminal?”
Alice laughed. “He can't be worse than me.”
Ilana considered the answer, not satisfied. “Could be a serial killer. That would be worse than you.”
“I can handle a serial killer,” Alice said, rolling her eyes at Ilana's incessant pestering.
“Okay, then. Don't drink or eat anything he offers. Be on guard and don't get too cozy. Get home immediately after.”
“Okay mom,” she grinned at her.
“Same goes for you too,” she said, then turned to David, the bartender. “Don't serve her any more drinks.
“Alice!” Ilana hissed, trying to push her away.
“I'm serious. No more drinks. You need to get home alone. And if anything feels wrong, call me at once.”
“Anything else?” She asked dryly.
“Be careful,” she grinned, drifting off into the crowd.
“You too,” Ilana mumbled to herself.
She scanned the crowd, looking for a distraction.
The crowd was unattractive at best today. She turned her back to them once again, wondering how this trip had been a complete waste of time and money.
And she hasn't even been able to get drunk properly.
“David, just one last drink, please. I’ll leave you alone after that,” she said, batting her eyelashes at him.
“No,” he replied gruffly, turning her back to her.
“I’m your old customer. Older than Al. I can’t believe you’re going to listen to her and not me,” she grumbled but it was mostly useless debating with David.
He was unbelievably strict when it came to their safety and boring things like right and wrong.
“I listened to Al because she’s right. Go home, Rose.”
Ilana rolled her eyes, snatching up her purse from the counter.
“Let the lady have another drink. On me.” A masculine voice said, settling down on her left.
She turned towards the man, taking a moment to appreciate her luck.
She studied the flirty smile on his face, the wind swept brown hair, which - considering the dry weather of Knoxville - seemed a little too unrealistic. His brown eyes twinkled under the lights, an amused glint in them.
She kept her face impassive, allowing herself to scan himself from top to bottom.
He was dressed in a simple brown button down, paired with cream white jeans. The fashion choice was so uniquely refreshing, it left her a little speechless.
He reeked of money. From the watch on his wrist to the confidence he held himself with. Even the drink in his hand indicated a lot about his background.
Definitely father’s money. Could be ancestral wealth as well. He looked too young, too carefree to be handling something of his own.
She gave him another once over.
The attire hinted at something else entirely. Despite being dragged into whatever business his family did, the monotony of it all still hadn't dimmed his personality. Hadn't snatched the colors from his life.
There was something magnetic about him.
“Do you do that to everyone?” he asked, one eyebrow arched.
“Do what?” she asked innocently, finally meeting his eye, a smile playing on her lips.
“Scan them?”
“Nah, just the attractive ones,” she said softly, her voice meant only for him.
“Ah, I'm flattered,” he grinned, pushing her drink towards her. “So, what did you find?”
She took a slow, grateful sip of her margarita. She loved this rule. How David could stop serving her out of care but when she was in company of strangers, the drinks had to keep coming to keep people engaged.
Those people could be clients or targets or maybe even leads.
None of the staff knew the details of what she did but they knew not to interfere.
She bit back a satisfied sigh as the liquid went down her throat, making her nerves tingle.
“Everything I needed to.”
“Please, do tell,” he said, leaning towards her as if she were going to whisper the secret to him.
She smiled, deciding to play along.
She brought her lips next to his ear, allowing herself a soft exhale. Thoroughly pleased with the way he stiffened, she whispered, “You might have to work a little harder to get the answer.”
“Oh, trust me, I’m willing to put in all the work,” he said, matching her sultry octave.
“Let's go somewhere private,” she said but before she could move, her phone rang.
She bit her lip, fumbling with her purse to pull out her phone.
“I’m sorry but I'll have to take this. It’s my boss,” she grimaced.
“At this time?”
“Yeah, she has no manners.”
The guy snorted, his grin blinding.
Ilana took a few steps back, her eyes still on him. She felt unable to look away from the honey brown of his eyes, the way his lips tilted ever so slightly, making him light up.
“At least tell me your name?” he yelled over the din of the music.
She laughed softly.
“Maybe you’ll never find out,” she yelled out, allowing the crowd to swallow her.
She heard him say something about not believing in never but she was already drifting away.
“Yes, Helene?” She picked the phone after finding a quiet spot.
“He’s got the proof. I’ll send it all to you. Are you up for it now?”
“I’ll have to go through the stuff before I can tell you anything for sure. I’ll call you back in the morning.”
“Okay.”
“Helene?”
“Yes?”
“Is it In and Out or undercover?”
“Undercover.”
Ilana groaned, cutting off the call. She hated undercover missions. Her secret identities had started clashing with her real personality to the point where she wasn’t sure which one of it truly belonged to her.
But if the pay was good and if the case stayed far far away from that depressing morally gray area, she could do it.
“Okay, that’s definitely a C,” Charlie said.“Charlie, please, you’re bad at this. How the fuck are you so bad at this?” Ilana groaned, snatching the phone from him.She slowed down the car and parked in front of an abandoned warehouse. The street was pitch black, with no source of light available. Even the moon wasn’t in the mood of showing up tonight. So, Ilana relied completely on the headlights and prayed she wouldn't drive straight into a ditch.“It’s been ages since my training and I honestly did try my best to forget every single second of it.”Ilana let the moment pass without commenting on his statement. She still wasn’t sure where she stood on the whole Helene debacle or if she was even ready to open this door. The truth about Helene - whatever it was - would take away the only constant she’d ever had in her life. “That’s definitely not a C. It’s a T,” Ilana said, playing the footage once again.“You sure?” He asked, writing the letter down on the notebook. Ilana stared at
“Please don't tell me Helene's behind this kidnapping?” Ilana turned to Charlie once Alice had left the house.“She is, Ilana. Firstly, tell me how much Alice knows and how much do you trust her?”“Err… I told her about my phone being tracked and then I asked her to ask around for Vincent back at the academy and to make sure Helene doesn't find her snooping around. I didn't say anything explicitly. About Helene being… I don't know… shady?”“Okay, good. You'll have to twist your words now. She'll ask you why you can't take this directly to Helene and you'll have to come up with an excuse. Tell her someone on the crew's been compromised or whatever shit you have to but Helene can never know that her recruits are doubting her.”“Yeah, yeah, I understand,” Ilana said distractedly. Too many things were happening too quickly for Ilana to make sense of them. She felt as if she'd been left in the dark, grappling for scraps of information.“Ilana, focus,” Charlie said, his voice commanding as
“What… how? I don't understand,” Ilana said, feeling as if her world had been tilted on its axis.“Yeah, it's a long story,” Charlie said with a sigh. “Sit down.”Ilana ignored him. “We thought you were dead. We mourned you. I mourned you.”“I’m not sorry for lying to that fucker of a crew, Lana but I am sorry for lying to you. I wish I could have told you the truth but you were too young to understand anything at that time.”“Understand what exactly?” “How fucked up things back at HQ really are. How fucked up Helene really is.”Ilana only noticed her hunched up shoulders when Charlie raised a brow at her. She was getting ready for a fight, getting ready to defend Helene and the crew. She forced herself to relax, allowed her shoulders to drop and for the fight to leave her body.She sat down on the farthest corner of the couch he was sitting on.“You weren't ready to hear it back then and I guess you're still not ready to hear it,” Charlie said.“No, I am ready. I want to know,” Ilan
“You sure your guy isn’t just wasting our time?” Alice asked followed by a dramatic sigh.“He has too much at risk to play me like this. Let’s just sit this out for another hour and then we’ll see,” Ilana said.“We’ve been here all morning. There hasn’t even been the slightest movement. We’re wasting time, Lana and Helene will start missing me soon enough.”Ilana rolled her eyes. “No wonder Helene isn’t moving you onto undercover. Al.”“Hey,” Alice whined, folding her arms over her chest. They'd been on the stake out of the location where Vincent was last seen for more than six hours now and Alice had almost driven Ilana to the verge of madness by her constant whining. “I’m usually very patient but we’re doing this unsanctioned and I’m terrified of what’ll happen if Helene starts questioning me,” she said and Ilana couldn’t really argue with that.“Okay, yeah, you’re right. Let’s ditch the stakeout and we’ll just have a talk with the homeowner,” Ilana said, getting out of the car. “Y
“The room's been bugged,” Ilana said, glancing at Alice.She'd arrived a little after Ilana's meeting with the Woods and they'd decided to get some dinner before going back to the motel.“You've got a camera in there?” Alice asked as the driver stopped in the shabby looking motel building.“Yes and it's just caught some activity,” she said as she paid the driver and got out.“The same guy you went to ask for help?”“Unfortunately, yes.”“I'm guessing he's not too happy helping you?”“Obviously. But they do it anyway. That's the fun part, Al.”She snorted. “Of course. I'll go ask them for another room. You get your stuff from there.”Ilana walked over to room 400 and glanced at the piece of tape she'd attached at the edge of the door and the wall, hanging loosely.She rolled her eyes as she pushed the door open. They hadn't even noticed the tape, let alone stick it back in place to remain inconspicuous.You’d think these powerful people would have at least an ounce of brain to go along
Ilana had just crossed the border of Nashville, Tennessee when the clock hit midnight. She kept driving until she found the closest motel and then she parked her car and checked in for the night.She pulled out her phone and texted Calix that she’d arrived at her friend's house. His reply came immediately and she sighed, slipping it back in her pocket. She’d all but kicked Calix out of the house once she was done with the packing. The real packing was left and there was no way she could do it in front of him. So, she’d kissed him goodbye and asked him to leave, even though her heart had ached at the thought. Then she’d tucked all her daggers in their proper places and also packed her gun and the two burners. The real packing.She’d told him she was going to Knoxville but then she’d turned towards St. Louis. She was just glad they hadn’t started sharing locations because that could have caused problems.Now, she was here in this old, creepy looking motel and she’d lied to her boyfrien