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I accept it.

It took me a long time to admit to myself that I accepted Ethan without him.

I had to see him happy with Serrah before I decided to forget him. I had to get tired and chase before I accepted that I wasn't really me anymore. I tried several times, I begged and begged and insisted. And he only answered one thing...

"Please Ethan," I cried to him.

I caught him alone in the dressing room and took that chance to talk to him. No one else and just the two of us. I don't even know how and why I ended up here.

"I told you, Lily. I don't want it anymore. We're done. What else do you want to hear?" The irritation was obvious in his voice.

I stepped closer to him but he also stepped away. I sighed.

"I want you to take back everything you said."

"I have nothing to take back. Everything I said, I stand by."

I sobbed. "Is that all? You're just going to throw everything away? I thought-"

"Didn't I tell you to forget everything?" he already thinks badly of me. "And stop me, please. My dec