Sometimes end is the new beginning whereas some beginnings lead to an end as well and that's what exactly happened with me a while ago when I was just torn between my needs and wants because at the very first I decided to surrender before him but fate had something else written for me and so now I have also decided to go with the flow called life as it's not at all a good idea to go against the stream or flow because if you do so than you are doing nothing else but moving towards your destruction and nothing else , well without much delay I'll tell you my story , I am Blythe Williams and this is my story , the beginning of my story or maybe end , I think you should decide what it is exactly ...
So It all started around five months back when I got the biggest opportunity of my life to be part of the world's biggest wildlife travel blogging company, “Wanderer's Wish” where I got selected in the competition for wildlife tour blogging depending upon the quality of my blog writing for wildlife tour, so based on the contract we were about to get the chance to explore the exotic locations around the world for next 5 months along with the professionals of this field, so I was very excited and nervous as well because I never thought that my dream will come true in such a way, well I packed my bags and got ready to begin my journey
I boarded my plane for our first location I e. South Africa from where the journey of my dreams were about to begin but very soon the sweetness of my journey turned into a bitter one when one of my neighboring passengers started irritating me with his crazy behavior which was making me uneasy as he wanted the window seat for which he was trying all the possible tactics but finally I was helped by a gentleman who was not less than an angel for me but unfortunately I was unable to see my angel's face as he covered his face with a mask but his eyes were enough to speak a thousand words with many secrets in it which was looking like a whole new fairy tale world in it, but I think he was too tired to talk to me
So I too didn't force him and just relaxed on my seat with him on my neighboring seat after waving off that crazy man with the help of crew on the plane, after a while I took few selfies with him in the same position while sleeping as a part of my good memories during the journey and I really wanted to talk to him as I was unable to thank him properly , so as soon as we landed in South Africa I started finding him, but he was unable to be seen and hence I continued my journey towards the destined location!
Where for the first time I met all the other winners of the competition who were also about to continue the journey along with me for next 5 months, I greeted everyone but the one who struck me was a guy, who was looking like a Greek God with an extraordinary persona which can't be explained in words, the prince of an unknown kingdom with a brown complexion which was working as a magnet to attract anyone, a beautiful man with an extraordinary aura standing wrapped in dark black coat with blue jeans, I lost my mind for sometimes after seeing him, only to return to my senses when I heard his voice,” Hi”, and found that I was actually standing right in front of him with my nerves still shivering with pleasure and chills in my backbone that I couldn't utter even a single word from my mouth as I was speechless
I took my position with others who were waiting for our mentors to come who will be with us for next 5 months and will guide us for everything, even after taking my position I was unable to get my eyes of him, and for the first time, I was feeling jealous as other female winners were also staring at him, which was an obvious fact as how could someone not get attracted to a piece of cake and believe me with the brown complexion in amalgamation of shiny brown eyes with a fluffy black hair, he was looking not less than a multi-storey cake with height of around 6'2" (1.88 m) with the topping in form of his multicolored outfits
I was sure that inside his outfit there lied a strong and muscular body with addition of red-hot abs and a Mr. Universe type physique, by the way after some time our mentors arrived with a twist that actually we all 14 winners of the contest are here to compete with each other and after a particular tenure the non performers will be eliminated and the one who emerges winner amongst all will get a chance to work in association with the world-famous wildlife travel blogger, Rose J Dawson, which filled all of us with a new energy as she was the role model for each one who wanted to make career in this field like me and the winner will get chance to work with her, it was like that all my dreams are going to come true in next 5 months and I started preparing myself for the competition ahead as now we were contestants not winners
After the announcement we all got into the rooms allotted for us in a hotel where we were supposed to stay until we leave for our next destination, but I was more interested to know about the room of that prince charming than mine, so I started following him like a detective who is behind someone whom he thinks of as a culprit but here the matter was totally different but to my surprise we both were allotted the same room according to the chart which was created by the sponsors itself as there were only 8 rooms booked for the team , 7 for the contestants and 1 for the mentors, so each room was allotted for 2 contestants, after seeing the chart I felt like to be on the cloud 9, as somehow I really wanted to be with him as I wanted to know more about him
But first I stood outside the room because I was too nervous to even talk to him because I don't know what was exactly wrong with me, but I was just Losing my control after seeing him because of which I was not even ready to enter inside as I was scared that I might speak something rubbish which will put my image down in front of him and while I was still thinking about the same I heard his voice who was already inside the room, and he was asking me to get inside, so I just went inside without further thinking as it was just a waste of time to stand out and stare at him but the better option was that to get inside and know more about him and hence I went inside without wasting even a single second
After getting inside unable to understand anything I just stood staring at him as he was taking out his stuff from the suitcase he had while I was still standing like a statue in front of him so he again snapped at me which again brought me back to reality and unable to understand anything I just went inside the washroom in order to freshen up myself as I was very much tired with the whole day-long journey but no sooner I once again heard the voice of that guy who was standing just outside the washroom door, and he asked me, “Miss you won't mind can I use washroom for sometime because I am just too tired to even stand for a second and hence just want to get fresh by changing my clothes, so if you won't mind can I just use the washroom after which you can use it"
Listening to him I just came out of the washroom the very next second and allowed him to use it as he seemed very much tired from his eyes which I looked at just after coming out of the washroom and I started unpacking my stuff from my suitcase as he started using the washroom, but I exactly don't know what was wrong with me that day because I just after unpacking my stuffs decided to sneak at that guy who was in the washroom and was changing his clothes, which was obviously a manner less behaviour, but I was unable to just control myself because of which I tried to sneak at him through the key hole of the washroom door, because it was almost impossible for me to get repulsed from that guy who was like a Greek God for me as he had everything whatever it takes for a girl to get attracted towards a guy because of which I finally ended up looking at him through the door hole and believe me it was speechless moment for me as I looked him standing in his briefs as probably he was changing his clothes
I still till the day don't know what was exactly wrong with me that day because my behavior that day was totally foolish but I also have an explanation for my behavior of that day because I always have been single and lonely after the death of my parents at the very young age of 10 after which I spent most of my life in orphanage center and finally after getting out of the center when I became independent then
Still I was alone and lonely as I didn't even have much more friends even after attending the office where I used to work because of which I even left my office after a very short period of time and soon after that I started writing as a way to divert myself as I didn't find any other way to keep myself busy and focused result of which is that day I was with someone whom I always wanted in my life and hence I just ended up doing something which today I think is a nonsense, but anyhow I just kept on looking him through the hole of the door only to realize that he is coming towards me and I moved away from the door and luckily at the same time he came out opening the door and I behaved as if I didn't know that he is in washroom, or he even existed
And soon after he came out of washroom again went inside in as I was really unable to face him for what I did about all that he was not aware of whatever I did but still I was feeling a bit guilty as well as crazy for whatever I did but also it was not correct but still I found it quite interesting as well as exciting but anyhow I just control my emotions and after coming out of washroom I went out of the room and I came inside after quite a long time when I thought that I will probably be able to face him now and simultaneously I came back after sometime when I thought that now everything is fine and surprisingly he was unpacking some of his stuff from his suitcase
Soon after I came in and I greeted him and told that I am his room partner to which he didn't react anything which probably amazed me so to avoid any embarrassment for him I walked out of room respecting his privacy, after a while we set back to relax and I ordered coffee so that we can have chat over coffee, as I wanted to know him more, but unfortunately before coffee can arrive he slept as he was very tired, I could understand why as I was also in the same condition, but he was like an energy booster for me,so I just took a mug of coffee and sat before him and started sipping it staring again at him and while sleeping he was looking even more attractive and charming like a cute baby that I felt like I should kiss him but I really needed to control myself, but one thing which was in my control were photos, so I just took my phone and started clicking few of his pics and after a while got into balcony to take view of the scenarios outside and kept standing there until he woke up, a
To which I too replied him," And what about you , where should you be kept , in which museum because there is no such museum to keep a human like you , today you just have broken the head of yours while shooting", to which we both started laughing and he explained ," Actually , I was trying to take a good shot which I was getting from the above side of the tree , so without any further thinking I just went on top of the tree only to soon realise that the tree trunks are not suitable to carry load of a human and fortunately I am standing before you with my head and whole body in a perfect condition After having food we kept talking whole night and slept as usual in morning only to wake up with a bang on the door,”C'mon, get ready for meeting in next 20 minutes as our CEO is about to reach here soon”, the voice ordered in a heavy tone because of which I woke up only to remember about the meeting which we completely forgot about as we didn't have
And we started chatting as usual which continued till morning and without sleep I went on the field trip where I almost met with an accident due to feeling sleepy as I was about to fall in a pit made for catching leopards but was saved by Andrew on correct time which left me with the twisted ankles so badly that I was even unable to walk So leaving field trip in mid-way Andrew brought me straight to the hotel where I got treated and soon we reached in our room with Andrew carrying me in his arms which was amongst the best moments of my journey by far, “How could you be so careless, now you aren't going anywhere without me as it won't be good for your healing process, so whenever you want to go anywhere just ask me”, he ordered me like an army general replying to which I told him to come close to me and I kissed him on his cheeks again Which again left him red-faced with shyness, and we again started our chatting process till midnig
I started shouting while stepping towards balcony but before I could reach there , Andrew pulled me towards himself and we both fell on bed where he hugged me tightly laughing loudly ,"Oh my god , how childish you are Blythe , I was just joking and you are getting ready to die ...." The more he spoke , the harder he laughed because of which I got annoyed and started hitting him on his chest stopping which he continued unable to stop his laughter ," I am sorry , I am sorry it was just a joke you mad girl " intervening which I jumped with my question , " Then how my dress hot changed ?" Replying to which he started explaining the whole incident which happened last night ," it all started when actually party begin and I really don't know what went wrong with you that you started bringing like mad and soon left the party and when I came behind your following you in order to know what is exactly wrong with you are what is making you do so then you started scolding me
But any how after that throughout the journey he was poking me for whatever happened in hotel and we kept giggling all this while until we reached Thailand and soon reached hotel and as soon as I reached hotel I felt so sleepy that I didn't even changed my clothes and went directly to bed as I was super exhausted due to journey but as soon as I settled on bed no sooner I woke up hearing loud sound of Andrew in excitement ," Wow ! What a scenery it is" , and he pulled me out of bed even after my opposition to show me something unusual which he might have seen out of our balcony and as soon as we reached there ," I think you should give another try to your thought of dying as it's quite a great scenery to die before ..." And even before completing his statement he started laughing hard , barely able to continue again ," if you jump from here you'll directly go to heaven " , and again continued his loud and mischievous laughter express which was interrupted s
But on our second field trip itself we got a surprise that our partners are going to be swapped for whole month although we will be staying with the partner with whom we shared rooms right from the beginning of the competition which actually shocked us but at the end of the day it's a competition, and we all are here to win so taking it sportingly on the orders of our mentors we began our journey with new partners but still it was difficult for me to digest the surprise as I wasn't ready for anything like these which almost ruptured my thought process for a while but on the other hand I had peace somewhere in my mind regards to the fact that still we'll be having same room partners and soon the field trip for the day started with the announcement, but I was unable to focus because of which I lost the day's competition which really disappointed me and no sooner we reached hotel I got into quarrel with AndrewMost probably not because of losing but because now he was work
Now with passing time I was getting more and more close to Andrew, and we were sharing a really great bond, he always used to listen to me calmly even though I talk nonsense, he never used to get angry on me and used to make me feel special always and his cutest habit was that he always used to ask for forgiveness even though it's my mistake, now my feelings for him started changing as in the beginning I was only attracted to his physique but now I was getting attached to the beauty of his soul, the purity in his nature and the intensity in his careI wanted to convey my feelings for him but at the same time also wanted to know what he actually feels for me as I didn't want to offend him in any way as he was too sensitive to handle sometimes which was quite complex behavior of him, well as our partners were changed but still he used to help me on the field but unfortunately I was unable to take the fact that he is working with somebody else on the field even thoug
But after that day I didn't interfere in anything especially on the field trips because Andrew was punishing himself for everything even though it used to be my mistakes hence I started thinking practically not just from the heart because of which I started avoiding childish behavior with him not only on the field but also in the room as I never fought with him or gave him any chance because of which fight might take place between us, but even though I tried to but one fine day a quarrel between us took place when we returned from the field trip as that day Julie somehow fractured his legs because of which Andrew was taking extreme care of him which was making me go crazy With anger as by as even though I didn't show up my feelings but the limits of my tolerance were already crossed by seeing both of them together everyday just because of Andrew and as soon the field trip got over we came back to hotel and I started ignoring him as I was afraid that if I'll