Briar's POV
I was walking with heavy steps in the corridor. Trying hard not to cry, simultaneously cursing under my breath in every possible way there is. Regretting every taking birth, I was going through a roller coaster of emotions, feeling self-hatred dominating all the others.
My legs were weirdly shaking with a trail of shivers running up and down my body. I didn’t enjoy the feeling and was fighting to distract my mind when I heard a hustle as I reached to the main pathway. Many students were moving towards the main hall, I presumed. My attention was grabbed by the assembly bell ringing and I started walking with the students.
"What’s happening?" A student asked me.
"Don’t know. I myself just heard the bell.” I said shrugging my shoulders.
“Some students were saying that it's for some special announcement.” Another girl behind me said.
“Maybe?” I said and kept walking till I reached the hall.
I was curious, just like majority of the people around. Hanging my hands lose I was just looking around for my friends. The noise was loud, just like every morning. I went to the front, where all the captains stand every day. The lack of motivation to engage in any sort of conversation was very well visible on my face.
I usually smile and chit-chat with students around, but in that moment, I just wanted to go and sit down somewhere. I was exhausted with no interest to even look up and make eye contact with anybody. Luckily, students were already standing in cues, so I didn’t have much work, other than just standing in front.
Taking a deep breath, I made myself ready, because being a head-leader gives me a sense of self awareness and I have to be responsible. Whenever I come on this spot, I forget everything. It's like some invisible force reminds me that I have a position. An honour. A post. And I have to handle it.
Soon the ‘special assembly’ begun. A voice could be heard which was different from the crowd. It was grabbing everyone's attention and too, made everyone silent. The voice belonged to Mrs. Jones, our history teacher. Also, my favourite person in the school.
"A very good morning students." She said in her usual cheerful voice.
"Good morning, teacher." All the students said in unison.
"As you all know that our principal, Mrs. Wilson is not present these days, due to her medical illness. We must keep her in our prayers.” She said, reminding me of how I decided to take advantage of this fact and gloom took over once again.
“As she's not able to join school, a new principal has been appointed to work on her behalf. So, I now invite our new principal, Mr. Gareth James Wilson." As her sentence completed, all the students clapped welcoming our new principal.
As the man came on stage my eyes and mouth went wide open seeing him stand at the podium. My smile faded away little stream of sweat escaped from my scalp. And the main reason for that was the man himself.
The handsome man who caught me in office, is our new principal!
I was utterly shocked and I saw my future filled up with fog. I nervously jittered at the slightest of provocation, because this situation was worse than a nightmare. I was trembling and apparently, I would pass out too, because I sincerely wished for the ground to swallow me inside.
Each cell in my body was alarmed and I tried to make out every little possibility of me just escaping the scene and hiding in the most unknown corner of the world, in short, just never be seen again. I just prayed keeping every good deed on stake just to not be noticed by this man ever.
Like that would work.
He looked far and wide with my manifestation failing miserably, because right when his eyes reached my direction, he looked at me as if studying my appearance and face. My eyes widening and breath losing its balance was enough to make him slightly smile. He was teasing me again.
I could see many girls squealing from behind seeing, that the man was not just young but even drop dead gorgeous. I don’t blame them for fangirling, because I was doing the same a few minutes ago. But knowing my first impression in front of the new principal was that of a thief, I wasn’t happy, rather despair was holding sway over my entire brain.
Why is he, our principal?! Ugh.
Briar's POVI looked up at the sky thinking to myself, how I would miss this soft fragrance of the freshness of this place. Sounds cliché as it is, but I can't possibly forget the memories of this neighbourhood. But the daylight was slowly dominating the ambience all across darkness I encountered.It's interesting to feel a strange harmony with this environment as if I'm deeply connected to it. I felt a huge load on my shoulders but at the same time I was relieved. My head was almost digging in the hand rest of the couch in the front yard, near our fireplace. The pain on the temple of my head felt nice as I waited for mom. Aurora invited my entire existence to start something new it seemed.We were leaving for the airport."Briar, is this your charger?" Mom asked, with a white adapter in her hand."Nah, mine is in my bag." I said pointing to my handbag on the table in front of me."Alright. Well, go to the car, dad is there. I'll be there in a minute." She said and went back inside.I
Briar's POVI held her tightly, burying my head further in her neck. I tried pouring out all that I had inside in the form of tears, but unexpectedly lamenting didn't change the dense feeling. I felt my chest filled, and the feeling of guilt was still the dominant one. Mom made me sit on the bed, taking a seat in front of me. The environment was a bit better now. Her soft hands touched mine as she made slight circles with her thumb on the top of my skin. I was calm and collected, definitely better than what I was a few hours ago."Since when do you him?" mom asked looking at me curiously.I gulped to make my dead dry throat a little soft. But even after trying to come up with an answer to her question, nothing but air came out of my mouth. I looked away, slightly biting my lip trying to gather some courage to answer."Uhm a f-few months." I said in a low voice."I see." Her usage of minimal words made my nervousness build up even more. I tried to hide it but who can possibly shield th
Briar's POVI could feel warm sunlight hitting my face as I walked in my neighbourhood. A place I loved hanging out at whenever I came back home in vacations. But today that road looked like a curse to walk on. Dad didn't utter a word to me the entire plane ride. Although he was completely silent, his words rang in my ears constantly. ‘I’m ashamed of you. I’m ashamed of you. I’m ashamed of you.’The more I considered it, the more I wanted to cry. I was being consumed internally by this guilt. Just because I followed my heart's desire, why have I had to endure so much sorrow and suffering?We arrived at the front gate after I dragged my feet around the driveway. I recall how this location had a distinct atmosphere only a few months ago. I was incredibly drawn to the slight scent of grass and the freshness. But right now, everything was excruciating, to even just sit there.I took a deep breath as mom quietly gestured me to come inside. I followed both of them inside, only to make the b
Briar's POVMy mind was occupied, I couldn't think about anything. I felt like my inner self was becoming numb as even the smallest sound in the room was ringing in my ears. It was an odd sensation. The fear was too strong. But I was also worried for him at the same time. Yes, it was illogical of me to worry about anyone other than myself at that time, yet I was unable to stop thinking about it. My hands kept shaking as though my body had lost all of its vigour.I could hear heels stomping on the wooden floor and the room felt chilly. Because of the deathly silence, I was sure of what the rumours were about and could hear every word in the area. Everyone was at leisure and had a current ‘hot’ issue to discuss. But I couldn't possibly care less. I had something more important to think about. My parents.I have no idea how I will respond to their questions. It would be an understatement to say that I was frightened because the thought of not being able to look them in the eyes while we
Briar's POVNext morning, I woke up all refreshed, expecting that a new day would be better. Although my body hurt, my mind was renewed, giving away how lazy I felt. It appeared as though my weekend's fatigue was still with me. I still continued to push myself as the memory of the last weekend hit me. I missed our little date, just when I woke up.Gretchen tapped my shoulder from behind as I was combing my hair. I turned around and grinned at her in anticipation of her asking me to mend her shirt or inform her of whether or not her uniform was in good condition, but she gave out a different vibe with her expression.I arched my brows in an effort to decipher the meaning behind her look. She was horribly composed while also being shocked. I was frightened since I couldn't read her face. As my breath became uneasy, a sudden feeling of unease crept across my entire body."Gretchen, what is it?" I asked her and she looked at me as her breath became deeper.It felt as if she doesn't know h
Briar’s POVIt had been a few days to our argument and even now, whenever Gretchen finds me going to meet him, a sheer displeasure on her face sits like a crown. Obviously, she wasn’t satisfied with the conversation we had that day, but her situation was helpless, because I wouldn’t stop, and she couldn’t stop me either. Though, a huge part of me felt bad for not being able to talk to her nicely ever since, at least now my relationship wasn’t totally hidden.Gretchen managed to cover up for whenever I went missing and I was taking good advantage of it. I didn’t lie to myself and shamelessly admitted how this temporary arrangement in my head seemed like a beautiful fashion. I was succumbing Gretchen to my plan, and everything sat pretty in my brain and he was becoming a part of every word I had with Gretchen.Like a lost being in a dense forest following a sole energy in order to escape the chaos of life, I was floating in his addiction. Within a stretch of over a month and a half, Gar