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The panic

Author: Astral
last update publish date: 2026-04-08 04:44:52

Nicholas Vance did not panic.

He strategized. He executed. He won.

But at 7:52 AM on the first morning after Emma Hart announced her resignation, Nick stood in his penthouse kitchen wearing last night's dress shirt and holding a coffee mug that had gone cold thirty-eight minutes ago.

His hair was uncombed. His tie was missing. And his left hand kept reaching for a tie knot that wasn't there.

She's not even here yet, he thought. How is she not even here yet and everything is already wrong?

He had woken up at 5:45 AM—no alarm, just habit—and reached for his phone to check his schedule. But Emma always sent his daily briefing at 5:30 AM. This morning, his inbox had nothing. No calendar updates. No reminder about the shareholder meeting. No neatly formatted bullet points telling him what to wear, where to go, and which board members were angry at him.

He had stared at his phone for nearly two minutes.

Then he had tried to make his own coffee.

The result was currently staining his sink—a dark, bitter disaster that tasted like regret and smelled like failure.

At 8:10 AM, his driver texted: Ready when you are, sir.

Nick looked at the text. Then he looked at his reflection.

He had no idea what his first meeting was.

When his car pulled into the underground garage of Vance Tower at 8:42 AM—five minutes later than usual—Nick spotted Emma's car already in her reserved spot. A modest silver sedan. Four years old. She had refused every single time he offered to upgrade it.

He took the private elevator to the 52nd floor.

The moment the doors opened, he saw her.

Emma Hart sat at her desk outside his office, already perfectly put together in a navy sheath dress and pearl earrings. Her dark hair was in a low ponytail. Her glasses—she only wore them when she was deep in concentration—were perched on her nose. She was typing rapidly, her fingers a blur over the keyboard.

She didn't look up when he walked past her desk.

That was new. She always looked up.

"Good morning, Mr. Vance," she said without stopping. "Your 9:00 AM with the finance committee has been moved to Conference Room B. Legal needs your signature on the Langley acquisition—documents are on your desk. Your mother called at 7:15 AM. She wants dinner this Sunday. I told her you'd confirm by Thursday."

Nick stopped at his door. "And my coffee?"

"On your desk. 7:45 AM. Two sugars, cream, six stirs counterclockwise. Chloe made it. She practiced fourteen times."

He almost smiled. Almost.

"Emma."

"Yes?"

"Come into my office."

She saved her document, stood, and followed him inside. She closed the door behind her—another new habit. She used to leave it open.

Nick sat behind his desk but didn't open the Langley documents. Instead, he folded his hands and looked at her.

"Last night," he said, "I thought about what you said."

"Which part?"

"The part where you're leaving."

Emma's expression didn't change. "I see."

"I've decided you're making a mistake."

"Noted."

"You've been here eight years, Emma. Eight years. You know everything about this company. You know everything about me. You can't just—" He stopped himself. Swallowed. "You can't just leave."

Emma tilted her head slightly. "Mr. Vance, are you worried about finding a replacement? Because I assure you, the transition document is—"

"I don't care about the transition document."

The words came out sharper than he intended. Emma's eyebrows rose slightly—the most reaction she'd shown all morning.

Nick looked away first. He stood up and walked to the window, just like yesterday.

"I'm not good at this," he said quietly.

"At what, sir?"

"At asking people to stay."

Emma said nothing.

Nick turned around. For a moment, he looked almost vulnerable—a crack in the Vance armor that only a few people had ever seen. Then he straightened again, composed.

"Four weeks," he said. "Stay for four more weeks. I'll give you a bonus. A significant one. Enough to—"

"No."

"Six weeks. Two months. Name your—"

"Mr. Vance." Emma's voice was calm but firm. "My mind is made up. Fifteen more working days, including today. Then I'm gone."

She turned and walked to the door. Her hand was on the handle when Nick spoke again.

"What if I made you a partner?"

She paused.

"What if I gave you equity? A seat on the board? Your own office on this floor?"

Emma looked back at him. "Why are you doing this?"

Nick opened his mouth. Closed it. For once, Nicholas Vance didn't have a ready answer.

"Because I need you," he finally said.

The words stayed between them.

Emma's expression softened—just briefly. Then she shook her head.

"You don't need me, Mr. Vance. You need a replacement. And I need a life."

She walked out. The door clicked shut behind her.

Nick stood there for a long moment.

Then he picked up his phone and texted the only person he could tolerate in moments like this—his older brother, Daniel.

Nick: Emma is quitting.

Daniel: What did you do?

Nick: Why does everyone assume I did something?

Daniel: Because I've known you for 37 years. What did you do?

Nick didn't reply.

He dropped his phone, opened the Langley documents, and tried to focus.

But the coffee on his desk—Chloe's coffee, not Emma's—tasted wrong. Too sweet. Too careful.

It tasted like someone trying to replace something irreplaceable.

He poured it down the sink.

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