Kabanata 20

Indie Emerson

Weston saw me cry. I just can't help it. That was also the first time that I let someone comfort me because something bad happened to me. I was so scared at that time, but the moment I saw people from afar, I gathered all of my strength to fight the culprit so that people at the checkpoint would see us. And I did it. Ngayon lang ulit ako natakot para sa buhay ko. I thought I was going to suffer or worse… I would die. Iniisip ko na kasalanan ko rin kasi hindi ko tiningnan nang maiigi kung iyon ba ang kotse na dapat kong sakyan. I was too preoccupied with thoughts because I'd never had the chance to see Ingrid closely.

Sumama ako sa mga pulis, I never entered the station because I don't want to. Hindi ko sila kinausap, I have these thoughts na hindi sila makikinig sa akin o baka baliktarin nila ako. Natatakot dahil baka panlalait ang makuha ko sa kanila. I don't know what is happening to me, but the person who I thought first was Weston. Naisip ko sana siya ang taong pupu