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Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Last Supper
Blake stayed by my side the rest of the day, never once pushing our relationship or bringing up the meeting we had earlier with Armand.I would be lying if I said it didnโt rattle me. I watched Blake play with our kids and saw that boy I once knew. The boy I loved so deeply, but so wrongly. I found myself wanting to be that girl once again.I could embrace our bond, rid our family of any threat from Armand and better protect my pack. The problem was, I would lose Bolton forever. I wasnโt ready to give him up and I wasnโt even sure why. He wasnโt sweet or romantic, and he definitely didnโt put my feelings first. Still, my heart wanted him and I didnโt know how to change it.The next day came and I searched for Bolton everywhere. I wanted to talk to him, spend time with him before he left for good tomorrow. Of course he was no where to be found though.I spent most the evening calling him a coward and idiot, hoping it made him stop hiding from me, but it didnโt work. He planned to leave
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-20Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Saying Goodbye
I watched Blake put the kids to bed and held my tears as best as I could. He gave me a gentle kiss goodbye and I let out a hard breath once he left. This would be every night of my life. I closed my eyes as my heart began beating too fast. I donโt think I was strong enough to sacrifice the life I wanted to be with Blake.I hurried to the bathroom and turned on the cold water to drown out the pain inside me. The second I stepped out I cursed at the man making my life utterly impossible just standing next to my bed with tight shoulders.โGoddess, I hate you. What are you doing here?โ I walked to Bolton in just a towel and wrapped my arms around him. โI shouldnโt be here, but I canโt leave without saying goodbye.โI squeezed him tighter from behind, smushing my face into his back. โAdmit it, you canโt resist me.โโYouโre a brat that makes me do stupid things.โโWe had this talk already. I like you being stupid, especially with me.โI felt his hard wide chest rumble with laughter. He turn
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-20Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Only Mine
His fingers teased my collar bone then slowly peeled my towel away. We stood in front of each other completely bare and completely filled with need for the other. โI know what you want, not just now, but for your life.โ His hand roamed over my breast, gently smoothing my soft mound, then roughly tugging at my hard nipple.โWhat do I want Bolton?โ I asked in a breathy moan. The way he touched me was the only thing I wanted.โYou want your pack, your family, you want this life you now have.โ His hands picked my body up and my legs wrapped around him. His head dipped to my chest and took one breast deep into his mouth.โBolton, I want you.โ I nearly cried, losing myself to his warm mouth devouring my breast so perfectly.โIโm here tonight, and tonight youโre mine.โ His voice was so possessive it had me moaning again. He put me on the bed, placing his wide body between my legs and his grey eyes roamed over me spread out and at his mercy. โI want to bring you home, tie you up, and torture
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-21Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Time Apart
I moaned uncontrollably in bed, fingers dancing along my neck and body filled with his drug. I knew I slept for hours, but I also knew he was inside me, his Alpha seed and Vampire venom coating my nerves and rushing through my blood. I donโt care what he says or thinks, he was what I needed.I rose from bed and my hand ran over the cold sheets. I held my head high and refused to cry. He was gone, but that was his choice and one day, he would regret leaving me. I refused to be upset anymore. I showered then got my kids up to begin our day. We had new routines to began and the pack as a whole was starting to rebuild. Schools were open, hospitals and stores fully staffed, and the pack house bustling with people all about. The second we made it to the dining hall Blake was there waiting for us. Instead of sighing at his presences, I decided to embrace it. โGood morning!โ I gave him a bright smile and the kids ran around him. He matched my mood, giving me his charm and playing some with
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-22Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย My Past Is Not My Future
โI got the perfect dress!โ I heard a familiar voice chatting in the break room of the hospital and smiled. I really loved we had no hate between us anymore.โPerfect dress for what?โ I asked Cynthia as I walked in to grab a cup of coffee. I stopped by with my kids to visit patients and my mom currently stole them to show them off to the other doctors.โThe red moon! I entered the drawing and three men chose me.โ Cynthiaโs pale face, painted like a heavenly Angel, was beaming in excitement.โThree? Hmm, should we have them all battle at once for your heart? It could be more entertaining that way.โ I teased. โNo, one on one seems fair.โ She looked appreciative at me and I wasnโt sure why. โThank you, Sasha.โ โFor what? The mates from the last red moon wanted this as much as everyone else. I just simply said yes.โโThatโs not exactly true, and I wasnโt thanking you for that.โ She stepped closer to me with a genuine look of happiness. At first I thought of stepping back, but I reminded m
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-23Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Cold Shower
An hour passed and a twenty minute cold shower calmed me enough to feel like myself again. My mom was leaving work to go personally pick up a suppressant for me. I should had thought of it sooner, but I didnโt think it would come back so soon.Between being a powerful Luna, constantly around my fated mate, and the fact Blake never accepted my rejection, my spirit needed to be complete. I didnโt want to be at my own soulโs mercy, yet I also wanted to be fulfilled. Not just sexually, but completely.It was hard running a pack as a Luna next to her Alpha, but no relationship in my life. My mom realized last week I had been speaking more and more of a life with Blake. She put the pieces together instantly and ordered the medicine I needed. It was a potent drug that others would become sick if they took, which made it rare to find. We didnโt know who Charlotte had got it from back in fairy land, but Iโm sure that contact wasnโt close enough to help.I checked on my kids and my sibling want
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-24Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Midnight Heat
I knew I couldnโt trust Blake. He actually had the nerve to met Bolton behind my back. He was running parts of this pack without my knowledge and I was a fool just walking around thinking everything was perfect.โYouโre more than a fool.โ His deep voice came out from behind me and I stopped in my tracks. I had just got out of the third cold shower today and was not in the mood for anymore lies. โYouโre an idiot.โโFuck you!โ I shouted, not turning around to see his handsome face. I was pissed at him and I didnโt need my heat spiking again.โI bet that is exactly what you want.โ As I opened my dresser draw I felt him on me. His hands grabbed my waist, spinning me, then lifting me on top the cold surface.โWhat are you doing?โ I looked up to him with wide eyes.โExactly what my Luna needs.โ His fingers came to my robe, slowly untying it to reveal my wet naked body. โSo beautiful, Luna.โ He practically purred as he knelt to the floor. His large hands grabbed the sides of my ass, pullin
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-09-24Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย War is Brewing
โWhat do you mean Blake?โ I tried searching for his scent, but I came up short.โI was supposed to meet him tonight. When I didnโt show he killed my men.โ Bolton growled as he got off the bed and put on his shirt.โWhat? Why would he kill them?โ I got up, naked and bare, filled with his seed and finally satisfied of my heat. โPut clothes on!โ He growled at me. His dick was getting hard and peaking out from under his shirt.โYouโve seen me naked plenty of times. Now tell me what is going on?โ I demanded.โHe thinks I setup an ambush tonight.โโAmbush for what?โโHim!โ He shouted at me in a rage. He held his pants in his hands, debating if he should put them on or take my body again.โBlake really believes you are trying to kill him?โโArmand told Viktor of my previous plans to take over the Leto pack. Now that you are here they are all finding it hard to believe I donโt want it anymore.โI smiled walking to him.โSasha, I have to go. I need to explain to Blake why I wasnโt there.โโAr
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Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย History Repeated
Seventeen years in futureMy name is Sasha Lycanic, born a low-level omega with nothing special about a single hair on my body. To make my life infinitely worse, my father was a traitor. My life didn't start out bad, it just kept plummeting downhill and for so long I was too weak to take the wheel. My eyes stared at myself through my vanity's mirror with a small smile tugging at my lips, remembering the days of my youth. I was young and naive. I loved deeply and oh so wrongly. I chose a life that damned myself, and I didn't realize it until it was too late. Now I was grown, no longer a child or so naive."It's time!" My mate called to me and I rose from my chair. Today, I cannot be weak. Today, I would be proud and support my son. My Lycan son, born out of malice and betrayals. I loved him, as I did all my children, but he was the oldest, the first and our future Alpha. "Coming darling." I said in a sweet voice. I may not have become everything I thought I would be, but above all
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย New Era
I sat beside a lake taking long breaths. I knew I couldnโt plead for my life again. This was beyond the goddessโ power and Iโve cheated death too many times. My hand moved over the small bump on my belly and tears fall down my cheeks. If I die, so do they. Would I ever know who they were, or do they become nothing since they were never born?โMy daughter.โ The velvety smooth poison nearly cracked my skull open and it made me smile. I wiped my tears away as I looked to the moon goddess. I wasnโt dead, at least not yet.โI never thought I would be so happy to be in this much pain.โ I cried to her.Charlotte appeared next me and I hugged her instantly. โI miss you so much.โโI miss you too. We donโt have much time and the goddess wanted to speak to you through me.โโOk.โ I bit my lip, body filling with excitement. This had to mean I would return home soon and I couldnโt wait to kiss my mateโs lips.I looked to the moon goddess as Charlotte spoke her words. โThis is the last time we will
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย And Then There Was None
โThis isnโt true.โ I mumbled as my feet fumbled over myself. Draconian was pissed and on a mission to get me as far from the pack house as possible. I understood his worry, but I couldnโt just leave. โWhere are my children? My family?โโYour mother has them safe and off territory already. We will meet them at an ally packโ.โโAn ally pack? They are all here.โ I was trying to get my mind to work as we ran down four flights of stairs. I wasnโt even sure how I could survive without Bolton, but I needed to get to my kids. My hand went to my mark, remembering his touch to my skin. I could still feel him. โThereโs no pain.โโWhat?โ Draconian looked back at me and the fear that crossed his face was unmistakable.โIt doesnโt burn. I can feel Bolton.โโSasha, he might have not completely died, but we canโt go out there. Youโll be killed in seconds. You have to let him go.โ Draconianโs hands came to my arms. He looked at me lovingly, but with a deep longing. โDrac? Something is off.โ My eyes
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Surprise
โSasha! Get up!โI woke to Bolton screaming beside the bed. โWhat is...โ before I could ask I heard the bells of war. โTheir here!โโYes! Today we finish this.โ Bolton growled at me with red eyes. There was my monster. He was ready and so was I.โYes. Today we finish this.โ I repeated, standing to kiss my handsome mate then went to dress quickly. I was amped and ready for this battle, but I had no idea how it would end. I was always a foolish girl though, believing good would triumph if I just fought hard enough. Today was the true test of my beliefs and I would forever bury that teenage girl raised as nothing but a weak omega born to a traitor of my pack. Today, Sasha Glancia would truly die and I would own my name and rightful place as Sasha Leto. A name that would be known as the greatest and truest Luna of any specie for generations to come. It was the cost that made it all seem unworthy though.โYou ready?โ Eldora flew beside me on the roof of our pack house.โIโve been ready f
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย War is Coming
Three weeks passed and surprisingly four species coexisted on my land somewhat peacefully. It wasnโt without fights or many being locked away for a night to sober up, but it was three weeks that they all bonded.โI like this little village we have here. It reminds me of the fairy land we occupied.โ I snuggled into Boltonโs side. โIt is like that. Expect we have proper shelter and plumping here.โโYes, and I do love the luxuries of modern life. Bath?โ I looked up to him. He was as a sweaty mess as myself. He woke me before the sunrise so we could have hours naked in bed before our kids woke. โTempting, but I have to meet Draconian. He heard some rumors of an attack being planned at my kingdom and the witchesโ neighborhoods.โโWhat rumors?โโDragons been seen lurking about different territories.โโYou think they will attack their lands since most are here? If we leave their people unprotected and they are ambush, it will put a wedge between us all.โโI know and that is why we need a p
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Something Not Right
โWell, you look... better.โ I tried to hide the worry on my face.โI look disgusting.โโIt just one little spot. The rest of you is gorgeous.โ I gave her a smile.โItโs the only thing anyone can see. Thankfully Iโm locked away from the public eye.โ Her fingers brushed the dark black ooze on her neck. Something was wrong with her mark and no one knew what. Fortunately, whatever odd growth happening from Blakeโs mark it didnโt seem to affect her physically. The doctor cleared all her vitals and said it should have no effect on her child, but even they werenโt sure. There was no record of a mark ever turning into a black crusty wound that occasionally oozed out venom.โIt will be ok. Youโre perfectly healthy. We just have to be patient. Eldora and... the witch will be here.โ I actually didnโt know any of the witchesโ names. โI doubt they will know more about a mateโs mark than our own stupid people.โ She hit the bars in frustration.โWe will figure it out, Cynthia. Youโre healthy and a
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย United
After watching Cynthia be escorted out of the hospital by our guards the mood between Bolton and I was soured. I couldnโt believe Blake did this to her and it made me want his death on my hands so much more.I couldnโt do that now though. If I killed Blake it would kill her. I was debating what to do about Viktor too. I didnโt want Bolton to lose his mom. The rest of the day he barely said two words to me, but I felt his hand to my skin every moment. He knew I needed to think and without his commentary. He made a point to remind me he was still here though.After dinner I put my kids to bed which my mom and Draconian agreed to stay with them at the pack house. The rest of my sibling stayed too and I doubled the security. I knew if Blake or Viktor showed up, my family would be their first target. It was no secret I would give up anything to keep them safe.By sundown a horde of Vampires arrived. I wasnโt sure who was left at their kingdom or even where it was. Watching Bolton greet th
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย Wrath of a Lycan
โWe have so many things to do, baby.โ Bolton sighed after we made out for another twenty minutes. โI want to just lock you in a room for weeks and enjoy every inch of your body, but we have two major threats we need to kill.โโBlake and Viktor.โ I sighed too, feeling the weight of what they would be plotting now. โDo you think they know Iโm alive?โโProbably. I want you to remain in the pack house.โโI wonโt lock myself in here, psycho. I will promise to be always guarded though.โโI will guard you and no one else.โ He growled.Before I could begin telling him that we canโt be literally glued to the othersโ side a knock came at the door. I quickly opened it praying it wasnโt bad news.โCynthia is asking for you, Luna.โโCynthia? Where is she?โโYou havenโt heard?โโNo, whatโs wrong. The last I knew she left the arena with her fated.โโShe isnโt talking, but something happened. She is at the hospital and in bad shape.โI looked to Bolton with worry. โIโll go right now.โI practically r
Loving a Selfish Lycanย ย ย A Moment of Love
The kids ate a mountain of food then ran around talking to almost everyone that came into the dining the hall. They were little social butterflies and felt completely comfortable in our pack. Bolton sat beside me, hand in hand, even as we ate. Once the plates were cleared he pulled me from my chair and into his lap. I could feel his desperate need to feel my skin to his. Before today I would had thought it to be annoying if someone acted like this, but now, knowing I was his only desire, his only need. I felt like the most valuable creation every made. โI love listening to your never ending thoughts.โ Boltonโs lips were in my ear. โEspecially when they are about giving me every part of you.โ โIโm yours now. You can take anything you wish from me.โ I gave him a wink and he took my lips like a beast. I giggled over his rough kisses, laying my hands to the sides of his face. โIโm never going to get tired of this. In fact, the more you kiss me the more I want.โโMore? I know exactly wh
