All Chapters of Loving a Selfish Lycan: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

"Look at those vile clothes she wears. She should just rip out her heart and end her misery." Cynthia said, gossiping with the other volleyball players."She is too weak to rip her own heart out. If her family had any money, I'm sure they would have paid someone to do it for her." Another girl responded."I would pay someone to do it. I hate being associated with her family. They are traitors to our Alpha and should had been killed with their father." Cynthia spoke a little louder. She didn't need to though and she was aware I could hear her perfectly. I was a weak omega, with a small wolf, but I still had wolf hearing.I felt a dark presence behind me and took a sharp breath. He was near me. I could always sense him. Even though he tortured me worse than any other, I still feigned for his touch."Are they upsetting my Raven?" Blake spoke in my ear. He called me that name because of my hair, something he always fancied."No!" I said, tilting my chin a little higher. I learned years ago

"Get the fuck up! I don't pay for you to live here for nothing!" My step dad, Stephen, screamed at my door."Be there in two minutes. Sorry!" I shouted back, turning off my alarm. I cried for hours last night then passed out. I guess I was so tired I didn't hear my alarm blaring out next to me.I quickly jumped in the shower, washing just my body, then threw on a white shirt with a blue skirt and white sneakers. I had two minutes to be downstairs to start breakfast. Me and my six other siblings all had jobs to do around the house, and at our step-dad's appliance store, and his restaurant.He wasn't a nice man, but he did pay the bills. My mother was still a gorgeous woman, but no one wanted her after my father's betrayal. She was fired from her job at the hospital and for over a year we barely got by. I still remember the way my stomach ached in pain for food as we would go days with none. My stepfather took pity on my mom and agreed to mark her as his chosen mate. She had to do ever

I took Blake's hand and he guided me to the bed. I couldn't hear anything around me as my heart beat so fast. I was going to be Luna. "You're so innocent. Maybe I should call you Dove." Blake said in my ear as he turned me to face the crowd. I didn't want to see them though and kept my head down.The bed laid sideways next to us so everyone could witness our joining. Everyone would see me naked while Blake took my virginity. "You're shaking you're so nervous, Dove." Blake's hands rested on my shoulders then moved down my arms."My mate, Sasha Glancia!" He announced and everyone cheered. "I'll be gentle, Dove. This is our time now."I shook my head nervously to him. He looked at me sincerely and I wanted to just forget everyone else but us. His hands wrapped around my front, untying the white robe and slowly lowered it off my body. I stood before hundreds of pack members completely naked. I wanted to hide, but I knew I couldn't. I just had to get through this, then everything would

I moved in and out of consciousness as the sun bathed my room in light, then faded leaving me in the dark. My mind was a jumbled mess, filled with memories of my past and psychedelic dreams."My sweet, Dove." His voice was soft and his fingers felt like feathers gliding over my body. I swear Blake watched me as I slept for days, letting my body heal."Blake." I whispered. I needed him close to me. His presence filled me with purpose and I felt my body healing when he was close."I'm here, baby. You’re mine now, so don't leave me, little Dove.""I don't want to. I'm so tired though.""I know, baby. You did good for me the other night. You were everything I knew you would be. We have a lifetime together though." He kissed my hands and I smiled at the sweet gesture. He could be so cruel, then so perfect.My eyes lids felt heavy as I tried to force them open. I wanted to see him, needed to know if he was really here."There's my beautiful, Raven." The light in his eyes made me want to jum

I finally picked myself up and walked naked back to my room. I was stripped of any decency when Blake claimed me as nothing but his whore. I had no shame left in me and I was done trying to be anything in this world."Mistress!" My maid looked at me with pity in her eyes. At least it wasn't hate. "I'm fine. I just need to shower then food. Alpha's orders." I said void of any emotions. My body was littered with red marks and bruises and I felt each one of them. "I'll get you new clothes." She nodded to me and I left to the bathroom. I cried a little as I washed my body, but I was mostly numb. I was here, in the pack house, in my own room. I had what I wanted, but I was tricked. I was a toy for Blake, a toy he got off on torturing. This whole pack got off on torturing me, and now I was certain the moon goddess did too. She was the one that made omegas so weak for an Alpha's touch, and I was weak for Blake's. Despite my anger at him I still burned for him deep in my soul. It wasn't f