LOGINElizabeth
The only thought that ran through my head as I jogged down my street in the early hours of the morning was how to ruin Dwain's life. He called and texted me yesterday,apologizing for what he did but I didn't respond to any of it. After I left the precinct yesterday he came over to my place but I shut the doors on him. He finally left after waiting for hours and begging me to open the door. I expected to see Eren because the officer had promised to make him my bodyguard but there was no sign of him. I plan to place a call today to inquire about it. I need him around me if I'm to make him interested in me and partly because I don't feel safe around Dwain. I breathed heavily as I stopped to rest, not because I had been running for a while now but because of anger. I don't even know what I'm angry at anymore. My life? It's messed up. I continued jogging; it was still pretty dark; the only reason I started this early was because I didn't want my neighbours to see me . Of course, they would gossip about how their fat neighbour finally cared about losing weight after fighting with her Ex. I checked my watch; it was 4:15. I was getting hungry and tried. I jogged some more and finally returned home. I grabbed my phone to check if I had any messages. I had one missed call and text message from my best bud. Smiling widely, I read the text, and I couldn't be happier. She said she would be coming over after her nanny arrived to stay with her kids. Yes, my best friend was married and had 3 children. To be honest, her marriage wasn't really working out and I'm guessing the reason she's coming over was to vent all her frustration on me. Whistling, I took a shower. The hair on my back stood upright, I usually get this feeling that I'm being watched whether in the bathroom or anywhere in my house. I had cameras in the house but I didn't see anything suspicious. I had to shake my head to get those thoughts out or I would be terrified to death. After breakfast, I went straight to bed. When I opened my eyes again, it was 10 in the morning. Sally should be here by now. I got up and went to sit on my balcony to wait for her. I got tired of waiting and went to watch a movie. I was in my living room watching the movie when Sally called me again. The only thing I heard was that she was at the police station and then the call ended. The first thing that came to my mind was that either she was in prison for killing her husband or her husband's mistress. Quickly, I put some clothes on and rushed out of my house. As I got into the cab, Sally called me. I answered the call almost immediately. " What the hell happened, Sally ?"I screamed into the phone. "I'm at the precinct, I got Pamela arrested!" She said rather calmly, but I felt a ping of frustration in her voice "What?...how?....I mean on what grounds?"And here I thought that she might have murdered her husband. There was a pause at the other end. "She.....she abused my girls....all three of them." I almost snapped but I kept my cool." No need to explain over the phone ... I'll be there in a jiffy." I ended the call. My mind kept wondering what happened; it appears that it all happened when Sally was not at home and as for their dad, he probably wouldn't do anything about it. That shows how men were heartless. How can you let your second wife beat up your flesh and blood? Sally sent me photos of her children's bruised bodies and that only got me angrier. She would spend the rest of her life in prison; hell, she should be executed. I arrived at the precinct all sweaty, I had rushed down there, almost forgetting to dress properly. Then it dawned on me that I might see Eren. Fuck! I looked like a clown in this outfit. I still stepped in anyway and the bad news ? Sally was in Eren's office or so I was told. I rushed in, and just as I was about to open the door, a huge hand blocked me , grabbed me and started pulling me further away from the door. What the heck !" What do you think you're doing ?" I demanded while trying to free myself from his grip. "Get out!" The voice came in deep and hoarse, I'd recognize that voice anywhere. I finally raised my head to look at him,a bitter frown on my face. I'm beginning to dislike him. But then my eyes trailed up and down his frame. I haven't really taken the time to appreciate his looks. Blue eyes, chiselled jaw, broad shoulders and a mass of muscles. Slim waist ,thin red lips and a mass of blonde hair that almost touched his shoulders. He is handsome! My eyes instinctively went below his belt. Fuck ! Why the hell did my pussy clench? He snapped his fingers at me after noticing how I had been drooling at his body, a frown appearing on his face. "Oh, hello there." A smug smile appeared on my lips. His scent was like that of a baby's. Does he use baby cosmetics? "Wait in the waiting room!"He said with a ping of arrogance. Arrogant jerk! "Let me go...I need to be in there." I forcefully tried to free my hand from his grip. His jaw twitched."I'm already busy with one person so wait your turn! "He grabbed my hand again and dragged me towards the end of the hallway. I finally snapped. This man was getting on my nerves. I jerked my hand away from his."Do you have a problem with me?" He remained silent, his eyes roaming over my body. I suddenly felt self-conscious, and all the courage I had suddenly disappeared. He probably thought I was fat. Just like he said yesterday,he thinks my body isn't attractive. "You can wait at the counter ...then I'll call for you when I'm done with your friend, even though you have no business here." He finally spoke then turned on his heels. I scoffed, adjusted my clothes and walked past him, chin raised and shoulders high. Out of reflex he turned swiftly and grabbed my hoodie. He was so bent on preventing me from entering the room that he put all his strength on the hand that held the hoodie and pulled it forcefully. He picked me up with one hand and tossed me across the hallway.Elizabeth We were finally leaving the hospital after three long months. Eren is okay now,he can stand on his own two feet. He's strong enough to walk and to hold our son in his arms . Only the scar on his chest is left as a remembrance for how I almost lost him to Javan. So far, we've been okay. Our relationship has been okay. He didn't have that look of resentment he had in his eyes anymore,and it was like we were back to this world…to our world. I was even happier because we were getting married in a chapel at the outskirts of town. Just me ,him, our son and his mom. Not what I had imagined but since his clan won't allow me into his life then we turned to other alternatives. The wedding was not what I had imagined as a teenager. I had always wanted the luxurious,expensive and showy wedding that would be the talk of the city for months . But now I knew those were merely girly fantasies. A real wedding wasn't about all the flowers , expensive decor, cakes ,the million dollar dr
Elizabeth The bullets had missed his major blood vessels and thankfully it was just one lung that was affected . He had severe internal bleeding due to pneumothorax and as a result various chest tubes were inserted into his ribcage to help drain blood and air. He was still unconscious but he's alive. I stayed with him in the hospital,his mother and I taking turns to watch over him as the days rolled by slowly. The first week passed,the doctor said he was improving but he still hasn't woken up. But he was having visible breathing difficulties just like today. I had to turn my eyes away. I can't watch him suffer like this.“ can't you give him a drug or something to ease the pain.” I asked the nurse on duty.Eren ,even though unconscious, had his face twisted in pain and his heart rate spiking. “We’ve given all we could. It's part of the recovery process.” She said before excusing herself.It wasn't easy for his mother to watch either. She had cried hard when they were forced to
Elizabeth Blood.Blood.More blood,on my hands ,on the floor ,they were everywhere. The gunshot was what jolted me out of my misery and now Eren lay in my arms,coughing up blood as he struggled to breath. Javan staggered backwards,dropping the gun to the floor as he fell to his knees. The fucking bastard finally came to his senses.“ Eren….stay with me.” I cried ,hoping he could hear me. His heavy eyes found mine and he opened his mouth to say something only to cough up more blood. “I….I…I'm..I'm.. sorry.” he breathed.“i…I should…have stayed.”I sobbed harder because this was my fault. “ Call 911!” I yelled at Javan as tears streamed down my cheeks.He remained unmoving at first but then stumbled to grab my phone that was laying on the floor on one side of the balcony. As he dialed on the keypad,my eyes fell to the gun that was just a few feet away from me. My fingers trembled as I stared at it.I've suffered enough because of him. I was about to crawl and grabbed the gun whe
Eren “What the fuck is wrong with you !" My mother yelled,she had been throwing things at me for the past hour.She snarled.“If anyone is to blame here,it's you.” I snapped.“ Me? If she hadn't kept her fucking mouth shut then this wouldn't have happened.” She scoffed.“ And then you took the fucking baby and left her all alone ? Is this how I raised you?” “ You didn't raise me?" I yelled back and the next moment I regretted it. Pain flashed across her face as she stared at me.She shook her head,looking over at Rowan,sleeping on the couch.“ You can't take care of him ,Eren. Not without his mother.”I knew deep down that she was right but I'm too blinded by rage and betrayal to think straight. After reading all the text, I couldn't believe that she had been exchanging messages with Javan after I found her. And all her actions that she took were solely based on his words. She let him manipulate her . The fact that she didn't think to tell me even when he threatened her was what mad
Elizabeth A week later we were discharged and ready to go home. Eren's mum helped me pack that morning and then she went to the reception to settle the bills while I waited in the room. The doorknob twisted and I got to my feet,ready to go thinking she had returned . Only for the door to open up widely and for someone else to step in. A chill ran down my spine as I took a step backwards,tightening my hold on my baby. For a heartbeat ,I thought my mind was playing tricks on me.How could he be here even when he knew Eren was around?We already talked about him keeping the distance but now this?Every muscle in my body contracted as memories flooded my mind . Starting from the first phone call, to the next , the stab , the pain , every single thing that I had endured just to keep my mouth shut and protect the ones I love. “ Why… why are you here?” I mumbled,sweat soaking on my temple. He twirled a knife in his fingers,one that I hadn't noticed he was holding till now.“You are not r
Elizabeth When I opened my eyes it was already morning. I woke up to Rowan's cries and noticed that he had been transferred back to the room. A huge relief washed over me. Thank Goodness he was okay.Eren was sitting at his side,watching his mother as she changed his diapers. He was staring at her hand movements but he was absent-minded.He had this terrifying frown on his face ,the muscle in his jaw clenching every second. His eyes filled with this distant fiery look.My eyes roamed his body ,one that I hadn't set my hands on for so long. I won't lie,I missed his touch. I missed his lips and I missed his loving gaze on me. Those days are gone now,the Eren before me was more like a stranger or so I try to convince myself.I was still staring at him when he suddenly shifted his gaze to me.I flinched and turned away,my cheeks turned pink from embarrassment and panic. The look in his eyes was fierce . They were filled with something I can't decipher but the gaze he held wasn't the one







