CROSS
Days rolled by slowly yet that faithful night never left my mind nor my dreams. I woke up every middle of the night with an overwhelming amount of lust that made me shiver, moan and clench my fist in an attempt to stop myself from grabbing my dick. I was horny. If there was any word that was higher than that, I was it. My body remembered every detail down to the hard press against my back. Fuck! Cyrus was ruining my life and it was only the third day! I woke up to a raging boner, my dick pulsing and aching with the need to slam into anything and fuck hard-- actually no, I wanted to be fucked. To be bent over and thoroughly rammed into by that fucker! "God, what is wrong with me?" I ran a finger through my hair and pulled out a drawer where the photo sat. I've stared at it a lot of times and I've lost count, burned the picture in my brain that sometimes I could make out his figure in the dead of the night. He assaulted me. Ripped me of my dignity and rough handled my dick to the point of pain. Fuck him and his audacity! Why did I have to suffer from his horniness? "A god, huh?" well he was either of lust or of seduction because whatever he deposited inside me was far from gone. Just three days ago I was relieved to know that any encounter or confrontations with Cyrus would never repeat itself again but sadly, I'd be the one chasing him down this time. Sighing, I looked at the tent in my shorts with disappointment. It was inevitable. I had to beat my meat. ** "Damien, hey!" James waved once our eyes met but I groaned and turned the other way where I was headed. "H-Hey, wait up." I maneuvered through the hallway heading for the field with my camera as an excuse and gate pass. "Hey, what's with you, mam? Are you ignoring me or something?" he finally caught up and made the mistake of throwing his arms around my shoulders. I flinched, a warm blush spreading to my cheeks. Damn! It would react to just anyone at this point. I shrugged him off and kept my distance. "What do you want?" "Don't tell me you're mad about leaving you to handle the-" "Why? So now you're going to do whatever you want but I'm not allowed to feel however the fuck I want?" I glared at him, putting the frustration from my predicament. "Oh, c'mon! That was three days ago," he said. "And you're only walking up to me now. What do you want James?" I stopped and turned around to face him. "Nothing. I just want to talk. I figured you'd be mad-" "Patricia's not inviting you to hang, is she?" well what did he expect? She just used him to frustrate my efforts and it worked… with a stupid price. Even after wanking three times before heading to school, I was still horny. Anger flashed in James eyes, "This isn't about Patricia." but he was all in defense mode so it didn't matter. "Look, I just wanted to say ‘nice article’ and ask why you took it down." Ugh, don't fucking remind me. I walked at a slow pace, letting him catch up. After running out the first night, I took a long and hard stare at the photo, doubting everything but with proof in my hand. Strangely, it sparked an idea for an article on my blog and I wrote it. "What can humans do when a god-like man steps on the field? Behold Cyrus Sinclair. Westbrook's most prized player both on the field and in the ladies heart.' Dude how do you write like that?" James sounded proud as he read the last line of my article. "And this photo looked kinda demonic don't you think?" My heart jumped, "Delete that!" "No. why? I like that." "That's gay." "Don't care. How'd you edit the wings and the eyes? Man! It looks good." Just how many of these dick riders saved that photo? Well in my defense, I said I'd take down the article and I did. He could figure out how to erase it from everyone's mind. Wait, could he do that? What other tricks did he have up his sleeves besides seduction and lust? "Okay, good talk, James," I hurried away from him, focusing on my goal. There was only one place Cyrus could be during extracurricular activities and it was on the field. Training or sticking his tongue down some girl's throat. I headed first for the locker room and caught them right on time with Coach Ramsey walking out. He glanced at me then paused, "We're not taking recruits for the month. We're closed." I wasn't ever going to apply for the soccer team. "Lift your shirt and show me how solid you are," he was always out for the strong ones and unfortunately for me, I had a really nice build. "I'm not here for the team, sir. I'm here to see Cyrus." His frown deepened. He was an elderly man with blonde hair and strong black eyes that made these hulks shiver when he glared. "And who are you?" "I uhm am Damian Cross from the school's press-" "Are you the one behind the article 'Man or beast or both?'" that sounded threatening but I nodded and his eyes grew fiercer. "Well good heavens you took that down. Got the rest of the boys feeling left out." he stepped in closer enough to induce a threatening air. "Now you listen to me, Cyrus might be a star player no doubt but it's folks like you who forgets that team work makes the dream work." he poked my shoulder hard enough to drill a hole. "You don't leave out the rest of my boys next time or I'm coming for you." "A-Are you allowed to say that to a student, sir?" he had me almost pissing my pants but this was nothing compared to the shit scare I got from Cyrus's ambush on my way home from a stroll the other night. He smirked, "When it comes to my team, I'm allowed to say whatever the fuck I want. Now unless you're recording, you better delete-" "I'm not!" I blurted out and he gave me a deep and long stare before he stood straight. "Good. Keep in touch, press guy." he walked out, finally leaving room for some air and I took my chance at breathing. I never wanted to face that again. I walked in, peeped first and saw a few guys in the locker room putting on their shirts. They turned to stare with question in their eyes. "Sorry, I'm looking for Cyrus." They said nothing, just pointed further down. I saw no one there but I figured I shouldn't ask much. I walked in and the closer I got, the louder the kissing sound got. My body acted up in response as my mind pictured Cyrus in a kiss. Fuck! This wasn't just about the lust now, it was about my body needing him, craving him for a good fuck. I got to the end and looked to the left. Cyrus had a brunette backed up against a locker with one of her legs hanging off his hip. His hands roamed the curve of her body as his lips stayed glued to hers. He pulled away a little to undo his belt, pushed his jeans down a little. I blushed at the sight of his fair arse-- so white, so yummy- ew. Gross. Before I got front row seats to a real life p**n, I cleared my throat making the brunette- Cindy, one of the popular girls in my class, jump and shriek in fright. "What the fuck!" she gasped, heaving for breath with her lipstick smeared over her lips. She glared at me, angry that I interrupted her chance for dick. Well, boohoo! I needed dick myself! I mean- no, not like that. I needed him- not his dick- ugh, it didn’t matter. Just seeing him glare at me with clenched jaw was making my dick hard. Fuck! "I need to talk to you-" "Get out," he growled. "Don't you have eyes?" I cocked my head to Cindy. Was she seriously still waiting for me to- "Leave!" she commanded. "Now." "Does Bryan know you're here?" I asked, folding my arms. "He's been looking for you." Panic flashed in her eyes. "You wouldn't-" I took out my phone and started to swipe to my camera when she groaned like a demon and grabbed her bag from the floor. "Fuck you!" she said to me and turned to Cyrus with very desperate eyes. "Catch you some other time, Cindy. I'll deal with this." "You better," she looked like she wanted a kiss but with my being here, she wouldn’t risk it. She stormed out, leaving me alone with a really very angry god. He pulled his pants up and I got a view of his curly pubic hair-- should he have that since he was a god? "What the fuck do you want? Who do you think you are to ruin my lunch?" he growled and his eyes blazed in fury. "You have a lot of nerves-" "Undo it," I was scared shitless but being turned on right now wasn't helping. Even more reasons why I needed his spell gone. "What?" "The spell or whatever it is," I whispered, clenching my fists as waves of shocks hit me rolling down south as all the blood rushed there. "Undo it. I took down the article so undo what you put inside me or I swear I'll put it right back.”CROSSI stepped into the room, watching them jolt and step away from each other to wear back their ‘serious’ look; mom flipped her hair and folded her arms, dad was torn between placing his hands on the cabinet, or posing for the next superman.“Can someone explain what the heck is going on?” I felt like I was losing my mind.They exchanged a look before they both sighed, giving it up and I saw their tough act shatter.“Your mom suspected a while ago,” dad confessed, pushing mom as the culprit.My heart ceased. “Suspected what?”“You and your boyfriend,” he rolled his eyes and my gaze shifted to her.“It was just wild guessing,” she shrugged, her eyes darting around suspiciously. “A mother's instincts, I guess.”I blinked at them, my head blank as I was unsure of what to feel. Whatever anxiety I was having earlier was suddenly gone, replaced with a swirl of emotions I couldn't even recognize.There was no way I made it obvious. I didn't even realize my feelings for Cyrus until… when?
CROSSMom had her hand on her waist, dad's arms were folded and Elena's been sent to her room by the time we stepped down– more like mom ordered us to bring our asses down.Jeez! She literally barged in on me straddling Cyrus, his hand on my butt and under my shirt. There was no manipulating what she sawI straightened my back and lifted my head, trying to put a brave front and brace myself for the conversation. Cyrus was quiet by my side, grabbing his thigh like he restrained himself from grabbing onto my hand-“Damian?” Dad's firm no-nonsense voice stole my breath and my heart jolted.Shit! I've seen this a lot on the Internet, I just didn't realize it'd happen to me. Part of officially dating Cyrus was that sooner than later, we'd have to mention this to our family and friends.Luckily for him, his mom was rooting for us. Mine? Jeez! I couldn't shake off the shock on her face back there.“Care to explain what happened upstairs?” He asked, at least he was going to hear me out, befor
CYRUSAs soon as the words left my mouth, he was cupping my face, taking the lead. For the first time in my life, I leaned into someone else that wasn't my family and it felt good. So good.We really should keep our distance, but if we should, why did he taste so sweet? Why did he come apart easily in my arms? Why was it easier to breathe in his space? Why did my heart feel better and more alive? Why did his legs wrapped around my waist feel like the perfect place they should be?His arms around my neck, mine on his waist holding him steady as I walked to his bed, kissing him. The unsaid hunger between us fueled the forbidden passion. I was getting more attached and so was he.Would we have even survived staying apart for so long? Pretty sure I'd have caved and found myself in his bedroom the next morning. Cross, on the other hand-- I used to think he wouldn't care less.I was wonderfully mistaken. He wanted me nearly as much as I wanted him. It could never measure up to how much I de
CROSS Sofia: I swear I felt something last night. I don't know what it was, but dad was so uneasy.I stared at her text, chewing the corner of my thumb debating whether or not to tell her about my ordeal last night. I didn't want her to freak out, but at the same time, I felt like I'd burst with the information.Something like what? I sent back, choosing to play dumb instead.The experience felt surreal, I just needed to tell someone who'd understand and maybe... Have answers… like say if a demon God and a mate can like be toge–Shit. I caught myself thinking in that direction again and I locked my phone screen, not before seeing her next text.Sofia: I dunno. It was only for a moment before it disappeared. I hope it's not what I think.Me: I see.Sofia: You okay? You're texting weird. What's up?'It was weird knowing someone who could 'read' my mood through my text.Not now. I didn't want to talk about it-- I didn't even want to think about it. I turned my neck to the window, watchi
CYRUS I rinsed the soapy dish under the running tap, handing it to my mom as she wiped it off with a hand cloth and placed it in the rack. She hummed as she carried out her chore, a smile plastered on her face. I'd just had dinner at her place. We ate like humans knowing fully well we weren't, but it seemed nice to feel like a family once in a while. She was obsessed with anything that would give ‘quality time’ with her kids. She still didn't know about Lilith and Seth yet. While I'd debated whether or not to tell her, she mentioned Lucian stopping by to say hello and he zoomed off without another word. That was my cue to shut the hell up. I didn't say anything, just acted like everything was fine and I didn't just experience the greatest trauma in my whole life. A part of me– a very large part wanted to break down and cry in her arms. I still trembled just remembering what happened, but if I laid it all on her, what would she do? Her life was sad enough. I couldn't possibly add
CROSSI knew I was still alive when I suddenly became aware of the pain. Yeesh! I took it too far yesterday. Not that I regretted any of it. I'd do it again and again I'd say it over and over again. No remorse here, but I did take it too far.What did I mean by 'take from me. I can take it'? Oh my God! Needless to say, I woke up with secondhand embarrassment. How the heck do I face him this morning?Everywhere hurts. And one place that shouldn't feel like it's gaping open, actually feels that way.After I'd said those words, Cyrus went feral. I swear, I was this close to worrying whether it was truly him or Lust. He was out of it-- but then again, I don't exactly remember any promises of him taking it gentle with me.He was always out to prove why he was a god in the bedroom and why the girls at school won't stop throwing themselves at him.Too late now, I think.Setting the thought aside, last night's back and forth rushed back to me. How I managed to sleep at all was shocking. Thank
CYRUSI recognized sexual energy anywhere. After all, it was the fastest way I could build up my strength. It was my daily bread and what I considered food. There were other means of lust, but humans had long termed sexual acts as forbidden and so whenever they acted on it, lust jubilated and made merry.They've always tasted the same in different ways. Like colours but red, pink, or purple. Nothing out of the ordinary.Now why did this feel like I was having a whole feast? It wasn't just colours, it was something else; a whole rainbow, an upgrade, like I consumed a thousand souls.Fuck.Soft hands ran over my abs, sending a thrill, a mesmerizing one. I was getting addicted fast. My heart beating with more meaning, passion and power.Sweet rosy sensation flooded my senses. Everywhere he touched lighted up quickly.I must have summoned an incubus of something. Dammit! Guilt stabbed my chest. Cross would hate me if he found out. But I couldn't do this to him. It would be too much for hi
CYRUS I've always been afraid of the dark. Not because of what lurked out there, but what I housed inside me.Carrying a whole sin and one as strong as lust wasn't exactly easy. I feared the day he would burst out and shut me out, leaving me to drown in the darkness-- the void.What would happen to me? I wondered where I'd float.To nothingness, I hoped. Like my whole existence erased, wiped out like I wasn't even there.That was better than the feeling of being stuck somewhere, the feeling of falling into the void and never letting up.Something warm wrapped around me and I felt a slight tug in my chest. The kind I always felt when Cross looked at me a certain way, or smiled these days.Shit! Something's wrong with me, for sure.But right now, I felt his presence. It was subtle but it was there. It felt warm on my face like the ray of sun on a Saturday morning back at Mom's place. I could hear her humming through the thin walls-- other times, her cries of being abandoned by a mate a
CROSS I was falling fast. The world around me was spinning and waiting for my blood to spill. The air felt too thick for me to produce a single sound. The world twisted around me. The height from which the tentacle dropped me could cause anyone a heart attack, yet I suffered the torture of watching myself go down, watching myself die. The only thing in front of me was Valkar. The cursed agent of hell watched me without an atom of care, his head held high in dignity like he had done an honorary deed. My vision blurred, I couldn't even cry. My head spun. I sank further, waiting for the hard thud of the ground against my back, waiting for death's open arms to usher me into hell. "I'm gonna get you out of here." His words breezed past my thoughts with his shaky voice and that fearsome look in his eyes. They were empty promises. Not because he didn't mean it, but because he stood no chance against them. I knew it. He knew it too. Fuck. I knew I shouldn't, but with all the last stre