LOGINI never really cared about the concept of virginity. All I wanted was to get fucked but the question now is by who? Her, him or both? There’s one person I’ve wanted my whole life. The problem? I’m not supposed to want her. This summer someone wants to destroy me. Good, let them try. Now it’s time to flip the tables. I guess we’ll never know but all I know is that this time around? I’ll be fucking reborn. Some girls lose their innocence. I’m about to lose everything… while enjoying every second of it.
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DISCLAIMER
Dearest Lanee Reader,
This is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places, and events are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is purely coincidental and unintentional.
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Copyright © 2026 by Ivy Lanee. All rights reserved.
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TRIGGER VITAL WARNINGS
Let me be very clear with you before you turn to another page.
This book contains content that some readers may find deeply distressing. I am not writing this warning to scare you away. I am writing it because I respect you enough to be honest about what lives inside these pages. This is not a soft romance. This is not a love story that plays it safe. Dominated by the three Alphas is dark, heavy, and filled with surprises.
Please read the following carefully.
- Strong language
- Explicit sexual contents
- Graphic scenes
- Stalking
- Obsessive and possessive behavior
- Emotional abuse and manipulation
- Coercion and obsessive behavior
- Betrayal
- Forced proximity and captivity
This is a dark LGBTQ romance. The love here is complicated and it is costly. The characters are flawed in ways that will frustrate you, unsettle you, and at certain points make you question everything you thought you wanted from a love story. That is intentional and frankly the point.
Please take care of yourself while reading. It is okay to put the book down, to step away, breathe, and come back only when you are ready. If you choose not to come back at all, I understand. Your mental health and your comfort matter infinitely more than any chapter I have written.
This book is strictly for readers 18 and above. You have been warned, darling. What happens next is up to you.
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POINT OF VIEW
This story is written in dual first-person POV. You will live primarily inside Raven’s head because that is where the real war is fought. The perspective of other characters would appear selectively when their inner worlds deepen the emotional stakes. You will always know whose head you are in. I will never leave you lost or hanging. Trust me.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Thank you all genuinely. Out of everything you could be reading right now, you chose this. That is not something I take lightly.
This story asked a lot of me to write and I hope it asks something of you to read. Leave your thoughts in the comments. Every review, every reaction, every message keeps me going on the days the words refuse to come. I read everything and I appreciate every single one of you more than I know how to say.
Now meet Raven Pookies.
With much love,
Ivy Lanee
XOXO 🌹
SCREW HIM(flashback continues..)LAURA’S POV“Laura, I have to tell you something very important and you have to swear on your fucking life that you won’t tell a soul. Not even to your cat.” She said sternly. Her eyes suddenly looked serious and her tone changed drastically.My brows furrowed high. “Okay?? I’m listening.” She moved away from the back and backed up to me. We were three inches apart this time. Our eyes were locked into one another, staring deeply like there was nothing else that mattered in the world. “When we got to the restaurant, I was attacked.” She uttered. “What?? Are you okay?? Oh my Heavens.” I exclaimed in anger. My hands on her shoulders as I tried checking her body for any trace of wounds or anything. “I’m fine Laura” Her hands jerked off mine in frustration and I felt nothing but shock and hurt mix within me. “Please just.. listen to me.” She demanded in a calm voice. I wanted to reply but there was no need. I figured it was best I just let her come to
FORBIDDEN MOANSLAURA’S POVMy hands was in between my thighs. My head facing the ceiling as I laid comfortably on my bed. My fingers found it’s way to my clit in between my kitty and rubbed gently in slow circular motion.Two things came to my mind in that moment. One is to be heavily and brutally fucked and two is to rough handle April till she screams my fucking name off the roof. I’ve never been a sucker for sweet soft s*x. I like mine raw and nasty. Sweats spilling in different directions, saliva masking each other faces and moans filling up the room without a care in the world. Several men have always wanted to taste me but so far just three succeeded and never complained about a damn thing. All I got was praises upon praises upon praises. I arched my back a bit into a curve position as the pleasure started to kick in. The curtains blew due to the wind as the rain became heavier and louder. My headphones was on but my moans were louder than the music booming in my head. “Fu
CHAPTER TWENTY SIXWE MEET AGAINLAURA POV(Three years ago)“APRIL!!”“Girl, if you don’t get your ass over here. What have you been doing in the bathroom since then? I wanna see how it looks on you. The fuck.” I said softly as a smile crept on my face. My hands were placed on the door as I banged on it consecutively.“Fine, I’m coming out. Just give me three minutes okay?” She said in a low voice, giggling between words.I turned my head with my eyes rolled up and moved over to where the mirror was. My hands are on my boobs wiggling them in circular motions. “Who’s sexy , I’m sexy,” I whispered to myself. I bent over facing the mirror while picking up the red matte lipstick when the door clicked open. It felt like the whole workd froze when I saw her. Pixie cut, big boobs, curvy hips. Just perfect. The black and red net lingerie really did something for her for sure. I mean no one can resist this. Heck, not even me.She stood there like a goddess with her cheeks turned pink and a
FOR OLD TIMES SAKERAVEN’S POV“You saved yourself.” She said. “I just pulled you out.”“You burst through that door like Wonder Woman.”“Lucky timing.”“Is it though??.” I said.She didn’t answer that.We looked at each other in the alley between the laundromat and the silent restaurant. “Where are you going?” She asked.“Home dear.” The word felt weird in my mouth right now. “You?”Her facial expression gave it away before she could even talk “Nowhere specific.”I looked at her wrists before my eyes traced upward to her face.Her shoes were too clean for these streets. Her nails were bitten down, but manicured. Even after everything, she stood with her shoulders straight.Every instinct I had told me something about this woman, and I knew it from the looks of her clothes, style, and tone. She doesn’t belong here, meaning that the scumbag probably kidnapped her and is currently stranded. The bruises on her wrists weren’t fresh. Neither was the fear in her eyes. Whatever he’d done to
GAME ON, BITCHRAVEN POVDaniel swore he deleted everything after we broke up. Gosh, why did I ever think it was a good idea to get fucking recorded? “Jeez.”Before I could spiral, my door was open.Nicole came in, still wearing only Jake’s oversized shirt, and her hair was scattered. She slammed t
THE NEWSRAVEN POVMy thighs were still slick when the explosion sounded so loud like thunder. Laura’s fingers had just pulled out of me, my cum still all over them as she licked them clean with that lazy smirk. One second I was shaking through an orgasm while picturing Nicole’s face, the next the
TEMPTATION RAVEN POVI’ve always been addicted to porn. I mean why wouldn’t I be?It’s only one woman who can make me cum.Nicole. My stepsister.The same girl who eats breakfast with me every morning, laughs at Dad’s stupid jokes, and acts like she isn’t out there letting the whole internet watch
THE SUMMER I LOST MY ‘V’ CARDDISCLAIMERDearest Lanee Reader,This is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places, and events are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is purely coincidental and uni
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