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64. CROSS

Author: Evie
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CROSS

How did I end up in this position? Running from demons at my given time of the day.

My heavy pants as I ran for my life was an embarrassment to my own ears.

No, that wasn’t the word.

It was fucking traumatizing. There was nothing to be embarrassed about when I was traumatized by the damn moment.

I put myself in this position.

Oh, yes I did!

You just had to be cursed, Damian Cross.

There were so many others in the school. Why did I have to walk in on Cyrus that unfortunate day?

Why me? Why did I see? Why didn’t I just turn around and leave? I just had to take out m stupid camera to cockblock-

Bryan was fucking right about me.

I was a terrible person. The worst friend to exist. I couldn't even have his back. I was lusting after him.

If I could just rewind time… I'd… I'd… meet him again and fall in love like a stupid fool and let him ruin my life a second time.

Yes, I would.

No, no, I'd never. That wasn't me. Who said that?

Pathetic. Worthless.

The voices in my head were louder tha
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  • Lust and Loyalty (MM)   79. CROSS

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    CROSS"N-No. I should have won," Naamah continued to whine on her knees. "I had it under control. You ruined it. You were not supposed to step in!""He allowed me in." she countered calmly, unaffected by the demon's tears or tantrums.I did?"There's always a chance for humans to snap out of the hold of darkness. All he had to do was grab it, and he did." She threw a fond look my way.What did I even do? I was sure I'd be swallowed up in my own need by now."No," she sobbed harder, wiping her tears with the back of her hand, but it was obvious her defeat was permanent. She looked weak, sad, innocent-"She would've killed you had I delayed a second," Evangeline narrowed her eyes at me. "Don't go soft now. These beings are ruthless, no matter what form they take."Why did I get the feeling she was trying to mention a certain someone? I personally felt attacked on Cyrus's behalf. He was different.“Damian" she hit her staff on the ground, the metallic sound jerked me from my shock. "Y-Y

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  • Lust and Loyalty (MM)   76. CROSS

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