Unrequited Love

NYX

“What if they find us here?” I whispered, my eyes swirling around the room. As the door clicked behind us, darkness swarmed in, and I moved closer to Lynn.

“Then we just pretend to be an unknown couple, having a good time here.” Lynn darted his gaze to me, hot and brooding, and with the way his Adam’s apple bobbed, I felt his desire for me. But was it desire, or was it just me? My delusion?

His hand curled around my waist and drew me into his hard body which rubbed against my soft one. I swallowed, my fingers and lips shaking as his breath fanned my neck.

He then whispered in my ear, voice deeply enchanting, “How do you want us to do it? Right on the floor? Or that bed over there?”

I swallowed again, to water down the fire burning in me. I shouldn't be too forward, even though I wanted him.

“What are you saying, Lynn?” Hoping he would push further. Hoping he would need me. “Are you tempting me?”

But reality dawned on me in seconds.

“Haha…I got you!” A hilarious laughter burst through his throat as he jabbed me in the back, pushing me away from him. My body slammed on the wall as he marched toward the bed, dropping the stuffed backpack to the floor while stretching like a douchbag.

“You got me?” My lips curled into a contemptuous sneer as I marched after him. “I was just playing along with your nonsense. Who says I fell for your crap?! Have you seen yourself?”

“Of course.” He grinned. “I am the hottest boy in college. Dating the hottest girl too. Do you know how many girls covet me? Even the boys want me.”

“That’s because they don’t see what I see. You are a worthless piece of trash!” I fired back, never giving him the satisfaction he wanted even though it pained my heart.

“Chill, Nyx…” Lynn hissed, his nose scrunched up. “Why are you being so worked up? Did my actions annoy you that much?”

“I know you are single and you would definitely like to feel what it’s like to have a man. But don’t worry, I can arrange someone—”

“Oh, please!” I hissed, my eyes rolling as I marched out of the bedroom, straight to the bathroom. I slammed the door with a bang and my chest heaved up and down.

My hands clutched the cold tiled sink, with my head down, hiding the wetness in my eyes from me. But who was I deceiving? I hated that I longed for Lynn when he wouldn't even look my way.

After a big crush on him since high school, I thought we would finally be together in college but then, he got a girlfriend in the second week of our first year and I became his appointed best friend.

And here I was, still hoping on the fact that I could win him. With short hair that fell short of Lynn’s girlfriend's long and luscious hair with a chic sense of style. While I was always dressed in baggy clothes, afraid anyone would see the insecurities I had. Insecurities only Lynn had seen.

And one day, I hoped he would look away from her and would eventually see that I loved him, much more than any girl had to offer.

After all, his breakups with his girl were endless. I would console him but he would go right back to her. He had to get tired one day, at least, right? That would be my chance.

I washed my face, locking away those pathetic emotions, and marched out of the bathroom. Lynn and I needed to strategize a way we wouldn't be discovered by any of our classmates.

A part of the resort was booked just for our weekend getaway and the first game we played had thrown Lynn and me into the mix. We had to do whatever the others wanted if we got caught.

But then, I froze as I stepped out. Soft moans filled the air. Lynn was entangled in bed with his girl, all clothed up but their bodies were obviously connected.

“What the fuck!” I snapped my head to the side so I could avoid this sin before my eyes. “What the hell are you doing?”

“Oh shit…” They quickly pulled away and I turned to see them, looking drunk in pleasure. Their hooded eyes made me pine to know more about what they were doing. How it felt to be pressed under a sexy body and fucked.

But I had to be rational, “You didn't tell me she was coming!”

“Did he have to?” Sienna sneered, as she curled her hands around Lynn’s neck before swinging her legs over him. “You are the one hanging around him too much. You should give him some space.”

“Space?” I chuckled, as if her words weren't a slap to my face. “I am his best friend!”

“I am his girlfriend!” Sienna snapped, and immediately my words were stuck in my throat, my jaw clenching. Lynn shot an apologetic look at me before she smashed her lips on his. They forgot I ever existed.

I had to move my face as fast as possible, else I was going to witness Sienna sliding down Lynn’s member. But then, I was tempted to take a look. I had only seen it once by mistake and now, I could only see the shadow on the wall because Sienna’s body blocked the view.

However, with the way my breath hitched and my heart beat rapidly, I couldn't bring myself to look at it. What if Lynn caught me looking at him? He would tease me to no end about it and I might not be able to stand it. I would fail and rat my mouth to him about my feelings for him.

And then what? Lynn wasn't ready to leave his girl for me.

I walked stealthily around the room and took up my backpack while their moans filled the air. As soon as I stepped out, I heaved a sigh of relief, but there was something more. Something I hadn't felt in a long while.

A wetness in between my legs and an ache deep within my inner walls. I struggled to walk down to the reception in the mini-resort while hiding my face from the rest of our classmates looking all over for me and Lynn.

“Hey, is there an empty room? I can pay extra…”

“Yeah, sure. Room 103 is free…” The receptionist passed a key card to me in seconds. Relief washed over me and I dashed down the hallway, avoiding a few of my classmates who rushed into the reception.

In minutes, I found myself before a door, ajar. However, I didn't give it a thought as I was desperate to get out of these restraints called clothes and help myself.

Deep down, I was glad I had packed the essentials after watching several videos of how to pack for a weekend getaway.

As soon as my backpack hit the floor, I tore out the contents, bringing out a new adult toy I got off the racks while blushing with a deep hue.

My clothes were off my body in seconds and my head was filled with the one image I had of Lynn shirtless and also the vague image of his large and long member.

The bathtub was filled, and I rushed in, spreading my naked body into the soothing water with my legs over the edges.

As I stared at the toy in my hand, my fingers clenched around it, trailing on the veiny lines sculpted on it. My pussy watered even more, as I observed the dildo in my hand. It had a shiny gloss and a pink tip, tempting me to get my tongue on it.

But to me, it paled in comparison to what I had seen on Lynn.

And then, my head went blank, as I only had one experience with the real thing. Just one time.

“How do I use this?” I whispered, my brows furrowing.

“I can help with that. If you don’t mind.” A voice reverberated in the bathroom and my head whipped to the side to see a man, standing there like the god of sin with only a flimsy towel on him.

His chest muscles rippled and the way his jaw clenched as he trailed his eyes on my body, made me water even more.

But I quickly snapped back to reality and a scream tore out of my throat.