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Chapter 5

Scarlett Wolff

"What are you doing, Scarlett?" My heart ceased for a moment, my eyes blinked as I stared at him, speechless.

"Me?" I asked the dumb question, straightening my back as I thought of the perfect answer to give him just so I won't look dumb before him.

He stared at me straight, his eyes searching my face perhaps for an answer.

"Oh... I was just... taking a walk, and I tripped. Yes, I tripped," my heart echoed in my ear as I told him the unbelievably dumb lie because I knew I obviously looked and sounded dumb at that moment.

He gave me a brief stare. He didn't look convinced by my lies, but still, he nodded.

"You should get going then," he went back inside, closing the door on my face, but I saw her. She was sitting on the bed as though she was ready for him. She was ready for him to come fuck her. Just the thought of it made my heart sting with anger and sadness.

"Hmm... I should head back to my room," my eyes stung with tears, my chest tightening painfully as I turned and walked back into my room, locking my door behind me.

I threw myself lazily on the bed, staring up at the ceiling, many thoughts lingering on my mind. What if he really fucked her?

'Don't think about it, Scarlett. Just get yourself distracted'.

Getting myself distracted? Well, that was what I did as I headed to the closet where I picked one out of the erotica books collection that I kept there.

I'm a huge fan of erotica books, and I've been purchasing them like crazy for the past five years.

I went to lock the door before stripping out of my nightie, leaving me stark naked. I headed back to the bed before opening to the steamiest scene in the book.

My heart pulsated as I circled my boobs with my warm palms, my eyes closed, and my head thrown back as I bit my lip. I pinched my already hard nipple, letting out a small and almost silent moan.

I felt a warm feeling spreading through my body, an electrifying feeling, and a rush of adrenaline.

"Fuck!" I cursed under my breath, running my fingers through my body, and as my hand made it down there, I gently rubbed my neatly shaved pussy. I pressed my thighs together as warmth spread down there.

"Ugh! Fuck!" My heartbeat quickened as I rubbed my fingers against my pussy, grabbing my boob with my other hand as I cried out pleasurably.

My pussy was swollen and dripping wet, ready for a touch, and I didn't hesitate before sliding two fingers inside myself, letting out a gasp as I sucked in a moan. I drilled my fingers inside my pussy, making sure to touch every corner of my wall while clenching it tightly around my fingers. It felt good. So fucking good, but I bet it wasn't as good as being fucked or touched by Lucien. Just when will my fantasy be satisfied?

I felt shivers running down my spine, settling down there, my skin tingling with anticipation. Anticipation for a moment that probably won't ever happen. A moment I barely had hope for.

I fingered myself with my two middle fingers, enjoying every bit of it, until I felt my core tightening, warmth spreading through my body, my body shaking as though it was electrified. A sign that I was close to orgasm. I didn't stop, but increased my pace until I exploded, releasing all my cum on the bed. To the last drop.

I thought that was going to help me feel relieved, but it barely helped. Instead, my mind was even more clouded by the thought of Lucien. The thought of what he probably was doing with that woman now, and it was so annoying.

I sat on the bed, breathing heavily and flipping through the pages of the book, barely concentrating on reading, trying to find something that could really distract me. As much as I wanted to use a sex toy, there was none available. I could've gotten one to satisfy me, but then, my dad only told me a day before he travelled that I would be coming here, and I couldn't order and have it delivered to me before moving.

The last one I had was discarded a couple of months ago after my mom almost caught me using it on myself.

I had never been laid by any man, but I was sure I had lost my virginity already. I mean, I've been fucking dildo for years now, so I obviously wasn't a virgin anymore.

I used to brag about wanting to lose my virginity on my wedding night, but crazily ended up probably losing it to a mere dildo. Well, what would you have me do when I couldn't allow myself to be touched by any other man? When I was waiting for Lucien to take me even if it was going to take eternity?

After flipping through the book for what seemed like forever, I tossed it away, then got off from bed and headed into the bathroom to shower again since I was messed up down there.

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I could barely sleep all through the night as I kept tossing on the bed, my mind occupied by the thought of Lucien, and the imagination of what they would be doing inside the room haunting me.

Once it was morning, I headed to the bathroom to have a cold bath, and as I stepped back inside the room minutes later, a knock on the door welcomed me. I rolled my eyes and hesitantly reached for the door.

I was welcomed by Lucien standing with his hands tucked inside the pocket of his black suit. He was fully dressed. Wait... Is he going out this early morning?