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Chapter 5

Scarlett Wolff

“What are you doing, Scarlett?” My heart beat stopped for a second, my eyes blinked as I stared at him, speechless.

“Me?” I asked the dump question, straightening my back and thinking of the perfect answer to give him just so I won't look dumb before him.

He stared at me straight, his eyes searching my face maybe for an answer, I had no idea.

“Oh… I was just taking a walk, and I tripped. Yes, I tripped,” my heart echoed in my ear as I told him the unbelievably dumb lie because I knew I obviously looked and sounded dumb at that moment.

He gave me a brief stare. It was obvious on his face that he didn't believe a thing of what I said, but he nodded, regardless.

“You should get going then,” he went back inside, closing the door on my face, but I saw her. She was sitting on the bed as though she was ready for him. She was ready for him to come fuck her. Just the thought of it made my heart sting with anger and sadness.

“Hmm… I should head back to my room,” my eyes stung with tears, my chest tightening painfully as I turned and walked back into my room, locking my door behind me.

I threw myself lazily on the bed, staring up at the ceiling, many thoughts lingering on my mind. What if he really fucked her?

Don't think about it, Scarlett. Just get yourself distracted.

Getting myself distracted was what I wanted to do as I picked up my phone, but I found myself going to p**n sites once I plugged in my earpiece.

I made sure I already locked the door before stripping out of my nightie, leaving me stark naked.

My heart pulsated as I circled my boobs with my warm palms, my eyes closed, and my head thrown back as I bit my lip. I pinched my already hard nipple, letting out a small and almost silent moan.

I felt a warm feeling spreading through my body, an electrifying feeling, and a rush of adrenaline.

“Fuck!” I cursed under my breath, running my fingers through my body, and as my hand made it down there, I gently rubbed my neatly shaved pussy. I pressed my thighs together as warmth spread down there, causing it to tingle with anticipation.

“Fuck!” The cursing from the female p**n stars caught my attention, reminding me that I was still watching p**n, and I looked toward my phone. The man was sucking on her dripping wet pussy so fucking good. The way he ate her up so deliciously made me gasp for breath, the imagination of being in that position with Lucien coursing through me.

“Ugh! Fuck!” My heartbeat quickened as I rubbed my fingers against my pussy, grabbing my boob with my other hand as I cried out pleasurably.

My pussy was swollen and dripping wet, ready for a touch, and I didn't hesitate before sliding two fingers inside myself, letting out a gasp as I sucked in a moan. I drilled my fingers inside my pussy, making sure to touch every corner of my wall while clenching it tightly around my fingers. It felt good. So fucking good, but I bet it wasn't as good as being fucked or touched by Lucien. Just when will my fantasy be satisfied?

I felt shivers running down my spine, settling down there, my skin tingling with anticipation. Anticipation for a moment that probably won't ever happen. A moment I barely had hope for.

I fingered myself with my two middle fingers, enjoying every bit of it, until I felt my core tightening, warmth spreading through my body as my whole body shook as though it was electrified. A sign that I was close to orgasm. I didn't stop, but increased my pace until I exploded, releasing all my cum on the bed, to the last drop.

I thought that was going to help me feel relieved, but it barely helped. Instead, my mind was even more clouded by the thought of Lucien. The thought of what he probably was doing with that woman now, and it was so annoying.

I sat on the bed, breathing heavily and searching through the p**n site, trying to find something that could really distract me. As much as I wanted to use a sex toy, there was none available. Why didn't I get one before coming here?

I blamed myself, but then, I wasn't to be blamed. My dad only told me a day before he travelled, and I couldn't order and have it delivered to me before moving here. The last one I had was discarded a couple of months ago when my mom almost caught me using it on myself. I had never been laid by any man, but I was sure I had lost my virginity already. I mean, I've been fucking dildo for years now, so I obviously wasn't a virgin anymore.

I used to brag about wanting to lose my virginity on my wedding night, but crazily ended up probably losing it to a mere dildo. Well, what would you have me do when I couldn't allow myself to be touched by any other man? When I was waiting for Lucien to take me even if it was going to take eternity?

After scrolling through the p**n site for what seemed like forever, I finally found one. A way to get rid of this feeling, at least for the night.

Without wasting another second, I sprung up from the bed, rushing to get my hair brush from the dressing table. I was about to do a crazy thing, but it didn't matter as long as it helped me feel relieved.

I went back to the bed, squatting on top of it as I positioned my pussy directly opposite it, not after sucking on the handle to keep it wet. I held my breath, my heart beating rapidly against my chest as I slowly went down on it. I had never used something so big before. I was being careful so it'll be enjoyable when I finally do it with Lucien. I didn't want to mess the place up with sex toys. If I could get something smaller, I would've done it, but I didn't have any at home.

My legs trembled, my fingers dug into the duvet as I held it tightly, pushing my waist down the hair brush until it was deep inside me. It was a bit painful, but the pain only lasted until it was inside me.

I bent over the bed, positioning myself in a doggy style, pointing my ass up. I carefully reached for the hair brush, holding my breath as I gently moved it inside me. It only took a few thrust before I felt the pleasure I needed as it hit the right spot. The position wasn't good enough, so I lay on my back, widening my legs as I held the brush and thrusted it inside myself. I arched my waist to meet every thrust, trying hard to hold in the loud moan that kept trying to force its way out of my lips.

“Fuck!” I cried out as I felt my core tightened around the brush, warmth spreading through my body, my throat burned down to my stomach, my abdomen twitching tightly.

I was close. So close to exploding when a knock came on the door, and I froze on the bed, my eyebrows furrowed…