~ RORY ~
Someone kneels by the water, their hand scooping the water to their face, back turned to me. I stop, my breath catching in my throat in shock before I silently try to step back but before I can attempt to move… his gaze whirls to mine and he threw out something. It moves too fast, giving me no time to get a good look. Then the next, a lump of ny hair which cascades down my shoulder falls to the ground and I gasp. I thought I was going to die. My kneels meet the hard unforgiving ground with a thud as I start to sob, both in relief of what he'd thrown missing me and knowing that my death is inevitable. “I'm so sorry.” I whisper, sobbing as my eyes meet his. He was glancing at me from over his shoulder. I continue to repeat the word, tears streaming down my face as I stagger to my feet and start taking slow steps towards him, holding up my dagger. My legs shake ridiculously and I think I'd peed on my body. As soon as I step into the clearing, he stands up and my fear only increases. He's tall. Very. And lean too. His curly brown hair falls over his eyes but I don't even want to think about that, I just want to drink water. Even if he's an illusion or something, he should allow me to drink water before my death. With lips quivering, I tilt my head to meet his gaze, “P…lease, I need to drink wa…ter. Just this la..st time. Pl…ease.” He asses me, his face blank and devoid of any emotions as he motions to the water with his chin. I nod more times than needed, legs shaky as I hurry to the flowing stream, sparing him a glance at regular intervals. When he didn't move from his position, I drop my dagger beside me and I dip my hand into the water and scoop it to my face over and over again. The cold water slips down my throat, quenching my thirst. Okay, I'm ready to die now. I can still feel his gaze on me as I try to drink the water for as long as possible, trying to stall my inevitable death until my stomach couldn't accept the water again. Tears flood my face again as I pick up my dagger and turn to him shakily. “C..an you tell me your na..me?” He raises an eyebrow. “I…” I gulp. “You are go..ing to..kill me. It's only ri..ght if I know the na..me of my ki..ller.” I stammer. He shakes his head as he crosses his hands over his chest. Is he deaf? “What's an innocent girl like you doing here?” He finally asks. My eyes widen. He can talk? But wait. That was a question. My grip on my dagger tightens as I fight the tears but loses. I shift my gaze to my thighs while kneeling. “Father is dead.” I whisper, glancing up to check his reaction. “I just want to go home…” “Where did you live?” “I.. out of the forest… away…” I chew the insides of my mouth. I feel so… broken. Mom would have shook her head in embarrassment just like she always did. He's really… handsome. And his voice… they are as deep as Alexander's. I choke on another sob, mentally chastising myself for thinking about him. Then, I stand straight and wipe my wet palm against my dress. His gaze lingers on me for some minutes before he drops his hands by his sides and turns, walking towards the forest. My eyes widen as I stare at his retreating back in shock. I'm going to be left alone. Again. “Emm, mister, Are you leaving?” I ask dumbly, walking after him slowly. But he didn't stop. No. Not again. “I… please take me with you. Please.” I beg desperately. He spares me a glance over his shoulder. “I don't want any burden young girl.” Burden. Burden. Burden. Burden. That word again. I stop, watching him walk deeper into the forest. I don't want to be a burden to anyone so it's better I just stay here and try to survive for as long as possible. Father will know I tried. However, the man stops and turns to me, brows raised. “Follow me if you don't want to be a food for the wolves.” He says darkly then turns again. My eyes widen, tears of happiness streaming down my face as I start running after him. “What's your name?” I ask with a pant as I try to catch up to his long strides. “Kaelin.” He says, not sparing me a glance. And right now, I don't know if it's desperation or stupidity, but I will follow him as long as he keeps me alive until father knows I've tried my best to stay alive.ASHERI feel her before I see her.It hits me like a blade to the chest—sharp, unwanted, real.A pulse, a pull, a goddamn calling.My Lycan stirs, wild and sudden, snapping awake from its attempted healing phase like a beast that’s been caged too long.MATE.The word slams into my skull with a force that makes my hands curl into fists against the arms of my throne. My nails bite into the stone. I taste blood—mine.No. No, no, no.She steps into the throne room, dragged by guards like she’s nothing more than a prisoner with a heartbeat. Filthy. Barefoot. Chains cutting into her skin. Skin that's pale. Hair a tangled mess of dark brown waves clinging to her face. When she raises her head, her eyes meet mine. Green even in their dullness, too damn bright. Somehow haunted.But still, my Lycan howls.Mate.I want to tear the word out of my bones.Because this? This fragile little thing they’ve thrown at my feet? This is what the Moon Goddess gives me?A joke.A fucking insult wrapped in gi
RORY It’s so dark. So cold.I don’t even know how long I’ve been here. Hours? Days?Time slips through my fingers like water I can’t feel.I want to cry. Goddess, I want to cry so badly.But I can’t.The tears just won’t come. My chest aches with the weight of them, stuck somewhere behind my ribs, pressing up and up like they’re trying to choke me. But nothing spills out. Not even a single drop.I hug my knees to my chest, ignoring the sting from where the chains bite into my wrists. The stone beneath me is hard, but it’s the only thing I can lean on. Everything else inside me has gone hollow.I used to cry so easily. When I was younger. When I still believed someone might come save me when I bruised my knee. Now? I think my body forgot how.Crying feels like a luxury. Like something soft people do when there’s someone there to hold them after.I don’t have anyone.Not anymore.Not Kaelin. Not Layla. Not father. Not mother. Not the pack. Not even the moon.Just me. Just this darkness
ASHERBlood pools at the base of my throne.It’s still warm.I watch it slither between the cracks of the stone floor like it's trying to escape the weight of what I just did. My knuckles crack as I unclench my fist, the remnants of a lesser werewolf's neck still staining my skin.He shouldn’t have questioned me.No one should.Yet they all keep trying.Lucas stands a few feet away, stiff-backed and silent. He doesn’t flinch, not even when the scent of charred fur still hangs in the air.“You done?” he asks dryly, like I didn’t just rip a man apart in front of the court.I don’t answer.Not yet.Because beneath the rage—beneath the carefully controlled cruelty—I feel it again.The weakness.My fingers twitch.That hunter I bit… There's something wrong. Something rotting under my skin. I can’t heal very fast with my Lycan side like I used to. I hate him for it. Hate myself more for letting him live.“You need to marry,” Lucas says after a long pause, slipping into the topic like it won
RORYI sit there, trembling.The wolfsbane stings my palm long after I drop it.I don't want to believe it. I can't.But as I slowly place everything back in Kaelin’s toolbox—those silver chains, strange vials, that dagger that could slice through my skin like paper—it all starts to click into place. Every quiet moment. Every time he disappeared. Every time he came back smelling like ash and iron and herbs I couldn’t recognize.Kaelin… is a hunter.A werewolf hunter.My breath catches. My entire body goes cold. I’ve been sleeping beside danger this whole time. Eating the food he cooked. Letting him touch me. Let him inside me.I stagger back from the toolbox like it’s about to bite me.I want to scream, but I don’t. I can’t. Because if he knows I’ve found out—what happens then?I clutch my chest, swallowing down the bile rising in my throat. My wolf stirs faintly—or maybe it's just my imagination—almost as if she senses the danger. But she doesn't rise. She never has.And for the firs
~ RORY ~•Two weeks later•We are in another area of the forest of the death zone now. It has become a normality.The bite wound on Kaelin's neck never healed but it didn't widen either. And till now, I still don't know how to repay Kaelin for keeping me alive and the guilt is gnawing at my insides.Is Layla dead?We've been moving deeper into the forest towards north just like Kaelin wanted anytime he's around everyday but we haven't encountered a soul.I didn't even know how to tell him about the rumours surrounding the realm in the north.Today, Kaelin was back with me after venturing into the forest alone for two days. He looks even more haggard… and beaten.“Is it ready yet?” He asks in annoyance, raking his fingers through his hair.I shake my head, using a wide leaf to fan the fire so the soup would warm up faster. “I'm trying my best.”“Your best is not enough.” He says, walking towards me before snatching the leaf and start fanning it by himself.He's right since when he sta
~ RORY ~•Two week later•That was how I low-keyly became Kaelin’s handbag.Kaelin and I never stayed in a particular place for too long. The highest number of days we've stayed in a particular place was a week and it's all thanks to his beat down army green Jeep. I spare him a glance as he steers the Jeep’s steering through the forest, my eyes on the brown pages of a random book I'd picked in the boot which I'd placed on my lap. The wheel meets a bump, jerking me forwards but I didn't shift my gaze away from his side profile.Can't we just stay in the forest and start a family or something? Tired would be an understatement.Kaelin is not just my saviour. He's my lighthouse, the only man I'd come to love in the vast expanse of the death zone which became my… our unlikely sanctuary.The jeep comes to an stop and Kaelin pushes the door open.“Get down and go take a bath.” He orders.I watch him round the car to the booth before placing my bare feet on the floor.“Are you leaving agai