로그인Wren's POV
Nobody moves for a second that stretches out too long.
My wrist is throbbing where Garrick grabbed it; a fresh ache lay right over the old one, and I keep my arm pinned to my side like if I don't look at it, nobody else will either. It doesn't work. Alpha Blackwood's eyes are still on it.
Garrick recovers faster than I expect, because Garrick always recovers fast. It's the one skill servitude never managed to take from him. "Forgive me, Alpha. I forget myself sometimes with the staff. It's difficult, keeping order in a house like this." He laughs, thin and brittle. "Wren, apologize to the Alpha for the disruption."
"I'm not the one who needs to apologize," Alpha Blackwood says, and something in his voice makes the whole hallway go quiet again.
I should go. Every instinct I've built over six years says go, now, before he decides you're worth his attention for one more second. But Alpha Blackwood hasn't looked away from me, and I can't make my feet cooperate with the going part.
"Kitchen staff," he repeats, like he's testing the words for a lie and finding one.
"Yes," Garrick says.
"With that bruise."
It isn't a question either. My hand moves on its own, tugging my sleeve down over my wrist, and I hate how fast the motion is, how practiced, like my body has been rehearsing this exact cover-up for years, which, fine. It has.
"She's clumsy," Garrick says. "Drops things. Bruises easy."
That's such a specific, well-worn lie that it comes out smooth as anything, and I realize with a small, sick feeling that he's used it before. On other people. About other bruises.
Alpha Blackwood's eyes cut to Garrick for the first time since I stepped out of the shadow, and whatever he sees there doesn't seem to impress him. "Is that right?" he says, and there's something dangerous folded into how quiet it is.
"Alpha, truly, I don't think a servant's clumsiness is worth..."
"I didn't ask you." He says it without heat, which somehow makes it worse. Then his attention comes back to me, and it's like standing too close to a fire. You feel it before it touches you. "What's your name?"
I open my mouth. Nothing comes out. I haven't been asked my own name by someone with actual power in longer than I can remember. People with power don't ask. They already know, or they don't care enough to.
"Wren," Garrick answers for me, impatient. "As I said. Kitchen staff. She has nothing to do with our business today, Alpha, I really must insist we..."
"I wasn't talking to you." He hasn't raised his voice once this entire conversation, and somehow that's scarier than if he had. "Wren."
My name, in his mouth, sounds like it belongs to someone else. Someone whose name is worth saying carefully.
"That's me," I manage. My voice comes out smaller than I want it to.
Something crosses his face, not quite a frown, not quite anything I have a name for. He takes a step closer, and I feel Talia tense somewhere behind me, and I feel every single person in this hallway hold their breath at once.
He stops maybe six feet away. Close enough that I can feel the weight of him, the sheer physical fact of an Alpha in a room, pressing against the air like a held note.
"You're bleeding," he says.
I blink. "What?"
"Your knee. You hit it on the stair." His eyes flick down, just briefly, then back up to my face, and there's something careful in the way he does it, like he's making a point of not looking anywhere he hasn't been permitted to look. Which is new. Nobody in this house has ever asked permission for anything.
"It's fine," I say automatically. It's the thing you say. It's fine, I'm fine, everything's fine, the reflex so deep it doesn't even require thought anymore.
"It's not fine. It's bleeding on your brother's floor." A pause. "The floor you were cleaning, I assume, given the rag in your friend's hand."
Garrick's jaw tightens. I watch him do the math, how much this is costing him, how much worse it could get if he pushes back on an Alpha in his own foyer. "Wren, go clean yourself up. Now."
I don't need telling twice. I turn to go, grateful for any excuse to get out of that gaze, and I make it two steps before his voice stops me cold, low and even and certain.
"Wait."
I stop. Of course I stop. What else do you do?
I hear him move closer, not fast, not threatening, just closer, close enough that the heat coming off him reaches me before he does, close enough that I have to tip my head back to keep looking at him and some traitorous part of me doesn't want to look away first. I feel the moment he's near enough that whatever he's been chasing since he walked in this house finally clicks into place, because his breath catches, actually catches, audibly, as something surprised him even though nothing about an Alpha his size should be capable of being surprised by a servant with a bloody knee.
"What," he says, very quietly, like he's talking to himself and not to me, "is that?"
"What's what," Garrick says, too fast, too sharp, and there it is again, the fear under the charm, thicker this time.
Alpha Blackwood doesn't answer him. He's still looking at me, but not at my face anymore. Somewhere lower. Like he's trying to place a scent he's never smelled before and can't stop trying.
"Nothing," I say, panic climbing up my throat even though I don't fully understand what I'm panicking about yet. "It's nothing, I should get back to..."
"Thornhollow." His voice cuts through the hall like a blade, and for the first time he looks away from me entirely, straight at my brother, and whatever expression is on his face makes Garrick actually take a step back. "We need to talk. Now. Privately."
"Of course, Alpha, whatever you..."
"About her." He glances at me one last time before he turns for the study, and what he says next isn't for Garrick at all. "And Wren. If he touches you again before I've had that conversation with him, you scream. Loud enough for me to hear it through a wall. Do you understand me?"
I don't answer. I can't. Because nobody has ever said something like that to me in this house, not once in six years, and I don't know what to do with the sudden, dangerous urge to believe him.
The words land in the hallway like a dropped glass, and I feel every single person in the room go still at once. Somewhere underneath my ribs, my heart is beating so hard I'm sure he can hear it, and I don't know what he caught, what he smelled, what he saw. But I know, with the specific dread of someone who has spent six years being invisible on purpose, that whatever it is, my life just changed and I wasn't given a vote.
Ronan POVHe did not stand up. He is seventy-nine, and he stopped standing up in rooms about nine years ago, and he stayed in his chair by the window with his stick across his knees and spoke to the floorboards.“My grandfather kept that corn store,” Trewin said. “My father kept it. I’ve kept it fifty-one years, and there’s a barn behind it that held forty-one women in the March of the year before last, and I was in my bed ninety feet off.”Nobody in that room breathed.“I declined in the September gone. Somebody will have it written down, then write Ranneck declines. I did that because I’d worked out that anything I put my hand to from then on, I’d be admitting I could have put it somewhere sooner.” He got his head up. “That’s vanity. I’m too old for it, and I’ve had a year of it,t and it’s no good to anybody, least of all the forty-one.”He reached inside his coat and took out a folded paper and held it up without looking at it, and one of the Ollan men came and took it to the box.
Wren POVThe long room over the corn store at Ollan holds sixty if nobody sits, and on the eleventh of September there were a hundred and forty in it and men three deep on the stairs, and the corn dust came down through the light from the end window the whole four hours.Thirty-five houses with a seat. Thirty-one of them with nine steps under a corn store. Hedrek at the top table with the box. Kellow on the left with his fourteen. And on the right, standing because there was no chair left, a woman of forty-one in a borrowed grey shawl with Tamsin of Carrow on one side of her and Nell Trevaskis on the other in a chair that two men had carried up two flights without being asked.Hedrek called it at ten past eleven and did the thing nobody expected, which was to talk about himself first.“Before there’s any standing, the room hears this,” he said. “Nineteen years ago I countersigned the Ranneck quarter-day list for the March quarter without turning the page over. There were five women on
Ronan POVShe came into my yard three weeks before the vote, on foot, in the dark, with nine miles of Nance road on her boots and no lamp, and every wolf in the place got out of her way without being told.I have seen that happen twice.“Where’s the girl?” Rhoswen said. “Not Wren. The one that holds it.”Ade came out with the lamp in her nightgown and a coat over it.“Fourth name on that paper,” Rhoswen said. “Read it off the lodged original in your own hand, out loud, so I know Wren didn’t soften it for me in a lane.”Ade went in and came out with the brown book and read it.“Hocken of Pellynt.”Rhoswen stood in the middle of my yard in September and undid two buttons of her coat and took out nine pages of a four-year-old’s letters, soft as cloth, and held them up in the lamplight like a warrant.“Then put me down for the eleventh,” she said. “And somebody’s going to have to teach me to write it so it doesn’t shake, because he’ll hold that sheet up to the window and look for it, and
Wren POVI went to Nance on the nineteenth of August, and I walked the nine miles because I had decided somewhere around the fourth mile that arriving on a horse would make it a deputation and arriving on my feet would make it a visit, and I have since been told by Enid that this is the sort of thing I decide instead of eating.Third house down from the chapel. One room and a lean-to, a hen in the lean-to, and split wood stacked higher than the door.She opened before I knocked.“You’ve walked it,” she said.“I have.”“Then it’s bad.” Rhoswen looked past me down the empty lane. “Come in or don’t, but shut it either way.”Inside there was a table, a chair, a bed, and my copybook, propped open against a jug with the spoon across it, and beside it a slate with Rhoswen of Thornhollow written on it eleven times, and the last four were a woman’s hand and not a child’s.“I’ll say what I came for first and drink your tea after,” I said, “because if I do it the other way I’ll have had your tea
Ronan POVHe came on his own, in July, sixty miles up the river road on a hired horse, and got down in my yard in the middle where everybody could see him and stood waiting to be spoken to.I want that written because I had spent four months calling him a coward.Sabe came out first and looked at him the way she looks at weather. Eleven wolves in that yard, and she stood in front of the lot of them with her arms folded.“He’s not armed,” she said. “Papers in the left side.”“I’ve always got papers in the left side,” Kellow said. “It’s where the pocket is.”I took him into the kitchen and sat him in the chair that faces the shelf, which was a small and cheap thing to do, and he knew it, and he looked at the grey book for a good long while and let me have it.“Say your business.”“I want the book in the office. Two keys: one to the county clerk and one to a warden the thirty-one houses choose, and neither opens it alone. Read out loud at the four quarter-days in the yard at Ollan where
Wren POVKellow’s paper came to Ravencross on the second of June, and it was the worst thing I have read in a year, and I have read manifests.It was one sheet. It did not accuse anybody. It did not use the word cellar, or margin, or woman, and it did not mention the wall at Thornhollow that his own fifty coins had helped uncover, which is what makes him dangerous and what makes him honest, and those have turned out to be the same thing in his case.It said: that the county register of Ravencross, kept lawfully in the county office for eighty-six years, is held presently by a private person in a private house, and that the undersigned wish it returned to the office and kept as it has always been kept.Fourteen names under it.I read them at the kitchen table with Ade opposite me, and I got to the fourth and stopped, and Ade said, “I know. I did the same.”Hocken of Pellynt.The man who stood up in the long room on the ninth of May, third on his feet after Nance and Carrow Bridge, and







