LOGINJOLENE'S POVThe fever started small, ninety-nine point eight, the kind of number a resident learns to watch rather than panic over, except this resident was the mother of the four-month-old registering it, and every clinical calm I'd built over years of training evaporated the moment the thermometer beeped its reading against my own daughter's skin."She's probably fine," I told Jake, though my voice carried none of the conviction I was trying to project, my hands already reaching for the pediatrician's after-hours line before I'd finished the sentence."Probably," Jake repeated, watching me with the attention of a man who'd learned, over the past two years, to read exactly how worried I actually was beneath whatever composed version I was attempting to perform.The nurse on the after-hours line asked the standard questions, feeding, fussiness, any other symptoms, and recommended we bring her in if the fever climbed past a hundred point four or if anything else concerning developed.
HAILEY'S POVMarcus took me hiking on a Saturday morning, nothing unusual about the invitation itself, we'd developed a habit of it over the past several months, a small trail an hour outside the city that climbed steadily toward an overlook neither of us had actually reached before, always turning back partway through because of weather or time or simple exhaustion.Today he insisted we push all the way to the top."You're being weird," I told him, somewhere around the halfway mark, noticing the careful way he kept checking his watch, the small backpack he'd insisted on carrying himself despite my offers to split the weight."I'm not being weird," he said, in the exact tone of someone who was absolutely being weird."You've checked your watch four times in the last ten minutes.""I like knowing what time it is," he said, unconvincingly, and I let it go, understanding by now that pushing wouldn't get me anywhere useful.The overlook, when we finally reached it, opened onto a view that
JAKE'S POVThe last section of my father's private files had sat untouched since I found the second will months earlier, a locked drawer within the larger cabinet that I'd avoided opening, telling myself I needed to focus on the business documents inside it rather than whatever else Logan had chosen to keep sealed away in his private study.I finally opened it on a quiet Sunday afternoon, Logan Rose napping upstairs, Jolene reading in the garden, some unhurried stretch of peace finally giving me the emotional room to face whatever waited inside.The lock gave easily enough, the small key I'd found taped beneath the desk drawer months earlier fitting perfectly, and inside sat not business documents at all, but a stack of envelopes, each one addressed simply to "Jake," organized by date spanning nearly two decades, the earliest dated the year I turned six.I sat at the desk for a long moment before opening the first one, understanding somehow that whatever these letters contained would
JOLENE'S POVThe first day back felt like stepping into someone else's life, my badge still valid, my locker still assigned, the hallways exactly as I'd left them three months earlier, and yet every ordinary motion, pulling on scrubs, reviewing a chart, walking into a patient's room, carried a strange new weight I hadn't anticipated.I'd pumped in the small, cramped lactation room twice already before my first patient of the day, my body still adjusting to the mechanics of feeding a child I now wasn't with for twelve hours at a stretch, and found myself, standing over the pump with my phone propped against the wall showing a video Jake had sent of Logan Rose that morning, crying quietly in a way I hoped wouldn't show on my face by the time rounds began.Amara found me there, of course, having apparently developed an uncanny instinct for locating me during exactly the moments I needed someone to."The first day back is always the hardest," she said, leaning against the doorframe. "It g
VICTOR'S POVThe venue overlooked the water, a small, weathered building that had once been a boathouse before someone converted it into something rentable for exactly this kind of occasion, twenty guests at most, string lights strung along the rafters, nothing about it resembling the kind of event my family's name might have once demanded.I'd wanted exactly this. Small, honest, built around the people who actually mattered rather than an audience assembled for optics. Elena had wanted the same, both of us having learned, in our own separate, difficult ways, exactly how little performance actually meant compared to substance.Jake found me in the small back room where I was finishing dressing, straightening my own tie with hands that weren't entirely steady, an unfamiliar feeling for a man who'd spent most of his adult life projecting calm regardless of what churned beneath it."Nervous," Jake observed, settling into the chair across from me."Terrified," I admitted. "Not about marry
JAKE'S POVI missed her first real laugh. I found this out secondhand, from a video Jolene sent me while I sat in a conference room reviewing quarterly projections with three board members who had absolutely no idea their meeting had just cost me something I'd never get back.The video was eleven seconds long. Logan Rose, propped against a pillow on the living room floor, dissolving into sudden, delighted giggles at something Hailey was doing just out of frame. I watched it four times before the meeting resumed, my chest tight with a grief I hadn't expected fatherhood to include, the grief of milestones happening in real time while I sat somewhere else entirely, managing spreadsheets that would matter far less to me in ten years than this exact eleven seconds already did.I came home that evening later than I'd promised, another quarter-hour of unavoidable follow-up conversation stretching into forty-five minutes, and found Jolene in the kitchen, exhaustion written plainly across her







