LilaThe house was too quiet. Even after everything gunshots, blood, chaos, and farther silence felt heavier than the noise. I sat propped up on the couch, my body still aching from the bullet wound on my hip, which the doctors had cleaned and stitched up. I wasn’t supposed to be out of bed, but I couldn’t just lie there anymore, not when the world around me was threatening to crumble again.My fingers gripped the baby monitor beside me, static hissing through it. I glanced at the small screen. Our son was fast asleep in his crib upstairs, wrapped in that blue blanket Alex had brought. His tiny chest rose and fell steadily, completely unaware of the madness that seemed to trail our family like a curse.I could hear footsteps outside the house. Fast. Urgent.“Luca?” I called out, my voice shaky.The front door burst open a moment later, and there he was sweaty, breathless, eyes blazing. He locked eyes with me as he stormed in, slammed the door behind him, and twisted the key in the loc
LilaI stare at the hospital ceiling, sterile white panels staring back at me like they’re trying to hide secrets in their quiet stillness. The rhythmic beeping of the monitor beside me is both a comfort and a warning, I’m alive, but not untouched. My hip aches with a dull, angry throb, and despite the meds they gave me, the pain sneaks past, finding cracks in my armor.The room is quiet now. Too quiet. Luca had stepped out a while ago to talk to the police. I think. Maybe to make a call. Maybe to scream. I wouldn’t blame him. My thoughts are a fog, but some things are sharp, vivid. Lena’s scream, the blood on my hands, the way Luca's face turned pale when he saw me crumple to the floor.I shift slightly, wince, and turn my head to the side. The bassinet is right next to my bed, and inside it, bundled in soft blue and white, is our baby. My son. My whole heart in one tiny, perfect bundle. He’s sleeping peacefully, his tiny fingers twitching in his sleep like he’s dreaming already.I c
LilaThe painkillers had begun to wear off.Not the physical ones I’d been injected with enough meds to numb a grown man twice over. No, the emotional ones, the adrenaline and shock that had cushioned me from the horror of it all, had finally ebbed.Now I sat in the hospital bed, propped up by too many pillows that still didn’t make me feel comfortable. A warm blanket was tucked around me, the room too bright, too sterile. My hip throbbed, a dull reminder that I was alive that I was lucky.But all I could think of was the blood. My own blood. The terror in Lena’s eyes. The helplessness.And the sound of gunshots echoing in my ears like a song I couldn’t shut off.I looked down at my baby boy, swaddled and asleep in the hospital bassinet beside me. His chest rose and fell in perfect rhythm, unaware of how close I came to not being here at all. I reached out with trembling fingers and stroked his cheek, my touch so gentle it felt like a whisper."Hey, baby," I murmured, trying to keep m
LilaI stare at the hospital ceiling, sterile white panels staring back at me like they’re trying to hide secrets in their quiet stillness. The rhythmic beeping of the monitor beside me is both a comfort and a warning, I’m alive, but not untouched. My hip aches with a dull, angry throb, and despite the meds they gave me, the pain sneaks past, finding cracks in my armor.The room is quiet now. Too quiet. Luca had stepped out a while ago to talk to the police. I think. Maybe to make a call. Maybe to scream. I wouldn’t blame him. My thoughts are a fog, but some things are sharp, vivid. Lena’s scream, the blood on my hands, the way Luca's face turned pale when he saw me crumple to the floor.I shift slightly, wince, and turn my head to the side. The bassinet is right next to my bed, and inside it, bundled in soft blue and white, is our baby. My son. My whole heart in one tiny, perfect bundle. He’s sleeping peacefully, his tiny fingers twitching in his sleep like he’s dreaming already.I c
Lila The room is too quiet when I wake.Not the kind of quiet that soothes but the kind that leaves you alone with your thoughts, with the hum of machines and the echo of memory.At first, I think I’ve dreamed it all.The gunshots.The chaos.The pain.But then I move, just slightly and fire shoots through my side.I suck in a sharp breath.The bandages are tight around my waist and hip, thick enough to make it feel like I’m being held together by gauze and stubbornness.I turn my head slowly. Luca isn’t here.His absence makes the room feel colder.I blink at the pale ceiling, trying to force the tears back. I promised myself I wouldn’t cry again. Not when I made it through the worst. Not when I lived.But surviving isn’t the same as healing.And right now, everything feels broken.A soft knock comes at the door before it opens a crack.Anna steps in first, holding a small bouquet of wildflowers in her arms.She hesitates when she sees me awake.“I… didn’t mean to wake you,” she say
Lila The room is too quiet when I wake.Not the kind of quiet that soothes but the kind that leaves you alone with your thoughts, with the hum of machines and the echo of memory.At first, I think I’ve dreamed it all.The gunshots.The chaos.The pain.But then I move, just slightly and fire shoots through my side.I suck in a sharp breath.The bandages are tight around my waist and hip, thick enough to make it feel like I’m being held together by gauze and stubbornness.I turn my head slowly. Luca isn’t here.His absence makes the room feel colder.I blink at the pale ceiling, trying to force the tears back. I promised myself I wouldn’t cry again. Not when I made it through the worst. Not when I lived.But surviving isn’t the same as healing.And right now, everything feels broken.A soft knock comes at the door before it opens a crack.Anna steps in first, holding a small bouquet of wildflowers in her arms.She hesitates when she sees me awake.“I… didn’t mean to wake you,” she say