The Arrangement
Lila
I had been sitting in this sterile hospital room for hours, my body numb against the hard plastic chair. The soft hiss of oxygen and the rhythmic beeping of the monitor were the only sounds keeping me tethered to the moment. I had learned to measure time by the machines, how long between the warning chimes, how often the nurse adjusted the IV.
And still, no miracle.
My mother lay motionless under the thin blanket, her skin pale, her lips cracked and colorless. Each shallow breath sounded like a battle she was losing. My throat burned as I watched her chest rise and fall, slower each time. I had promised her I would take care of everything. I had promised her I wouldn’t let her die alone and afraid.
But promises didn’t pay for chemo. Money did. Money I didn't have.
The doctor’s words replayed in my mind like a cruel mantra.
Stage four. Immediate treatment. You need to prepare for the worst.
The worst.
I pressed my palm over my mouth, trying to muffle the sob that clawed up my throat. It felt obscene to cry when I needed to be strong, when I needed to figure out how to save her life. But in the hollow silence of that room, I felt like a child again powerless, small, and afraid.
My phone buzzed on the tray table, snapping me out of my thoughts. I didn’t need to check the screen to know who it was. The chill that prickled up my spine told me everything.
Luca Deluca.
I should have ignored it. God, I wanted to. But my fingers moved on their own, snatching it up before the call went to voicemail. My thumb hesitated over the green button.
One touch. One word.
And everything would change. My mother would be under treatment, and all I needed to do was just say yes.
I swallowed the knot in my throat and pressed answer.
“Lila.”
His voice was smooth as polished marble, cold and steady. Even after all these years, it made something deep inside me recoil.
“I assume you have spoken to the doctors by now,” he continued, as if he were reciting the day’s weather. “I’m sure they explained how grave her condition is. She doesn’t have much time.”
I shut my eyes, my hand trembling so hard I almost dropped the phone.
“You can save her,” he said softly. Almost gently. “All you have to do is say yes to my offer Lila.”
His offer hovered in the air, deceptively simple, as if it wouldn’t shatter every last piece of me to accept.
I gripped the phone tighter, my voice raw when I finally spoke. “I don’t need anything from you. Leave me alone.”
There was a pause, one heartbeat, maybe two, before he answered. “Okay.”
The line clicked dead.
I let out a shaky breath, squeezing my eyes shut. My pulse throbbed in my ears, my body locked in a tight coil of grief and hatred.
He was a monster.
The memories rose up without warning. My father’s voice shouting into the phone, the way he looked that night before he left the house like he knew he wouldn’t come back. The phone call that shattered my life, telling me he’d been found on the roadside, shot in the chest.
The police said it was business. A bad debt, a worse deal. But I knew the truth.
It was him, Luca Deluca.
He had orchestrated it all, every threat, every humiliation that drove my father to desperation. And now he dared to stand between me and the only family I had left.
I was about to turn off the phone when it buzzed again. My hand flew to it, fury eclipsing fear.
I picked up without thinking.
“You” My voice cracked as the words tore out of me. “You killed him. You killed my father.”
There was no hesitation in his reply. “I did.”
Just like that. Cold. Certain.
My stomach lurched. I pressed my fist to my lips, the grief and rage so sharp it felt like my bones would splinter.
“But I’m not asking you to forgive me,” he went on, as if he hadn’t just confessed to destroying my life. “I’m asking you to think about your mother. You can hate me forever. It doesn’t matter. But she doesn’t have forever.”
Tears blurred my vision, but I refused to let him hear me cry.
“I’m offering you a way to save her,” he said. “Every treatment, every specialist. A private suite in the best hospital in Milan. She could start chemo tomorrow. She could live.”
“And what do you get?” I spat. “The satisfaction of watching me crawl to you?”
“A wife,” he said simply. “Nothing more.”
The quiet certainty in his voice was worse than any threat.
“I won’t do it,” I whispered. “I would rather watch you burn.”
He laughed softly, the sound low and almost pitying. “You think this is about revenge? You overestimate your importance. This is a transaction. I need a wife to salvage my reputation, and you need your mother to live. That’s all.”
“You are a monster,” I hissed, tears sliding down my cheeks. “You destroy everything you touch.”
“Your father destroyed himself,” he corrected, his tone like steel. “And you are about to do the same. Think carefully about what pride will cost you. You have already lost one parent, don't let pride cost you the other.”
I wanted to scream. To throw the phone against the wall. But instead, I stayed silent. Because under all my fury, his words were knives of truth.
If I said no, she would die.
He didn’t need to threaten me further. I already knew.
“I’ll give you a few hours to decide,” he said. “Don’t make me wait longer than that.”
The call ended just as abrupt as his previous one.
I stared at my reflection in the dark screen. My eyes were red, my face hollow with exhaustion and grief.
What kind of daughter would I be if I let her die because I hated the man who held her future in his hands?
A sudden alarm began to blare inside the room. My heart lurched into my throat as nurses rushed past me.
“Ma’am, you need to step out,” one of them said, her voice urgent.
I stumbled back as they closed the door in my face.
I pressed my palm flat to the cold glass, my breath fogging the pane. Inside, I could see my mother’s face, twisted in pain even through the sedation.
I felt something break inside me.
The next thing I knew, I was back in the corridor, my hands shaking as I scrolled through my contacts.
I found his number. Pressed call.
The line picked up after the second ring.
“I’ll do it,” I whispered. My voice sounded small and dead in my own ears.
“Good girl,” he murmured. I could hear the satisfaction in every syllable. “I’ll send someone for you. Be ready.”
Before I could speak, the line disconnected.
LucaThe car was waiting at the front steps when I emerged from the house.The morning was grey and cold, a damp wind sweeping in off the coast. It matched the hollow churn in my gut.I paused for a second on the top step, gripping the railing tighter than I meant to.The driver, Marco opened the back door without a word. He didn’t look at me.I couldn’t blame him.No one liked to look too long when a man was about to go hunt down his own mother.I forced myself to move, every step a reminder that I was still weaker than I’d ever admit. The cane hit the flagstones with a dull, deliberate rhythm, like a metronome marking the seconds before everything collapsed.Once I was in the car, Marco shut the door and took his place behind the wheel.Enzo climbed into the front passenger seat. He twisted around to look at me, his eyes hidden behind dark glasses.“They were seen again,” he said without preamble.My jaw tensed.“Where?”“West, toward the coast. A rental car registered to a shell co
LucaI’d never known a moment so quiet.Not the hush before a gun went off.Not the silence after a man took his last breath.Not even the bone-deep stillness of lying awake at night, wondering if I’d made the right choices.None of that compared to the silence of sitting in this hospital room, watching my son sleep against Lila’s chest.He was finally here.A part of me one I hadn’t even known existed felt anchored by that truth.But under the relief and the wonder, there was something darker, too.A coil of dread that tightened around my ribs every time I looked at him.Because I knew exactly what kind of man my father was.And I’d spent my entire life trying to prove I was nothing like him.But now, holding my son’s entire future in my hands, I couldn’t help wondering what if the rot was already in me?What if I became him?What if, one day, this little boy looked at me the way I used to look at Richard Romano with fear instead of love?The thought made something in my chest seize
LilaThe first thing I realized when they wheeled me out of the hospital was that nothing felt normal anymore.Not the hum of the automatic doors sliding open.Not the warm breeze on my face.Not the way Luca walked beside the wheelchair, one hand resting protectively on my shoulder, as if he thought I might vanish if he let go.Everything felt raw and unfamiliar, like the world itself had shifted while we were inside those hospital walls.And maybe it had.Because nothing could ever be the same again.Gabriel was bundled in my arms, warm and impossibly small. He made a soft, hiccupping sigh, and I pressed my lips to the top of his head, breathing in that sweet, milky scent.I still couldn’t believe he was real.Luca had arranged for a black SUV to meet us at the curb. One of his men opened the back door, and Luca turned to help me in, his jaw tight with concentration.“You okay?” he asked gruffly.I nodded, though my whole body ached in ways I didn’t even have names for. My arms felt
LilaI didn’t think I could cry anymore.My tears had run dry hours ago, or so I thought.But the second they placed him in my arms warm, tiny, impossibly perfect I started all over again.He was so much smaller than I expected.His little hands were curled into tight fists, one pressed to his rosy cheek. Dark hair stuck to his damp forehead. His skin was soft as velvet against my chest.And when he turned his face just enough to make a small, hiccupping noise, something in me broke open completely.I forgot the pain.I forgot the fear.I forgot the way my heart had nearly torn itself apart when I realized I’d be delivering him without Luca at my side.Because he was here now.And so was Luca.I looked up from the baby our, baby to find Luca watching me from the chair beside the bed.He hadn’t said much since they’d cleaned our son and tucked him against my chest.He’d just sat there, one hand braced on his cane, the other clenched so tightly on the armrest his knuckles were white.Hi
LilaThe first thing I realized when they wheeled me out of the hospital was that nothing felt normal anymore.Not the hum of the automatic doors sliding open.Not the warm breeze on my face.Not the way Luca walked beside the wheelchair, one hand resting protectively on my shoulder, as if he thought I might vanish if he let go.Everything felt raw and unfamiliar, like the world itself had shifted while we were inside those hospital walls.And maybe it had.Because nothing could ever be the same again.Gabriel was bundled in my arms, warm and impossibly small. He made a soft, hiccupping sigh, and I pressed my lips to the top of his head, breathing in that sweet, milky scent.I still couldn’t believe he was real.Luca had arranged for a black SUV to meet us at the curb. One of his men opened the back door, and Luca turned to help me in, his jaw tight with concentration.“You okay?” he asked gruffly.I nodded, though my whole body ached in ways I didn’t even have names for. My arms felt
LilaI didn’t think I could cry anymore.My tears had run dry hours ago, or so I thought.But the second they placed him in my arms warm, tiny, impossibly perfect I started all over again.He was so much smaller than I expected.His little hands were curled into tight fists, one pressed to his rosy cheek. Dark hair stuck to his damp forehead. His skin was soft as velvet against my chest.And when he turned his face just enough to make a small, hiccupping noise, something in me broke open completely.I forgot the pain.I forgot the fear.I forgot the way my heart had nearly torn itself apart when I realized I’d be delivering him without Luca at my side.Because he was here now.And so was Luca.I looked up from the baby our, baby to find Luca watching me from the chair beside the bed.He hadn’t said much since they’d cleaned our son and tucked him against my chest.He’d just sat there, one hand braced on his cane, the other clenched so tightly on the armrest his knuckles were white.Hi