CHAPTER 57

CHAPTER 57

I don’t know how long I cried myself to sleep. My heart was aching, and I don’t know what to do about it. I feel so down, and pain is crawling up my skin. I feel so dark. I feel like I was deprived of something. I feel like…something is about to lose in my life.

It's slowly eating up my sanity and I don’t know how to pull it back. I never felt this way before. I feel like something’s precious is slowly got taking away from me. This is the feeling I won’t wish to feel again.

I woke up the next morning with a knock on my door. My eyes are swollen from crying so hard last night. “Cristine?” I heard Fin’s voice. I didn’t speak. I am still spacing out and I couldn’t find my voice to speak. I am lazy for anything. I don’t even wanna move.

“Are you already awake? What’s happening? It’s already 12 noon,” he said. I feel like my soul went back