ログインI strode into the cafeteria, the familiar hum of chatter and clinking trays filling the air. Kiyan, my beta, was at my side, his amber eyes glinting with that annoying mischief he never seemed to shake. We made our way to our usual spot, a table near the tall windows overlooking the east courtyard, where the morning light spilled across the polished wood. It was prime real estate, close enough to the food line but far enough from the chaos of the first-years scrambling for seats. I dropped into my chair, leaning back with a sigh, already dreading the day.
The air was thick with the scent of baked bread, sweat, and too many wolflings who didn’t know how to mask their scents yet. Norsen’s elite were scattered across the room, laughing, gossiping, pretending they weren’t all here because war and politics had left the world desperate for soldiers.
Kiyan slid into the seat across from me, his grin wider than usual. “You’ve got a new fan girl,” he said under his breath, voice threaded with mischief. “Pretty one too. Shame she’s a little off in the head.”
I looked at him, unamused. “You really need a new hobby.”
He grinned. “I’m serious. She was staring at you during training like she wanted to murder you… or kiss you. Hard to tell which. Either way... hot.”
I shot him a flat look, my fingers drumming against the edge of the table. “That’s your boredom talking, Kiyan.”
He laughed, undeterred, his dark hair falling into his eyes. “Come on, man. You should have seen your face out there. She was staring at you like she wanted to burn a hole through your skull. And those eyes—brown hair, hazel eyes, that intensity? Gotta admit, it was something. Plus she is smoking hot.”
I didn’t answer, not because I was offended. Kiyan’s sense of humor was a daily torment, he had been my beta since I became the crowned prince of Narth at the age of fifteen, I was familiar with his madness, I lived with it, so it wasn’t that. It was because something about what he said caught on.
The image of her flashed invited, brown hair, hazel eyes that burned too long, too deep. There was something in that gaze I could not unsee. Not just anger but more like recognition. It wasn’t her weirdness or that cold, piercing gaze that bothered me. It was something else, something deeper.
Her face.. those sharp features, the way her eyes seemed to carry a weight I couldn’t place, it reminded me of someone. Someone from a long time ago, a memory I couldn’t quite grasp. I shook my head, trying to get rid of the thought. I was reading too much into it, had to be.
Still it was bothering the hell out of me.
I dropped into my seat, propping an elbow on the table, watching the cafeteria swirl in motion. “You’re imagining things,” I muttered more to myself than to him. “She’s just another student, an insolent wolfling.”
Kiyan shrugged, smug. “Whatever you say, your highness.”
Before I could respond, a familiar scent hit the air, a sharp mix of midnight lilies and honeycomb. A moment later, Seraphine Nightwell, Kiyan’s fated mate was sliding effortlessly into Kiyan’s lap, her silver hair falling across his chest like moonlight. She kissed him long, unapologetic, and so indecent that half the cafeteria turned to look.
They stayed kissing like they had not just spent the morning tangled up in his room down the hall. She had just snuck out of his room this morning before dawn. I knew because I had passed her in the hall on my way back from one of the private rooms in the female dorms at the east wing.
“Do you two ever stop?” I asked, my tone dry enough to crack glass.
Kiyan grinned against her mouth. “Not when the gods bless me like this.”
Ugh they made me sick, ever since they found each other at the coming of age festival for the first years, I have been visually assaulted and forced to watch their love blossom, it was a miracle they didn’t have a litter of baby wolves running around already.
I rolled my eyes, turning my attention to the window, where the campus sprawled out under a bright blue sky.
Seraphine laughed, twisting in his lap to face me. “What’s with the face, Draven? You look like someone told you your claws have gone dull.”
Before I could respond, Kiyan jumped in, eager to stir more chaos. “He’s in a mood because of his new fan girl.”
Seraphine perked up, eyes glinting. “A fan girl?”
I snorted, leaning forward. “Don’t listen to him, Sera. He’s full of it.”
Kiyan nodded, looking far too pleased with himself. “Yes baby, a fan girl. Pretty little thing. Weird as hell though. Caught her staring at him like he hung the moon. I swear, he looked two seconds away from kissing her when I walked in.”
“That’s enough,” I muttered, shooting him a warning look.
Seraphine’s grin turned wicked. “Oh, now I definitely need to hear this.”
I was halfway through explaining a flanking maneuver to Dava when everything in my vision narrowed to two approaching figures.The courtyard had been loud a second ago, steel clashing in the training rings, students shouting over one another, Kiyan barking orders and the son of the Narthan minister of foreign affairs, Dava teaching the new drills he had learnt from his time down south during his time there as an exchange student and spy. Kiyan, Dava, and I stood in the shade of the old oak near the training fields, maps spread across a stone bench, debating flanking maneuvers for the upcoming inter-realm exhibition. Dava was sketching formations in the dirt with a stick, Kiyan arguing about supply lines, and I was nodding along like my mind wasn’t a warzone.But the moment I saw them, the noise dulled, like the world had decided to step back and let something important happen.Two girls were walking toward us.One of them looked terrified, her shoulders tight, hands fisted at her sid
I ran until my lungs burned and my legs shook, until the hallways blurred into a maze of stone and shadow.I didn’t know where I was going, I just needed distance from the lecture hall, from the commander’s shocked face, from the snickers that had followed me out the door.My pulse thrashed in my ears, drowning out everything but the compulsion to get away from the memory of a sharp-mouthed asshole with silver-grey eyes who had absolutely no business affecting me the way he did.My boots skidded slightly against the polished floor as I made a sharp turn, ignoring the sting of the cool air on my cheeks. I didn’t stop until I reached the right wing—too far, too quiet, and rumored to be cursed enough that most students avoided it unless they needed a place to nap or cry or hide. Or, apparently, have a complete breakdown.The right-wing bathrooms were infamous: two years ago someone had been maimed in here, a brutal attack no one could ever fully explain.The lights were dim, the mirrors
If there was a prize for pretending to pay attention, I’d have won it by now—gold medal, trophy, plaque, maybe even my name engraved on Norsen’s wall of fame. But the universe—or rather, the moon goddess—had other plans, because absolutely nothing the commander was saying about war brokering and territorial accords was sticking to my brain.Not one word.Not even a letter.I was supposed to be learning how to broker peace between warring realms.Instead I was learning how many seconds I could survive before my body betrayed me again.The lecture hall was packed, rows of students hunched over notebooks, the commander at the front droning on about territorial treaties and blood-oath clauses.His voice was a dull hum, like bees trapped behind glass.All I could focus on was the persistent, traitorous buzz happening between my legs, the kind that made my thighs twitch under the desk. I shifted for the eighth time in ten minutes, silently praying my chair wasn’t noticing how much I hated
I parked the car just outside the border, legend had it that dark forces lingered in the old kingdom, a place that vanished without a trace and I wasn’t about to become dinner for whatever demon was lurking out there.We found the gates of the old beastiary after an hour’s trek, a shimmering tear in the air, like heat rising off black stone. Everything felt dark and hauntingKiyan hesitated at the gates. “Last chance to turn back. You don’t want to die without knowing what sex during rut feels like.”I stepped through without a word.The darkness of the place swallowed us whole. My heart beat traveled a mile, a minute, my fingers trembled and I struggle to slow my breathing, creating the illusion of calmness.Shadows were everywhere—twisting trees with leaves like ink, the skies were perpetually twilight, the air was thick with the scent of damp earth and forgotten magic. The ground squelched under our boots, and whispers rode the wind, half-heard voices that made my skin crawl.Sius
The hallway was a ghost town at this hour—midnight had come and gone, and the academy slept under a blanket of silence broken only by the distant hoot of an owl. I leaned against the wall, bag slung over one shoulder, filled with essentials: dagger, cloak, a few potions from the black market, and the scroll we’d stolen. My blood hummed with adrenaline, and rut, every shadow feeling like it hid eyes watching me.Kiyan arrived exactly on time, because of course he did. He always moved like someone who expected to be graded for punctuality. Bag packed, expression set in that grim determination I’d seen during battles we weren’t supposed to survive.“This better be worth missing Seraphine’s warmth,” he muttered, handing me one of the flashlights we’d grabbed from storage.“It is,” I said, clicking mine on. The beam cut through the dark. “The Realm of Shadows holds the origins of the Mark. We will go to the halls of dread just outside of Norsen at the banks of the shadow river. The old war
Silent for four years. Silent since Rivan died. Silent through every night I wished I weren’t alive. Silent through the guilt, the nightmares, the loneliness.Until now.And what does he choose to say, after four years of silence?We need to mate.His voice cut through my skull again, rough and impatient:We need her.I pressed my palms over my eyes. Of all times you finally speak, this is the one you choose? Not when I begged for strength? Not when everything was falling apart? Now? Now, when I can barely think straight?We cannot reject her. She is ours.Mate. Now. Claim her. Mark her. Fill her.The words hit like a punch. My wolf—my silent, grieving wolf was back, and all he wanted was the one thing I couldn’t give him.Shut up, I snarled internally. Of all the times to wake up, you choose now?She’s ours. Take her. Knot her. Breed her.Safe to say the rut made him just as insane as I was.Shut up, I snarled back internally, the frustration boiling beneath my ribs. You stayed sile