LOGINThe girls showed me around our dorm. It was more like a micro home with a small kitchen, a big sitting room and three mini bedrooms. The girls had taken the liberty to repaint the entire dorm in the most devastating color they could have pulled, pink.
Not that I expected any less or more from an elf and a fae. Thankfully they left my room unpainted and I was welcomed with the calming aura of light lilac walls when I walked in. I dropped my bags onto the hardwood floor of my new dorm room, the thud echoing faintly in the small space. Exhaustion clung to me like a second skin, every muscle aching from the long journey from Hatchville
Without a second thought, I collapsed face-first onto the bed, the mattress creaking under my weight. The pillow smelled faintly of lavender and starch, and I let out a muffled groan, willing my body to melt into the sheets and disappear into sleep.
I barely rested for a number of minutes before my door creaked open, I cursed under my breath and raised my head to see Ferna at my door, carrying a white bowl with beautiful blue markings around it. She stepped inside, her dark curls bouncing with each step, the steam from the bowl curling upward into the air. The rich aroma of herbs and broth hit me, and my stomach growled despite my confusion.
“What’s this?” I asked, my voice rough with fatigue as I sat up fully, eyeing the bowl warily.
She grinned. “Soup.”
“I can see that,” I muttered. “Why?”
Her smile widened, showing just enough teeth to be concerning. “Because you look like you haven’t eaten in a century. And before you start, relax, it’s not poisoned.”
My cheeks flushed, and I opened my mouth to protest, to insist I wasn’t that paranoid. “I wasn’t—”
“You were and it’s okay,” she said, her tone softening. “I see the distrust in your eyes, and I don’t blame you. It’s the way of our kind, is it not? Everyone betrays everyone eventually.”
Her words hung in the air, heavy with truth. I swallowed, my throat tight, and managed a small nod. Ferna’s gaze held mine for a moment, understanding passing between us. Then she set the bowl on the nightstand and offered a warm, sweet smile. I couldn’t help but return it, just a little.
Our kind never really got along with the other realms. Hell we didn’t even get along with each other, the Lycans hated the werewolves, the Lycans and werewolves hated the Wyseathes, every one hated the blood moon wolves and all of us were hated by the other realms, seen as rabid dogs. It was a mess even within ourselves, I couldn’t blame her if she hated me and she could not blame me for being wary, such was our position.
“Thanks,” I said quietly.
She waved a dismissive hand. “Don’t mention it. Eat, rest. Tomorrow’s your first day of dying slowly.”
“Wow, that’s comforting,” I muttered, taking the spoon.
“Do you need help unpacking?” she asked. “You will have a busy day, and if you don’t organize now—”
I shook my head, brushing a strand of hair from my face. “I’m fine. Just… need to crash for a bit.”
Ferna studied me for a moment, then nodded. “Suit yourself. But don’t say I didn’t offer.”
Then she surprised me by stepping forward and wrapping me in a quick, gentle hug. “Get some rest, then,” she said before turning and slipping out of the room, leaving the door slightly ajar.
I stared at the bowl of soup for a long moment before resigning myself to the bed once more, the warmth of Ferna’s gesture lingering like the steam rising from the broth. Sleep claimed me before I even realized I had closed my eyes.
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The next morning, I was up before dawn, the sky outside my window still a bruised shade of purple. I dressed quietly, pulling on running gear, a simple shirt and joggers, and tied my hair into a loose ponytail. Old habits from Hatchville, where I would start every day with a run through the misty fields. As I laced up my shoes, I heard the faint creak of floorboards and glanced up to see Elsie poking her head out of her room, her blonde hair a messy halo around her face.
“Rosalind? Where are you going so early?” she asked, rubbing sleep from her eyes.
“Morning! I’m going for a run,” I said. “I usually run every day back home in Hatchville.”
Elsie frowned, stepping fully into the hallway. “Don’t exhaust yourself. Training’s in an hour, and you still need to pick up your uniform from the counselor.”
I paused, her words sinking in. “Right. Thanks for the heads-up. Where is that again? I mean the counselor”
She waved a hand dismissively. “Main administrative quarters, general counseling office. You can’t miss it.”
“Got it.”
I grabbed my student pass, thanked her, and headed out, the cool morning air biting at my skin as I made my way across the grounds. The administrative quarters loomed ahead, a stone building with arched windows and ivy creeping up its walls. Inside, the general counseling office was easy to find, its door marked with a simple brass plaque.
Inside the office, a woman sat behind a heavy oak desk, writing in a ledger. Her hair was silver-gray, twisted into a tight bun. Her pointed ears told me she was elven, and the faint scars across her knuckles said she had lived long enough to know her way around a sword and a thousand ways to manipulate the earth’s core—at least a century old, maybe more.
She didn’t look up as I entered, her pen scratching across a notebook.
“Sit,” she said, her voice clipped.
I slid into the chair across from her, folding my hands in my lap. She finally glanced up, her sharp blue eyes studying me over the rim of her glasses. “Name?”
“Rosalind Rougeworth,” I said.
“Major?”
“Combat and war strategy.”
She froze, her pen hovering over the page. Then she set it down deliberately, adjusted her glasses, and let out a heavy sigh. “Combat and war strategy,” she repeated, her tone dripping with exasperation. “I’m getting too old for this. You kids drive me up the wall. I am so tired of all you little girls and your silly crushes on that captain. Every year, it’s the same.”
I blinked, genuinely confused. “I’m sorry, what?”
She waved a hand, muttering to herself as she stood and disappeared through a door behind her desk. I sat there, dumbfounded, trying to process her words. A crush? On the captain? I didn’t even know who he was. What was she even talking about?
She handed them over with a weary wave. “These are yours. Use them religiously. You won’t need them long anyway.”
I frowned. “Why’s that?”
“Because in two weeks, you’ll be back here begging for another assignment. Happens every year.”
I wanted to tell her that would not be me, but there was no point. I was fine with her thinking I was just another naive girl with a crush.
I took the uniforms, my confusion deepening. “Thank you,” I said, because it seemed like the only appropriate response, and left the office, my mind spinning.
Back at the dorm, I found Ferna and Elsie in the common area, dressed in their own uniforms. Elsie had silver and Ferna had bright red, vibrant against the muted ones I held in my hands. They looked up as I entered, and Elsie gave a tired smile.
“Wait, why are you getting different colors?” I asked, holding up my uniforms.
Ferna grinned. “Different majors, different colors. Elsie gets silver because she is in the Healing department and I wear red because I’m in Elements Mastery.”
Elsie nodded. “You’ll have your general training first, then majors separate. Hurry or you’ll be late.”
I ducked into my room and changed quickly. The black uniform fit like it had been stitched to my skin—tight, structured, highlighting every curve I didn’t particularly want highlighted. The fabric clung to my hips and shoulders, and the high collar gave me an edge that made me look sharper than I felt.
I pulled my hair into a high ponytail, checking my reflection briefly before stepping out.
When I stepped back into the room, both girls froze mid-conversation.
“Stars above,” Ferna whispered. “You’re in combat and war strategy?”
I nodded, tugging my gloves on, shifting uncomfortably under their stares.
Elsie gasped, grabbing Ferna’s arm. “She’s so lucky! She gets to see the Captain every day. He’s so hot”
I blinked. “The Captain?”
That captain yet again, the same one I was accused of having a crush on just minutes ago. I see why Mrs Grumpy called me a silly girl with a crush, Elsie was totally acting silly like a kid who just discovered candy.
Ferna sighed dreamily. “ Captain of the Combat Division. You’ll know him when you see him. Trust me.”
I rolled my eyes. “Right. Let’s just get to training before we’re late.”
But they didn’t stop. Not for a single step on the way there.
Elsie chattered about his skill in battle, how no one could match his strength or his precision. Ferna added details that made it sound more like she had been daydreaming about him than observing his technique.
By the time we reached the training grounds, I was half amused, half exasperated. The morning sun was just cresting over the courtyard, catching on steel blades and glinting armor. Some students already stood in formation, divided by division colors, all murmuring with nervous excitement. Some students were warming up and their instructors were barking orders.
I was laughing at something Ferna said when Elsie grabbed my arm, her nails digging in as she pointed excitedly. “Look! There he is! The captain!”
I followed her gaze, expecting some generic, over-hyped warrior. Instead, my eyes landed on a figure I had not seen in four years, one I thought I would see again one day. My heart stuttered, and the laughter died in my throat.
Gray eyes, blonde hair. The same boy who had brought my brother’s body home. The one I had seen through my tears, standing in the blood-soaked dirt, eyes cold as winter. The one I had sworn to kill.
Aklan Draven.
The Captain.
My heartbeat stumbled painfully.
He looked older now—sharper jaw, broader shoulders, a quiet authority that made everyone around him seem smaller. But those eyes were the same. Storm-gray. Empty.
Elsie was still whispering something beside me, but I didn’t hear her.
Because in that moment, with the sunlight striking his profile, the ground beneath me might as well have disappeared. It felt like a distant dream, yet I could taste it, the vengeance.
After four years, fate had done it.
It had put me in front of the man I hated most in the world. Rage blinded me and all I wanted to do was drive a dagger into his chest, the same way he had done to Rivan. Blood rushed to my ears and my thoughts aligned in just one way.
Maybe the moon goddess did not listen to the prayers of the helpless, but she did listen to the prayers of the vengeful and she had brought my enemy right into my orbit.
By the time dinner was over and the sun began sinking behind the western towers of Norsen, all I wanted was a bed, a blanket, and the sweet, comforting silence of not having to think about Aklan for even five seconds.Ferna, Elsie, and I made our way down the long stone pathway toward our dorm wing. The courtyard lanterns were lighting themselves one by one, reacting to the fall of night, and the air was pleasantly cool. The kind of cool that made your shoulders relax even after the most stressful day.Elsie was recounting some ridiculous story about how her Lycan noble lover had tried to impress her by lifting a boulder the size of a cow, only for it to roll and nearly crush his foot. Ferna was wheezing with laughter loud enough to echo off the brick walls.And I… I was laughing too.A real laugh.The kind I hadn’t felt in days. For a moment, a tiny, fragile moment, Aklan disappeared from my mind entirely. No memories of his hands on me. No phantom heat blooming in my stomach. No
They kept talking, or more likely, Elsie spoke, Ferna lectured, but their voices started to drift into background static because a scent cut through the air like a blade.The same scent that has crowded my senses ever since the day of the festival. Citrus. Warm earth. Heat.Aklan.My head snapped up before I could stop myself. I no longer had control over my own body.And there he was.Walking into the cafeteria, like the entire building should rearrange itself around him, broad shoulders, sweat-damp hair, that aura that sucked the oxygen from every room. He looked exhausted, irritated, and unfairly beautiful, and then—His eyes locked onto mine.It wasn’t subtle, wasn’t accidental. It was instant, sharp, like someone grabbing me by the spine.His gaze hit me so hard my breath stuttered in my throat.And I swear, I swear on every god of the nine realms, his chest rose just a little faster when he saw me. Like, he hated that he had been looking for me. Like, he hated that he found me.
Lunch was supposed to be simple.Just… lunch. A plate of food, my two friends, and one quiet hour where I could pretend my brain wasn’t a chaotic battlefield of memories I absolutely did not ask for.Ferna and Elsie sat across from me, chattering like nothing in the world had shattered.This was the first lunch we’d managed to have together since Aklan became my personal tormentor, and I was doing a spectacular job of pretending I was fine.But my fork had been dragging the same stripe through my mashed potatoes for so long that the grooves looked like an artist’s sketch. I kept trying to eat, truly, but each time the fork rose toward my mouth, my stomach tightened. Not from nausea, but from the humiliating, unbearable, pulse-deep reminder of what Aklan had done to me the last time we trained.I was not fine.Every time I closed my eyes, I was back in that changing room:His mouth bruising mine, his hand under my bra, thumb rolling over my nipple until I forgot my own name, his finger
“Hi”, she said, carefully approaching me with that hungry look. Her gaze was firmly placed on the barely there boner that rocked my towel.I smiled, trying to cover up my irritation. “Valora. Hey!”“Aklan,” she said, with that soft, breathy voice she always used when she wanted something. “Why have you been avoiding me since the other night?”Avoiding her. Right. It could only count as avoidance if she ever came to mind in the time we hadn’t spoken, so no, I wasn’t avoiding her; she just simply stopped existing in my subconscious.I grabbed a towel and wiped my face, giving myself a few seconds before I answered. If she knew how close I was to ripping the walls down with my bare hands just from trying not to think about Rosalind, she’d probably choke on her own spiteful laughter.“I haven’t been avoiding you,” I said, keeping my tone even. “I’ve just been taking some time to clear my head.”Her brows pulled together, not convinced. She moved closer, each step slow, deliberate—like a
Rut season had hit me like a warhammer, and it had never happened before, never once in twenty-three years had I totally lost control the way I did with Rosalind, because I’d never known what it meant to have a mate.Now I did.And I couldn’t touch her.Nobody told me how painful it was not to be able to have the only person ever fibre of your being wanted. I was finding out the hard way. The shower cascaded down my body as steam rolled off my skin from the amount of heat my body had gathered. I was simply dying inside, all of my senses were heightened, my muscles tensed, and all of my blood rushed to one place in particular. I looked down at myself, and it was rock hard, hot, unyielding, and now showing any signs of softening any time soon. I had tried everything possible to get myself to calm down, but it just wasn’t working; nothing worked.Cold water, hot water, my own hand. Nothing eased the pressure. The only thing my body yearned for was Rosalind. I needed her like I needed
My skin buzzed with an electric current that ran from the tip of my fingers to the end of my toes, my heart raced, and my entire body screamed yes while my mind whispered no, No, no, no—He broke away first, almost as though he could hear my thoughts, stepping back like he’d been burned.“Try it on me,” he said roughly, trying to regulate his breathing.His voice wasn’t steady.Neither was my sanity.I tried it once, twice, ten times.He blocked me effortlessly each time until suddenly he didn’t.On my eleventh try, I managed to twist his arm, leverage his balance, and pin him by the throat against the wall, mirroring the exact position he’d put me in.For one suspended heartbeat, I was proud. Proud that there was a fighting chance, that there was hope I could one day beat him.Then I realized where his hands were.On my waist.They were firm, possessive, hot enough to sear through fabric and skin and bone.He stared down at me like he had never seen me before, like I was something i







