LOGINThe girls showed me around our dorm. It was more like a micro home with a small kitchen, a big sitting room and three mini bedrooms. The girls had taken the liberty to repaint the entire dorm in the most devastating color they could have pulled, pink.
Not that I expected any less or more from an elf and a fae. Thankfully they left my room unpainted and I was welcomed with the calming aura of light lilac walls when I walked in. I dropped my bags onto the hardwood floor of my new dorm room, the thud echoing faintly in the small space. Exhaustion clung to me like a second skin, every muscle aching from the long journey from Hatchville
Without a second thought, I collapsed face-first onto the bed, the mattress creaking under my weight. The pillow smelled faintly of lavender and starch, and I let out a muffled groan, willing my body to melt into the sheets and disappear into sleep.
I barely rested for a number of minutes before my door creaked open, I cursed under my breath and raised my head to see Ferna at my door, carrying a white bowl with beautiful blue markings around it. She stepped inside, her dark curls bouncing with each step, the steam from the bowl curling upward into the air. The rich aroma of herbs and broth hit me, and my stomach growled despite my confusion.
“What’s this?” I asked, my voice rough with fatigue as I sat up fully, eyeing the bowl warily.
She grinned. “Soup.”
“I can see that,” I muttered. “Why?”
Her smile widened, showing just enough teeth to be concerning. “Because you look like you haven’t eaten in a century. And before you start, relax, it’s not poisoned.”
My cheeks flushed, and I opened my mouth to protest, to insist I wasn’t that paranoid. “I wasn’t—”
“You were and it’s okay,” she said, her tone softening. “I see the distrust in your eyes, and I don’t blame you. It’s the way of our kind, is it not? Everyone betrays everyone eventually.”
Her words hung in the air, heavy with truth. I swallowed, my throat tight, and managed a small nod. Ferna’s gaze held mine for a moment, understanding passing between us. Then she set the bowl on the nightstand and offered a warm, sweet smile. I couldn’t help but return it, just a little.
Our kind never really got along with the other realms. Hell we didn’t even get along with each other, the Lycans hated the werewolves, the Lycans and werewolves hated the Wyseathes, every one hated the blood moon wolves and all of us were hated by the other realms, seen as rabid dogs. It was a mess even within ourselves, I couldn’t blame her if she hated me and she could not blame me for being wary, such was our position.
“Thanks,” I said quietly.
She waved a dismissive hand. “Don’t mention it. Eat, rest. Tomorrow’s your first day of dying slowly.”
“Wow, that’s comforting,” I muttered, taking the spoon.
“Do you need help unpacking?” she asked. “You will have a busy day, and if you don’t organize now—”
I shook my head, brushing a strand of hair from my face. “I’m fine. Just… need to crash for a bit.”
Ferna studied me for a moment, then nodded. “Suit yourself. But don’t say I didn’t offer.”
Then she surprised me by stepping forward and wrapping me in a quick, gentle hug. “Get some rest, then,” she said before turning and slipping out of the room, leaving the door slightly ajar.
I stared at the bowl of soup for a long moment before resigning myself to the bed once more, the warmth of Ferna’s gesture lingering like the steam rising from the broth. Sleep claimed me before I even realized I had closed my eyes.
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The next morning, I was up before dawn, the sky outside my window still a bruised shade of purple. I dressed quietly, pulling on running gear, a simple shirt and joggers, and tied my hair into a loose ponytail. Old habits from Hatchville, where I would start every day with a run through the misty fields. As I laced up my shoes, I heard the faint creak of floorboards and glanced up to see Elsie poking her head out of her room, her blonde hair a messy halo around her face.
“Rosalind? Where are you going so early?” she asked, rubbing sleep from her eyes.
“Morning! I’m going for a run,” I said. “I usually run every day back home in Hatchville.”
Elsie frowned, stepping fully into the hallway. “Don’t exhaust yourself. Training’s in an hour, and you still need to pick up your uniform from the counselor.”
I paused, her words sinking in. “Right. Thanks for the heads-up. Where is that again? I mean the counselor”
She waved a hand dismissively. “Main administrative quarters, general counseling office. You can’t miss it.”
“Got it.”
I grabbed my student pass, thanked her, and headed out, the cool morning air biting at my skin as I made my way across the grounds. The administrative quarters loomed ahead, a stone building with arched windows and ivy creeping up its walls. Inside, the general counseling office was easy to find, its door marked with a simple brass plaque.
Inside the office, a woman sat behind a heavy oak desk, writing in a ledger. Her hair was silver-gray, twisted into a tight bun. Her pointed ears told me she was elven, and the faint scars across her knuckles said she had lived long enough to know her way around a sword and a thousand ways to manipulate the earth’s core—at least a century old, maybe more.
She didn’t look up as I entered, her pen scratching across a notebook.
“Sit,” she said, her voice clipped.
I slid into the chair across from her, folding my hands in my lap. She finally glanced up, her sharp blue eyes studying me over the rim of her glasses. “Name?”
“Rosalind Rougeworth,” I said.
“Major?”
“Combat and war strategy.”
She froze, her pen hovering over the page. Then she set it down deliberately, adjusted her glasses, and let out a heavy sigh. “Combat and war strategy,” she repeated, her tone dripping with exasperation. “I’m getting too old for this. You kids drive me up the wall. I am so tired of all you little girls and your silly crushes on that captain. Every year, it’s the same.”
I blinked, genuinely confused. “I’m sorry, what?”
She waved a hand, muttering to herself as she stood and disappeared through a door behind her desk. I sat there, dumbfounded, trying to process her words. A crush? On the captain? I didn’t even know who he was. What was she even talking about?
She handed them over with a weary wave. “These are yours. Use them religiously. You won’t need them long anyway.”
I frowned. “Why’s that?”
“Because in two weeks, you’ll be back here begging for another assignment. Happens every year.”
I wanted to tell her that would not be me, but there was no point. I was fine with her thinking I was just another naive girl with a crush.
I took the uniforms, my confusion deepening. “Thank you,” I said, because it seemed like the only appropriate response, and left the office, my mind spinning.
Back at the dorm, I found Ferna and Elsie in the common area, dressed in their own uniforms. Elsie had silver and Ferna had bright red, vibrant against the muted ones I held in my hands. They looked up as I entered, and Elsie gave a tired smile.
“Wait, why are you getting different colors?” I asked, holding up my uniforms.
Ferna grinned. “Different majors, different colors. Elsie gets silver because she is in the Healing department and I wear red because I’m in Elements Mastery.”
Elsie nodded. “You’ll have your general training first, then majors separate. Hurry or you’ll be late.”
I ducked into my room and changed quickly. The black uniform fit like it had been stitched to my skin—tight, structured, highlighting every curve I didn’t particularly want highlighted. The fabric clung to my hips and shoulders, and the high collar gave me an edge that made me look sharper than I felt.
I pulled my hair into a high ponytail, checking my reflection briefly before stepping out.
When I stepped back into the room, both girls froze mid-conversation.
“Stars above,” Ferna whispered. “You’re in combat and war strategy?”
I nodded, tugging my gloves on, shifting uncomfortably under their stares.
Elsie gasped, grabbing Ferna’s arm. “She’s so lucky! She gets to see the Captain every day. He’s so hot”
I blinked. “The Captain?”
That captain yet again, the same one I was accused of having a crush on just minutes ago. I see why Mrs Grumpy called me a silly girl with a crush, Elsie was totally acting silly like a kid who just discovered candy.
Ferna sighed dreamily. “ Captain of the Combat Division. You’ll know him when you see him. Trust me.”
I rolled my eyes. “Right. Let’s just get to training before we’re late.”
But they didn’t stop. Not for a single step on the way there.
Elsie chattered about his skill in battle, how no one could match his strength or his precision. Ferna added details that made it sound more like she had been daydreaming about him than observing his technique.
By the time we reached the training grounds, I was half amused, half exasperated. The morning sun was just cresting over the courtyard, catching on steel blades and glinting armor. Some students already stood in formation, divided by division colors, all murmuring with nervous excitement. Some students were warming up and their instructors were barking orders.
I was laughing at something Ferna said when Elsie grabbed my arm, her nails digging in as she pointed excitedly. “Look! There he is! The captain!”
I followed her gaze, expecting some generic, over-hyped warrior. Instead, my eyes landed on a figure I had not seen in four years, one I thought I would see again one day. My heart stuttered, and the laughter died in my throat.
Gray eyes, blonde hair. The same boy who had brought my brother’s body home. The one I had seen through my tears, standing in the blood-soaked dirt, eyes cold as winter. The one I had sworn to kill.
Aklan Draven.
The Captain.
My heartbeat stumbled painfully.
He looked older now—sharper jaw, broader shoulders, a quiet authority that made everyone around him seem smaller. But those eyes were the same. Storm-gray. Empty.
Elsie was still whispering something beside me, but I didn’t hear her.
Because in that moment, with the sunlight striking his profile, the ground beneath me might as well have disappeared. It felt like a distant dream, yet I could taste it, the vengeance.
After four years, fate had done it.
It had put me in front of the man I hated most in the world. Rage blinded me and all I wanted to do was drive a dagger into his chest, the same way he had done to Rivan. Blood rushed to my ears and my thoughts aligned in just one way.
Maybe the moon goddess did not listen to the prayers of the helpless, but she did listen to the prayers of the vengeful and she had brought my enemy right into my orbit.
I carried her the entire way back to Norsen, her weight light in my arms and unbearably heavy in my chest. She barely stirred, her head tucked beneath my chin, her breath shallow and uneven against my throat.The forest gave way to stone paths and torchlight, but none of it registered properly. All I could focus on was how wrong it felt, like I was holding something already slipping away.Her skin was ice-cold, seeping through my shirt like frostbite, her shivers vibrating through me like aftershocks from an earthquake. I held her tighter, my steps careful but urgent, the moon filtering through the canopy in silver shards that lit her pale face.She looked so fragile, so breakable, and the thought that I might have been too late, that Valora’s jealousy had pushed her to this, twisted in my gut like a poisoned blade.Sius whined endlessly in my head, a constant loop of our mate getting hurt, of tearing the person who hurt our mate apart. I didn’t have the energy to shut him up but for
Fear slammed into my chest so violently I staggered, one hand shooting out to brace against the stone wall beside me. It wasn’t my fear. It was hers—raw and overwhelming, a terror so sharp it stole my breath. Beneath it was panic, confusion, a desperate plea that had no words but echoed all the same.My heart shattered.She felt unprotected.Exposed.Because of Valora. Because of me.Guilt twisted the knife deeper. I’d failed her. Just like Rivan. The bond that was supposed to protect her had only brought her pain—and now she was out there, breaking, because I hadn’t been there to stop it.The pain of that realization was almost unbearable. I gritted my teeth, forcing myself to stay upright as I honed in on the thread connecting us, letting it guide me the way instinct guided a hunter. My feet moved before my mind could catch up, carrying me through the western gates and into the forest beyond, deeper than students were ever meant to go.The forest swallowed me whole—trees thick as to
I’d searched every gods-damned corner of Norsen, and she was nowhere.The training fields—empty, the mats still rolled from afternoon drills.The library—rows of silent shelves, dust motes dancing in the dying light, no sign of her curled in her favorite alcove.The gardens, the hidden rooftops where I’d seen her sneak off to think.Nothing.I had searched until my legs ached and my lungs burned. Every corner of the academy grounds mocked me with its emptiness.Courtyards I had passed a hundred times, lecture halls now dark and abandoned, dormitory wings where students laughed behind closed doors while the girl I was supposed to be bound to had vanished like she had never existed at all.The sky had already begun to dim by the time panic truly sank its claws into me. I stood at the edge of the eastern practice fields, hands braced on my knees, breathing hard as though I had been running from something rather than toward it.My chest felt tight, too tight, like my ribs were closing in
I was halfway through explaining a flanking maneuver to Dava when everything in my vision narrowed to two approaching figures.The courtyard had been loud a second ago, steel clashing in the training rings, students shouting over one another, Kiyan barking orders and the son of the Narthan minister of foreign affairs, Dava teaching the new drills he had learnt from his time down south during his time there as an exchange student and spy. Kiyan, Dava, and I stood in the shade of the old oak near the training fields, maps spread across a stone bench, debating flanking maneuvers for the upcoming inter-realm exhibition. Dava was sketching formations in the dirt with a stick, Kiyan arguing about supply lines, and I was nodding along like my mind wasn’t a warzone.But the moment I saw them, the noise dulled, like the world had decided to step back and let something important happen.Two girls were walking toward us.One of them looked terrified, her shoulders tight, hands fisted at her sid
I ran until my lungs burned and my legs shook, until the hallways blurred into a maze of stone and shadow.I didn’t know where I was going, I just needed distance from the lecture hall, from the commander’s shocked face, from the snickers that had followed me out the door.My pulse thrashed in my ears, drowning out everything but the compulsion to get away from the memory of a sharp-mouthed asshole with silver-grey eyes who had absolutely no business affecting me the way he did.My boots skidded slightly against the polished floor as I made a sharp turn, ignoring the sting of the cool air on my cheeks. I didn’t stop until I reached the right wing—too far, too quiet, and rumored to be cursed enough that most students avoided it unless they needed a place to nap or cry or hide. Or, apparently, have a complete breakdown.The right-wing bathrooms were infamous: two years ago someone had been maimed in here, a brutal attack no one could ever fully explain.The lights were dim, the mirrors
If there was a prize for pretending to pay attention, I’d have won it by now—gold medal, trophy, plaque, maybe even my name engraved on Norsen’s wall of fame. But the universe—or rather, the moon goddess—had other plans, because absolutely nothing the commander was saying about war brokering and territorial accords was sticking to my brain.Not one word.Not even a letter.I was supposed to be learning how to broker peace between warring realms.Instead I was learning how many seconds I could survive before my body betrayed me again.The lecture hall was packed, rows of students hunched over notebooks, the commander at the front droning on about territorial treaties and blood-oath clauses.His voice was a dull hum, like bees trapped behind glass.All I could focus on was the persistent, traitorous buzz happening between my legs, the kind that made my thighs twitch under the desk. I shifted for the eighth time in ten minutes, silently praying my chair wasn’t noticing how much I hated







