I left the city the next morning.No dramatic goodbye. No tearful farewells at the station. No one running after me in the rain. Just me, a battered backpack slung over one shoulder, a crumpled bus ticket in my hand, and that hollow ache in my chest that whispered—go.Not for revenge. Not even for healing.Just to breathe.I needed air that didn’t taste like him. Walls that didn’t remember my cries. Streets that didn’t echo with the sound of my own unraveling.I needed to go where his scent didn’t cling to the curtains. Where I didn’t wake up reaching for someone who’d already let me go.So I left.I took nothing but the essentials—just enough clothes, a photo of Grandma tucked in my journal, and the remnants of a heart that still hadn’t decided whether to keep beating.I didn’t even look back.Because looking back meant I’d hesitate. It meant I’d feel everything again—the betrayal, the confusion, the stupid sliver of hope still lodged in my chest like a shard of glass. So I stared st
I didn’t sleep.Not really.Travian stayed with me on the couch all night, his arm a warm band around my shoulders, like he was afraid I’d vanish if he let go. He held me like I was something fragile—already cracked, already slipping through his fingers. And maybe I was. Maybe that’s why I didn’t push him away. Why I stayed still, curled up against him, my body betraying me with how naturally it leaned into his warmth. I didn’t speak. I didn’t cry again. I just sat there—numb, hollowed out, my limbs heavy and slow, my mind lost in an echo chamber of pain. My body curled into his like instinct, even when everything inside me was screaming not to trust him.Because he kissed her.Tessa.His ex.The memory tore through me like glass. Jagged. Sharp. Impossible to ignore. Her hands in his hair. His lips on hers. The intimacy of it. The ease. The way he didn’t push her away fast enough. The way his eyes met mine after, wide and panicked, like that made a difference. Like panic was supposed
Dain insisted I take him to my place.I should’ve said no—God knows I wanted to. The word was on the tip of my tongue, trembling, aching to be spoken. But I couldn’t say it. My throat had closed up, like the fear lodged there had sealed it shut. The fight had drained out of me completely, hollowing me from the inside out. And Dain—he saw that. He sensed it. He always did. That frightening ability to read me like an open book was something I used to find intoxicating. Now, it just felt like a curse.So, with a leaden silence and trembling hands, I led him through the quiet streets. The night air was heavy, thick with something I couldn’t name—shame, maybe. Or dread. My legs moved on instinct, my mind a foggy mess as we walked the narrow path to my building. I didn’t dare look back at him. I didn’t have to. His presence crawled over my skin like ice, invasive and undeniable.We reached my small apartment—a place that was once my sanctuary but now felt like a cage I had built with my own
Sadness.Yes… I felt sadness. Not just the ordinary kind that fades with time or distraction. No, this was the kind that sat heavy in my bones, pressing down on my chest like a thousand silent regrets. It wasn’t because I had ended things with Luke — that decision, while hard, felt necessary. But what shattered me was the collateral damage. I hadn’t just ended a relationship… I had jeopardized something far more precious. I had risked our friendship — a connection we’d nurtured for years — and deep down, I knew with aching certainty that we could never go back to what we were before. Not ever again.The walk felt endless, the minutes stretching out into forever, and the street ahead looked so eerily deserted, it was as if the entire world had emptied itself out, leaving only me to wander it — the last survivor of something quietly devastating.There was only one place that felt like it could offer me shelter — only one person I could run to for comfort, for understanding, for refuge f
I stood at the edge of the rooftop, the city sprawling endlessly below me like a breathing, restless beast. The height was staggering—so high that just looking down made the pit of my stomach twist. The wind tugged at my clothes and hair, cool against my skin, and for a brief second, vertigo teased me, tempting my balance. I wrapped my arms around myself, not out of fear, but to hold in everything that was threatening to break free from inside.Even though it hurts—God, it hurts—I’ve never let myself believe that death was my escape. Not once. And I still won’t. That isn’t my way out. I came here for a reason, not because I’m weak or desperate, but because this rooftop… this strange, windblown ledge above the world… is where Luke asked me to meet him.I don’t know why he always chooses rooftops instead of a café, a park, or literally anywhere safer or more grounded. Maybe he likes the symbolism—being high up, detached, above the noise. Maybe he thinks it’s romantic. I don’t know. But s
The silence thickened in the room long after Luke’s words had fallen flat, settling around us like soot in the aftermath of something scorched. It clung to the air, to my skin, to the edges of my breath—too dense to ignore, too loaded to cut through. Behind me, I could still feel Travian. Not touching. Not speaking. Just standing there, unmoving. But his warmth radiated like a low-burning flame behind my back—quiet, fierce, unrelenting.And yet... he didn’t speak.He didn’t stop Luke.And that—that—was the part that rattled me the most.Luke’s voice broke through, gentle but too hopeful. “Alright then,” he said, offering a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “How about tomorrow?”I managed a nod, though the motion felt hollow, like I wasn’t entirely present in my own skin. “Sure,” I murmured. “Tomorrow’s fine.”Travian’s fingers tapped once against the wooden kitchen frame. One dull, intentional thud.A single beat.A warning, perhaps.Or a statement.Maybe both.Tessa exhaled lou