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The devil between my thighs

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I knew what he wanted or rather, who he was after and that's me...yes, this shitty me.

Gulping down my anxiety, I tried to walk past him but he grabbed me by the arm and before I knew it, my back was against the wall, he stood over me like a giant that wanted nothing but to devour me to nothing.

My heart, my crazy heart was dying in my chest, beating erratically for him.

"W-what are you" my words got stuck in my mouth the second his lips smashed into mine, burying my complaints and awakening my long buried desires.

I've learned, or rather over been trying to get past the thought of him, like this, kissing me and doing things to me but being in it now, it's really more difficult than I thought and it's going to be even more difficult from now onwards.

I placed my hands on his chest and tried to push him away but he pressed on, deepening the kiss and senselessly, I moaned.

I was hard, needy and badly wanted to find my release. My mind was screaming at me to stop but my damn heart and bo
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